So this weekend was pretty emotional w/Sarah leaving. I thought I was prepared for it. I wasn't. Lots happened. Youth event, ice skating, drama and lots and lots more. To make an extremely long story short by the end of the weekend this is the summary of how it kinda went...a WHOLE lotta stress, a good amount of fun, a lot of laughter, way more tears, and tons of loud music and driving to keep from crying. So here's what I've got left. One of the 3 best friends I have has moved to Ohio. I no longer have a boyfriend OR a prom date(which scares me more). There was a little something unexpected w/a certain someone. And yet thru all the stress and tears and slight confusion I'm really really happy, and I know it'll all work out in some way or another.

So today life got a little better...

Song describes how I feel. Gotta love TFK.

Everyone Like Me

I've got a lot going on inside
Don't know if I can work things out this time
Need a little space to clear my mind
But I'll be fine

Don't slip, it's not always this cold
I'm tired of acting like I know
Am I searching for the answers
No one knows

And I must confess
Before I take another step
That

This song's for everyone like me
Everyone not afraid to stand alone
And lonely
Can you identify with me?
This song's for everyone like you
Come and ride with me
We will not back down

Wait
It might not be too late
To avoid the tension we create
How about I turn and walk away?
No matter what you say

Its not a combination
I've tried to figure you out
I'm looking for the confirmation
So I can turn this around

And I must confess
Before I take another step
That

This song's for everyone like me
Everyone not afraid to stand alone
And lonely
Can you identify with me?
This song's for everyone like you
Come and ride with me
We will not back down

Every time I turn around
You're looking for attention
You've taken all the things I've said and
Throw them away
Drank them away
Every time you show up late
You're looking for forgiveness

I must confess
Before I take another step
That

This song's for anyone whoever took a chance,
Who started at the bottom to get to the top,
And no matter what you face in this life,
You gotta know what you're up against,
In order to fight back

This song's for everyone like me
Everyone not afraid to stand alone
And lonely
Can you identify with me?
This song's for everyone like you
Come and ride with me
We will not back down

This song's for everyone like me
Everyone not afraid to stand alone
And lonely
And lonely

Anybody feel like finding me a prom date?!?

So I've officially been accepted into Lee University and given the Presidential Scholarship which means freshman tuition is totally paid for. Gotta love how God provides!

Haven't written on this in forever. Life is going pretty good. Had Celebration of Praise or TN youth convention as we're now calling it a couple of weeks ago. It was good but not near as good as last year. Let's see...went to MTCS the other night and saw the musical. Very cute. We're finishing a new human video in drama that I'm excited about.Turned in my college applications. Visited TBI the other day..that was REALLY cool. Other than that nothing really new going on..just the usual school, swing club, church and trying to keep my life as calm as possible. Christmas is almost here! What happened to 2005? It's almost gone..that is so insane. Well, I guess that's about it. Have a great weekend everyone!

VERY tired! Life is crazy, but I wouldn't want it any other way. Looking foward to a youth hangout followed by a girls' night tomorrow. Should be nice. So yea..Have a good weekend everyone! Love you all!

Thank you God for everything you've blessed me with! It's more than I deserve.

Don't really have much to say. All I know is that this thing is SOOOO much better than xanga. But yea....I'm gonna go now.