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Well...not everything goes as it's planned. But everything turns out right, doesn't it? So I don't need to worry. I just wish things weren't so hard...but soon everything will be set right, and...ah...yes, everything will be fine...

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OK...so today I'm deciding if I'm going to stay in Florda, or move up to Illinois with my Dad and step-mom...it's such a hard decision...
But in a few minutes I'm going to call the local schools, find out some info, and then later talk to CJ...and we're going to make a decision...because if I move up here, he's going to too.
It's just hard to leave so much behind on my last year of high school...

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I've become so obsessed with this stupid "isLove Generator"...ah well...it's always amusing to see what it spits out for the day!
As of right now, I'm washing clothes. CJ taught me how to. How very sad...I'm a female...I'm supposed to know how to do all of this stuff inately. Sewing, cooking...ah well, domestication may come later in life...but I almost hope it doesn't.

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Ahhhhh....sometimes hope dies....but as long as it has the chance to be resurrected, then I'll fight for that hope, with all of my beliefs at my side...and with that, no one will ever destroy me, least of all let me destroy myself...

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What am I supposed to do? I didn't mean anything by it...and coincidences happen, but does that mean that they're my fucking fault? I don't mean to be cold...but when I have to do something, I just have to do it...and if it hurts your feelings, then just try to remember all the times that I've done things that hurt me like Hell, and remember I did it for you. And if you can't, then piss off.

Yes...so here I am...on a Tuesday afternoon, sitting in my towel and typing a blog...bleah...I'm tired...and becoming very lazy. It took effort just to get up and shower. I think I'm going to throw some CDs in the CD player and dance around for a bit...after I get dressed, of course.

Hmmmm....I'll be home in 5 weeks. And none the sooner...but I'll stop thinking of that now...
And move on to happier things...like, Munchkin coming back from the vet this afternoon so I can play with her! I looooove this dog. It's 3 and 1/2 pounds, and that's as big as she's gonna get. A Yorkie and something mix...she's sooo cute!
And...I called the college, but they're not doing Fall Admissions yet...dammit...by the time I'm aware that they're going on, the classes I want will be full...
Ah well....in 2 weeks, I'll be in the arms of the 2 most hottest chicks in TN...yes you sexy specimens of the female race...I'll be there NEXT WEEKEND!!! Yay! Provided of course, that the adult I'm staying with gives her consent...lol...and you guys can see my kick ass car too!

So, I'm going to Illinois tomorrow...such a BIG switch from Wisconsin...it doesn't matter any more...I'm still so frickin far off from the person I love in Florida...so it doesn't matter any way...
This depression needs to just die! Let it be strangled, or poisoned, or dropped from a skyscraper, or drowned...I don't care! Just let it die!!

Wow....I wish I was at the beach. I miss the beach. I guess I'm just spoiled and used to living so close to it.
But I really miss this guy down in Florida...I'm such a silly little girl!
Oh! If a certain hottie from Tennessee should happen to read this, (Hi big boy, my name is Barthothumeu...) I'm getting to see her next month!! She just needs to tell me when her mom is getting back, and I should be there shortly following!
P.S.-Punch and Pie!

Be wary of where your hope lies...lest it lies to you.
Ahhhh.....I woke up this morning after a nightmare about a killer rabbit with sharp pointy teeth. Tim told me to stay away from it, but I didn't listen.
Stupid Tim the Enchanter...
The Holy Grail quest will, however, resume tomorrow as scheduled.