so, i got more pictures from prom and will be posting them on shortly. yawn, a little tired. i can't wait to go to the renn feast w/ my friends.  and let me tell ya, i can't wait for school to be over.  it's all drama drama drama.  and that is one thing that i can do w/o. 

  Astrid and Paul

What senile man said that change was terrible?   Because i garuntee that  i could convince him otherwise.   :D  With out a doubt.  

He won't be able to eat his words fast enough.

yearbooks were in today
i got mine^^
it's awesome...
me and my brother justin are in it twice...
so yeah
summer is soooo fucking close....
i can wait^^
i am going up north again so yeah
well i hope everyone has a good weekend

            meg

Boys can be trouble and jerks...If you hang out with the wrong ones they can casue you to get in trouble..But on the other hand the wrong ones will reel you in like a fish and break ur heart!! There are some giuys that arent jerks or touble but that is very unusual...Guys are JERKS
~Karus

So..

life has been ok... nothing special

Competiton tommorow at 2.. come and watch me!!

dance is good i guess..

only a week left of school! YESSS

still no guy.. but i have decided to take Jamies advice and stop looking for one... the right one will come along... i dont need to look for anyone..

hmm thats about it for now...

leave me lots of comments...

love, love

laura

I've hid myself away from this

But your silhouette is the Judas Kiss

. . .

So I made créme brulèe for a French project.  Everything went fairly well.  No mishaps mixing the eggs and sugar, the hot cream didn't scramble said eggs when I poured it in (one.... tedious.... spoonful.... at.... a.... time....), it cooked, it chilled for six hours (during most of which I finally slept, hahaaa).

I sprinkle the brown sugar on it this morning, then put it in the oven under "broil" to caramelise it.  I go upstairs, comb my wet hair, and start to put volumiser in it -- an operation which took roughly 45 seconds total.

Long story short, I caught the oven on fire.

ON FIRE.

FLAAAAMES were shooting out of the oven, the smoke alarm started screaming, I stand there yelling "WHAT SHOULD I DO?!  WHAT SHOULD I DO?!"  And all Mum can think of to say over the din is, "I HOPE THIS DOESN'T WAKE YOUR SISTER!"  (Wtf?)

In a log home, this is not the best chain of events.

And further proof that I need a hired chef once I move out, or at least a husband who is culinarily inclined.  I am domestically challenged to the extreme.

{{BTW -- the custards, aside from resembling petrified hockey pucks, were unharmed and delightfully edible.}}

wow havent done this in awhile//my day was okay more boring than anything

Yeah, I'm kinda poking around on the computer.

 I went to Hastings last night and finally spent my paycheck on something I wanted, not needed!! I got 2 books, a Redwall (Merlfox) and a Pendragon (The Never War). I'm going back tonight and getting another one and maybe a wallet (one with a chain).

 I'm going to my grandparents this weekend and I'm taking Rosette with me. For those of you who just did a double-read, Rosette is the .22 semi-automatic rifle my Pa gave me for my 13th birthday. She shoots like a dream, and it was Pa's when he was my age (he's 61 now). My dad's pistol shoots good too, watch out Pepsi cans... here comes me!

Sorry if I just freaked anyone out. I'm sooooo exited for May 26th, I'm going to the midnight premeir of X-Men 3, in costume at that!! Woot.

I popped a filling out yesterday, so my jaw hurts like crap and I have this gaping hole of doom in my tooth in the back. I've been using wax (it's actually for Cami's braces, but I need it worse that she does right now) to plug it up and keep stuff out. that hasn't worked excellently, but it works untill I can get to the dentist's.

Ok, so I'm going to do it, I have been putting it off for about a month, and on monday, I'm going to talk to you... you probably know who you are if you put 2 and 2 together, and I have been scared and shy, which isn't often, and so on Monday I'm doing it, so if you avoid me, I'll be sad, but some how, some way I'm going to do this, b/c I need to do it, and yea, you have a phusebox, and you are my friend, so if you read your friend's post and have read down this far then you know, but yea, ok, I'm done

It's the last day of high school and this is my last phusebox post. We had our spectrum luncheon today..it was very bittersweet. I will miss you all very much!

Love, Lana

Well i went to 2baseball games lastnite in the rain and it was cold newayz also nothin going on today every1 is going to homeschool prom dont know wut im doin this weekend yet prob nothin too excitin

Here's some pictures from Lyndi's prom a few weeks ago...


Me and Lyndi at prom


Mom, me, Lyndi, Dad


My favorite picture of us..I love her so much...


Who's that handsome devil? :-) Isn't she beautiful?


Me and Lyndi being us ;-)


I'm priceless...


Lyndi and I at the Opryland Hotel on our anniversary

That's all for now. Remarks?

cantrell.out

1) Male or Female?
100% woman, hormones and all.
2) Do you pray?
constantly
3) Are you in love?
only with Jesus right now.
4) Ever wish on stars?
yes
5) Do you believe in karma?
yes, in that one reaps what one sows.
6) What's your zodiac sign?
pisces...like it matters.
7) Have you ever almost died?
I'm sure we all have and really don't know how often.
8) Ever broken any bones?
slight fracture on my nose at church camp...ahh church camp
9) Do you cry during sad movies?
Heaven help me, I cry over everything anymore.
10) Do you like to dance?
heck yeah!
11) Ever laid under the stars?
yes
12) Ever sat on a rooftop?
yes.  I have a rather nice one outside the bedroom window in the house I'm moving to that I fully intend to make use of.
13) Is there a such thing as a soul mate?
Yes, but not necessarily of the opposite sex or romantically.  I think mine is my best friend, Emily.
14) Could you live without the television?
I have for the past year.
15) Could you live without music?
It's kind of my livelihood
16) Do you have any self inflicted scars?  Define "self-inflicted..."
17) What do you dislike the most about life?
Nothing really
18) Have you ever been to jail?
Only as a minister
19) Ever had a job for less than a day?
yeah
20) Ever been fired on your first day?
never been fired
21) Ever been fired because of your attitude?
see above^
22) Do you get jealous of other people?
On rare occasions, and nothing that's enough to really notices
23) Would you rather love someone or be loved?
I've been in both situations, and either without reciprocation totally sucks.
24) What's under your bed right now?
Drawers.  Wrapping paper.  An electric keyboard.  probably some tissues.
25) Ever done anything illegal?
I speed a lot.
26) Have you ever been dumped?
yes, thrice in the past year
27) Ever dumped somebody?
yes, but it's been a while
28) How cool are you?
the coolest
29) Do you support abortion?
no
30)Do you believe in God?
More than believe
31) Did you graduate high school?
Yes, and it seems like a million years ago.
32) Do you wear the same clothes two days in a row?
too many times to mention and keep my pride
33) Have you ever driven someone crazy?
are we talking annoyed or certifiable?
35) Ever done the Macarena?
I did it before it came out, because I still contend that in the 8th grade, I helped make up a dance to "Love Shack" that was not unlike the Macarena, although the Macarena didn't come out till I was in 9th grade, so therefore, I helped create the Macarena.  God, forgive me.
36) Do you act your age?
Usually far older or far younger, but never in the same range...
37) Is it okay to disrespect your parents?
My parents are my dearest friends.  One needs one's parents and therefore should treat them with the utmost respect.
38) Do you flush the toilet when you're done?
naw, I just let it all pile up and overflow my bathroom till I'm evicted from every place I inhabit...what do you think?
39) How long do you stay in the shower?
depends on the day and the length of my hair.
40) What kind of soap do you use?
whatever.
41) Are mullets cool?
depends on who is sporting it.
42) Spiderman, Batman, or Superman?  SUPERMAN! Always and forever.
43) Do you like your middle name?
no
44) Has anyone ever cheated on you?
sort of
46) What's your favorite animal?
Penguins!
47) Favorite flower?
peonies
48) Have you ever shaved your head?
no
49) Do you think marijuana should be legal for medicinal use?
on the fence
50) Do you think it is okay to drink and drive? I am decidedly against it.
51) If you won $1 million dollars, what would you buy first?
buy nothin'...I'd pay off my college loans and my car.
52) Do you fear terrorism?
sometimes
54) What's your favorite candle scent?
vanilla all the way
55) Do you use profanity?
only euphamistically
56) Who's the last person you talked to on AIM?
uh.....
57) What's something you're ashamed of?
my failed relationships
58) What woke you up last night?
my bladder
59) What did you dream about last night?
I dunno
60) Ever been to the zoo?
many
61) How many beers did you have today?
It's three o'clock...are you kidding?
62) What's the last movie watched?  Walk the Line
63) Are you usually late or on time?
it's a mix
64) What's a cartoon you watch often?
I don't have cable
65) Do you have any imaginary friends?
I have people that I imagine are my friends and are probably not.  Does that count?
66) Are you waiting on something right now?
Always
67) Who's pretty?
Me!  Maybe not.  My students told me I was having a bad hair day
68) Who's ugly?
Only those who take into account outward appearances as a judgement of character
69) Are you worried about something?
Always

Sccchhhooooool's out for summer! 

                Sccchhhooooool's out FOREVER!

So, no more school for me. Fuck yeah. It is quite sad though. Went to Oakland talent show last night, had fun. Got kicked outta Taco Hell. Had Guitar Hero party. Woo hoo. Goin back to Oakland Monday to see Boss Tweed again. Thats all ive got...

This wonderful song moment made possible by Alice Cooper.

As you know, the semester is over.  My husband and I both remain victorious, having earned 4.0s this semester.  It was not exactly a fun semester, but there have been worse ones.  Next semester will be a bit easier, as Daniel will be in daycare.

The Tennessee Tech daycare is supposed to be a wonderful daycare.  It better be since we've been on a waiting list for a spot since January, 2005.  That's right - we've been on the waiting list since 8 months before Daniel was born.  We are FINALLY number one on the waiting list.  The beginning of this August, children from the preschool class will move to kindergarten, children from the toddler class will move to the preschool class, and children from the infant class will move to the toddler class.  There will finally be a spot for our little boy, just in time for the beginning of the semester.  FINALLY.

Jeana and Randy are coming to visit today.  Randy is teaching a motorcycle class this weekend, so Jeana will be spending her time playing with Daniel here.  I know she's really not looking forward to it.  She doesn't even like that baby.  ;) 

In case you haven't heard, my tiny, helpless little boy is now a gargantuan, speed-crawling, property-destroying, adorable chunk of doom.  He weighs 19 1/2 pounds, he's eating us out of house and home, and the kitty lives in fear.  Like my sister Sarah did, Daniel will spot the kitty, giggle in a menacing and slightly maniacal  way, and then crawl after him at speeds that would astonish you.  Zeus has been remarkably patient, which is good.  I love Zeus, but if he claws the baby, Zeus is the one who gets the boot.  I know it will be in self-defense as the baby determinedly attempts to eat Zeus's ear, but still, Zeus will be the one sitting on the front porch.  Poor kitty.  At least his arch-nemesis is still cute.

last night steve and i had a date for the first time in FOREVER!! it was really nice. we were going to shop for his room and bathroom (my grad present to him) and then to go the movies, but shopping ended up taking a little longer than we thought (who knew sheets were so expensive!??!) so instead, we decided to go to the late movie and go eat at outback. well, outback ended up taking too long as well, so we just didn't go to the movie. we went back to his place and watched k-19 (i think that's the name of it) on AMC.  i know i hang out with him all the time, but there's just something different about a date. gah - i just love him so much!! ladies, i've got the best man out there...sorry!

anyway, i get to sleep in tomorrow!! i'm so excited! but then i have to be at work at 7am on sunday and then 8am the next M-F. ugh....but then i think i can start sleeping in again. yipee!

i started reading the da vinci code and it is SOOO GOOD! (anybody get memories of teen girl squad right then? i sure did...) anyways, yeah, it's fast paced and i just can't put it down. i just started reading it yesterday so i'm only on page 50 so i haven't gotten into any of the secret or contoversial stuff yet. i'll keep ya updated tho.

anyways, i'm out. i've got work to do. (HA!)

math class sucks.

going to watch caroline today. yay. we're making brownies. =)  she's only the cutest three year old about ever.

job interview at 3. hope that i don't look too "unfashiony" as to not get it...

have a nice day, kids.

<3

jen

Hey whats going on? I am just sitting in school b lng bored so i decided to get on my space and just blog about things.  Well i am suppose to be coming to Murfreesboro next week for my boyfriends graduation and i am so stoked about that.  I love him so much and i always will.  Well i can't think of anything more to say so i guess that i will talk to you guys later.

only 9 awards! i wonder who will win

my last full day of high school...

"It's on my lips.
It's in my dreams.
It's a story told by two.
You say you want to be happy.
You've already been so many times.
What do you want?
What's lacking?
Where will you turn?"
-Ayu (Boys & Girls)

hey guys!!! i'm home for 2 1/2 weeks!!! HECK YESS! LET THE SUMMA BEGIN!!!

*sigh* it's good to be home....

p.s. I'M A SOPHOMORE!!!

so i've just about finished the web site i told you guys about a while back.  i'm actually stuck until i get more info from Mike.  i'm pretty pumped since it was my first website to ever sell.

i haven't been paid yet, so i don't want Mike getting any business from the site yet (though it's online and fully functional).  i don't want google to index it, so i'm not going to post up a link, but I will when i get paid.


i sold my second site!  last friday i learned that i wasn't going to be able to get hired until about June 10.  that put a severe dent in my financial plans for the month.  so i went about selling another web site.  it was a One Shot, One Kill thing.  i targeted one business and sold it to that very first business.  i'm going to split it with my little brother, paul, though i could do it all myself.  paul needs the money, though.

he's got a better eye for style than i do.  he's pretty much going to be in charge of making sure all the content is going to look good on the page.  i'm going to be in charge of gathering content and making sure that the look (as well as content) of the site is what the company wants.  as far as actual content entry, we'll split that according to who has how much work to do at that moment.

anyway, i sold that bad boy for $1,000.  i have a final meeting to solidify the agreement (probably have some written contract) next wednesday, but it's pretty much a sure thing.  i'm excited.  selling one website to a sucker is easy.  selling a second website to two computer-literate people is a bit harder.

So I'm very excited to say that I have made Trent Ashcraft's TOP TEN list for the semester.  This is very prestigious and I'm very proud to have made it.  Many people at the BSU are slightly upset because they believe that he put me on there because he felt like he had to which is not correct.  I earned that spot honestly and fairly.  And not only did I make the list, I'm number one.  That's awesome.  I think to put up with Trent, I deserve to be number one.  It only makes sense.

All my school obligations are over.  I do have to work commencement and go listen to a review tomorrow but other than that, nothing else.  So I'm just taking it easy and hanging out.  I'm also trying to pack up my room.

Trent put my refrigerator in his storage unit, so that was very nice of him.  Unlike what I thought, I am bring home my tv because my new roommate will already have hers so that is good.

On a sadder note, Saturday will be my last day with Trent until August unless, by some miracle, he can come see me before I leave.  And there is no halfway point really, and I don't want to drive through Cincinnati, so I don't know what to do.  I hope I get to see him.  I am going to miss him a lot.  He truly kept me sane throughout this semester and I'm excited about next semester.  I know that I will miss him a lot over the summer but he will have a good time in London.  I hope I will be able to see him in London this summer.

Anyways, lets talk about something good for a change.  I don't want to be upset or sad.  That boy brightens my day like no other has before and he would not want me getting upset over him.  I can't wait to get home to my mommy and daddy before I have to leave for training and Poland.

Well, that's all for now.  I will talk to ya'll later.

1) Do you have a *mommy?
yes, why yes i do
2) Do you pray?
yup, i think i would be dead if i didnt
3) Are you in love?
no
4) Ever wish on stars?
yes, just for fun
5) Do you believe in karma?
not really
6) What's your zodiac sign?
pices
7) Have you ever almost died?
i like to tell people that i almost died, but i usually exaggerate
8) Ever broken any bones?
nope
9) Do you cry during sad movies?
occasionally
10) Do you like to dance?
when im by myself
11) Ever laid under the stars?
yes
12) Ever sat on a rooftop?
no, but i really want to
13) Is there a such thing as a soul mate?
absolutely
14) Could you live without the television?
quite happily
15) Could you live without music?
no.  i would curl up into a ball & die
16) Do you have any self inflicted scars?
yes.  right over my heart... ok that was a lie
17) What do you dislike the most about life?
i cant control others people actions
18) Have you ever been to jail?
nope
19) Ever had a job for less than a day?
no
20) Ever been fired on your first day?
nope
21) Ever been fired because of your attitude?
nope
22) Do you get jealous of other people?
maybe a little
23) Would you rather love someone or be loved?
be loved
24) What's under your bed right now?
books, cds, really old art stuff, stationary, music, atlantis
25) Ever done anything illegal?
yup, but i didnt get caught
26) Have you ever been dumped?
nope
27) Ever dumped somebody?
nope
28) How cool are you?
way kewl... so kewl that i spell "cool" like this k-e-w-l
29) Do you support abortion?
no
30)Do you believe in God?
very much so
31) Did you graduate high school?
in 9 days baby!!
32) Do you wear the same clothes two days in a row?
if i dont have any clean pants i will
33) Have you ever driven someone crazy?
of course, havent we all?
35) Ever done the Macarena?
heck yes!
36) Do you act your age?
I dont really know
37) Is it okay to disrespect your parents?
no, but sometimes they're incredibly wrong and then....
38) Do you flush the toilet when you're done?
no, i like the smell of human waste... of course i do, that's disgusting
39) How long do you stay in the shower?
about 10 minutes
40) What kind of soap do you use?
dove
41) Are mullets cool?
i think mullets should be a federal offense
42) Spiderman, Batman, or Superman?
Spiderman
43) Do you like your middle name?
very much
44) Has anyone ever cheated on you?
nope
46) What's your favorite animal?
platypus
47) Favorite flower?
daisies
48) Have you ever shaved your head?
no
49) Do you think marijuana should be legal for medicinal use?
nope
50) Do you think it is okay to drink and drive?
no
51) If you won $1 million dollars, what would you buy first?
a horn, a car, all the land in backus thats up for sale
52) Do you fear terrorism?
not really
54) What's your favorite candle scent?
im quite patrial to cucumber melon
55) Do you use profanity?
nope, it makes me feel dirty
56) Who's the last person you talked to on AIM?
tony
57) What's something you're ashamed of?
my lack of confidence
58) What woke you up last night?
the realization that the next day was my last day of school
59) What did you dream about last night?
nuttin
60) Ever been to the zoo?
yes, i love the meercats
61) How many beers did you have today?
a big 0
62) What's the last movie watched?
the phantom of th opera
63) Are you usually late or on time?
on time
64) What's a cartoon you watch often?
recess
65) Do you have any imaginary friends?
no
66) Are you waiting on something right now?
for my prince to come lol
67) Who's pretty?
oh so many people, who i will miss dearly
68) Who's ugly?
you
69) Are you worried about something?
slightly

thanks to kyle who i stole this from

Math Again?

So today was different.  Even though I spent just around four
hours working for the church, I then spent seven hours, from four
thirty to eleven thirty, doing more algebra homework than I've ever
done in my life.

I went over to help a friend of mine, David Hoback, with a huge amount
of on line algebra course work he had to get done by tonight. 

We took section after section, quiz after quiz, and tests, and it stunk

But the worst thing of it was, that it wasn't easy.

This most certainly had to be the hardest "algebra" I'd ever covered.

I mean, I was going over things I remember learning in Pre-Calculus!

It was nuts.  I mean, to be honest, I just had some high level algebra kick my butt.

I had to learn all kinds of new stuff, and teach it I guess, and do it.

Ugh, it was an.. interesting ordeal.

And to think, I thought I was done with math of any substantial difficulty in life.....

Prom pictures are uploaded! If you want to see them all, you can, but here  are some of the ones I like best:





(my date, Matt)

(best friend Kristina)

(Beth)

(Ramon)
(Carter)

Well, not really ... not 16 and certainly have been kissed at least once or twice.  Monday, 15-May is my 48th BD.   Under normal circumstances, I would celebrate the event (on that day) with all my might ... but celebrating on Monday doesn't feel right.  So, tonight, Friday, Decy and I will celebrate my birthday.

About 3 years ago while in Portugal, I bought a 1958 bottle of port ... it was quite expensive.  I have been saving it for my 50th birthday (you can do the math).  BUT, lo and behold, it appears I won't be here in Angola to celebrate the momentous event ... and I don't want to risk losing or breaking the bottle during the move .... so, Decy and I decided we would enjoy the bottle tonight.

Now, how does a person enjoy such a special bottle?  Only with special friends that would truly appreciate what is about to come out of that old, old, old bottle (yikes, I feel old now).  So, Decy and I have invited Franck and Valerie Boursier (a french couple) over for dinner tonight .... no doubt we will have a wonderful dinner ... snacks, meal, port, conversation ... and probably karaoke ....

Stay tuned for a Saturday phusebox-post ... with a pic or two .... in the meantime, I have some work to do ....

Ciao ciao ...

Ok not really anything going on today, but I did go out to eat with my family (which is like the craziest thing you will see in weeks).

I haven't been doing much at school lateley so yeah that means school's almost out!!!!  Yes!!  That makes me sooo happy except that I have to be a freshman and that's means back to the bottom of the food chain...oh well, that's Ok.

Today was crazy in band.  I almost passed out because I had a headache and still had to play which was really bad.  I didn't do very well today if you know that passing out during that class is deadly!!  But I still made it through the day so yeah that rocked I guess...

Love you all,
Bubi~

I am off to Chattanooga tomorrow for my brother's wedding and then again for SECTIONALS!!! I actually did it. I made the goal I set at the beginning of the season, to make sectionals. I ran a 13:10 for 2 miles and I got 2nd. I was in the lead for 6 laps, but the girl pacing off of me passed me. I think she got sick of being spitted on about 10 times ;)

Well, in case you live under a rock, school has FINALLY let out for the summer. I don't know about anyone else but I was glad to say farewell to this semester, the classes at least. What I didn't realize when I was doing it was that this was my last semester of real classes. AT least in undergrad. Its really hard to believe that college is nearly over for me. In one respect it feels as if it just started yesterday and in another it feels as though I've lived a lifetime. In some ways I guess I have, I've changed a great deal. Grown even more I hope. But now its on to bigger and better things.

Am thrilled to announce that I am the newest intern at Rutherford County's District Attorney's Office!!!! I start in the fall! I'm extremely ecstatic, especially since I've been chasing this since December.

Anyway other than that not much to report, wedding planning is going well, places are reserved, bridesmaid's dresses are in, next is a photographer and a dress I hope.

Guess that's it for now. More Later MEW

What does a girl have to do to get some comments around here?  Tapdance naked on top of an ice cream truck?

Umm.  Nevermind.

Anyways.

Grandfather:  extremely sickly, extremely stubborn.

He wants to cease treatment.  His intuition tells him that if he doesn't have surgery and just goes home that he'll do just fine.  The doctors think he's a little nutters.

When we left at about 1:30 eastern time this afternoon, he still had to talk to his priest, his family doctor, and the psychiatrist that his hospital doctor summoned for consultation.  I don't think that any of them will be able to convince him that he needs to stay in the hospital and have the surgery, but whatever happens will happen.

The only time I got really upset was when they told me I couldn't go in the room because I've been coughing for the past two weeks.  My mom gave the head nurse the "Her grandfather's going to die and she hasn't seen him in five years" speech and I got to put on a surgical mask and go inside.

I was in there for 10 or 15 minutes before he even realized it was me.

First he thought I was Koren, my brother's fiance.

Then he thought I was one of his nurses.

When I pulled my mask off for a few seconds and my mom said, "Umm, no.  Your grand-daughter Sarah," he laughed a little and looked kind of embarassed.

Silly man.

If there's a funeral, it'll probably be in the next three weeks.  If one isn't needed, I'm going to go see him again after school gets out.

surrender-v. to relinquish possession or control of to another
pride-n. an excessively high opinion of oneself; conceit

pride has to be the worst problem among teenagers. we hate being shot down or corrected. i know that when someone corrects me, i will shoot back with an excuse. i find it so hard to listen to the correction i am being given and take it into consideration. i want to be right. i love to win, and by being corrected, my ego and pride are then crushed. i have to surrender. i have to understand that i dont know it all; at times i think that i do. but i totally dont! i have to surrender to Christ. i have to surrender to my parents. i have to surrender to the correction being given and understand that it is helpful, and that i will need it. Christ puts us in situations, win or lose, we will always prosper and grow. we cant let our pride get in the way of what God is trying to teach us. this is my challenge to yall- put your pride down. let God move in you and dont ignore His correction. because, HE is the ULTIMATE.

Proverbs 3:11-12
my child, dont ingnore it when the Lord disciplines you, and dont be discouraged when He corrects you. for the Lord corrects those He loves, just as a father corrects a child in whom he delights in. 

This information is for those who showed interest in helping me with my music video or think they may be interested:

Props needed:
-Full-length mirror (I have one but I would rather use a nice one)
-Framed picture of girl and her ex-boyfriend (I have lots of frames - just need the picture)
-Two different jackets or a shirt and a jacket – one needs to be on hanger – jacket she wears needs a hood – preferably plain and black
-Messenger bag (just bought one tonight for personal use that we can use)
-At least two flowers - dasies
-Paper airplane(s) Places needed:
-Girl's bedroom
-Stairs of hallway where girl sneaks past fighting parents
-Front door of girl's house
-School bathroom
-School classroom
-Wherever girl goes – random street, etc.
-Wherever I get random shots from
-Wherever guy and girl talk

People:
I have Ashley, Zach, Ben, and Katie jotted down to help me to fill in my bigger roles. I can definitely use some extras. I need some people to bully the main guy around. I also need some random people for a part of the song without lyrics. I was going to have different people going through various struggles. For example, I already have a shot of a girl contemplating killing herself with pills, and another one with a girl upset with her homework grade. I need people to help me with other things like that. I would really like two adults (one man, one woman) to help me out by arguing with one another, but I can probably work around it. However, I think the video would be effective with it.

I'm going to be gone all next week so I need to start shooting things the week after next, and I'll be on a time crunch. Please let me know if you can help with anything. The song is called "Take Hold" by Shawn McDonald in case you want to look up the lyrics or buy the song off iTunes. Thanks again for those willing to help.

There was this girl in my biology classes this past semester.  Nice girl... we'll call her Susie.  As I said, Susie was a nice girl; I'd like to say more good things about her, perhaps that she is intelligent and will be an asset to society in her chosen profession, but unfortunately, I cannot. 

Imagine my surprise when I open the spring graduation program this morning in the Honors Office and am scanning it for people I know, when I see Susie's name and the double cross demarcation next to it, signifying that Susie has graduated after four years of undergraduate instruction with a 4.0 QPA.   Let's just say I was flabbergasted.

As I said, I had a couple of classes with this child.  She no more deserves a 4.0 than I deserve the All-Athletics Award.  The professor for one of these classes was Dr. Goss (pronounced just like the recently retired CIA leader).  She would INCESSANTLY call out "Professor Go-oss!" whenever she needed anything.  This could be anything from a pertinent concern ("I think I just rubbed anthrax bacteria into this open wound on my hand, despite your specific instructions not to!") to the type of question that would make young children cringe ("What question do we begin with on the exam?"). 

Not only are her questions asinine (yes, Virginia, there are stupid questions), but the way she addresses the professor makes me grit my teeth.  As I said, she calls out, "Professor Go-oss!".  She double pitches the professor's last name and turn it into two syllables.  And the professor part is just irritating.  Were she from another part of the country, where the norm is to address all lecturers as "professor," I would overlook it, but she's from this region!  I want to shake her very hard and say, "Susie, sweetie, it's Dr. Goss.  Not Professor, Dr.  And her last name has four letters--one vowel, one syllable, one pitch."  Twitch.

She also cannot get it through her head that I am not in her Molecular Genetics class.  She asked me three times what I thought of the MG homework.  I told her I was not in the class.  At one point, she asked, "Are you sure?"  Yes, dear, I think by the time April rolls around, I know which classes I am enrolled in.  Thank you."  Seriously, she has the IQ of a young head of cabbage.

The other minor irritation of the day was driving down 10th St.  Now, if you've ever ridden with me (or driven behind me), you know that I am not the fastest of drivers.  I usually go the speed limit or a couple of miles below; there are several (read: 15-20) feet between me and the car in front of me.  I believe in cautious driving.  However, this does not mean you should go 12 mph on 10th St. (speed limit=35-45) when there is no traffic on the road. 

Of course, there are exceptions.  Perhaps you are cradling vases of expensive Oriental lilies in your lap, or a rabid squirrel is sitting on the seat next to you, sending telepathic messages that it will bite you only if you go above 15 mph.  Maybe you're having a psychotic episode and feel as though you are the bus driver in Speed.  These are all perfectly normal, everyday reasons to drive 30 miles below the speed limit, and I can understand them.

However, if I am driving behind you, and I can see you and your wife (and your combined ages number higher than the rooms in the White House) pointing out each window at everyone on the street and talking, chances are you are not in crisis mode.  You are in nosy mode.  And when you simply stop in the street to stare at something, you need to not be driving.  And this is coming from the Yenta King. 

alright, peeps, lets see how well you really know me!

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grrr.... so excited. school ends in just 10 days. 10 DAYS!!!! pretty soon it'll be summer vacation and that means going to bed at 3 a.m, sleeping in, YMCA, sun tanning, vacations, fine arts, all sorts of things. i hope i can make it. i'm already slacking. i got detention (which was NOT my fault), have a couple things of missing work, and i just dont really care about my grades any more. last 6 weeks i made an F on my report card and all i did was shudder at that site amongst all the A's and B's. wow, 10 days....

so for those of you who thought i died... i didn't

however i have underwent two absolutely horrible days
as i disclosed earlier i don't usually blog about my heath,
but considering i asked for your prayers here's what's transpired so far

i had a colonoscopy today

go on
say it
ewwwwwww
gross
trust me
i know
i'm the one who just had it done

so yesterday was a liquid-only diet
allowing me clear juices, soft drinks, jello and popsicles
no anything red, blue, or green
which removes almost all good flavors

and i 1/2 have results

i'm good except for some spots of inflamation
they took biopsies of those and i find out results on  Monday
sorry for the icky-ness of the blog.
thanks.

i cried today.... like a total baby!!!..... man i felt stupid.... but i've known most of the seniors since i was a freshman... they're the ones who helped me through my rough times.... the helped me trough my class isssue... friends... and high school in general.... am i not supposed to cry.... i just hope that next year some one cries when i leave... i hope i've impacted someones life the way some of the seniors have mine....
 i WILL miss the class of 06!!!!!

sara
matt
josh n
Brandon K
Busby
Brandon A
Kyle
Marry
Baily
germani
lacey
jonathan
donald
vicky....
and more im sure.... but i'll miss you all!!!1 *kisses*... and i'll see u @ graduation!!!!

~tRISH

Listen dear
I need you to hear.
I cannot disappear
I've tried again and again

I am so ready for the weekend and out of school.

Okay i need to rant... but only for a few minutes.

I am okay with my mom subing in my school but if you are not then get over it. she had been subbing in this school for a while and is trying to get a teaching position there. and tell her you dont want her to sub in any one of your classes is just really immature. If you complain about her subbing and ruin her chances of getting a stable job i will it very hard for you.

Oaky i feel better... well not really but hopefully soon.

What a week!  It's been a bit hectic.  Maybe it's just me but things seem to have piled up a bit and I don't handle that too well.  When there are several things that need to be done at the same time I seem to go into overload mode and sort of freak out.  I CAN'T HANDLE THE PRESSURE!!!!  

So how am I gonna handle it?  I'm going out of town!  Randy is teaching a motorcycle safety class in Cookeville this weekend.  It just so happens that 3 of my most favorite people live there and are available this weekend.  So...

Randy and I are going over on the motorcycle on Friday and won't be back until Sunday evening.  Randy will work and I will play - with my grandson!  He's... well... practically perfect in every way!  I do love that little boy!  I'm pretty crazy about his parents too of course.  We're gonna hang out and piddle around and talk baby talk and who knows what else.

Yes, it stresses me a bit to leave town with knee deep grass in my yard and a dirty house and graduation plans to think about but I console myself by remembering that it'll ALL be here waiting for me when I get back.  ugh.

That's okay - it'll get done - or it won't.  Some things are more important than a clean house and a nicely kept yard.  This is one of them!  Time with people I love and some rest and relaxation rate high on my list of important things.

Ya'll have a fantastic weekend!  I sure plan to!!!

smooches~

1) Do you have a penis?
yes, I believe I do

2) Do you pray?
yes

3) Are you in love?
yes

4) Ever wish on stars?
yes

5) Do you believe in karma?
yes

6) What's your zodiac sign?
taurus

7) Have you ever almost died?
lol, yes

8) Ever broken any bones?
I don't think so

9) Do you cry during sad movies?
sometimes

10) Do you like to dance?
um...I can monkey dance...

11) Ever laid under the stars?
yes

12) Ever sat on a rooftop?
no

13) Is there a such thing as a soul mate?
I think so

14) Could you live without the television?
prolly

15) Could you live without music?
def not

16) Do you have any self inflicted scars?
um...no

17) What do you dislike the most about life?
I can't control it

18) Have you ever been to jail?
nope

19) Ever had a job for less than a day?
no

20) Ever been fired on your first day?
nope

21) Ever been fired because of your attitude?
nope

22) Do you get jealous of other people?
not really

23) Would you rather love someone or be loved?
be loved

24) What's under your bed right now?
um...bags, shelves...and picture frames

25) Ever done anything illegal?
yes, but nothing major

26) Have you ever been dumped?
yes

27) Ever dumped somebody?
yes

28) How cool are you?
um...I sit on my butt all the time, if that's cool then I guess I'm quite cool

29) Do you support abortion?
no

30)Do you believe in God?
yes

31) Did you graduate high school?
I will on may 20th

32) Do you wear the same clothes two days in a row?
pants sometimes

33) Have you ever driven someone crazy?
I'm sure I have

35) Ever done the Macarena?
omg, it's so fun...

36) Do you act your age?
I'm told that I act 30

37) Is it okay to disrespect your parents?
not unless they're crazy

38) Do you flush the toilet when you're done?
duh

39) How long do you stay in the shower?
10 minutes?

40) What kind of soap do you use?
irish spring, yum

41) Are mullets cool?
ew, nast

42) Spiderman, Batman, or Superman?
Spiderman, he's hot

43) Do you like your middle name?
yeah, I suppose I do

44) Has anyone ever cheated on you?
yes

46) What's your favorite animal?
I like the moose

47) Favorite flower?
roses

48) Have you ever shaved your head?
yes

49) Do you think marijuana should be legal for medicinal use?
sure, I really can't say

50) Do you think it is okay to drink and drive?
no

51) If you won $1 million dollars, what would you buy first?
hm...pro'lly a house...and a new horn, lol

52) Do you fear terrorism?
not really

54) What's your favorite candle scent?
hm...something orange

55) Do you use profanity?
only when I drive...and when I practice

56) Who's the last person you talked to on AIM?
on AIM? I don't really use AIM anymore...Jeffery I guess

57) What's something you're ashamed of?
my lack of intellegence

58) What woke you up last night?
the demon that took over my sister and my cell phone

59) What did you dream about last night?
a demon that possessed my sister and sent me random text messages. it also sent me a voicemail of him playing my piano. hey, the demon isn't that bad...

60) Ever been to the zoo?
indeed

61) How many beers did you have today?
I don't drink, so none

62) What's the last movie watched?
hm...the princess bride @ Tyler's house...a while ago

63) Are you usually late or on time?
early

64) What's a cartoon you watch often?
family guy

65) Do you have any imaginary friends?
no

66) Are you waiting on something right now?
I don't think so...

67) Who's pretty?
hm...I have a few

68) Who's ugly?
ron jeremy, lol

69) Are you worried about something?
yes

myspace wont let me sign in.

It's done...
It's finished...
I think I did good...

Well, West Side Story is over. Now I don't know what to do with myself. The last night went very well and was a ton of fun. Chris got me a dozen roses!!!!!! That made me very happy. :) After the show we all went to IHOP for a late night breakfast and had a blast. It was pretty crazy, we were pretty crazy! That night was a bittersweet night. Lots of tears and laughter. Tomorrow will be my last day in Chamber Choir. Oh how I will miss it. :( But on to bigger and better things....I hope. It's all happening so fast. I'm about to be pushed out into the "real world". I don't know if I'm ready. I can't believe its all over. Well, I guess its not all over, but life as I know it now is. Well, I'm gonna go before I get all emotional. I love you guys!

im out of high school.  its pure insanity.

Well, is't a little late for jazz fest posts, but i had a good time at jazz fest..... what sucked was that i met up w some old people in the day light.... fun doesn't really start until the sun goes down, that's when i really come out.... but oh well... most of the people i guess i'll never see again.................................no sense in getting strung up in all that...........

                     THIS WEEK'S WORD HAS BEEN................................................ FETUS!!!!!!!!!!

      Ex. "You wanna go out and get some fetus burgers?"

                        Does this make me wierd??? 

   HAHAHAHAHA

Okay, a quick update:

• Prom night was GREAT!, next year's prom is going to suck compared to the night I had that night;
  


• I am offically the BNCO for the corps
  


• Kittrell Devil Derby was a success
  


• But the greatest was the "two-year-anniversary" with my angelic girlfriend the night before prom

Ya so I am really board so I am going to type something out of my book, and maybe one of my poems, but not my best poem just in case it really is good and someone decides to steal it.

           Okay this is one of my new poems it is called

                    The Blood of my Eyes

Everything is silent and dead                                                            

All around the scent of decay seems to linger     

It crawls through my nose then into my head

Suddenly I collaps with agonizing pain                                                  

I fall to my knees with a cry                                                     

Clawing at my eyes to get to my brain

Something had invaded my mind                                                       

To plunder my thoughts                                                                      

I let out a horrid screem because now I am blind

             Like I said, that is one that I do not consider my best poem, as a matter of fact, I am not very good at wrighting poems at all. I fell I am much better at wrighting stories and books. So here is a sample of one of my stories...actually it is all I have so far of it. But by the time I am finnished it will only be a sample. So if anyone at all ever reads any of this please leave me a comment about it, I dont care if you think it will hurt my feelings or whatever just tell me if you like it or not and why.

                A Knock on my Window

     Why I was board was just as much  mystery as how to cure my boardom. It seemed fate had dashed all of my hopes of reaching a=someone on hte phone, and past report card grades had ruled out watching T.V., or playing computer. So that left me with absolutly nothing to do except write.

     I picked up my pen and began to not only write my thoughts but feel them leave and mark on every line of the page. The world around me seemed to fade away and all that existed was myself and the pages of my journal that were beginning to fill and overflow with ink from my pen.

     Then with no warning at all I heard a searies of loud rapid pangs on the window across my writeing desk, pangs  that shatterd my consintration and brought me tumbeling back to the present. Just my imagination I told myself, and continued working. But the noise came again, more urgent this time, "I couldn't have imagiand that." I mumbled to myself as I stood.

     I made the short journy over to the lacked windo with quiet caution, stepping over and around te objects that litterd the floor of my room. Who gose around knocking on windows at 11:00 o'clock p.m.?

     The floor vient numbed my feet with cold air as I stood infrount of the darkend glass, giveing it my best effort to look through the glareing reflection cast by the desk light. All I could see was part of the street outside that was lit by te orange glow of the street light. But nothing that could have been around my window, much less been knocking on it.

     I turnd around thinking that I mingt be going crazy, untill another set of rapid knocks sounded from behind me, causeing my heart to jump into my throte and skip a beat.

    I turnd to see who it was that had scared me so cleverly, but was stopped in mid-turn by a painfull contact between my little tow and the bet post. I stiffled a cry, and knelt to grip my foot in agonie, listening to what sounded like muffeld laughter from outside the window.

               That is just a sample of it, I thought about typeing all of what I have written so far but that would take to long, and if I make this entrie to long no one is going to want to read it, and I would really like for someone to read it and tell me how boaring it is.

Hard-Core Conservatives Fleeing Bush's Side

Actions > Words.
{{And yes, I am happy about that article.}}

Tax refunds > ....Um, no tax refunds??

Yeah.  I can't think of anything else that would sustain that method of communication.

Once more, I find myself living for the weekends.... I heart faire more than probably quite literally anything else.  Even chocolate, go figure.

"Listen.... Do you want to know a secret?
Do you promise not to tell?  Woah wooooaaaaaah,
Closer.... Let me whisper in your ear....
Say the words you long to hear....
I'm in love with yo-ou.
(Woo-oo-ooooooooo-oo.)

I've known the secret for a week or two....
Nobody knows, just we two....

Listen.... Do you want to know a secret?
Do you promise not to tell?"

I love this pic, I found it on the net somewhere. Any way, I have got people at school that everytime they see me they ask, "Have you finished your book yet" or "Have you finished that one story yet." and my universal answer is "No" But no matter how annoying these people get, someone asking me about my writeing makes me feel very good about myself. I am trying to find a recent pic of myself for my profile pic, but I can't seem to find one that I like, or that is within the last year or so. I just don't have one anywhere.

      In other news, I haven't played hackysack in 3 days, and it is absolutley killing me. The only reason for this is that Kat took it from me, and I let her have it untill she forgave me. She told me that she forgave me but keeps forgeting to bring it to give it back, I think I had better just buy another befor I explode.

    I guess I had always idealistically hoped that the American Government could be different than all the other governments.  I had hoped they could value things like raising the standard of living, improving education, maintaining citizens' freedoms and rights, etc.  However,  I have been dissapointed, which is my fault for thinking it would be any other way.  I am grateful for the freedom of which I do have- that I have conveniences and such.  However, I do not like that under the current administration my rights are being walked on just a little, or a lot.  The government now thinks they are acting within the law to track all the phone calls Americans make.  I don't think that is possibly legal.  And the Patriot Act- which maybe had good intentions, but it could always be used for personal gain of those in power.  I just think the checks and balances are gone in this country, and we think we have more freedom than we do.  Or maybe we are just slowly losing it.  I don't think we can really just trust the people in power are going to use the information they have for the right things.  They are, after all, just people with agendas and wishes of their own.  And, as we all know, people who get power generally want more.  So I guess I should have never thought that our government would be different; it is run by people...enough said, huh?  Oh well.  I guess it was just a rude awakening (I don't know how I don't see these things sooner).

PROTEST STARBUCKS: Frankenbucks National Week of Action June 19th-25th


Despite years of grassroots pressure, Starbucks continues to serve milk
from cows that are injected with Monsanto's controversial genetically
engineered recombinant bovine growth hormone, also known as rBGH or
rBST. Virtually every industrial country, except for the United States,
has banned the use of rBGH. Milk produced from cows injected with rBGH
poses serious hazards to human health, including increased risks for
cancer. The time has come to kick rBGH off the market, once and for
all. If Starbucks, a major buyer of milk, were to ban rBGH dairy
products in its coffee beverages other major corporations would likely
do the same.

More information can be found at:  OCA Website

Local Alternatives:  Espresso Joe's on Memorial, Espresso Shelf on Vine Street (near the library).  There are both smoke free.  I think the Clay Cup might be as well.  Supporting your local businesses also keeps the money in the community to make Murfreesboro better!!

Genetic Engineering = bad news.  Read some things about it.  It might be a good idea except for the way they are going about it.  Actually, here's just a preview:

"Over 1600 sheep apparently died this month in
India after ingesting genetically engineered (GE) cotton. The massive
deaths occurred after several days of grazing in fields where
Monsanto’s Bt and herbicide resistant spliced varieties of cotton were
planted. Scientists from India's Centre for Sustainable Agriculture are
calling on the government to launch a study into the impacts of GE
cotton toxins."

Learn More

Try to be an informed consumer.  I'm trying.  It's a little hard, but not too much work- well worth it, I think.

Okay..My best friend is leaving on May 26th...Thats gonna be one of the worst days of my life..Leaving New York didnt make me feel like this...All I wanna do is cry..n cry jus knowing that hes leaving.. But my dad is letting me hang out with him until he leaves which is good..April 23rd was the best day of my life but May 26th is gonna be the worst..But i cant do nething about that
~Karus

crazi hair da is 2morro'!!!!!!

cHe

hey yall wud up?

did u ever wish people would just shut up?

so this mother's day it will have been one year ago...i think the technical date was may 6! some of you may not know what i'm talking about, but that's ok.  i just feel a huge relief that i'm past the 1 year mark!

2 days left of highschool! ~woot~

Dashboard Confessional's "So Impossible" EP is going to be playing in my car all day long. Wish me luck.

be careful how you bend me
                              be careful where you send me
careful how you end me
                             be careful with me-Patty Griffin

listen to her [Patty Griffin] she is amazing
            yAy for pretty boys who help you out, even if it means fighting with you, just to make you do what will make you happy.

clemency [band]

oakland at 7:15 [morning]

today!!

come seeeeee

So High school has gone by so quickly..
you make friends...
   

And your Best friends are there to help you through the tough times.

you learn to take pride in who you are...


&& you learn to experience things.

seasons change...


&& so do people.


but you learn that friendship matters the most...


and without friends... you'd probly be normal.


you grow with a group of people...



and sometimes you get very close



but in the end its all worth it.


as we move on to our Senior year...
we remember our Junior,Sophomore,and freshman years with pride...


and know that even though we may drift from each other...
those memories are what matter most.

These last 3 years have been good...lets finish this last one off in style!

....

Well, I just got home and I already have a lot to do.  Here's what my agenda is lookin like.


Thursday

-Clean out van and make it look pimpin

-Clean garage for the folks

-Maybe clean up the room if I have time

-Go to OHS's talent show


Friday

-Go jobhunting


If anyone knows of any good jobs or anything, let me know cuz that
would be awesome.  Also if anyone wants to hang out and do something
that doesn't cost a lot, I would be more than happy to join in.  Maybe
watch a movie, or play the animal game or something.  Peace!

Grrr...AIM why won't you work....

Well today was cool. During choir we learned new dance to the song "dead man's party." It's fucking rad! I loves it! Aaaat anykate, (hehe). I got to eat at Olive Garden. I love italian. It's so good. This Saturday I get to spend the day with BB. We are going to the aquarium (sp). That's gonna r0x0rz. We still have to decide on where we wanna eat afterwards. Should be interesting. Umm well other than that, it's all good. I'll hit you guys up lata. Peace!

I found out why there were volume and buzz problems with my song - I just had a little crappy copy that didn't have any of the changes which I had made.  So, basically, it's just a straight copy of what I had sung.  Poo.  Hopefully, my stuff will be waiting at the TTU PO for me...I don't know how many times I've said that, but I'm going to keep saying it.

(song) ... Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away ... how I long for yesterday ...

I telephoned Paul, my youngest son last night.  Today is his last day of high school ... only 2 hours of classes, and then he is done ... forever .... graduation is next Saturday, 20-May.  Seems like only yesterday that I held him in my hand (yes, that is a singular "hand") as a newborn baby.

"Fast forward" back 18 years .... Zany Lady is pregnant with the very impatient soon to be Paul William Morgan ... seems young Paul doesn't want to hang around momma's womb for the normal 40 weeks .... so .... after weeks of bedrest, weeks of medication, and all other types of then medical wonders .... out pops Paul at about 36 weeks.  The kid's kinda small .... in fact .... really small.  How small?  Well, small enough to lay him in the palm of my left hand comfortably .... and so, I nickname him "Peanut" (because he was the size and shape of our pewter peanut-shaped candy dish).  Name sticks ... for years (and to this day) I call him Peanut .... depending on my mood.

Each of you other bloggers, share your life with others ... you are, generally speaking, a relatively young generation .... you think about tomorrow .... with little thought of yesterday.  REMEMBER, to enjoy each and every day .... to thank God for the opportunity to wake up ... to be with your friends, family, and loved ones.  Time passes so fast .... so very fast (doesn't it Josh ?).

At times, I regret my life of being a "desperado" ... and at times, I am thankful for having had the opportunity to travel all over the world.  Taking everything into consideration, I believe my life is richer for having been overseas ... for the people I have met and shared my life with and loved.  I also believe that my being overseas (with the boys having traveled considerably with me), has also shaped Josh, Chris, and Paul into the wonderful people they are today.

I thank God for my family and friends ..... today .... on Paul's last day of high school ..... Go forward my son ... follow the path that God has set before you .... I love you, Daddy. 

Tomorrow is a 2 hour day and then I'm done.  As someone said when asked about graduating, it's bitter sweet.  I'm ready to get out of high school but I'm not ready to leave everyone that is so dear to me.  All I'm gonna say is my summer better be packed full of hanging out with my friends!!!  Anyways, graduation is in almost a week and I need to send out friend invitations.  So if you want an invitation about my party and graduation send me a message on here or something and I will add it to my list.  Thanks guys!  I love you!

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yah thats bout how i feel today... but i did find out that i get to go to the warped tour woot diggidy.... im totaly extatic about cuz it'll be the first thing i've gotten to do w/ friends in a LONG time...  
 18 Visions
AFI
Aiden
The Academy Is
Adair
Adelyn
Against Me!
Amber Pacific
Anti Flag
Armor For Sleep
ASG
Billy Talent
The Black Out Pact
The Bled
Bouncing Souls
Bullet For My Valentine
Buzzcocks
Cartel
The Casualties
Class of Zero
Code 4-15
Danny Diablo
Die Hunns
Dork
Down To Earth Approach
Dropping Daylight
Dynamite 8
The Early November
Eight Fingers Down (Bbq Band)
Emanuel
Emery
Evaline
Every Time I Die
The Fall Of Troy
Flashlight Brown
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
The Fully Down
Gatsbys American Dream
The Germs
Greeley Estates
Gym Class Heroes
Hellogoodbye
Helmet
illScarlett
I am Ghost
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts
Less Than Jake
Left Alone
The Living End
Lorene Drive
Mastema
Moneen
Motion City Soundtrack
Mute Math
My American Heart
Nofx
Outernational
Over It
Paramore
The Pink Spiders
Pistolita
Plain White T's
Protest The Hero
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Reggie & The Full Effect
Rise Against
Riverboat Gamblers
Saosin
Saves The Day
Senses Fail
Shiragirl
Side 67
Silverstein
Skint
The SmashUp
The Sounds
State Radio
Stretch Arm Strong
The Spill Canvas
Spitalfield
Split Fifty
The Sunstreak (Bbq Band)
Thursday
Underoath
Valient Thorr
VAUX
Voltera
We Are The Fury
Wheels On The Bus
Zebrahead
Zox


yep thats who's gunna be there.... i dont know ALOT of them but hey thats not what matters right... LOL .... hmmmmm but n e wayz.... notta lot is happening right now.... but school is almost over.... im kinda happy but sad @ the same time.... b/c that means all seniors are leaving me... and i'll have to go like months w/out seeing some of my friends.... mama made my michaels appt.... i want ke, corey, and sara to be there w/ me.... and ozzy (my iguana) ... im excited WOOT... hmmmm well i guess thats all leave me some comments!
~tRISH

So this was June 3rd, 2005.
and October 31, 2004
and i've known this lady too long=)
she turned the big One Six today!!!


These People here {&& the lady behind the camera}
make my world a better place.
and put the little room in my heart for girls.


without this little lady..
I'd probably be unhappy,
and less caring.
she's kinda great.

This girl is a weirdo.
and we have way too much fun with chapstick.
haha {long story}

This girl makes my life worthwhile.
She lights up my life..
and i leart her.

Although he's a brat.
He's my favorite brat.
and we can act silly.
&& i get paid for it..crazy.haha.

yeah.

they make choir worth it.
and are probably the coolest people ever.


I can't live without them.
we have too much history.

I'd be dead if she weren't around.
and she'd probably be a lot less crazy without me.
I guess it's good i have her.

She one of my best.
and one of the most caring.
I'm quite sure i need her no matter what.
she's just amazing.
everyone needs one of her.

My dad; he's a weird guy.
but i guess that's why he's so great..
i mean who else goes around walmart
just to play in the toy isle?

when i need drugs and i'm in a limo.
i know where to go.

We dont' talk much anymore
but we were great friends.
and i learned alot from him.

what a crazy guy.
he made my year much more fun.

This boy turns my grey sky blue.
&& he makes Geometry a little more bareable.
Plus; he's always up for a game of I never.

yeah so last night made me think;
life goes by too fast.
&& looking through these pictures
makes me realize
a.i take too many pics of myself.
b.I need more pics of the people i hang out with.

haha.

Hope everyone has a great week.
&& to all my seniors:

i'll miss you guys next week.

june 7:

nashville to atlanta.

atlanta to ROME.

ROME to belgrade.

-two and a half weeks in MONTENEGRO-

june 26:

belgrade to PARIS.

PARIS to cincinnati.

cincinnati to nashville.

i will be on those flights.

*EDIT*

I'M NOT JOKING.

Hey yall...so since no one is on xanga anymore. i figured i would try this out for awhile. so how is everyone doing? im doing pretty good. found out that my friend has a thing for telling people i have grabbed/smacked someone elses butt whether i have or not. but i am one of those people that will tell you if i have or not so yeah...anywho...not much else to say..so later dayz...

Kayla

Why is it that you think some people can be your friend, but they are really not?? You tell something in private and they don't care about your privacy at all. I have a really great guy that hates me now. And I haven't done anything. People need to learn to keep their mouth shut!!!

Chris lost.  My life is over...just kidding...but still, that was moronic.  Idiotic.  Ignoramical.  Enfuriatingly pathetic!  I mean, look at the facial expressions of Katharine, Chris, Taylor, Elliot, Simon, Randy, Paula, and Ryan.  Even Ryan himself seemed to hate himself for having to say it.  I can only hope to God that someone signs Chris to a recording contract.  In my own, always very humble opinion, he deserved to win American Idol by a long shot.  But, as usual, Americans prove their idiocy and inability to differentiate art from feces by projecting the unbelievably sub-par Elliot and Taylor into the next round, while leaving Chris, the true star, out to dry.

On a brighter note, I finished a song today.  Things didn't turn out on it as well as I had hoped...I'm a little pitchy, I get out of time every now and then, and there's about 20% of the buzz still in the final version.  But, when compared to what I had before (a.k.a. nothing, nada, nil, zilch), it's something.  And it was fun to do, at the very least.

"Let us rest our heads on your chest....place our hands in yours..."

"Oh Holy One, You are so much more than worthy..."

Me in Mexico listening to a local youth group praise band

AMAZING!!!!!!!!!

Wake the world                                                                                  

Shine the light

There is one way

Truth and light

Perfect love

Born to die

Son of God

Jesus Christ

14 days until school is OFFICIALLY out for high school.

15 days until leaving for La Vergne//Nashville.

16 days until flying out to California.

17 days until the wedding.

60 days until my 15 birthday.

60 days until Belle, Jonathan, Bri, Paige, && Lynns birthdays.

61 days until Brittneys birthday.

64 days until Jordans birthday.

81 days until we leave for HLUB.

82 days until HLUB officially starts.

86 days until KUTLESS CONCERT at HLUB.

87 days until we leave HLUB.

88 days until we get home from HLUB.

So the words salmon and loaf should not be in the same sentence nor next to each other!

you know what

i am tried.. and i still have to do my math homework-sigh-

well i am out to finish cleaning my rom

meg

I wonder if I will ever feel like I do at this point? Will there ever be a day that is a same as today? Will I ever feel so happy to be leaving, but so sad to see it all go?

I would pick the nostril, since I don't really like ketchup.

You?

X-3 IS COMING OUT AND I AM SOOOO EXCITED.  AMBER AND I ARE GOING TO SEE IT AND THEN GOING TO THE REN FEAST.

We're At The Top Of The World (To The Simple, Two)
-The Juliana Theory

We're at the top of the world, you and I.
We've got alot of time and it sure feels right.
Cause you reached in your pocket
And pulled out a pass, says you can take me anywhere.

Sha la la la sha la la la sha la la la la la la
Sha la la la sha la la la la la la

We're on the top of the world, here tonight.
We've got alot of time and it sure feels right.
Cause I'm up here running behind you.
I'm up here running in repeat.

Sha la la la sha la la la sha la la la la la la

Were at the top of the world, you and I.
We've got a lot of time and it sure feels right. cause
you reached in your pocket and pulled out a pass...
You can take me AnywheEeEere

You can take me anywhere

Sha la la la sha la la la sha la la la la la la
yeah yeah yeah yeah you can take me anywhere
Sha la la la, sha la la la la la la

i made collage.

they just looked over me at the time.

crazy.

nice little ego boost, tho.

=)

::when i doubt, i'll look east...::

-the get up kids- <3<3<3

including that in my post just made me "emo".

church in a few so i'll see you all later woop.

<3

jen

Hey everyone,

well we are going to be going to church in less than an hour so this cant be very long. well anyways i am extremely bored and only 14 and 1/2 days left yay!

okay welllllllllllll..............

you get the point g2g

Love ya bunches

Emi

I don't know what to say. Some days are better than others. Some days I get so busy that I forget....and then some days.....all I can do is remember.

I'm tired of all of it. The only thing I hate is that I'm not as strong as I "pretend" to be.

And the truth of not being good enough is what hurts the most.....

Life can be ironic.....too ironic.

"All those women's libs wanted their rights, now they're all dead and I'm stuck here five days a week."

-Regina at work

YAY...

tonight is fusion night at church...other than Wed. night live this is the night that highlights my months....

ok i don't have much to put so i will put what went on in my periods today....

1st: Chorus: Mrs adams had us reviewing for the exam....heres the deal she won't exempt anyone from here exam but she is going to be gone to New York with the "Singers" on the 24th so we have to take it tomorrow....by the way... she wants me to tryout (join) singers or women's chorale next year but i told her i wasn't so she asked about music theory and i said politely that i wasnt taking that either....

2nd:Algebra: Coach Nave is getting our class prepared for next year!! i can only pray that i get coach davis next year....

3rd:Gym: we are working on our line dancing routines....

4th:Phy. Sci.: we had a sub today so we watched Apollo 13 and had to take notes to be prepared for a pop quiz when Mrs. Kennedy gets back

5th:French: I am exempt from the exam and we were reading Pauvre Anne again today..., we are on chapitre sept.... oh and i was were a fake hoop earing that emily had gotten for me from the renisance festival at the top of my cartlidge (the top of my ear) and andrea told <3SETH <3 that i had peirced my ear by myself...fun i know...

6th:English: we read more of Romeo and Juliet... i didn't read today but it was cool... Will (B.J. from Turning Point) read the part of Lady Capulet......

so that was my day... yea i know it was pretty dull... well laters....

}{Mustard Seed}{

dancing with her to oldie's music makes me feel MUCH better..

2 dayyyss! =D

Part of my horoscope for today:

"Today may very well be one of those days in which other people realize that you're really not as crazy as they might have first thought."

Gee, thanks.

"Life is a triumph."

Technically I'm supposed to be writing papers for science about how a meat-based diet will destroy the world.

Technically.

ok. well i think me and that certain person are ok now. i just hope things go back to the way they were before all this crap happened. and now im faced with another dilemma...wondering whether or not to talk to him about something...BLAH...

If there's one thing I hate about a family crisis, it's how you get a billion voice mails, followed by a billion phone calls.

Looks like my grandfather's dying.  Some clever combination of esophogial (sp?) cancer, double pneumonia, and kidney failure.

Not exactly the stuff that inspires great road trips.

Going to North Carolina.  Be back tomorrow afternoon.

Well im gonna get out of here and prob do the dishes get ready for tonite prob gonna get chinese food wit a friend then go to church and i need to go find some drgs cause i cant quit coughin and stff later guyz

LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME

He roller-coaster, he got early warning
He got muddy water, he one mojo filter
He say "One and one and one is three"
Got to be good-looking 'cause he's so hard to see

when i was your age i was just like you
and just look at me now; i'm sure you do
but your grandfather was just as bad
and you should have heard him trash his dad
life's no picnic, that's a given
my mom's mom died when my mom was seven
my mom's father was a tragic guy
but he was so distant that no one knows why
now, your mother's family, you know them
each and every one a gem
each and every one a gem

when i was your age i was a mess
on a bad day i still am, i guess
i think i know what you're going through
everything changes but nothing is new
and i know i'm miserable, can't you see?
i just want you to be just like me
boys grow up to be grown men
and then men change back into boys again
you're starting up and i'm winding down
ain't it big enough for us both in this town?
say it's big enough for us both in this town

when i was your age i thought i hated my dad
and that the feeling was a mutual one that we had
we fought each other day and night
i was always wrong; he was always right
but he had the power and he needed to win
his life half over, mine about to begin
i'm not sure about all this Oedipal stuff
but when we were together it was always rough
hate is a strong word; i want to back-track
the bigger the front, then the bigger the back
the bigger the front, then the bigger the back

now you and me are me and you
and it's a different ball-game though not brand-new
i don't know what all this fighting is for
but we're having us a teenage/middle-age war
i don't want to die and you want to live
it's a little bit of take and a whole lot of give
it never really ends though each race is run
this thing between a father and a son
maybe it's power and push and shove
maybe it's hate but probably it's love
maybe it's hate but probably it's love

Yes! I'm Going home and saying bye bye to Murf. on the 26 and thats also my birthday Yes!

Well its sucks bein sick cause know i cant start my job ill monday soo no big plans yet for the weekend im sure something will come up church tonite 2baseball games tommarrow at oaklands mansion go emerge newayz