The guy in the blue shirt is totally amazing.

I had a super fantastic weekend! Actually it was Sunday and Monday. Chris and I went to Havan's lake house along with some of his friends and spent a couple of days hanging out at the lake. I had so much fun but now I am totally wiped out. I had to work late Saturday night and get up early on Sunday. And I am off to work again tomorrow till 8pm. So, I will be out at around 9 or 9:30, just in time for some fire works. Wow am I tired. And wow am I sunburned!

I have a job!!!! I start working at Shoe Carnival tomorrow at 10am sharp!! I am so happy and excited. : )

My picture of me and Jackie didn't work. :(

Me and Jackie went to Chris's last night and watched the new Pink Panther movie, along with some other cool people.

This is us hanging out before the movie started.

                                            

             He is such a mystery to me.

I will be 19 tomorrow.

Well, I have applied at 14 places in the past 2 days. I had better get a job soon. I'm going to do some more job hunting tomorrow as well.

I love dark chocolate. Almost as much as I love brownies.

Chris is amazing.

I had a crazy and fun day yesterday. My friends Jackie and Amanda called me and wanted me to ride around with them so I had to quickly put some clothes on and run out the door. First we went to Kohls and looked around, me and Jackie are applying for a job there, Amanda bought some shoes and then we went to the China Buffet for some fantastic Asian food. There were some creepy guys there that kept looking at us and laughing. Jackie said she saw one of them holding up his camera phone and pointing it at us. They didn't leave untill we got up and left. Creepy. After that we were gonna post-it note someone's car or somthing when I decided that it would be cool to decorate Chris's room and clean it for him. So, we went to the Dollar Store and got trash bags, a blue trash can with flowers on it, candles, a picture frame, pink and purple bows, and flowers, to use in his room. Oh yeah, we got ballons too. His room is all pretty now! We had a whole lot of fun. And Rebecca was there too so she helped. After that we went and saw The Break Up. It was good but sad. I hated the ending. Chris went with us, he really liked his room. Then we just hung out. When I got home I went to sleep. And that was my crazy and fun day yesterday.

I had my interview this morning. It went ok, they said the only thing that they were worried about was that I was so quiet. They are suppost to call me or something in a few weeks. I wonder if I will get the job or not. I probably get to go to the lake on Sunday with Chirs and Haven and whoever else is going, so that should be a ton of fun. ~12 days till my birthday!!!~

I have an interview for the AEDC Credit Union on Wednesday at 10:45 am. I am nervous and excited. I'm not sure what kind of teller I will make. If I get the job I will have to be in training for a while, of coarse. It seems like it would be such a boring job. I would rather work some where with a more creative atmosphere. A bank teller just doesn't seem like me, or does it? At least it is a job. I might not even get it. Well, tonight I am off to a movie night. : ) That makes me happy.

It is so pretty outside. I should be out there. Today my mom's parents are here and my dad's mom is here. My mom's sister will be here tomorrow. We'll have a house full of people! Things are getting pretty crazy around here- but not in a bad way. I graduate in two days. I'm liking the feeling. Now I have to figure out what I'm going to do next fall. To go to college or not go to college. That is the question. I dont know what I'm going to do. But I do know that my friends are awesome. Thats all for today.

No more school for me!!!!!

And look at this crazy kid!

It's Mother's Day!! I love my Mom oh so much!

Isn't she beautiful. What would I do without her?

Well, West Side Story is over. Now I don't know what to do with myself. The last night went very well and was a ton of fun. Chris got me a dozen roses!!!!!! That made me very happy. :) After the show we all went to IHOP for a late night breakfast and had a blast. It was pretty crazy, we were pretty crazy! That night was a bittersweet night. Lots of tears and laughter. Tomorrow will be my last day in Chamber Choir. Oh how I will miss it. :( But on to bigger and better things....I hope. It's all happening so fast. I'm about to be pushed out into the "real world". I don't know if I'm ready. I can't believe its all over. Well, I guess its not all over, but life as I know it now is. Well, I'm gonna go before I get all emotional. I love you guys!

Only two more shows and it's all over for me. tear*tear*  I'm gonna miss it so much.

The cast party last night was....different.

"Tonight, tonight. It all began tonight..."

Tonight is the opening show of West Side Story! I am super excited and a tad bit nervous about the dancing parts. Wow, this is my last show. Tear* Tear* Well, I'm off to go get ready. Everybody come!!!

"We're gonna rock it tonight, tonight!"

Wow, it's been a while.

Prom was magical!! I had so much fun. I didn't know I could dance so long without stopping. lol And my prom date was wonderful, of course. After prom was so cool, but I was so tired I was pretty much sleep walking. Prom was just a ton of fun.

Look at my crazy dance moves! lol

I love this picture!!

West Side Story opens tomorrow night at 7!!! Yeah!

West Side Story is taking over my life!!!! But its gonna be a great show. Soon I will leave for a 3 to 4 hour practise.

And this is what I will be doing. Sort of. The dancing is fun, the lack of food and sleep is not.

Prom is in 2 days!!! I'm excited out of my mind!!            So, I havn't seen my friend Ben in forever. He is pretty cool and is very encouraging. I so glad I have great friends.

I'm at Paul's house practising for Fine Arts. He's my best bud. I love it at Paul's house. It always has bunches of cool people there. 

Just found out that I'm failing a class I need in order to graduate. Wish I could just quit.

I just lost a bunch of stuff I just typed so now I have to start over.

Ok, I am very tired. Yesterday I fell asleep in 4 out of 6 classes. West Side Story rehersals are wearing me out, even though I don't do much. I have so much stuff to do. I really need sleep, but I'm not going to get much any time soon.

There is so much stuff coming up all at once. Fine Arts, prom, West Side Story, graduation, finding a job, college, and the list goes on. I am a tad bit stressed (slight underexaggeration). But not as stressed as I thought I would be at this time in my life. Lately I have stopped caring. I don't think about it all and then end up not caring and then end up not trying. Untill one day it hits me and I realize that all this crazy stuff is going on and I totally blow up and lose it. I am about to graduate and have not clue who I am or what I am doing.

And I am learning that people can totally change into different people and that they are not what you thought they were, even when you've known them and been their "best friend" for 4 or more years.

On a happier note, Chris got me some jellybeans the other night. I love jellybeans!