wow. This is so different. I don't even know what I'm doing. well, this is me now

It's the most resent one. I dont know how to put the newest resent ones on here cause they be on my camera and I don't know how to do all that.

That funny looking guy is my boyfriend, Andrew.He is a photographer. We've been together for 6 months.

If any one wants a hair cut I go to school at the Buro Barber Academy and they are only 4 dollars.

um, Andrew is getting baptised!!!!! in 2 weeks!!

And it's weird that I'm 20.

And that be it for a while i guess.

peace

It's amazing how much I've changed since high school...

Wow, it's been awhile.....

So, I only listed the 3 friends that I had talked to that day. So if you weren't listed you still rock my face off!!!

I love my friends!!!

Amanda, Brett, and Jackie rock my face off!!!

I have a myspace now and it distracts me from phusebox.

It's a perfect day outside today!!

And I have to work inside - a double shift.

I can never sleep anymore. Or at least since September started. I just lay awake at night till about 5 or 6 am . I hate it. As Greenday says, "wake me up, when September ends".

You were my perfect summer

that went by way too fast.

You were like a warm breeze

a small whisper

a ripple in the water

a familiar tune

a starry night

my favorite milkshake

You were my adventure.

a long drive with the windows down

a day at the lake

a late night movie

something to do on a rainy day

a bag of jelly beans

a dozen roses

my hero

Did I not try hard enough?

Why try to light a fire that can't be lit?

You are now a sleepless night

a lonely day

an empty dream

a thousand tears

a distant memory

a familiar stranger

 A perfect end to a perfect summer.

a new begining to a beautiful friendship

A heavy sigh

and a scared step foward

a confused and heavy heart

How do you make a summer last forever?

I love music. Music makes the world go around. I miss singing.

I wish life was like a musical. Then we could all burst into song when words are not enough to express what we feel. That would be cool and quite fun as well.

 

I love green tea!

And I love chocolate and I love hugs and I love jelly beans and I love singing and I love flowers and I love the beach and I love autum and I love the lake and I love the name Eddie and I love movies and I love these the most with friends!!!

Chris broke up with me. Why does it hurt so bad?

Wish I could fly away

Leave all this to yesterday

What more could your love do for me?

When will love be through with me?

Why live life from dream to dream,

And dread the day when dreaming ends

Wish I could fly away

Fly, fly away.

"People hold their cards so tight to their chest. Life is short. Tell people you love them. What's the worst that could happen?"

-Drew Barrymore

Who's that girl with the perfect future? Her reflection says it all. Trying hard to pretend she's eagar, searching for some way to stall. So unsure of the road she's chosen, having feelings her heart should not allow... 

If I told you all the things I've yet to say, would it matter or would you simply turn and walk away?                                                                 If I hold you, would you say that I should go? Do I chance it or would it just be better not to know?

My being $10 short Wednesday got me fired yesterday.

Chris comes home tomorrow! w00t w00t!!

I was $10 short in my register today. Not good. I don't wanna go in to work tomorrow. This is very not good.

I'm looking more into beauty school now. I might be a cosmetologist or an esthetictain (sp?). I don't wanna go into work tomorrow.

"I can't understand it

The search for an answer is met with a darker day 

And we've been handed these moments forever 

But I'm reassured there's another way"                                  

It would be cool if ya'll could pray for me, cause I need it.

Oh, how I miss him! Only two more weeks?

Paul says that my hair is uber short. It is above my shoulders. Paul also says it is way too short. I'll post a picture of it soon.

Paul is leaving on Friday. : (

Wow, its been awhile. Our internet at home is not working. Tear*Tear

Anyways, I chopped off all of my hair and I'm pretty sure that by tomorrrow at around 7:32 pm I will start to miss Christopher.

Most of my close friends are leaving for college in a couple of weeks and Chris will still be gone. I will be all alone. I don't want them to go away! *pout face*

Later

Well, I am sitting in Paul's room on the computer while Chris plays Super Smash Brothers. Later we are going to see a car show. What fun *sarcasim* Actually, I think it will be kinda cool.
I went to the eye doctor today. I still don't need glasses. That makes me happy. Chad is getting contacts now.
Wow, Chris Morgan is up here now. There is too much guy-ness up here.
Hmmm, I am in a wierd mood today. I can't quite figure it out.I just want to sit some where and not do or say anything. But I don't want to be alone.
I'm not happy but not unhappy. I'm gonna go sit by my boyfriend now. Even though I will probably get in the way of his game. Oh well.

I'm so Tired!!!!

I dyed my hair. It's a bleach blonde color. I hate it.