SOOOO UPSET!
February 08 2006
I am so P.O.ed at my parents! especially my mom! they won't let me check out of school to go have lunch w/ my friend who is moving away to Florida for 6 months! this is the last chance i have to spend time with her! and so i got mad when they said i couldn't go and my mom got mad at me for getting mad! it ticks me off that she acts like she's the only one in our house allowed to get mad and bang crap around! >.<
"You shut the door of your heart with a violent noise
And lost the key to open it"
-Ayu (About You)
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February 08 2006
csi is definately one of my fave shows. final destination three is coming out and i am starting to want to see it. last night on usa final destination and final destination two was on. exhausted as i was, i stayed up til eleven just to see the end of the second movie. (i found out later that it was coming on again today at four, which kinda made me mad)
well at least i have no tests today. we are learning about the holocaust and adolf hitler in almost all of my classes. i suppose that this is a good thing b/c i know almost all there is to know on those topics. whoa, i've got to get to class.
lylas
I survived!
February 08 2006
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February 08 2006
Plowin these fields in the hot summer sun
over by gate Lodi here she comes
with a basket fun chicken and a big cold jug of sweet tie.
I make a little room and she climes on up
Open up the throttle and stir a little dust
Look at her face she ain’t aw foolin me…..
The First Step
February 08 2006
i could never imagine life spent sane
nor could i hope for a life of love
i can only walk in place
following all in front
could i please find peace?
in a world that doesn't care about the
Lives of anyone but themselves
I can only stare at space
Is there Someone higher,
Who will send us peace?
Come on, Come on
Everyone join up
We're taking steps towards
A Life, held up
We're making way
To a life worth living
Free from suffering,
And one that will
Never end...
I never thought I'd find me here
driven by hope for something
is it really there,
true, and does exist?
can my wrongs be erased?
i had this dream where I finally smiled
all was gone, but only for a while..
but even so, can i dream again?
won't you come,
please hold my hand?
Come on, Come on
Everyone join up
We're taking steps towards
A Life, held up
We're making way
To a life worth living
Free from suffering,
And one that will
Never end...
With You, (With You)
And only you,
I will never end, (never end)
Though I'll never really
Understand
You're were for me always....
OLD!!!!
February 08 2006
Yar har the single life for me!
February 07 2006
First day of being woman-less. And I gotta say... Ol Bob Marley was right.
No woman. No Cry!
Whew. So we met with the guys from FFY. Good times.
Pissed off the waiter though... Oh well.
Ah... Uhm... So I really dont like writing crap about what I do.
Tra la la, I eat chapstick.
just spewin
February 07 2006
updatage
February 07 2006
hm..
February 07 2006
You don't need a weather man to know which way the wind blows. Don't follow leaders watch the parkin' meters.
Goodness...when will Satan stop lying to me?
February 07 2006
Much of what he allows in your life is not for you to simply accept, but to get you to rise up! God wants you to know how to wield the weapons of warfare, how to take a stand, and how to fight...
And so, dear heart, it is time for your restoration. For there is One greater than your Enemy. One who has sought you out from the beginning of time. He has come to heal your broken heart and restore your feminine soul. Let us now turn to him." -Captivating
Phone
February 07 2006
"Diverse Citaaaaa" by Toby Mac
February 07 2006
Krystal Myers, Toby Mac, Newsboys,, And Hawk Nelson babiiii....ahhhaha excitement
God is ALWAYS there
February 07 2006
so.. I was totally prepared to come straight home.. log on to phusebox & rant & rave & yell & scream about how upset I was about how everytime I turn around someone is "in love" or "they have the most amazing boyfriend ever"..... but.... like my title says.... God is ALWAYS there..
as I was logging into phusebox I read the "recently posted" blogs.. which I usually do not do... but I did this time... & this is what one of them said
"Satan has set against every woman from the day of her birth. It's the emotional and spiritual equivalent of leaving a little girl by the side of the road to die. And to every woman he has whispered, You are alone, or, When they see who you really are, you will be alone, or, No one will ever truly come for you...He plays upon a woman's worst fear: abandonmet. He arranges for her to be adandoned, and he puts his spin on everything he can to make it seem like abandonment...
Much of what he allows in your life is not for you to simply accept, but to get you to rise up! God wants you to know how to wield the weapons of warfare, how to take a stand, and how to fight...
And so, dear heart, it is time for your restoration. For there is One greater than your Enemy. One who has sought you out from the beginning of time. He has come to heal your broken heart and restore your feminine soul. Let us now turn to him." -Captivating
& that totally just reassured me & comforted me & took all my doubts awat.... I know THE guy I'm supposed to be with will come eventually.. God hasn't kept me waiting these 2 & 1/2 years for nothing...
something good will happen as long as I keep my trust in God =D
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Siegel:68
No Sir
Some truths
February 07 2006
Much of what he allows in your life is not for you to simply accept, but to get you to rise up! God wants you to know how to wield the weapons of warfare, how to take a stand, and how to fight...
And so, dear heart, it is time for your restoration. For there is One greater than your Enemy. One who has sought you out from the beginning of time. He has come to heal your broken heart and restore your feminine soul. Let us now turn to him." -Captivating
*sigh* I feel heavy and burdend... so I am going to go for a drive. I hope everyone is having a great night!
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And you better wish Jonathan a happy birthday!!!
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R-E-S-P-E-C-T
February 07 2006
OK... I wish people would learn some respect... Yesterday was the worst day ever and i hope NOTHING like that EVER happens again..... I was shaking and crying and I felt so i dunno dirty... ugh..... I hate people..... anyways... i guess i just wanna forget it...
so... here are some of the pics i took at the Lewis'...
there are more in my photobox....
love you, meag
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Thx Mom
February 07 2006
overload
February 07 2006
1. just found out that _____ ______ ___ _____!!!! (i would love to tell you, but i can't)
2. roy, this really nice manager who use to work at Demos'? yeah, well, we thought he had quit to move to texas, NOPE! he was fired for sexual harrassment!! AND HE IS A SWINGER!!!! creeeeeepy
3. the guy who came into marble slab this summer with brooks boyd, the guy who looks like FREDDIE PRINCE JR. he now works at Demos' and is JUSTIN SURPASS the drunkard who had been arrested about a zillion times!!!
my head hurts!!!
also, this is sad, i was waiting to eat tonight, and standing next to me was a family w/ a "papa" who was drunk in public and the little boy was so sad because he knew his family was causing a scene and was really embarrassed. it just made realize that i'm really blessed with the family i have and i hope that one day, he will not be like the rest of them.
_rebekah
LES
February 07 2006
I went back to my former elementary/middle school with my Aunt, Uncle, and cousin tonight for a PTO/Showcase thing, and I was flooded with all kinds of memories from the moment I stepped in. It's so hard to believe that those four short years of high school separates me from who I was at Lascassas and who I am now. I spoke with a fw of my teachers back then, and they remembered me and seemed happy to see me, lol.
From sixth to eighth grade, I was known as the filmmaking/screenwriting wannabe over there. During high school, those dreams diminished, and I started focusing more on Spanish, figuring I would major in it and probably teach it. About this time last year, I started re-thinking the idea of doing something in mass communications. This time, though, my long term goal is a little different. Yeah, I'd like to work in television and movie production, but I REALLY would like to see an all Christian ((something like that of MTV)) television station based out of the Nashville/Franklin area. The most common response I get from people are "You'd think they would already have that." Anyway, what I want to do now is what I wanted to do in middle school, only now I'm stronger in Christ and would like to go in that direction. I've been thinking a lot about how God was working on me in high school to bring me to this point. Back to where I started, only with a different vision. Ah, and another really cool thing? I found out there is a local Spanish television station in Nashville. It's small, but it'd be pretty cool to work there.
d-now
February 07 2006
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February 07 2006
Every night and every morn
some to misery are born;
every morn and every night
some are born to sweet delight;
some are born to sweet delight,
some are born to endless night.
chocolate milk mustache
February 07 2006
sipping chocolate milk and thinking about
how disappointed i am in alot of people...
24 year old MEN who date 15
year old GIRLS discust me.
just the thought leaves a rather
bitter taste in my mouth. i want
to punch them in the face. and
tell them to go pop pills with
some sicko their own age.
when will they ever learn?
:sigh:
oh, and you know what
else i would like to discuss?
jerks who think that just
becuase they go to church
on sunday, they can be
completly discusting, mean,
disrespectful, and just, well, jerks
during the rest of the week. yeah,
because we all know jesus
only sees you when you're
at church. (note sarchasm)
just keep thinking that, people.
good luck.
yours truely,
abby
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anyways, so the post was about this guy that's being a butt-headed jerk-face...well...let's just say we don't talk anymore...hehe
today was okay. my math teacher took up the homework today because i actually did it for once. apparently she likes me (even though this was the first time i did my homework in a few weeks...haha) too bad only me and a few other people did all 60 problems that took 2 1/2 pages! (done neatly. which she commented on. who's a suck-up? becca is!)
so.....that's my life for ya!
life is good.
and that makes me smile.
mucho love!!
[beccabeccaboo]
YO!!!
February 07 2006
I think that it could be time for an update in the spectacular world of....me. No, I'm just kidding. You guys don't want to hear about my boring life, do you? I thought so.
Sometimes, I underestimate God's ability to amaze. You think you're on top of the world sometimes, and then....BOOM!! Something goes completely wrong. Why does this happen? I think it's because we start to fall away after a while. Sin attacks us; and slowly but surely we fall away.
But on to the "amazing" part!! Once we've realized we have stepped farther away from God, we are brought back by his grace. I think that's the reason why going to church on Sundays and Wednesdays are so important to me. In lamen terms, it keeps me "in check."
Anyway, the point is that Jesus died for our sins and because of that, we are eternally forgiven....isn't that sooooo cool?!!
Oh man...Christ rocks!!!!
~Rhett
yeah so.. im grounded..
February 07 2006
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time for pictures!
me and taylor after homecomming we got soo hot!
hah me and kristen in homeroom lol (its jello) lol
why is AJ so gangster?? i love him lol
me and LJ in her HOTTUB!! too much fun love this chick!
baby daddy is soo pimp lol
aww me and charles!
forget the hiltons its the Klingenmeyers! those girls are so pretty!
hah the sign says ill kiss you for a dollar! lol
Melanie Sunshine Gatewood is uBer FabUlouS!
well thats it for now ill update in another couple months lol!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
: ]
February 07 2006
well my iPod came back to today;
meaning my life can resume normality
and i have no more baseball conditioning.
life is good
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February 07 2006
sooooo bored suppose to go out to dinner tonight for mother borthday...so yeah
One step at a time, one hope then another, who knows where this road may go? ♥
February 07 2006
I dyed my hair.
Nothing seems to be happening.
I become triple excited for WSS
I get to help with Make-up
I did that partly last year,
between dressing Brett in quick change,
and moving the stuff on stage...
but basically, i'm now a little more excited,
&& a little less bummed i didn't get stage manager.
Next weeke is Keith Urban week,
and also Travel week,
I'm going to Huntsville Tuesday
(Valentines)
and then Knoxville Friday-Sunday.
I'm sooooooo excited!!!
but yes..
that's about it,
today was lame,
but oh well,
it's school.
PEACE.
"Stay Gold"-Stevie Wonder
26.2 part II
February 07 2006
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Life is a bit crazy at the moment. Everything that I used to be so sure of I now find my self questioning, and all of the things I used to question I seem to have figured out. There are certain things in my life that I thought would never change but I have been proven wrong many times in the past couple of months. I am working on being a better person (ha-ha doesn't everyone always say that?). I have be trying really hard lately. I am actually trying to distance myself from the people who I know have a negative influence on me. I have known that I needed to do this for some time now but I was too stubborn to actually do it. Its been a hard task. In Sunday school two or three weeks ago, Pastor Dan was talking about just this very thing. It kind of gave me confirmation that I am really do what I am supposed to. I have plenty of friends that I am very close with but they are no Christians and the influence they have on my life is not that great. Its hard to distance myself from some of them because we have such a close bond and we are always there for each other. I am not going to cut them out of my life completely but there are going to be some changes. Some people might read this and think I am crazy because I am usually the one deemed a bad influence on others. I have changed a lot and I hope everyone starts to realize.
I have been feeling quite positive lately. It's a nice change. I am still a little upset at the fact that everything has changed between me and the people from church. The people I used to talk to don't really talk to me anymore and if we do talk its the casual "Hi, how are you?" I miss knowing how they really are and what is going on in their lives. Then there are the people who I was never really friends with but I always wanted to be close to. I think they find me immature and heathen like so I don't put the effort forth to get to know them. I don't like rejection, but then again I suppose no one does.
Well on to a subject that is a bit less depressing for me. I am finally in school! Its about time i know. I am going to Draughon's Jr. College for Business Management. One I am finished there I want to go to MTSU for Marketing and Advertising. Its great to be back in school. I decided to work on all of the scotomas I have regarding school... its going good so far. So far a have gotten A's on all of my assignments so that's good. I actually just got back one of my papers I wrote for English entitled "incessant Worries". It was about all of the health problems i had a couple of years back where I was passing out and stuff. I made a 100! I was so shocked. I thought my teacher had made a mistake but he didn't. I am a good student when I want to be so I guess I shouldn't be so surprised. He said it was excellent, there were no corrections to be made and he wouldn't have changed anything. So I am happy about that of course.
Well I suppose I should work on some of my homework because i have class in the morning.
~Vale~
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even when i'm at my best and i give my all, it's still not enough for 'em.
i dont know why not. i dont know whate else to do. i guess i need a change of direction. i've been on this track for a while, even when it's been rocky. oh well.
i know yall dont know what i'm talking about, but some might.
piece
hahahaha
my roomie...
February 07 2006
Her favorite color is green, which somehow she has managed to get me to not hate green anymore. We still don't like green a lot, but we can tolerate each other now. Dani also bowls like a little kid...but then so do I!!!
Dani has lots of boys. I think me and Rachael are her only girls...hmmm...
Dani's favorite words: bludgeon and defenestrate
If you haven't personally had these threats directed at you yet...well...how did you manage to avoid that? You should get an award!
Dani keeps me warm when it's freezing outside and we have no heat!!
She also takes me 4 wheeling, which is lots of fun...when you don't think you're about to die.
Dani also explains thing concerning guys to me becuase I'm generally completely clueless.
Dani kills spiders. The girls down the hall absolutely love her for that. She's better at directions that I am, which I realize isn't hard, but it is extremely helpful to me!!
She gets frapuccinos with me. And they are oh so yummy!
She also got me some Pirates of the Caribbean cereal! It's yummy too!
Dani loves to attack me. It isn't always fun for me, but...hmmm. I did bite her once. She bit my butt. She is teaching me to be bitter...and violent. Have I mentioned she's bitter and violent?
She watches 24 with me now. Her favorite movie is The Princess Bride. I don't really like it.
And to expand upon the quote about me and my mustangs...
-Me and Cars & Dani and Boys-
Kim- mk...so you know how you are with boys?
thats how i am with cars.
It's like:
Kim- Oooooo! Pretty car!!
Dani - Where?
Kim- There.
Dani - Where?
Kim - Right there.
Dani - I don't see it.
--AND--
Dani - Ooooooo! Pretty boy!
Kim - Where?
Dani - There.
Kim - Where?
Dani - Right there.
Kim - I don't see him.
So...what do we learn from this? Basically:
1. Dani is more interested in boys--preferably pretty boys
2. Kim is more interested in cars -- preferably Mustangs
3. Dani hardly ever sees the cars.
4. Kim hardly ever sees the boys.
5. Dani wants the boy in the car.
6. Kim wants the car.
Dani is also very sarcastic which I absolutely love! She is learning to do sound for the BCM!! I love you, Dani! She has an amazing voice, and even though I hate it, she sings louder than me, which again isn't hard to do. We have been known to belt out "Kerosene" and other various bitter country songs. Dani loves movies with bitter women, revenge, and explosions.
Within the first week of meeting each other, we knew we would get along as roommates--mainly due to the country music and CMT that we both had to have! But now...we're becoming the same person. It's a bit scary at times. Dani has several quote books which keep us entertained, as you can probably tell from our random quotes of the week. I'm sure there's more to add, but that's all for now.
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for my cali...boi'z and girls....im taking my love to "casa de fruta"....if your ganna be there this week...this saturday. we'll be on a hill...looking into the sunset...and eating watermelon...aww...yeah ill inform you guys what happens and there will probably be pictures...and o theyll be good.
no!
February 07 2006
in P.E...yep
lame i hate this...i got here like two minutes ago...and im already borad...hahaha...funny thing is that i thought that they were ganna test so the schedule was ganna be different but nope it wasnt...so im just hecka late...im so ganna flunk out...its okay. no im not im like 30 credits ahead...so i porbably wont be able to go on the senior trip to disneland...wich would suck...no?
k ill im tired so ill go jump rope...later. :o)
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My Favoritest Person in the World!
February 07 2006
Usually its hard for you to make up your mind about who is your most favorite person in the whole wide world...luckily I have never had this problem...because Shannon's my favoritest! Of course, with talent, beauty, charm, grace, intelligence like hers, who could possibly say otherwise!! By the way, she's running for Dictator of the World in November of this year, so I hope everyone will come out to show their support for the best leader luxembourg has ever had and that we want her to rule the world! SHANNON FOR WORLD DICTATOR! WOOT WOOT!
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So I'm finally flying over to spend the weekend with my boys Hodge and Jeff... That poor island doesn't know whats about to hit when the 3 of us get togther.... haha, it's gonna be awesome!
You may here stories on the news!
you can't rollerskate in a buffalo herd...
February 07 2006
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Please stop posting huge pictures on phusebox. It takes forever for my page to load and it gets on my nerves.
No, I don't have dial-up.
Thank you,
elizabeth
p.s. I apologize for the icy mint sprite entry, because i'm sure waiting for it to load got on your nerves too.
CHICAGO!
February 07 2006
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one of my new fave pictures. nothing new to report. people here are getting a little crazy b/c valentines day is coming up. oh well, at least most of my friends are staying sane. :)
lylas
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February 07 2006
"A personal relationship with Jesus Christ sets a person free to be all that he or she was created to be."- Josh McDowell
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my dog was up and about this morning! :D she was sweet. i think she was back to sleep before i left because i didn't see her when i rushed out the door..
sam called me this morning.. made fun of my noises. (: he said i sounded like godzilla's kid or something that i was callin for godzilla. :D that and i can't make the sparrow call. ): he was like prrr-gurglegurgle-prrrr-gurgle-prrr-choke!-coughlaugh. it was great. that and i was almost late.. :( though, i did discover I can leave 10 til 8 and still make it before the bell. :D
i had a real problem with what i wanted to wear today.. and i have to say that i don't match and i probably look stupid rather than cute.. :
but hey.. (:
Oh Florida!
February 07 2006
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power (the fact that we are dejected proves that we do), and we never
dream that all the time God is in the commonplace things and people
around us."
[- Oswald Chambers]
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my voice teacher, Donna Shearron! i love her! she's my 2nd mother!
my brother, Bosly! he chose to pose like that lol he's awesome!
desktop of our home computer. my mom and dad Christmas morning
my buddy LaDonna-she's moving to Florida for 6 months >.<
West Side Story rehearsal went well last nite. but i realized during workouts that i am such a fat kid! lol i need to get in shape! lol
"I go my way
Humming a song
If it makes no difference whether I may cry or smile
I smile"
-Ayu (Humming 7/4)
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We had our first West Side Story rehersal last night!!! I really like the dances so far, but wow am I out of shape! The workouts killed me. Well, I guess me and Sports Com will have to meet again! Lol. Thats all for now!
Sickness
February 07 2006
OK im dying!! Kill me now!! juss shoot me where i stand. Anyone with me? anyone juss as miserable as me?
My spelling
February 07 2006
ok for everyones sake im goin to explain my spelling *coughElizabethcough* When i say juss=just , Dun=dont
ok the rest ur on ur own b/c i dun even know wht i ment to say..
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February 07 2006
Is it sad that I have to call someone in TX to talk about Gilmore Girls the way I really want to?
Yes all of those people that are keeping up with Gilmore Girls this is from an old episode but Jess is by far my favorite of her boyfriends... maybe its because Alexis and Milo are actually together?
Well sorry about that.... no more Gilmore charged entries
WB tonight @ 7 new episode :)
amor!
cz
April 4, 2006
February 07 2006
I bolded the ones that I find important
- Various - WoW Worship - Provident Distribution - Provident
- Passion Worship Band - Passion 06 - Sparrow Records - EMICMG
- Various - X 2006 - BEC Records - EMICMG
- Various - X 2006 DVD - BEC Records - EMICMG
- Santus Real - The Face Of Love- Sparrow Records - EMICMG
- Red Umbrella - Wishing For Boardwalk - 7Spin Music - Provident
- Darrel Petties & SIP - Count It All Joy - EMI Gospel - EMICMG
- needtobreathe - Daylight - Sparrow Records - EMICMG
- Hillsong United - TBD CD/DVD - Integrity - Provident
- Superchick - Live CD/DVD - InPop Records - EMICMG
- Tri-City Singers - Finale - EMI Gospel - EMICMG
- Tri-City Singers - Finale (Special Edition) - EMI Gospel - EMICMG
- Hawk Nelson - Smile, It's the End of the World - Tooth & Nail Records - EMICMG
- Angel Wars - Guardian Force 3 DVD - Sparrow Records - EMICMG
- Darlene McCoy - Psalm 151: Vertical Praise - EMI Gospel - EMICMG
- Bebe & CeCe Winans - Treasures: A Collection of Their Greatest Hits - EMI Gospel - EMICMG
- Edison Glass - A Burn Or A Shiver - Tooth & Nail Records - EMICMG
- Pettidee - Thug Love - Beatmart Recordings - Provident
Blah
February 07 2006
really tired...
February 06 2006
in silence
February 06 2006
In Silence
Silently that I left ,
quite soon slip into the tender moon,
In order not to disturb the girl in silence.
Stars were shown to full her bright eyes,
In her secret garden,
she sat among the darling buds of May.
I saw the flowers serve her with their whole lives.
Could I then be one of those,
then to company with.
I heard a little sigh,and her blessing
to an unknown man.
I backward my steps,
in order not to disturb the girl
in silence.
I wrote this poem on May 2005 ,and would like to share all of my friends here!
New Group
February 06 2006
Why this?
February 06 2006
Alot of my mind, but none of it is homework
February 06 2006
Counting Crows
Holiday In Spain
Got no place to go
but there's a girl waiting for me down in Mexico
She's got a bottle of tequila, a bottle of gin
And if I bring a little music I can fit right in
We've got airplane rides
We got California drowning out the window side
We've got big black cars
And we've got stories how we slept with all the movie stars
I may take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Drink my worries down the drain
And fly away to somewhere new
Hop on my choo-choo
I'll be your engine driver in a bunny suit
If you dress me up in pink and white
We may be just a little fuzzy 'bout it later tonight
She's my angel
She's a little better than the one that used to be with me
Cause she liked to scream at me
Man, it's a miracle that she's not living up in a tree
I may take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Drive this little girl insane
And fly away to someone new
Everybody's gone
They left the television screaming that the radio's on
Someone stole my shoes
But there's a couple of bananas and a bottle of booze
Oh, well happy new year's baby
We could probably fix it if we clean it up all day
Or we could simply pack our bags
And catch a plane to Barcelona 'cause this city's a drag
I may take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Flush my worries down the drain
And fly away to somewhere new
Take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Drive this little girl insane
Fly away to someone new
Fly away to someone new
Fly away to someone new
woohoo!
February 06 2006
photo from kimkmcil
hmmmmm... i like him. he's funny, cute and nice. it may be safe to say i have a little crush.
Another SNL moment
February 06 2006
There are also some pics of our new friends playing twister...quite a sight I must say.
Anyone up for a trip to New York? There is always something to do. By the way, in case I haven't mentioned this in a while, I love New York and I love my job!
photo from kimkmcil
Peas in a pod
February 06 2006
Just some thoughts.
February 06 2006
We are alive. But yet why do we live as the dead? God rescued us from death. So why do we live as the dead do? Why do we get caught up in drama, selfishness, sadness, sin, hateful things, and pretty much everything else. Some people say that is just human. Well im sorry, but i believe human is death. God is life. That is what the difference between human and God is. So what is keeping us living the dead life? May we live our life as LIFE. God wants us to. Let us start listening. God is speaking, may we hear him. We go through painful times. Yes they are painful, but in reality they are truely CHALLENGING TIMES. So do what God wants. GROW! May every situation open your eyes. Sometimes we do have to learn the hard way. But it was meant to be. Maybe in our eyes its the hard way. But maybe that was the only way we would listen.
God lets us fall, to build us back up. Why? To produce dependence on him.
I wanna feel what you feel, love what you love, go where you go, thats what I want.
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February 06 2006
MYO concert was tinight thought it went pretty well but yay im back down to only one ensemble playing march slave cause woot!!!
so the guard competition was this weekend and it was so much fun who wouldnt have fun hanging out with guard girls, freshman guys, and your sister for 13 hours + it was such a blast
sunday was church awesome as always despite some soundboard problems during practice MYO rehersal was from 1-4 and then we left for the superbowl party and decided to go out to lascassas and then come back down jefferson pike but yeah prerty sure 4 of the four roads at the intersection at walter hill school dont ake you back to the boro infact one if them take you all the way out to cedars of lebanon state park lol
so ya we went from MTSU to northwoods via lascassas and it took an entire hour got to the superbowl party and that was cool then home and school and back into the swing of things but no bible study at mark house sad to miss it
well this has been way to long and im sure noone havs read it but o well
much love
lonely
February 06 2006
FRIENDS
February 06 2006
Yeah so i have come to the realization that I have the greatest friends in the world. And even though there are hard times I know we will make it through. SOOOO I want everyone to know that BEN YEARGEN, GARRETT HAYNES, AND ALEX LEWIS AND A FEW OTHERS WHO I FORGOT ARE THE GREATEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD AND NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT. so if you see them or you read there phusebox leave them a nice long comment telling them that they are awesome and how much of a blessing the are so I hope everyone has a wonderful night and I will holla back later
IN CHRIST john
hmmm....Okay
February 06 2006
hello hello
okay guys this weekend was awesome had an awesome time but i am so tired from this weekend it's not even funny. if you don't know we had a contest at oakland and man was it awesome but hey that is besides the point, lol.
okay i need some help with something.... i really really really need to find a date to prom, it is April 29th and it's going to be awesome.is anyone interesting in going with me? cuz i really want a date i don't want to go alone......so please help me out here.
i love you all
god bless
Leah
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February 06 2006
go find you some big red gum. take the wrapper and lick the white part of it and stick it to your forhead. let me know how long you can leave it there. (and take a pic of your forhead when you take it off.)
my youth will be amazed if you can last longer than 5 minutes :)
books
February 06 2006
If you were to write a book about your life...what would the title be?
Washington, D.C.
February 06 2006
Right now I feel so very small and insignificant and lost. Like a little girl alone in a Metro station whose train never comes. One day I've found the answer, the next I completely reject it and doubt myself before embracing the discarded answer once again. What does the future hold? Which train will I board? How do I know it's the right one? Why am I incapable of maintaining and rather chafe at relationships? (The answer, I think, lies in far too much independence and no sentimentality whatsoever. Really, I mean NO sentimentality -- whatsoever. But then again, I may discard this answer tomorrow and staunchly adhere to it on Wednesday.)
I'm looking up a website on how to join the circus, and sites dedicated to learning those arts, if that's any indication.
So D.C. was awesome. Some highlights include:
* Taking off in sleet and snow.
* Watching the sun rise while above the clouds.
* Riding the Metro.
* Giving and getting directions.
* A really spiffy hotel room with a kitchenette and separate dressing room.
* Going to Georgetown district.
* Seeing three homeless people on the way who yelled to themselves and inanimate objects (like a fallen bicycle).
* La Madeleine, a fantastic genuinely French bistro. Polished wooden tables, heavy glass tumblers, baskets of artisan bread, glazed fruit tarts, Oranginas, and caramel creme brulee!
* Even the Georgetown CVS was in a historic building.
* Walking four miles to the National Gallery. In the rain. And when I say rain, I mean pounding torrents that drench you to the mid-thigh when you have an umbrella. And me in white corduroys. It was fun.
* A PROTEST! Oh, my God, a PROTEST!! It was soooo cool! They had stickers, people wearing and carrying signs, a massive stage, people protesting the protest, a guy singing songs he wrote for the protest, people in the crowd playing a tribal-execution-drumbeat which was actually kind of scary, and AN EFFIGY. Oh, my God, AN EFFIGY! Twelve feet tall if it was an inch. I took pictures. It was delightful. "Kelly, don't encourage them." "But they have an effigy!"
* Aforementioned state of sod(den) made it rather difficult to appreciate the new Cezanne display at the gallery. Fortunately, we were dry upon entering the Medieval galleries. That building is superb. Really, truly superb. Hah, the painted Napoleon was taller than the live Napoleon. I find that funny.
* Luigi's Italian Restaurant. Been there since 1943; my granddad ate there frequently. It's so typical Italian restaurant! More with the polished wood tables, and water in hefty wine glasses, checkered tablecloths, native speakers, opera, and candles in empty wine bottles!
* Staying up late watching Silence of the Lambs the day before auditions. Holy crap, I want that movie on DVD. Anthony Hopkins only had 16 minutes of screen time, and he STILL got the Oscar for best actor! Holy cow. Sixteen minutes. "I'm having an old friend for dinner."
* Compulsively drinking three cups of coffee the next morning out of sheer nerves.
* Tensing every time someone at an adjacent table started talking about monologues. We were seriously plotting demise. Mum: "I have a plastic fork!"
* Finding the only other person from Tennessee in the blasted program. Yayyyy! We talked God-knows-how-long. Awesome-awesome.
* Large black granite heads of George Washington delineating the boundaries of the campus.
* Large black granite statue of a hippopotamus. Did you know those beasts apparently inhabited the Potomac? The Washingtons would watch them in the river from Mount Vernon. Hippos, the African safari critter, in the Potomac. Crazy, eh?
* Walking by my future sorority house, Kappa Kappa Gamma. They have the most/best parties. I'm so philanthropic. *Sarcasm*
* Charles Dickens action figure in the GWU bookstore. Plus, Famous Writer Finger Puppets. And stuffed hippos.
* Making the judges laugh in both the comic monologue and the interview. "If you guys don't let me in, I'll keep applying semester transfer until you admit me out of sheer annoyance!" We had a nice chat. Until they told me there was no shame in going to MTSU for a semester or two. There is no shame, they're entirely right. But I felt like they were trying to tell me something. Way to smack me down, guys. But we still had a nice chat.
* Trading Metro stops for various stores with Only-Other-Tennesseean-Emily. Filene's Basement is near the Pentagon City stop. That's all I remember, though, lol.
* ADD in the Shoppes Of Georgetown. "United Colours of Bennetton! Kate Spade! Bebe! H&M! Mexx! Gahhh! *Bliss Seizure*"
* A townhouse painted bright white with the most vibrant pink trim you can find. That thing looked like Barbie Dream House Goes Historic District.
* Our flight getting cancelled. Wahooo! You could see Mum's blood pressure spike.
* Hopping on another conveniently-empty flight to Charlotte, and then to Nashville. During the flight between Charlotte and Nashville, the captain kept us updated on the Superbowl score. "Current score at takeoff is 3-0, Pittsburgh, annnnnnnd..... Pittsburgh's gonna win." *Mixed response from passengers*
* Going to bed, at home, in my sheets, at 9:45. Ahhhhhhhh, bliss.
Wow, that was overly-long. But explanatory. Ciao.
26.2
February 06 2006
mmm hmmm
February 06 2006
target is one of the best stores ever. i decided that today.
music and basketball is really the only things keeping me happy.
life is still extremely boring.
oh well God has a reason for everything.
Heh...
February 06 2006
Well, I got my haircut this afternoon... Its ok I guess. I'm pretty happy with it. I cut it short again, and I probably look like a whole new person. I bet someone doesn't reconize me tommorrow.
Spelling
February 06 2006
lemme tell ya bout my roomie
February 06 2006
kim bannon is amazing
mostly because she has put up with me for almost 6 months now
but that is just the beginning
kim's favorite color is blue-- UK blue to be exact
she loves Disney and has been to Disney World over 10 times
(yes somewhere around 10 she lost count)
she is extremely graceful...on ice skates
(once off skates...er...we begin to have issues)
she says the most wonderful/hilarious things that are sooo worth writing down
****KIM QUOTE****
kim explaining her ability for spotting/ love of mustangs to Dani...
"mk...so you know how you are with boys?"
tonight, from 8-9PM i know without any question that i will be watching 24 with kim. i will be smothered as she worries during the tense moments smashing my face in to her abs
(i've learned to hold my breath as the tension builds to avoid certain death)
she works in the library with me because
that way she doesn't have to meet new people and be nice to them
- also because we both get reeeeeally bored -
kim is NOT a morning person
and must wake up to music- this however does not work well
because good music causes her to lay in bed til the song is over and then OF COURSE another good song is played...yeah
kim does NOT share microphones
kim is almost always clueless when it comes to guys
(that's what she has erin and me for)
kim likes chapstick
(that's most of our combined collection BEFORE Christmas)
kim is quiet UNLESS you POKE her
-which by the way is lots of fun-
kim is indecisive, easily confused and amused, giddy, sarcastic, and becoming more bitter and violent (te he he - i wonder why?)
kim will one day turn into chicken, mac&cheese, and ice cream
because that's ALL she eats
sometimes kim is helpless
she has a wonderful voice and if you are nice and have good taste in music (country) she might just sing for you
you have to like country because basicly, if kim sings it, its country or will be by the time she gets done with it
kim wants a record deal
ok so kim really wants a record deal
so in all actuality kim really really wants a record deal
do you get the point or do i have to keep going??
so i could go on forever about my splendiferous roomie -
but I'll save that for another blog
Complcated
February 06 2006
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February 06 2006
i got my allowence...finally...and i'm bout to go spend it...i've had it like 2 hours and i'm bout to go buy stuff. i'm such a lame-o.
so...this whole Valentine's thing. i need one. i have Abby Dee...and she has me...but there's that whole gender thing. i'd like to have one of the opposite sex.
everytime you hear Grillz...you should think of me.
iloveyoulikeafatkidlovecake/ Britt
Pop- Ups
February 06 2006
Pretty sure that i just answered one of those pop up questions and won a motorolla razor phone!! those things are soooooooooo stupid. i mean honestly if i collected all of the prizes i supposidly won i would pratically be living in disney world!!! lol gtg
lovealways
cassie-alex
I got the hang of this
February 06 2006
summer breeze
February 06 2006
yeah i'm updating...but that's all i really have to say except you can still send me letters and such!!
E320 Ellington Hall
Martin, TN 38238
eliz
The wait is over!
February 06 2006
Okay, so I'm a little under the weather today. Took a sick day. I hate doing that, but I needed it. You can't teach kids when standing up causes dizziness.
My wait is finally over! I have finally seen a Steelers victory in my life time! And what a game it was! We've had so many boring SuperBowls the past couple of years. Same old, same old. Patriots win, Patriots win, Tom Brady checks his makeup... The most excitement has been in the wardrobe malfunctions (almost remniscent of the Yankee dynasty we saw in baseball in the late nineties). But this year's game was impressive. The Seahawks played a great game. Both teams had their mishaps, bad calls left fans of both teams cringing, beautiful plays renewed our hopes, and it was an all-out great night. Until this morning when I realized that something I ate during the athletic tour-de-force was planning to make its own comeback.
I was excited though. What a way for a man like Jerome Bettis to retire: victorious and in his own city. And Jurevicius...what a player. That man is amazing. But nothing compared to that amazing 70+ yarder by Hines Ward, the imaginative trick play by Roethlisberger and his receivers, and the supernatural action that is Troy Palomalu. Wow. I am vindicated.
Next year, this lifelong Steelers fan will cheer just as rabidly as always, possibly more in the glow of recent wins. But deep down, I will harbor a hope for the New Orleans Saints. Just because, as a Marshall grad, I love a good "Ashes to Glory" story.
Speaking of, they're making a film about my college! Shooting in WV and Atlanta. And with a resounding GO HERD, I take my terrible towel and rest in utter satisfaction.
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February 06 2006
Hey Guys!! What's Up? I had to have my blood drawn today, ughhhhhhhh! But honestly it wasn't that bad. I got my midterm grades, did really well!!
My ipod got a virus on it called jag5, it sounded like a motor running and then my ipod froze, i had to call the guy at the electronic store to fix it, them i had to take all of my songs off and put them back on, INCREDIBLY annoying!!!!!
Did anybody see the Superbowl? I was so mad when Pittsburg won!! that was crap! honestly they've won it like 80 billion times!!!
Well talk to ya later!! leave me some comments!!!
lovealways
casside-alex
"True love is the soul's recognition of its counterpoint in another"
February 06 2006
I need more pictures. I think i'll take some.
Yeah toast.
New
February 06 2006
Poetic Lullaby of a Hopeless Romantic
February 06 2006
Call me something unheard of-
Call me Beautiful
Take me by the hand
And dance in the rain
Give me little things
That show me how much you care
Don't just kiss me
But touch my soul...
&& The More Guys I Meet....The More I Realize I Only Want To Be With Him...**
February 06 2006
Hello Loves...
So how has everyone been?Great I hope...I am well Idk...Confused!Have you ever liked someone so much and you trust them with anything but then they just let you down.... && Have you ever like someone but they just dont pay attention to you...I have..But still The more guys I meet.....the more I realize that I only want to be with him...<3 Ashleigh
Im Single
February 06 2006
Power of Prayer...
February 06 2006
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February 06 2006
Works, Work!!!!
Drama STINKS!!!!!
and playing DDR at Sami's house is amazing!!lol
I hope everyone has a great weekend!!!!
Thought for the day........Always keep your peace with someone because you never know when you are going to lose them! You will regret not doing it... and Regret is an awful feeling.. .
JESUS LOVES YOU!!!!
<>< ><> ~amy~
Be Good to Your Ears!
February 06 2006
Be good to your ears! Be extremely kind to your heart and mind! Let your soul and spirit swim in melodies and lyrics that are hard to find these days!
Download (paying a fee or buying an album) Tim Hughes' "Giver of Life." May this song start playing in your heart and mind or through your speakers when your spiritual life best resembles your mouth after you run 5 miles.
Giver of life, You never change
All that is perfect comes from You
Your wonders never cease
Not even life, not even death
Nor any power in heaven or earth
Could separate us from Your love
You are good
And Your mercies last a lifetime
You are good, always, always
Everyday, Your love is never ending
For You are good, always always
Freely you give
New every day
Your mercies will never fail
So great is Your faithfulness!
Your love is kind, Your love is pure
Your love will always persevere
Every blessing comes from You
You delight to pour Your goodness down
You delight to pour Your goodness down
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February 06 2006
life is good so far. my grades are on the up and up and i haven't fought with anyone. there is nothing really to report. i saw baby harrison this morning b/c mr. cing brought him to school. i found out alot of interesting things this morn. this weekend was okay. i am still nursing a horrendous headache. will write more later.
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February 06 2006
it absolutely amazes me how GREAT God is to ME...this weekend was great...and i think i have the most INCREDIBLE friends... i love them so much..but i dont deserve them or anything....
My Really COOL group!
ITS ME AND MY FAVORITEST PERSON!!!
and again...but im lookin kinda rough...
there we are with our real cool headbands we made for mickey they say"WE LOVE MICKEY" be cause he bought us icecream!
me and amanda!!
just let me tell you...that was so much fun!! it was the greatest idea ive ever had!!ha
me and wes!(he so told me he was smiling!?)
this would be me and courtney!!shes getting married and i get the honor of being her Bridesmaid!! yAy!isnt that cool!!
they pretty much stole my camera!!but im kinda glad they did! haha
yea..
this is my new friend!! his name is tyler! he is so cool!
me and kris!
elise going down the stairs!
me and some real cool kids...thats my new friend tylers head at the bottom..he didnt quite make it in the picture in time...haha
So i guess you could say i had a pretty good weekend and this goes to show i have some pretty amazing friends(but thats not all of them...) i love you all...-chels
ZUH?!
February 06 2006
Hey
February 06 2006
Hey
Whatcha Doing??Well i just got this gotta figure out what to do with it!!-LOL- well im off school toda cause my sister had to go to the hospital so i had to go with but ill be at school tommorow!!See Ya.
~Peyton<33
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February 06 2006
HA! I RECAPTURED CALLIE AWAY FROM THE OTHER EVIL PERSON WHO THOUGHT THEY CAUGHT HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you can never have her back...EVER! i am taking her to a remote island in the south arctic where she shall live with popcorn eating monkeys for the rest of her life! if you would like to visit her, please leave a message...BYE! :-D!
ummm . . .
February 06 2006
i need to find a white suit.
can anyone help me on that one?
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February 06 2006
Whew. The Superbowl party was fun. I dint actually watch it though. There were lots of people in my house that are my husbands friends who reeeally like football. It is commendable, but not my style. Once my musician friends got there I felt much better.
I am trying to whip up some new tunes for the band and I am feeling good about what we are doing.
I am also trying to shape up a little. I have been walking more, eating really healthy, and not eating 3 hours before bed. I have always been this size, but if I couls slim up a little I would be thrilled. And I can't help but think that I should be slim so that I wont cringe in my artist pics as well as live shows.
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February 06 2006
bell's bout to ring.............random stuff.............sarah's cool.........so are cakes..........and *****HIM*** hahaha (sarah only gets that) b/c she is cool..................and sarah totally just typed that....lol.........ding ding ding