Tonight I went to Cracker Barrell's to eat with my

grandparents. Over the past few years I've really started to notice how much I really like being with my grandparents. You would think that seeing them every day after school since like as long as I can remmeber, I would have realized that sooner, but I like being with them just me and them. I love hearing about all their crazy stories and all the stuff my grandfather has gotten into. (Mostly because he's really noisy.) We were talking about what I want to most do in Europe (since they've been to London), what I liked best in Australia (since they've also been there), and just about all their vacations. So I've decided I want to write a book about all their past experiences. I don't want to forget any of it after they're gone. Some of their stories are so funny, and we always end up talking about them whenever family gets together, which is pretty much every day of my life. So yeah, how has your weekend been?

 

Oh yeah! I got my Student Amabassador book for Europe yesterday. They are kind of different then last year, but I like it. I'm so excited I can't wait. At least I have something to look forward to to get me through freshman year. Me and Keri are giong to have so much fun. Yay! I just wish Carmen and Sydnee were going. THEN ... it would a total blast!

Yeah...totally.

I've been so tired lately. I never get any sleep because I'm always doing homework or projects. The crappy thing is that after you finish one thing, another thing comes up so you don't have anytime to recoup. But I guess I would be tired anyway because I'm always tired. I would sleep all the time if I could. My mom thinks I might have diabetes, but I will not take shots no matter what. I don't care if I get sick. I hate needles. They scare the heck out of me. I don't really know if I'm going to the game. I want to, but I also don't feel like leaving home. I think my parents might be getting divorced soon. This morning my dad was being really mean to my mom, and she started crying. She said that one of them has to go cause she can't handle it anymore. Please just pray that everything works out. I mean I love my dad, but I honeslty think if they do get divorced everything will be better. At least I have God, my friends, and dance to help me. So yeah, I think things wil get better. Hopefully.

Your Guy Side:

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt[sometimes].
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own/ed an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to high school football games
[ ] You used to/do collect football cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] I like green and blue.

[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth/ sometimes with out known
[ ] Sleep with your socks on at night/ sometime if it's cold

Total: 11

Your Girl Side:

[x] You wear lip gloss/stick.
[x] You love to shop/ sometimes
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink/ sometimes
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] Were u in gymnastics/dance?
[x] Sometimes It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x]You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne
[x] You love the movies.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy/joke of it.
[x] Like being the star of everything.

Total: 22

 

 

So I went to my sister's game tonight. They ended the real season undefeated, and only 2 people have scored against them and those two were only 6 points. The cheerleaders won third place at competition, but they got disqualified because they didn't have backspots for PONY-SITS. But whatever. I'm still proud of my sister. She's becoming the little cheerleader I was. Hopefully she'll make the team though when she is in middle school, unlike me. :-(

 

I also had my interview for Europe today. For some reason I was a little nervous, unlike last year. Maybe because being an alumni, I have something to live up to, and I don't really feel like I do. I just can't wait till next summer. Me and Keri are going to have so much fun. Yay! I just wish Carmen was coming. And mabye Sydnee. Yeah, deff Syd. She's so much fun and so HILARIOUS! So yeah, I should get some sleep. I didn't get to sleep till like 1 last night. My little sis had a sleepover for her b-day. There was like 7 little kids running around all night. At least it's better than last year. There was like 12 last year. I had my homecoming shirt on, so all the girls were like Megabella come do a build with me, come make up a cheer, show us your dance, blah blah blah. But yeah.

For some reason I like doing these things when I have nothing else to do. I guess I must have absolutely nothing to do.

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1. Honestly, how many people have you had strong feelings for?
one, but it not who people would think. i'm pretty sure the only 2 people who know live a hour or so away.

2.Honestly, what color is your underwear?

they have dinos on them. j/k lol

3. Honestly, what's on your mind?
wanting to see friends from australia trip

4. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
this and thinking.

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?

occasionally i do, but most of the time no.

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
um, well, i don't think.

7. Honestly, do you watch THE GIRLS NEXT DOOR ?
i've watched it once

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
a little possibly

9. Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
dreaming about stuff that would never happen.

11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
yeah, actually about five or so people.

12. Honestly, do you have deep secrets?
yeah, but mostly just embarrsing stuff.

13. Honestly, when is the last time you have been to tesco?
um, don't quite know what that is.

14. Honestly, are you mean?
sometimes i guess i am, but i feel bad about it later. it's usually around certain people though.

15. Honestly, who did you copy and paste this from?
carmen.

16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?

in australia this summer having fun.

17. Honestly, do you like someone?
yeah, but once again not who people think it would be.

18. Honestly, what was the last text you got and what did it say?
one from keri, and it said 1 7(best friend and partner in crime.)

21. Honestly, have you gone out of your way to make a new friend?
i guess.

22. Honestly, do you shower?
no. of course i do. what kind of question is that?

23. Honestly, are you desperate?
i wouldn't say so.

25. Honestly, ever made anyone cry?
yeah, but i felt really bad about it.

26. Have you ever cried over someone?
yeah... a lot.

27. Honestly, when was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
probably a month ago.

28. Honestly, have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeah...a lot.

29. Honestly, have you kissed someone of the opposite sex this week?

oh yeah you know it. lol

30. Honestly, when was the last time you hugged or kissed someone in front of your parents?
um, never. well i guess you could say a friend.

32. Honestly, are you normally a happy person?
um, i guess.

33. Honestly, what makes you mad?
when people are talking about something, then they won't tell you.

34. Honestly, does being with your friends make you happy?
yeah.

35. Honestly, do you believe in yourself?
half the time.

36. Honestly, are you annoying to people?
yeah, i would say so.

37. Honestly, is cheating acceptable?
no, but that doesn't mean it's hard not to do it.

38. Honestly, have you hugged a girl this week?
my sis.

39. Wish you could have something or someone?
yeah, a few things.

40. Honestly, are you a relationship person?
i wish.

seems to be no question 41.

43. Who is the last person you hugged?
my mom.

44. Are you lonely right now?
no...maybe a little lonely cause no one's in my room.

Do you ever really get over something or someone? Does it ever get any easier? I feel like even though I say I'm over something, I'm really not. Maybe it's not quite as a big a part of me as before, but I just wish it wasn't a part of me at all anymore. But it just seems like if I give up on it, everything good that went with it will go away too. I don't know. Maybe it's just me, but I hate being sad over nothing.

Words of wisdom from my Paw Paw: Be yourself. 'Cause if you act one way around one person, and another way around another person, how will you act if you are around them at the same time.

I don't really know what the point of these things are, but I'm bored, and they can be kind of fun when you're bored.

 

Red=Anger

1. Are you currently mad at someone?

nope

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?

my dad...or me

3. Have you ever thrown anything at someone?

yep. at my sister. too many things to count

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?

not really i guess. my cheeks and ears are always red though.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?

depends really. yell at my sister. i don't really stare angrily. i prefer the silent treament

Orange=Excitment

1.Has anyone ever thrown a suprise for you?

no. i wish. that would be fun.

2. Are you easily excited?

yes. it's sad. i get my hopes up a lot.

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?

europe, baby! well it's next summer. but i'm really excited though.

4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?

holy cow!

5. If you could have anything right now what would it be?

i don't know. a bigger house.

Yellow=Self Discovery

1. Name?

Megan Lynn Bell

2. Birthday?

March 8, 1993

3. What's your main goal in life?

live my life to the fullest as God would want me to

4.Do you want to have children?

yeah. when i'm married.

5. How do you want to die?

um, i don't know. i haven't really thought about it.

Green=Opinions

1. Are you against gay marriage?

absoulutely

2. Lower the drinking age?

no. raise the age...to about 400.

3. Capital punishment?

yes...and no.

4. Abortion?

yes. absolutely.

5. Democrat or republican?

don't really have a comment. i'm not very political.

Blue=Love

1. Do you love someone?

of course. who doesn't?

2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?

no. wish i did though, but i have other things to worry about...like school.

3. Is is better to have loved and lost, then to not have loved at all?

i guess. but it's still sad.

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?

i mean i guess it could happen.

5. Would you tatoo your lover's name on your body?

no. tatooes are tacky.

Purple=Q&A

Q.How many beds did lie in today?

one

Q. How much cash do you have on you right now?

$1.50

Q. Look to your left. What is there?

a bookshelf with a jewerly box on it.

Q. What is the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?

some of sydnee's sister's clothes when i spent the night.

Q. What website(s) do you visit most during the day?

phusebox, yahoo, email, and student ambassador alumni.

Q. Do you have any plants in your room?

no

Q. Does anything on your body hurt right now?

yes. my leg. i hurt it stretching at dance tonight.

Q. What city was your last taxi ride in?

i've never been in a taxi.

Q. Do you own a picture phone?

yes. and a crappy one.

Q. Recent time you really upset?

probably something over the summer. or bad grade this year.

Pink=Last

1. Person you saw?

sydnee at dance. or i guess my sister just 5 secs ago.

2. Last person that said they loved you?

my mom when i was saying good night.

3. Movie watched in cinema?

harry potter. i think.

4. Song you listend to?

don't go. billy ray and miley cyrus. i actually kind of like this song, even though miley is WAY overated.

5. Last person you talked on the phone with?

carmen.

Grey=Today

1. What are you doing right now?

this, drinking, and hoping for something good.

2. What are you doing tonight?

had dance, hw, and soon i'll be sleeping.

3. What are you going to eat?

nothing now. it's almost time for me to sleep.

4. Did you accomplish something today?

leaps at dance, dance at dance, and hw.

5. What shoes are you wearing right now?

none. i'm barefooted. i hate shoes.

Brown=Tomorrow

1. Is?

tuesday, school, and crappy english paper revising. blah.

2. My plans are?

going to school, eating, doing hw, strengthing dance, and cheerleading.

3. Are you going to laugh?

of course. when do i not? especially with keri and sydnee. oh happy days. lol

4. Any TV show you are going to watch?

something on disney channel most likely.

5. Do you know what you will eat?

whatever crappy school food is in the caf.

 

 

So I had a pretty...hot day today. We went to my sister's cheerleading competition. It was extremely hot, and now I'm liked red from being out in the sun today. It really stinks watching everybody else having fun doing their routines, and I can't be out there anymore cause I'm too old. I'm thinking about doing competitive cheerleading. My sister didn't place, but they still did really good. Our majors placed fourth. So all in all it was a pretty good day.

If you don't have a life, what's the point in life? I guess so people can look at you and ,"Hey that girl has no life and she's boring." Then they feel better about themselves.

Yeah. So I'm going to Europe! I completed my application today! I'm so excited. We're going to London, England; Surrey, England; Warwick, England; Oxford, England; Caen, France; Paris, France; Versailles, France; Brussels, Belgium; and Amsterdam, Holland. We get to see Big Ben, the Eiffel Tower, the Lodon Tower, Warwick Castle, the London Eye (the biggest farris wheel so as of now), and walk through the house Anne Frank stayed in (which is what I really want to do.) I feel a little bad though because my mom, dad, and sister gave up their cruise so I wouldn't have to raise as much money. I totally appreciate it, but still I can't help feeling like they are getting jipped. I'm just so excited.

Today has been pretty crazy, considering it was homecoming and all. But it was a lot of fun. The pep rally was really awesome, except the freshmen really stinked. We so need to do better next year. The football game was a lot of fun. I got to walk around with my friends. Except my feet starting hurting. And I met one of Carmen's good friends. Which is cool. Oh yeah! I was on the news tonight for like two seconds from the game. So I should probably go so I'll talk to you guys later.

So today I had a meeting for People to People to go to England. I would get to visit England, France, Belgium, and Holland. I really want to see the Warwick Castle, and the Eiffel Tower. I think it would be so much fun. I just wish some of the people who went to Australia would go. Then it would be even more fun. I just miss everyone so much. I really can't wait 'till we have another reunion. I'm pretty sure I'll get to go this year, except this time I'll have to fund raise the money, unlike last time. I don't think raising the money will really be that hard, if I just try. Keri might get to go, which will be totally awesome. Can't wait! Ahh.

 

Oh yeah, my dad's travelling to Knoxville for work this week so be praying for him.

It seems like everytime I finish something in school, something else comes up. It's never ending. I can't wait till fall break so I can actually relax for a whiel. But even then I have to do a research paper. Ugh. At least I have dance to relieve some stress. I can't wait! We start competition tonight. Yay!

I'm in a really weird mood right now. I'm not really sad, but I'm not really extremely happy about anything. I'm kind of just floating through life, and it seems like the only things that make me happy anymore are past experinces.

I have been so tired lately. It seems like in school after I get one project done, I have another right after that. It's never ending. As lond as I'm doing well I guess. Well, IF I'm doing well. At least I have dance to let all my stress go. I'm so excited. We get to start competition tonight.

I'm in a really weird mood. It's kind of like I'm just floating through life with no emotions. I'm not really sad about anything, but I don't really have anything to be extremely happy about. Which makes me kind of sad in a way. I don't want to miss out on life. It seems like all my friends go on with life no matter if I'm happy or sad or whatever. I wish I could back and relieve Australia. It was so much fun. I didn't care what people thought, and I just had fun. I guess it kind of had to do with that none of the people knew that much about me like people who have gone to school with me forever. So I could become anybody who I wanted. Which is really nice. Sometimes I wish I could start all over in a new school for those reasons, but then I would miss all my friends. But sometimes I wonder if they would really miss me.

So I just found out that my cousing is getting married. And I'm going to be the maid of honor. At first I didn't believe her. But then my aunt called my mom and told her. I just can't believe it.

Ok, not the movie, buth the subject. You are probably thinking, "What is this girl talking about?" Well, today in geometry, Ms. Post said math was like a game. Once you figure out a problem, you've won the game. I told Carmen that I never win that game, and I'm going to die a horrible death, when I get a B on my report card. Then I was like geometry is like Jumangi, a never ending dang game. So yeah.

We got our first report card today. I happy with my grades.

Geometry 95

English 100

Journalism 100

Wellness 99

Although I could do a little better in geometry. If I can only keep my grades that high, and bring up geometry, I'll be doing great.