no one ever comments on this any more..
i think i'm going to take a break from phusebox for a while.

Break me open til you see

the other side thats part of me.

That's the only way I come alive,

When I'm broken - nothing to hide.

Littered trash and empty holes

wear away the tattered soul,

til' there's nothing left inside of me -

or what my life was meant to be.

But I see a face beyond my mirror

who offers grace - who's love is clear.

Who's power closes all the gaps

between the valleys untraced with maps.

Who's voice shakes thunder, angel voices

Who's hand is given for all our choices;

Who's whispers make the clouds disperse

as Heaven sings its mighty verse.

Tattered souls won't find a place

In a world stripped of it's grace.

Hard hearing words of mindless greed

take the place of eternal need.

But, Father, make my life a song,

and by my weakness make me strong.

Unchain me in this world of fear,

and make the far become the near.

-Mary Lauren

Finally I Graduate tonight!!!!

I feel less crazy today.  Hooray!

Congratulations to the Oakland grads who got their diplomas this morning. ^_^  And early congratulations the Seigel grads who will get their diplomas in a few hours.

Couldn't find many of my friends this morning. If you graduated today and I didn't see you and hug and tell you I love you, I'm sorry. Crowd was too thick.

Graduation party at Becky's!  Wooot!  Lots of good food, cool people, and of course - car tagging! On Megan's car I wrote "I wanna sex you way hard" and "I <3 -->" (the arrow points to where megan would be sitting in the car. And on Brian's car I wrote "I hate you.  You suck. <3 - Sarah"  And a smiley face.

Guuuh. Still have to do all that work.  Guess I'll go home and get started on some of it.

A very LONG day indeed…

Plans: (- is a check)
Sleep -
Play video games -
Eat -
Shower -
5:15 babysitting job (a 10yr, a 2yr, and twin 2yrs)

7:00 Tiffany's party

"As the hours crawl by

I think of you

The moments we've shared

And the things that we do."

~ JacoB ~

That's today?! HOLY CRAP!

Yay so welcome all to my new phusebox!  I just added a ton of pictures!  You should go and check them out!  Hurry up! Go look at them!  What are you waiting on!

3 and a half hours until I graduate!

Today the old life ends.. and the new one begins........

NOT!

Happy Graduation to all of my classmates.  And all of the class '06, from any school.  We earned it... now lets PARTY!!!!!

Ayu is the shiz.

Happy Graduation to me... and my fellow classmates...

YESS! only 1 more day of school left....

i only have 2 take 1 exam... so really its 2 days for me.. but tuesday is a half a day for me..

summer is finnaly here...

Recital June 9th at 7:00 pm at Blackman middle... u better COME!

Nationals June 24-July 1st in LasVegas.... then off to Los Angeles!

Maybe charleston with alexanna

and ALOT of hanging out with my friends.. and friend in particular.. lol

lots of music...

maybe a concert

heartbreak...

then back to school for next year... *sigh*

love love

laura

you will always be my star....

well people...
i have been sick all week...
i stayed home on wenesday because of it
and and school is almost out
i am sooooooo happy
two fucking more days
wootness
and it's nice out side

well i am going soo later

           meg

I'm back from Gulf Shores, and according to my younger cousin, I look like a Mexican. It was a fun trip, but I think I'd take a trip to an awesome city over the beach anyday. There's really only so much to do and see around the ocean. Nonetheless, it was a fun trip.

I did a lot of thinking while I was there, and those of you who have been around me probably know what about. I have a good feeling, no matter what the outcome. God has yet to let me down, and something tells me He won't.

A lady from ESP called while I was laying on the beach wanting to schedule an interview Monday, so y'all pray that it all goes well and I'm able to get on with a school.

Two graduations today. Hot dang, it's already been a year!

have a little quits today, I did it well. No record yet, but I guess A or A plus.

Friends visit and gone, I felt like a moving corpse. Tomorrow is a new day! But I 'lll be a vampire once again, tonight.

Freaking 8 hours 56 minutes and 41 seconds till Graduation

"Ain't What It Used To Be" ~Megan Mullins
www.myspace.com/meganmullinsmusic

That backwood town in my rear view,

Was gonna be my whole world,

Till my factory job got shipped to Mexico,

An' my farm boy chased a city girl.


I used to know everybody by name,

But everybody's moved away.

Can't say that I'm really wantin' to go,

But I've run out of reasons to stay.


This ain't nothin' like what I had in mind for me.

But then again, the future ain't what it used to be.


I thought, like my Mom and her Momma before,

That I would die where I was born.

Live a small town dream in a big backyard,

Raisin' babies an' corn.


Now here I am, one I amu row,

Tryin' the read the map on the dash.

Nowhere close to makin' up my mind,

With a fork in the road comin' fast.


This ain't nothin' like what I had in mind for me.

But then again, the future ain't what it used to be.


No, this ain't nothin' like what I had in mind for me.

But then again, the future, now, ain't what it used to be.


That backwood town in my rear view,

Was gonna be my whole world.

    "I guess if you don't jump, you'll never know if you can fly." ~Miranda Lambert

Da Vinci Code = reeeeeeeeeeeeeeallly good movie!!

go see it.

gosh, dont you just love the defined meaning of unspoken words.  i love it, when it happens. u can look at someone, and have a conversation with no words.  i just love the meaning.  there is so much to be said, and u let it all out, through ur eyes.  thats when you know u have a pretty good friend. 

Hip Hip...HORRAY FOR MATTHEW DALE KITCHENS!

Just tell me if you messed with my car.

I get so sick of my complaints day in & day out. I say I'm sick of this. I'm sick of that. I'm sick of myself & being sick of everything. I think we all get a little sick of ourselves every now & then, but what angers me the most is when we don't do anything about it. we just complain about us being dumb & don't take any action towards improving the very things we're "so sick" of. it's gonna take more than words to prove to the world that you're serious about what you say. words almost get on my nerves. if we were continuously speechless because we didn't have words to say, who would we be? probably nothing because we don't have actions to back everything up. I'm not just talking about everybody else who's disgusted with themseleves, I'm mainly talking about me. I constantly sabotage myself & make myself look so hypocritical & stupid by talking all this junk & never doing anything about it. it's like I'm lazy about what I say. not just in what I complain about, but in my spirituality, too. I tell you I'll do something for you & then I don't & I think it's okay because I can get away with it. sometimes I can't understand why God still puts up with me because I'm so narrowminded a lot of the times. I have a one track mind that's all about me, but yet I wear this sign on my head that says "I'm willing to do what God wants." that's a bunch of bull honkey doodle squat. if I'm being selfish, them I'm not willing. don't take my word for it, though. if I don't prove it to you by my actions, don't believe a single word I say.

so tonight was DBS voting. i guess i can't say much about it, but it was kinda annoying. people are mega-petty sometimes. i had to speak up about some folks, but i felt that what i said was valid. neeways, gradjiation is tomorrow, and i'm gonna be pretty sad to see some of my homies go. but i'm also gonna be a junior next year! woot! anyways, this whole not dwelling on guys thing has really been great for me. it's really cool how when you ask God to help you He always comes through! i can't believe that i don't like any guys right now...it's like someone flipped a switch. so yeah. cool. much love to allaya. ---Cari 

i'm outta school for summer!

i was driving home with the windows down and the electronica up, and it smelled like summer.

i loved it.

tomorrow is graduation.

this could be my last chance so speak up, to let him know how i feel.

but then again you can never tell just what's going to happen.

too late?

i dont think it's ever too late.

just as long as you speak up.

will God give me the strentgh?

i guess we'll find out tomorrow...

In this world there are so many voices yelling at us, each one pulling us in it its own direction.  Off in the distance I here a still, quiet voice that some how is louder than the rest.  This voice is the voice of Truth, the voice of Christ, calling me toward Him.  His voice is not like the others and His direction is unknown.  The choice to follow His voice is easy the question is how do I break free from all the other voices that are pulling me away from Christ: the voice that wants a big house, the voice that wants a family, and the voice that wants money and power?  The answer is quite simple seek ye first the kingdom of God and all these things will be given to you.  I have a mansion in heaven, as a member of the body of Christ I have a family, and there is no greater riches and no power greater than that which I posses in Christ.  God is sovereign, the quietest voice is the loudest, and it is His voice only that I long to here.

hey guys guess what I graduate tomorrow at 10:00 in the morning.I am so excited i just can't wait to be out of high school. i must say that will miss some people but most people i will still see all the time next year. well i will write more later.

Leah 

ohohoh
guess who i get to see tomorrow?
BETH
how cool is that?
         {in case you don't know that is super duper amazingly cool}
she's so much cooler than you

it's getting better
sorta
not really....

but i'm laughing

• found out i have a heart condition


• got my licence!!


• &&& got a job *i start wens. at arby;'s  

wellll i hope yall have a good week...i am soooo excited we have like 1 more day left!!

hm. so.
me && that boy.
oh god.
why do i dig myself into these holes?
i do believe they are unavoidable now.
heh. but i do like him.
i shouldn't. but i do.
he calls me just to say hey.
and to tell me goodnight.
that kills me. i love it so much.
it just makes me feel like at least someone cares.

hm. he makes me smile.
we'll see what happens.


oh && i've decided.
that mine & justin's memories
aren't going to control me anymore.

we are over.
and when he realizes what he's lost.
it'll be his fault. and not mine.
and i won't wait around for him.
and i won't go running back.
no. i just won't. no matter what.

& im typing on it right now.  its an uber snazzy dell laptop!  im qute proud of it.  & dad had already loaded everything on it thank Jesus. soo...woot!

Ok, so today was my first full day of not having to travel since I left Angola ... but that didn't stop me from staying up last night until 1130pm ... and up at 3am ... urrrrgggghhh to that jetlag ...

But, today was a good day, overall. Today I got to see the Destroyer of Worlds ... yes, the world-famous Daniel ... the youngest of the Morgan's.  What a cutie ... luv that little guy ... he can pick my pocket and take my money (and love) anytime he wants.  Oh yeah, his mom and dad are pretty cool, too.  Unfortunately, I don't have a way to post pics right now ...

Worked with Chris to buy a Yellow Machine 1 tera server ... I'm going to let him work out all the details of access and security ... after he does that ... then some of us will begin using it ... its a bummer being scattered all over the world ... but technology is grand and we are learning to leverage it more and more every day ... now if only Continental Express could learn to do that.

BTW, I don't seem to recall any of the Morgan boys discussing the upcoming White Water Rafting trip ... class IV and V rapids ... 5 days in Colorado/Utah .... YAHOO .... more to come ....

Ciao ciao ...

...that it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, when it is impossible to know both?


::b

I made that up. lol.

Phusebox is awesome and homework is not, so now that class is over I have my nights back to update the heck out of this thing.

Life is good. Summer break means vacation, youth trips, basketball in the hood, and TURNIN 16!

How cool is that gonna be?

Lots of Fun times ahead.

Ya'll doin anything over summer?

If you are, or if you're not, get on aim and send me a message. Hoping to hit the movie theatre quite a lot.

Don't know what to write… Ya'll comment me and remember that I'm back and ready to read your entries.

Be Back Soon
                ~JacoB~

Got MY PERMIT! Finally...

Saw Jake Thomas at the Driving Station. Man, I haven't seen him in like a year and a half.

It's hard to let go of people when they don't say good-bye. I mean, friends mean a lot to me, and for them to just walk out of my life like they didn't know me hurts my heart more that I can describe.

I mean like most of the seniors in band. None of them said a word besides Erin. It's like no one cares. IF they cared, wouldn't they at least make a Will and Testament?

For those of you who don't know, that's where the seniors in band write down memories and final words for the band members. Apparently, no one besides Erin, Leah, and Becky cared that they were leaving people behind. Everyone else didn't make one or just wrote to other seniors.

Is that fair to those of us who truly loved those seniors? I don't think so.

Say Good-bye.

I'll miss you either way.

Danny

anberlin is playing chattanooga.

sooooo pumped.

 

I'll be your candle on the water
My love for you will always burn
I know you're lost and drifting
But the clouds are lifting
Don't give up you'll have somewhere to turn

I'll be your candle on the water
'Till ev'ry wave is warm and bright
My soul is there beside you
Let this candle guide you
Soon you'll see a golden stream of light

A cold and friendless tide has found you
Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down
I'll paint a ray of hope around you
Circling in the air
Lighted by a prayer

I'll be your candle on the water
This flame inside of me will grow
Keep holding on you'll make it
Here's my hand so take it
Look for me reaching out to show
As sure as rivers flow
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you go...

i went to Blackman's graduation yesterday... Congrats to Jordan, Garrett, and Eric for making it.

I went thru all the clothes in my closet today... and wow... i can't believe i still have some of that stuff! i used to wear some very "interesting" things lol

"We dreamed fantasies
In our infancies
They are now unfolding surreally before our eyes"
-Ayu (Replace)

that quote seems fitting for graduation...

"I’m ready to take a bow,
I’ve taken a solemn vow,
My destiny here, and now!
I’ll astonish the world!"
-Jo, Little Women the musical

Monday is the last day of school! it is going to go on forever. My geometry teacher gave us some project thing to do which we have to sow. so that sucks. tomorrow is the graduation i am going to that and then next week idk if i am doing anything or not. well i g2g Andrew

UHHH... I am soooo angry right now i cant even stand it. okay.. here's the story, i need some advise.

I broke up with my EX last november or October i cant quite remember now. and now he is still giving me and my mom the hardest time. TAlking about us to different people, but yet he doesn't think that this does get back to me. He is very rude and disrespectful towards us and much more. i dont know what to do any more i am just so put up with all this crap.

-ashely

Taking a break for the moment to update a Phusebox forsaken for nearly a week.  What's happened in the past week?  I've come back to Cookeville, worked, worked, watched some American Idol, watched some Stargate, hung out with some friends, hung out with a Destroyer of Worlds, broken up with a girl, gotten my packages in the mail, begun recording, rewrote a song for the umpteenth time, gotten scheduled to sing said song at church, and eaten a lot of different kinds of food.  Eventually, I shall cook my own food and eat it and enjoy it, no matter how terrible it tastes.

Well, since the Da Vinci code comes out today, it's probably about to get a whole lot of publicity (it already had). I just started the book and i'm on the 6th chapter. I wanna know yalls thoughts on the book. I read a poll that said that 60% of all readers believed that what the Da Vinci Code had to say about Jesus being married with children is fact, while 40% believed it wasn't. Leave me feedback, spill your guts.

graduation tomorrow!!!!!!!

Look ya'll its 7 days till i leave and i want ya'll to know i'm going to miss all of ya'll and that when i do leave i be in touch wit everyone ya'll are great freinds and even though i'm ready to go home its going to be hard leave all of ya'll

Love,
          Will

YEH. ii L0VE LiFE. ii L0VE THE PE0PLE ii AM SURR0UNDED BY. MY FRiENDS AND FAMiLY MEAN THE W0RLD T0 ME. MY B0YFRiEND C0ULD QUITE P0SSiBLY BE 0NE 0F THE BEST THiNGS THATS EVER HAPPENED T0 ME. N0T T0 MENTi0N THAT ii HAVE THE BEST J0B iN THE ENTiRE W0RLD. iM A CAMP C0UNSEL0R-THATS RiGHT ii PRETTY MUCH KN0W THAT Y0U ARE JEAL0US. HAH-iTS ALRiGHT. EVERY0NE iS. 0K-WELL THATS iT-YEH LiFES W0NDERFUL...AND iM JESSiCA 0R PEACHES WHATEVER. AND MY BEST FRiEND iS EFFiZZ. ER0N. AND JiLLY. YEEEHHH THEY ARE MY LiFE. L0VE l0VE.

I need a scanner.... That way I can scan the pictures I took at prom and my senior pics to show all of you...
ugg...
I tried to take a picture of my boyfriends senior pic and it sux. oh well... (yes, i do finally have a boyfriend) He's awesome.
Not much to say really. I had some one congradulate me on my nephew thinking that he was mine. Do i look like I just had a baby? I didn't think I was that big... whatever.
I have my senior pics on a disk so when my computer at home gets hooked back up, i'll put some on here.
til then,
peace.

   I stole this from Karus, I like it. It's very pretty.

On to better and brighter things, I only have to take 2 finals and that's only because I missed a bunch of days. Haha, that's what you get for catching pnumonia (I will probably never be able to spell that right), they're easy classes so I'm not worried.

My friend Leslie and I are starting on a new hobby, belly dancing of all things. We did some research on it, turns out it's excellent for a work-out. We've been wanting to do something enjoyable, neither of us can stand just being there and doing mindnumbing reps, so we checked out yoga, pilates, and cardio (none of that worked). We thought about it, we like to dance (We're pretty good, betcha didn't know I took ballet for like 9 years), we want to do something fun, a friend of mine used to belly-dance (when she was in her 20's) and she said she was in the best shape of her life, it's actually not all sleazy like people think it is, and you get rock hard abs without the annoying bulk that comes along with your basic work out (it makes us tiny-framed girls look odd).

Interesting you may say, well yes it is.AFTERTHOUGHT: I might be going with her to Ren-fest this weekend, woot woot!

I am in class right now....we are on a break. I can't wait until the 31st because I will be leaving for a trip to Paris. I am so excited. I hope that all is well.

I am now officially moved in to the college house at church. I really like it there. It is a blast and I am getting to know some of the guys really well and develop some really good friendships.

I need my coffee fix.....

hey everyone!  so last night was my last soccer game for rec.  ) :  we played our hardest and came out with a win though ( 9-0).  it seems like ive made plans for every day starting today!  lol  well ill talk to you all later! have a great day

Talk about strange events. So, I'm flying from Tampa to Nashville. Some guy sits next to me and starts talking.  I share a little bit about myself and the reason for travelling, which is something I normally do not do.  Lo and behold, this guy knows all three of my sons (quite well) and attends church with them .... yikes, what a surprise.  Glad I didn't "misbehave" ... as I wouldn't want to embarrass my sons.

Last night I saw Chris and Stacy ... today I am hoping to see the rest of the family ...

Ciao ciao.

so i spent about 8 hours in a 15-passenger van today; however the major fun part was finally walking with sand between my toes on the beautiful beach here in destin, florida. hopefully i can remain hidden from... certain floridians... anyway. here with 3bc... don't know anyone really well and i could really use a hug in my exaustion. woke up at 5:55 for the wonderful brently to drive me from manchester to the boro. lunch on the road. dinner at fudpuckers. bought a cute shirt. so so so tired.helped 5 guys set up the conference room for worship tomorrow night. man i love being abused and underappreciated by males who think they know more than me but hey i think it may just be an issue between me and band guys because i'm getting rather accustomed to this mentalitly and behavior--- but enough of that "semi-" rant... lol i need sleep

man- i think i might just love rascal flatts - they make it all better

that was the stupidest OC i have ever seen...

on another note....i finished painting my room today, and i'm realizing how much my life is about to change. i've been trying to prepare myself for all of this since i found out it was going to happen, but it's still kinda wierd. graduation. selling the house. moving. marriage. college. all very close together. and as i painted over all of the notes my friends have written on my wall for the past four years, i felt like i was erasing a part of my life and starting over. which is kinda what i'm doing. i'm leaving murfreesboro, the place i've lived since i was 5, and it won't be my home anymore. i'm moving on and that's exciting, but i'm kinda scared at the same time. i guess that's to be expected though. anyway...i think i might go to bed now. i hope everyone has a good night!

"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.'" Jeremiah 29:11

*i have new pictures in my photo box too!

While I do believe that cognition (as a process) can be fallible--a word defined by dictionary.com as "capable of making an error"--I do agree that cognition is fundamentally flawed is a better way to describe what I am trying to say.

As for Karissa's contention, I don't think I'm assuming much by saying cognition is fundamentally flawed.  Perfect perception (as well as perfect memory) would be unlimited in scope and would not deteriorate over time or because of other circumstances.  I think optical illusions serve as a perfect example to this: perfect perception would be also always able to distinguish between what can be perceived in certain way and what can't.  A "3d" movie may be perceived by one (sight) faculty to produce tangible objects while the other (touch) faculty perceives not such objects.  Also, we are all aware that such faculties can be limited or seemingly expanded by certain outside influences, such as emotion or toxic substances.  However, I need more time to produce such logic for each situation, and may not because I feel them a digression to what I'm seriously attempting to accomplish: my ultimate goal is logically to produce proofs for and against the existence of God.  Alas, I have a lot of background information (logic) to sift through.

the above is one my father's many amazing quotes, such as "that almost gave me the shrivels" and "you're bruisin!" ---i love my dad.

nayways, first order of business:

does anyone have a TI-82 (maybe 83) calculator that they don't need anymore, and would like to sell me? i really need one for next year, but i can't afford $100...so, uh...lemme know.

next order of business: SCHOOL IS SO UNBELIEVEABLY CLOSE TO ENDING!!!!

no more algebra II, no more history....de-ang. i gots that summer fever...yearbooks came out yesterday...muy cute...ish. on another note, i love my friends. they are too much fun. nayways, random thoughts, just for you. i find it sad that i only get an average of 3 comments on a good day...i'm just gonna hafta be more interesting...much love to you all! ---Cari

I feel all crazy all of a sudden.

I don't know what's got me screwed up, but it's bad.

I feel like there's no point in trying at all, even though I know that if I just push myself these last two or three days that I can pass Latin and physics and get the year over with and start over fresh in the fall.

But if I don't... Then I'll fail.  Yes, I will fail both Latin and physics for the semester. And since I only made something like a 70 or 71 in each class the first semester, I will also fail the year, meaning I would have to repeat those classes.

And last I checked, physics and Latin aren't offered over summer school.  I dunno, maybe for some reason the school just assumes that only smart and dedicated non-apathetic students would take intellectual courses.

I have to keep going.  I have to do makeup work.  I have to do projects.  I have to study and pass my exams.

If I don't, my entire senior year will be ruined.

I the consequences are so bad, how come I'm not motivated?  How come I want to give up and watch myself fail?

I could go about proving the last seven, but I think all in all, those are pretty obvious.
8.  My thought is fallible.
Proof: Given that 3 and 5 are true, and my cognition is based off of memory and perception and filter and extrapolation (indeed interpolation even), I believe this logically follows.  You can't produce absolute truth based on partially false information, however miniscule the false part may be.
Disclaimer:  While personal thought is fallible, it's the only direct source of information about the terms of existence and therefore, containing far less assumptions, it can be viewed as the most reliable source of information.  This is not an arrogant statement--simply a statement of fact.

*Feel free to discuss the terms of this logic and other points.

ok so i'm really sad about the sr's leaveing. my friends and i have been talking about how crazy it all is...us being sr's. i'm gonna miss all my sr. friends ...keep it touch.

so my friend jordan and i have been hanging out a lot lately. he and some of his friends taught me how to play halo monday night. and i that was cool. so now i know how to play whoop whoop!!

lisa

KEEP IT REAL AND SMILE

i have a question 

anyone think im a jerk???

btw DM tryouts were good and we arent gonna know who made it till MONDAY!

ok ttyl

-milly the "nonjerk"

So, I decided to try this PhuseBox thing out! I don't know how I feel about blogs yet... I like them, and sometimes I like writing in them... but I do get tired of them. Well, I guess we will just have to see how this one goes!
Today was a good and bad day. It was a day of rest for me, which was good, but I had to call in sick. I woke up really sick, and was not happy! I have been doing contract work for Ed Young Ministries at FC on Tuesdays and Thursdays, but today I had to call in! I wasn't too happy about it! I like working there! My bud Mo is right down the hall and makes faces as he walks by... cracks me up! And, as the people that know me know, I love working for FC! Heck, if I'm not at home or school, I am chillin up there!
Man! I got a lot of rest today! I didn't officially get up until 5 pm! That is the longest I have stayed in my PJs, unshowered! It was good! I needed a good rest!
I also missed a friends concert... My bud Jason Shiflet was playing flute tonight. I am bummed I had to miss it!

Well, I should really work on my color theory homework... I am so excited..... (major sarcasm!)...

Ok... I am soo upset. Ok I just had the biggest cry / not breathing ever. Ok I have been watching this show from the very first episode, so its like part of my life. Sorry that sounds lamn, but its true, and same with liz.  Well we just bawled the whole  show, and someone died in the show , that just ruined everything. And now I am soooo upset, bc there not together , and they have no chance bc this person died. Im sorry Im venting about a dang show . And Im not going to say who died, just in case someone reads this , and watches the show and didnt see it. But the song at the end was the same one when someone died last season , and its the prettiest song I have ever heard. Go look it up , it's called "Hallelujah" . I just want to know why she friggin wanted to leave the show, she shouldnt have, bc now i have no friggin show to watch that I <3 , and it wont be the same. Why do shows have to change, when life already does.... I dislike change most of the time. Especially right now , when the friggin senior class at my school  are leaving, and Im going to miss them like crazy. And now everything is going to be different, and I dont want it to. . I hate this, hopefully it will get better.Amen...blah.... im going to miss my friends :(

David, Scott  , Brayden, Will

Nick

My friends and I at our ball this year....

<3 all of u guys :)/:(

so i def. wanna go on a roadtrip or something.

i could even venture to the other end of chattanooga.

yep.

no class tomorrow. yay.

have a nice evening.

<3

jen

[p.s. watched the oc..i so predicted she'd be knocked off..]

acceptance is the one thing everyone wants but noone knows how to give

Blah Blah Blah...waiting for Trent to get online...and packing.  Neither of which are exciting.

kay, so i'm almost a senior, yay. i just had my birthday and i am now officially 17.  i'm getting a job (finally) and am quite excited about it.   yawn. i am tired.  i am exempt from all finals and am the only one who made a 100 on the beginners trig test in my math class. most excited about graduation but also sad b/c i shall be losing some of my best friends.  :(  hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. well, dats all fer know.

lylas

Today while I was sitting in 2nd period I was thinking about everything...

Mixed Emotions

I get these emotions when I see your face

Emotions I don't want to get.

This is a mystery…one big case

It feels like there's something missing, but I don't want to bet.

When I catch you looking over at me,

I try not to look back until you turn away.

But it is extremely hard; you see

I think of you each and every day.

You're always on my mind

No matter day or night.

I think you're amazing and kind,

But I still cannot tell if you are, Mr. Right.

I don't know what to do with out you by my side,

And really cant imagine my life without you around.

My time with you has been a really bumpy slip-n-slide.

I am truly gonna miss your sound.

I am gonna miss your style

And just in all.

But I'm gonna be alright if you call me once in awhile…

Maybe I'll give you a call.

By: ME!!

Today while I was sitting in 2nd period I was thinking about everything...

Mixed Emotions

 

I get these emotions when I see your face

Emotions I don’t want to get.

This is a mystery…one big case

It feels like there’s something missing, but I don’t want to bet.

 

When I catch you looking over at me,

I try not to look back until you turn away.

But it is extremely hard; you see

I think of you each and every day.

 

You’re always on my mind

No matter day or night.

I think you’re amazing and kind,

But I still cannot tell if you are, Mr. Right.

 

I don’t know what to do with out you by my side,

And really cant imagine my life without you around.

My time with you has been a really bumpy slip-n-slide.

I am truly gonna miss your sound.

 

I am gonna miss your style

And just all.

But I'm gonna be alright if you call me once in awhile…

Maybe I’ll give you a call.

 

By: ME!!

Today while I was sitting in 2nd period I was thinking about everything...

Mixed Emotions

 

I get these emotions when I see your face

Emotions I don’t want to get.

This is a mystery…one big case

It feels like there’s something missing, but I don’t want to bet.

 

When I catch you looking over at me,

I try not to look back until you turn away.

But it is extremely hard; you see

I think of you each and every day.

 

You’re always on my mind

No matter day or night.

I think you’re amazing and kind,

But I still cannot tell if you are, Mr. Right.

 

I don’t know what to do with out you by my side,

And really cant imagine my life without you around.

My time with you has been a really bumpy slip-n-slide.

I am truly gonna miss your sound.

 

I am gonna miss your style

And just all.

But I'm gonna be alright if you call me once in awhile…

Maybe I’ll give you a call.

 

By: ME!!

So this will sound a little emo; I must be the biggest looser in the world not to recieve one graduation party invitation.

so yeah we're ALMOST there. as long as i can make it thru tomorrow i'ts all downhill from there baby. and yeah, so i totally have this quote from a graduation card i got that i really like so i'm gonna post it.....

"We know what we are, but we know not what we may be."
      by- Willliam Shakespere

so it's totally cheesy but it's shakespere so of course i like it lol. and yeah, i guess i'm off. it's bout time to call clayton and i get to finish cleaning. YAY! (please tell me you smelled the sarcasm in that?? lol)
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

This is the 20,000 post on PHUSEbox ROCK ON!!!

We are friends and became much more
We are together and always are
I am happy definitely not sad
I don't need someone new all I need is you
Because of 8 letters 3 words 1 meaning

I LOVE YOU

Well with school almost out I have been thinking about all the friends and experiences I've had, about how everyone has changed over the past year and how much I've changed.  It dawned on me Im going to be a junior (possibly a senior) next year and theres still a lot of things I havent done yet.  I mean just some things I havent had the chance to experience yet and in one to two years I'll be in college.  That thoughts just overwhelming.

But on a lighter note, SCHOOLS ALMOST OUT!!!  I cant wait for summer I have a busy one planned and hope everyone has a great one, because Im pretty sure I will have an amazing summer.

Love - Goali

my life has changed soo drastically this last year..

everything feels like its moving so fast..

and i dont know whether to smile or cry..

because nothing is the same and im feeling a little confused..

i wish i could pause life once in awhile to really

enjoy the good moments and work through the bad..

but life doesnt work that way...

so i guess its time for me to realize that and deal..

take advantage of every day and live it to the fullest

because it will be gone before you know it

Umm... our last day of school was today :( . We have exams, but we are done with the all day thing. haha. But yeh Im going to miss the seniors like crazzzzzy, but I know I will see some of them next year, when I go with liz up to bama, and when i visit my sis in Auburn. Some of my senior friends are going to each. Anyway I hope eveyrones week has been good, mine hasnt been so great, but like my amigo john says " Fight the good Fight Of Faith" ... trying to do that . Anyway

<3 u guys

~sarah

psttt. Hey.

I

am here.

sooo............. yeah not tooo much happened today!! went over to high skool to check it out!! i waz a lil intimidated(sp) soo..... uh....... yeah!!!

Wow!! It is really almost here. I cannot believe it. I was thinking about the 4 years of good experience. I have had so much fun. I remember how we use to talk about the smelly hallways, the creepy teachers and their rashes and of course how horrible Spanish class was. We all had our shares of guy crushes. I guess that is why we call them crushes. You usually get crushed. I can name a few of mine. But I don't know if anyone else wants to know. I have had lunch with Amber and Megan for the past 2 years. Well, me and Megan ate lunch together for 3 years. Crazy!!! Freshman year was not so hot. No good relationships for me. Me and Dash broke up and then me and Justin broke up. I remember Freshman Choir. Help me!!! That Christmas concert was bad. I think that I was lip singing. Well, I guess that is pretty much all I can say. So I am going to go now.

Hannah Banana

I am back.

And I am tan.

Here are some highlights of the trip:

The nice place we stayed at

Palm trees

The pool

Celebrating two years with Garrett on May 16

The local wildlife

Clint visiting us

Putt putt

The beach

The weather
and...
monopolizing the galaxy in Star Wars Monopoly, shopping, hanging out, and too many other random happenings to mention here...

Well, not really doing anything right now.  I'm waiting for us to leave for graduation.  It's really sad because most of my friends at the high school are leaving and I don't think they will come back to visit me.  It's O.K. though.

Qoute of the day
" Don't feel like you haven't done anything when you have the rest of your life infront of you"

Nothing seems to be going wrong right now.  The girl that was making fun of me stopped and that made me REALLY happy because it was going too far.  No, it won't happen again (I hope). 

Well, must be going now...

Well, this week hasn't been going to good........ I'm not going to shplu it all out because i don't like setting a bad mood.....

SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT!!!!!!!!

FLORIDA!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know what to post now that i have yet another chance to do so.....

Anybody got any cool things to say?

Oh Yeah!!!!! Milly and Abby were pickin on me in art today.... i was sad...... they wont let me in there club.... ::sigh:: Dillon tried to make me feel better, but, i just didn't want it....

anbody have ANY random suggestions for me????

....and yes, sarah, the test was fun, and i did fail... hahaha

Well i am so bored!!!! lol well yay 1 more week of skool! Wow lofe is going by fast my brother is going to high skool! Chelsea i graduating High skool next year && Gi Gi is almost 2 whew i feel like i just sit back and watch everybody grow up! LOL well i guess i will talk to yall later!!!!!!

~AnnaH~

Hello world!!! You people better not laugh at me when I mess this up cause... well... I'M NEW!!! hehe...

have you ever seen those commercials for Cingular where the person is talking about the call they were trying to make but it was dropped & the commercial goes mute for a while?!

oh my gosh EVERY time that happens i think there's something wrong with my TV..

hahahaha.. am i the only one? please say no.

So thanks to everyone who called/commented/messaged me a happy birthday, and to those of you whom sympathized with me about Tori.

So I found out today that I might be moving to Memphis at the end of June. GASM!!! The end of freaking June! So close is the end of my time as a kid, and approaches the beginning of my adulthood. I can't wait though, it will be a lot of fun being able to go there, learn my way around and not have to worry about school yet; sad because I wanted to spend time with people longer, but that's life.

Band concert @ 7!!!

so graduation is in 2 days.  & that is totally awesome.  but guess what else is awesome im getting an amazing laptop & *bumbadadaaaa* a car... probably. 

isnt it cute!

It is so pretty outside. I should be out there. Today my mom's parents are here and my dad's mom is here. My mom's sister will be here tomorrow. We'll have a house full of people! Things are getting pretty crazy around here- but not in a bad way. I graduate in two days. I'm liking the feeling. Now I have to figure out what I'm going to do next fall. To go to college or not go to college. That is the question. I dont know what I'm going to do. But I do know that my friends are awesome. Thats all for today.

don't you just love these glittery things? but unfortunately you can't make them your picture, i have to go do laundry now!!

bye

Yall I'm in the best mood today! yesterday was my last day of school!!!  Only 3 weeks to MISSION FUGE, or somethin' like that!!!    yall have a great day!

P.S. ISN'T TIGGER CUTE??!!

Some people think I am a bit crazy, well, yes. Once you begin to realize that you are here on this planet to fuck eachother. You willl be happy before death..

So...not much has happened since I last posted something...well maybe there is something.  Went and saw An American Haunting last night but Lacey (the girl I went with) got mad at me for laughing too much (I didn't have the heart to tell her that I was mostly laughing at her).  I met Lacey a few weeks or months ago at work (Wal-Mart that is) and Sunday night I stayed out with her until 5:30 am at Steak n Shake and only left because I had to be work in Nashville at 7.  We spent most of the day together. I would say we had fun.  I think she is the only person I can talk to for 5.5 hours and then call and talk to for another hour while driving home...Maybe more to come later, but time to get back to work

so.. God's just totally been teaching me how important patience is... and on top of that... how much i need to just trust Him... and the more He shows me this... the more i realize that i can't have patience if i'm not trusting God. it's so freeing just to trust Him...

so this chapter might be over,
but the story's just beginning.

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so gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
i hope you have found a friend
closing time
every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
 - semisonic

OMG CAN YOU BELIVE IT? graduation is SATURDAY only 2 days left ahhh im soo freaking out now. hehehehe see ya guys saturday!!

I have a lot of mixed emotions about today. I'm finally ready to close the chapter of my high school experiences and open the one for the future.

I'm ready to put most things of high school in the past and I'm ready to move forward. I'm excited and nervous at the same time.

But most of all I'm ready for what God has planned for my future.

Congratulations to all those seniors out there that are graduating.

I praise Him for today and for everything

So I've decided to not cut and paste the exact blog from my xanga just in case there are any people like me that have more than one (I doubt it but...)  Hey.  A Rod does so this is for variety's sake:  Um.... Life is going really well right now.  I'm gonna be workin at DQ and with my mom (I'm doing that today and making about 95 dollars for 5 or 6 hours) and might also be doing some clarical work for her boss if she needs it.  Steph got home yesterday which was AWESOME!  I love getting to see that girl.  It was good to see everyone at FWC last night.  Everyone seems to be doing really well.  God is good.  He's showing me new stuff all the time which is exciting!  Now leave me some remarks.  

So this week has been a week of packing and saying goodbyes. I went out on Sunday night with my staff from church. It was really nice, they all went around the table and said something about me. I cried. I don't look forward to saying goodbye on Sunday. I will be saying goodby to my boss today, he si going to Europe tonight for two weeks.
Today I am going to the city today so I can see some people before I leave. It will be a nice break from all the packing I have been doing. I don't want to pack, i hate it!

Was anyone else freezing in that gym wednesday???i mean it was sooo cold!!plus when i heard that certain someone talk , i got goosebumps!! major creepage!!hehe well i think everything will go good for saturday , i hope it does anyway , god do you think they could confuse us more on how to enter or exit ??

... in more ways than one ... although "not all of me" arrived at the same time.   Yes, here in am in Florida ... having trekked from Angola to Houston to here ... Tuesday & Wednesday; no problems on flights - just the normal jetlag.  BUT, I had an extremely complex derivation of suitcases (one) to check ... made it out of Angola ... made it into my hands in Houston ... turned it over to the very "trustworthy" hands of Continental Express ... with 4 hours for them to move the bag 1 kilometer to the plane ... guess the quantity and time period was too tight (not enough degrees of freedome) ...

I arrived in Tampa ... what, no luggage?  Off to the service counter, with claim ticket in hand.  Knowing that this was 21st Century America I was confident that a few clicks of the button from the man behind the counter would be able to proudly proclaim the precise location of my suitcase ... and how they would rectify this situation.

WRONG ... seems Continental Express (don't know about other carriers) do not scan the barcodes on the suitcases ... anywhere in the transit process.  So, they have/had absolutely no idea where my luggage was ... and would never have any idea where it was until it poppod up "somewhere" unclaimed .... hmmm, makes me wonder what happens if someone had taken it from the carousel (either intentionally or on purpose) and took it home ... guess my luggage would be "delayed" forever .... and ever ... and ever ...

As luck would have it (thankfully) the suitcase was delivered in Tampa later in the day ... found "abandoned" ... logged into the "delayed baggage" system .... and ultimately delivered to me a 10pm Tampa time .... 3am Thursday Angola time .... Now ... I feel "normal" .... total travel time for me and my stuff ... ONLY approx 33 hours ...

Ah, nothing like 4.5 hours sleep ... wake up, shower/shave/etc, then I schlep off to the dentist to get some crown work done ... soon I will rush back to the Tampa airport for a flight to Nashville.  All going well, I'll be in the hotel there approx 9pm local time (3am ... again, for my body clock ) ..... wonder how "trustworthy" Southwest Airlines will be with my suitcase?

Now, what was that about the 21st Century?  Well, all is not doom and gloom, there is hope ... DHL does an excellent job of tracking packages .... over the last 2 months I have sent 3 packages overseas ... and I am able to track the packages EVERY step of the way ...

Enough blogging for now ... ciao ciao ...

BTW ... I miss Decy, Chely, Thasya .....