You want to stay, but you know very well I want you gone...

July 14 2005
      muse is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

Ahhhh...Jane is now un-grounded. Which means "we" are un-grounded. Which is cool. Cuz we got to go out and get our coffee.
I got some really cool floor mats for my car, Lucky 13 ones, that were on sale at Hot Topic for $7!!
I also stopped off at Victoria's Secret to buy some underwear so I could get Jane a free stuffed dog she's been wanting.
I ordered some Chinese earlier, and I think we may go see a movie later, since Aunt Karen won't let us go to Nashville to see "Charlie" tonight....blah.....
But this is MY UNITED STATES OF WHATEVER!!!

The clouds just hung around, like black cadillacs outside a funeral...

July 13 2005
      a perfect circle is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby, like you...

July 11 2005
      godsmack is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

Mmmmmm....so yeah, I was all like...I don't have anything to say...and you were all like...yeah, you suck...and I was like....WHATEVEH!!!

Well it's you and me, and all of the people...

July 10 2005
Well, I'm in Tennessee, having SO MUCH FUN!!! I have missed Jane to an insane degree, it's not even funny.
She's walking around and singing...it's great. We get to sit around and talk about the silly things we did years ago...and still do.
OK, she's going to check her mail now. Much love!

Let's drink to the military...the glass is empty...

July 07 2005
      nirvana is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

I obviously have nothing better to do than update my sites and e-mail people...and do these "isLove Generators"...ah...well, life is only as boring as we make it. Like now for instance-I'm only bored because I'm not making an attempt to do something of interest. Like jumping off the roof or something...I don't know...
But I tell you what pisses me off. London was pretty much attacked this morning. Innocent people died. Very soon, there isn't going to be any safe places anywhere. People are going to be afraid to go anywhere or do anything...just like they are in Israel now. Except it will be worldwide.
It's a scary thought.

Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head...

July 06 2005
      the yeah yeah yeahs are lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

Well...not everything goes as it's planned. But everything turns out right, doesn't it? So I don't need to worry. I just wish things weren't so hard...but soon everything will be set right, and...ah...yes, everything will be fine...

I hope for your sake Heaven and Hell are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath

July 05 2005
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OK...so today I'm deciding if I'm going to stay in Florda, or move up to Illinois with my Dad and step-mom...it's such a hard decision...
But in a few minutes I'm going to call the local schools, find out some info, and then later talk to CJ...and we're going to make a decision...because if I move up here, he's going to too.
It's just hard to leave so much behind on my last year of high school...

You should try to remember the good times, and the high life, are you feeling all right?

July 01 2005
      breaking benjamin is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

I've become so obsessed with this stupid "isLove Generator"...ah well...it's always amusing to see what it spits out for the day!
As of right now, I'm washing clothes. CJ taught me how to. How very sad...I'm a female...I'm supposed to know how to do all of this stuff inately. Sewing, cooking...ah well, domestication may come later in life...but I almost hope it doesn't.

This is such a pity, we should give our love to each other, not this hate that destroys us...

June 30 2005
      three days grace is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

Ahhhhh....sometimes hope dies....but as long as it has the chance to be resurrected, then I'll fight for that hope, with all of my beliefs at my side...and with that, no one will ever destroy me, least of all let me destroy myself...

I would have said sorry, but I've said it enough...

June 29 2005
      letter kills are lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

What am I supposed to do? I didn't mean anything by it...and coincidences happen, but does that mean that they're my fucking fault? I don't mean to be cold...but when I have to do something, I just have to do it...and if it hurts your feelings, then just try to remember all the times that I've done things that hurt me like Hell, and remember I did it for you. And if you can't, then piss off.

Everybody knows that you're insane...

June 28 2005
Yes...so here I am...on a Tuesday afternoon, sitting in my towel and typing a blog...bleah...I'm tired...and becoming very lazy. It took effort just to get up and shower. I think I'm going to throw some CDs in the CD player and dance around for a bit...after I get dressed, of course.

And every time I see a boat by a lake, I wanna jump up and say "let's row away from everything"...

June 27 2005
Hmmmm....I'll be home in 5 weeks. And none the sooner...but I'll stop thinking of that now...
And move on to happier things...like, Munchkin coming back from the vet this afternoon so I can play with her! I looooove this dog. It's 3 and 1/2 pounds, and that's as big as she's gonna get. A Yorkie and something mix...she's sooo cute!
And...I called the college, but they're not doing Fall Admissions yet...dammit...by the time I'm aware that they're going on, the classes I want will be full...
Ah well....in 2 weeks, I'll be in the arms of the 2 most hottest chicks in TN...yes you sexy specimens of the female race...I'll be there NEXT WEEKEND!!! Yay! Provided of course, that the adult I'm staying with gives her consent...lol...and you guys can see my kick ass car too!

What's the worst thing I could say? Things are better if I stay...

June 25 2005
So, I'm going to Illinois tomorrow...such a BIG switch from Wisconsin...it doesn't matter any more...I'm still so frickin far off from the person I love in Florida...so it doesn't matter any way...
This depression needs to just die! Let it be strangled, or poisoned, or dropped from a skyscraper, or drowned...I don't care! Just let it die!!

Our falling bombs are her shooting stars...

June 23 2005
Wow....I wish I was at the beach. I miss the beach. I guess I'm just spoiled and used to living so close to it.
But I really miss this guy down in Florida...I'm such a silly little girl!
Oh! If a certain hottie from Tennessee should happen to read this, (Hi big boy, my name is Barthothumeu...) I'm getting to see her next month!! She just needs to tell me when her mom is getting back, and I should be there shortly following!
P.S.-Punch and Pie!

Children cross their hearts and hope to die....

June 22 2005
Be wary of where your hope lies...lest it lies to you.
Ahhhh.....I woke up this morning after a nightmare about a killer rabbit with sharp pointy teeth. Tim told me to stay away from it, but I didn't listen.
Stupid Tim the Enchanter...
The Holy Grail quest will, however, resume tomorrow as scheduled.