Hi, I'm not supposed to be doing this right now, but I am cuz I'm bad to the bone.In the middle of computer class but o well, the teacher don't seem to see me at the moment, umm.... this week, controversy, to me , but no one knows, and V-Day is coming up, and the sk8ing party, no thanks, that's a no go.  I've been kinda sad, but o well to that too. Right now i'm really loving God, cuz He helped me very much when i was really down in the dumps, i'm not really sure how, but whenever i would do devotions, i would have a new perspective on things, but when i wasn't in devotions, i felt kinda down hearted, but whenever i felt that way a prayed and forgot about it. But class is almost over and the teacher is coming  GTG!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHH! BYE!

SNOW DAY...yeah that is right we are out of school and that totally rocks.i love it!

so yeah that you crazy kids later leave me lots of remarks!

IT'S A FREAKIN SNOW DAY!!! YEAAAAAAAH!

oh yes...i'm excited.

sorry for everything. this is mainly for the one person i know will read it. i never thought things would gothe way that they did i really hope things work themselves out. i love you. your still my favorite valentine. forever and for always... 

AH ok soo alot has happened

Of sourse we had competiton and that was fun.. me and Cody broke up but we still good friends so thats good...

Competiton Next Friday in St.Louis! yay!!

Pretty sure my Valentines day is gonna SUCK! But its gonna be ok.. i guess

It Snowed today!!! YESSS! But ofcourse im sick.. EWWAHHH!

I think im gonna go Cuz im tired! leave me lots of G-reat Comments!

I Love you all! and Check out my new pictures

Laura

so... me and lauren are through for good...

of course i find out the day before valentines

what timing :'(

my life it is a circus,

with roller coaster rides,

the people they will play me,

but fail to win the prize,

you can try my memories,

there like my own magician,

they like to play tricks on me,

to see if i remember...

---

happy news...

im spoiled i know... but look at my new baby

Why does everyone assume I'm being depressed?  Can I not wonder about love?  It was what I was writing about at the moment and let it slip into a post.  I'm not sad.  I'm not depressed.  I actually feel the best I have in a long time.  I'm just looking for love.  Jen said something last night that officially blew my mind.  "There is no perfect fairytale love.  You have to find love then turn it into your personal fairytale."  I was amazed at the wisdom in those words.  I feel stupid for not having realized it before.  I will say one thing though.  My emotions are in sort of a giant blender at the moment.  So I think I'm about to metaphorically shut them off and let my heart and mind get a rest.  I'm not ready for a relationship yet.  I need some down time and let it all wash away.  I'm going to start anew.  Love can wait.  My sanity cannot.

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Okay, so apparently I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning because i visited all of my friends phuseboxes and all I could think was negative things.  Like how is it possibly realistic or even okay for someone to just call on God when they hit a road bump but he's not already an obvious part of their life otherwise they would have known to just pray instead of asking someone else.  Why do people expect God to just run to their rescue everytime things don't go their way.  Not that he won't,  but I think it's sad that people have come to expect it.  another thing is that I don't know how much I believe in the whole Bono anti-poverty thing.  It makes me think of the cigarette commercial where the company spends like a million dollars doing something good and like 20 million talking about it.  I mean honestly nothing against Bono  because I'm not sure I even know who that is but do we really believe he's out to save the world or maybe he just wants to boost sales?  I guess it doesn't matter to me, I surely am not doing anything in Africa and I am definately not sending them any money.  Somebody needs to send me some money.  And there's nothing wrong with praying I guess even if it's only when you need something.  But if I had a friend that only called me when they needed help,  I probably would stop answering the phone.  Guess that's why I'm not God!

SCHOOLS OUT FOR ............... snow?....... wait thats not how it goes..... oh well!!
~tRISH

5 dayz till military ball!!!!

Hooray for snow days...too bad I have a paper to write.

By the way, Gambit is a cool X-Man, no doubt, but Phoenix completely blows him out of the water!!

^Famke Janssen looking über kick-butt as Phoenix in X-Men: The Last Stand

Well...  Thats how it goes.
The ONE DAY I wanna go to school, were out.  Just how it goes : P
Oh well...  I really love making coffee in the morning.  Only get the chance on weekend and days off.
And 311...  Coffee and 311.  So damn mellow I could explode.

Um, thats about all...  I think Im going to decourate my room today.
Put ol Bruce Lee back up : x

Later

so friday at ski club i made 2 new best friends. dylan and james are amazing but they made me sick (get you mind out of the gutter!) b/c we ended up skiing in 20 degree weather for 2 hours straight. i <3 them.

saturday i went shopping with ainsley and  blew like, $80 on clothes for florida. my mom bought me a bunch of stuff from AE on sunday too. whoever says shopping will never keep you happy is so obviously wrong.

i also worked all weekend. that was a blast. my creepy stalker guy came in again too. he seemed kinda pissed off i blew him off. sorry buddy. i dont like 30 year old sex offenders stalking me.

disney in three days and I AM SO EXCITED!!! please please please let it get warm againnnn. its like, 54 right now. meh.

i really should be researching my economics project right now. but i'm not. and cara got our ap english essay moved back. thank god.

i have to work again tonight. at least sarah's working with me. next year we're getting an apartment together because we're both going to UB. pretty exciting. i think i'm going to LA or savannah or SOMEWHERE other than buffalo to get my masters/phd though. i need to get out. and i want to study abroad in ireland. i need money.

spot today with the boy, crew bitches and my fiancee melissa. i need more coffee im so tired.

i still need to pack and buy food and a book for florida. brian come visit me in FLA lol.

im reading the nanny diaries. i'm obsessed with the a-list series.

ok this entry was completely pointless and obviously i'm bored so i hope you enjoyed reading this. toodles.

billie holiday.

oh yes.

I've been listening--all morning

because well, NO SCHOOL :)

We got out for snow and black ice. i suppose that it was more for black ice than for anything else. but that's okay because we aren't in school.

And I just can't hide it!

Tomorrow is Valentine's day (Guys...if you read this before tomorrow nigh then I am saving you a world of heart ache) and it is the first I get to spend with the one person I can truely say I will spend the rest of my life with. I have everything set up for the next two days...little clues, big suprises and really good dinners...and I must say it has been a blast figuring out everything to do. Herschel Lynn will be suprised by the distance I went to get all of this done for him and I know he will appreciate it. That's just his nature.

On a completely different note (maybe a f sharp) I'm still sad about a good friend. I have now not seen him since Super Bowl Sunday and it makes me upset to a point. I don't know what to do with him but Glory says it's written all over his face what he is going through. Am I that blind? On the other hand my mom says he should be grateful that he has such a good gal friend who will stop everything, work her butt off searching for the best of the best and make sure a special night of his will be fun and unforgettable. I have an eerie feeling everything will be finalized when he backs out. That would be sad!

Once more another thought. Since NO ONE decided to tell me what they wanted for valentines then they get nothing... I repeat NOTHING! I am not to be one responsible for those who cannot help me. I guess..

Well I love you all! Can't wait until tomorrow!

I'm so bored, I kinda wish we had school so then I would have something to do. I have to clean. That should be fun. lol. ttyl

       Kayleigh Mychelle

Hey guys just wanted to say that life's great! Snow is on the ground! And Randy's out of school! Oh and the play is going awesome! Some one said that a ladie saw me walking down the hallway and said that she addored me!!! How amazing is that? My vote is pretty amazing! Leave some cool posts or something

HeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeY Kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiids!!!

Snoooooooooooooooooooooow Daaaaaaaaaaay!!!

lol! Well not much to say really.. just wanted to post... you should all call me...... lol!

love you guys, meag

ps VALENTINES DAY IS TOMMOROW!

Hey! All this snow makes me want to go back to the best state in the world......COLORADO.

SO these are the Rocky Mountians that i love to ski on!!

Just some of God's beautiful creations on earth that you can find in Colorado.

This is going to be my very cool big log cabin in Colorado.

This is one of the many ski slopes that you can go up the mountian and ski on!!

This is me (not really) skiing!

Me getting some BIG AIR on the snowboard!!!

Another fun event that you can do in Colorado is tubing!!!

Look how fun that is!!! Tubing!!! That looks amazing!

Now For THE SEASON CHANGE...............

The beautiful Colorado in the Spring!

AND STILL BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

ENOUGH SAID ABOUT COLORADO!!!!

So, it definitely SNOWED!

so the snow is absolutely beautiful! all soft and pretty and stuff! AND EVERYONE IS FREAKIN OUTTA SCHOOL EXCEPT MTSU! i mean, c'mon, CITY SCHOOLS!? ugh. so yeah, i'm now at school at 8am working....so here's a little survey for ya!!!

VALENTINES SURVEY

1. Do you like anyone?: yeah, but shhh! ;)
2. Do they know it?: hehe of course!

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU. . .

4. Had someone buy you something?: yeah
5. Bought something?: just last night

6. Gotten sick?: yep
7. Been hugged?: yes, amazing hugs!
8. Felt stupid?: do you know me?
9. Talked to an ex?: nope, and probly never will...
10. Missed someone?: of course
11. Failed a test: ha - yes

12. Eaten cereal: does a special k bar count?
13. Danced crazy: haha last night!!!
14. Gotten your hair cut?: nope, but i dyed it!

UNIQUE

16. Any nervous habits?: picking at my nails
17. Are you double jointed?: no, i'm not that cool
18. Can you roll your tongue?: yes
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: ha - only my left one
20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes
21. Do you make your bed daily?: do i ever make my bed?

HAVE YOU EVER. . .

23. Said "I Love you" and meant it: everyday.
24. Given money to a homeless person?: no
26. Waited all night for a phone call that never came?: yup
27. Snuck out?: nope
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: don't do it enough.
29. Do you swear?: more than i should
30. Do you ever spit?: no i suck at it
31. You cook your own food?: rarely
32. You do your own chores?: i'm a college student! i don't have chores! ;)
33. You like beef jerky?: eeew!
34. You like pepsi or coke?: i am one person that can't tell a difference

35. You're happy with your hair?: i'd like it better if it would go ahead and grow out of this akward half long/half short stage
36. You own a dog?: do the moore's dogs count? i love them like they're my own!
37. You spend your money wisely?: yeah right!
38. Do you like to swim?: yup
39. Get bored when you call a friend?: when i get bored, i DO call a friend.
40. Are you patient?: HA! i mean, i'm totally patient!

DO YOU PREFER

41. Flowers or Angels?: flowers
42. Gray or Black?: brown
43. Color or black and white photos?: i like them all!

44. Lust or Love?: l-is for the way you look at me...o-is for the only one i see...v-is VERY VERY extra ordinary....e- is for even more than one you adore...(haha roxie!)
45. Sunrise or Sunset?: sunset cuz i'm never up for sunrise (and if i am, i'm mad at myself for being up!)
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: oooh, M&M's!

0N VALENTiNES DAY Q`S

1. Are you in a relationship?: yes and it's amazing!
2. If so, who with?: Steven Michael Simpson
3. Sign?: leo....grrrrrrrrr baby!
4. Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope, sorry
5. What about true love?: definately
6. Have you made out with casual people?: define casual...
7. Would you kiss on the first date?: yup
8. Do you look for one night stands?: no sir!!!
9. Do you enjoy recieving flowers?: really, what girl doesn't!?

10. Do you enjoy gifts from your girl/guy?: yes, but that's not what it's all about

++VALENTINES QUESTIONS ++

1. You have a valentine planned out to have?: yup!

2. Do you like having a valentine?: yes i do b/c he's AMAZING!
3. Does someone like you currently?: i think so...;)
4. Are you even worried about the upcoming holiday?: no sir!

what happened to #5 and 6???

7. Is a little kiss (peck on cheek) during school on vday sweet?: a little kiss ANYTIME is sweet!

8. Have you ever gotten something from someone on the day?: yep
9. Sweetest thing that has happened to you on v-day?: get back with me on wednesday, i'll let ya know...

we so got out of school.
for snow.
again.
<3
soon, in college, there will be no more snowdays.
wah.

So I noticed that a lot of the Murfreesboro people have been talking about the snow that they had this past weekend. It's like a speck of snow, mean while I have to litteraly dig my car out of the snow thanks to the snow plows that come through to clear the street of snow. 

NO SCHOOOOOL!!!
YAY SNOW DAY!

yay it snowed!!

this hair is getting cut off today! i will show another pciture of how my hair looks afterwards

Look at all the SNOW!! It's all like...white. hehe. I love snow. It's kinda cold, but I like it anyway. It is still snowing at my house, we have about 1 1/2 inches so far, hopefully more by the end of the day. I wish ya'll could see it. It was prettier on Saturday, but still. I'm thinking that maybe...just maybe...Mrs. Dawn won't come pick us up today because there's too much snow on the roads. We would still have to do school, but I could get a lot more done today if I stayed home...I could do some laundry, clean up my room, file stuff, pick up the house, and just chill...hmm...anyway. Yeah, It's snowing. I'll see ya'll later. 

nothing like a snow day!! well maybe they will cancel practice for tonight! so hope all ya'll had a great weekend! Be blessed- stephen

  I am on my way of studying Japanese now. I will not leave Clarion unless i am able to speak in Japanese quite fruently!!!Never give up!

Well it finally happened, snow! After waiting patiently for 4 days the ground was finally covered enough to go outside and play....Drifting is what I am talking, I don't know what you could confuse that with..

Though conditions were not great, the ground on select church parking lots was sufficient enough to get some good runs. I ended up with 3-4 excellent side-to-side-to-side-to side runs (having my rims in the my rear seat/trunk area helped get some weight back there!

All in all, good times were had...I'm glad I didn't have to wait any longer, but Im hoping for a round 2 (with friends).

peace guys, please drive safe!

Disclaimer: Ryan is a pimp (vouches: Lauren Nicdao) and knows how to drive + whip out the back end of his vehicle. All attempts to reach his pimpness should require the skillz, focus, and suitable driving area and conditions. Bee Safe!

If I know that there is a slight possiblility that I'll be out of
school, I should probably check to see before I take a hot shower that
wakes me up for what would have been school, but is now a nice day
off from.

we got out for "snow"

<--not this kinda snow

but snow... lol srry but rutherford county is weird...

only reason for we got out was for the black ice..... but oh well it make me happy tho

If we don't get out of school today and Murfreesboro City and Rutherford County are both out. I dunno what Im gonna do. I guess we will have to delay the birthday part for miss mcknight.

I went to a friends house last night to help with an English paper. When I left at 4:00am, I was faced with a little obstacle.

I looked down this stretch of road, realizing that there was not a salt truck anywhere near here. Snow isn't too bad. If you take it easy and don't take curves too fast, you'll be alright.

Here come the problems though:

I decided to take Rutherford Blvd., thinking that it would've been one of the first roads the salt trucks got to. I was very wrong. Under the snow was a solid layer of ice.


Well, as long as there's snow on top of the ice, I'll have a little bit of traction. As you can see here though, the trucks and cars before me blew the snow off the ice. I was forced to ride on the shoulder for most of my trek home. 20mph in 2nd gear was the fastest I went. A few morons blew past at about 40mph as I prayed that they wouldn't lose control behind me and clobber me. There was also a few tense moments when I ran out of snow and had to ride on the ice.

When you're on two wheels on ice, there is nothing you can do to keep the rubber side down. Several times, I had to put my feet out like skis to keep from wiping out.



Thankfully, I made it home. She's a trusty bike.

The trip was not without some repercussions.

Despite my cold weather attire, I was very cold when I got home. The 27 F left my fingers numb and hurting as the feeling came back. Hopefully I won't have to ride in too much of this stuff this season.

My apologies to Elizabeth Duncan for the five pictures in my post :)

    I said I was going to stop this rediculous getting no sleep act.... I'm in the middle of one report and have another to go before I can go to sleep.... the next one I haven't even read the material yet. It's art though so my writing process goes like this... :free-write, take out any uncommon words or any that are complicated or look like someone might think it's a big word, redo any complex sentence structures, spell check and I'm done... the one I'm on now though is :-P... some of you know the book I had to read for it... yea... I'm tired again... wonder why... haha being an insomniac wasn't so bad when I didn't get tired at all, now it's just not cool at all....

THE YEAR'S BEST (actual) HEADLINES OF 2005:

Crack Found on Governor's Daughter
        [Imagine that!]

Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says
        [No, really?]

Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers
         [Now that's taking things a bit far!]
 
Is There a Ring of Debris around Uranus?
        [Not if I wipe thoroughly!]

Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over
         [What a guy!]

 
Miners Refuse to Work after Death
         [No-good-for-nothing' lazy so-and-sos!]

Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant
         [See if that works any better than a fair trial!]
 
 
War Dims Hope for Peace
         [I can see where it might have that effect!]

 
If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile
        [You think?!]
 
Cold Wave Linked  to Temperatures
        [Who would have thought!]
  
Enfield ( London ) Couple Slain; Police
Suspect Homicide
         [They may be on to something!]

Red Tape Holds  Up New Bridges
        [You mean there's something stronger than duct tape?!]
  
Man Struck By Lightning: Faces Battery Charge
       He probably IS the battery charge

 New Study of Obesity Looks for Larger Test Group
         [Weren't they fat enough?!]

 Astronaut Takes  Blame for Gas  in Spacecraft
         [That's what he gets for eating those beans!]
 
Kids Make Nutritious  Snacks
         [Taste like chicken?]
  
Local High School  Dropouts Cut in Half
         [Chainsaw Massacre all over again!]

Hospitals are Sued  by 7 Foot Doctors
         [Boy, are they tall!]

And the winner is....
 
Typhoon Rips Through  Cemetery; Hundreds Dead 
         Did I read that sign right?

"...Love comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith."
1 Timothy 1:5

i think that this is so very true. if you seek love, your heart has to be in the right place, focused on God alone. a good conscience includes not having baggage that you cannot let go of. finally, a sincere faith is just having passion for everything that you do. knowing why you believe what you believe and applying that to everyone you come in contact with, is very crucial to loving well. every day, i come up with an excuse for not loving someone. i build up that wall, before they have a chance. love is not just the relationchips between men and women or best friends. love is your way of giving someone an honest look at the inside, before that chance fades.

So it appears that I may be coming back to the big apple!

Just been working on a deal with Weaver McCracken and the North American Mission Board to allow me to come work in New York City again this summer as I did last summer.

I will likely be working at Paint the Town again. I love that job. I love Roy and Mallory. This will certainly be a test for me. There are certain obstacles that I must first overcome before I am able to accept this trip to New York.

I ask that whoever reads this be praying for me as this decision and everything that must be done to finalize it draws near. I also ask for prayer as I have been nominated to be the Mississippi state-wide BSU Vice President. If I should land this role there will be a lot of expectation on me in the coming year. Please pray that God grants me the guidance and strength to handle these duties.

I love life.
I love you.

Hey dont forget tuesday at 7:07pm is Encounter for all college and career 18-30 come check it out !...

"When you gonna grow up?
Momma always said
Are you gonna walk around with a silly grin
and a bubble on your head?
A spaceship landed by the mall
There was a big parade
everybody got laid
and they burned all the books and the chevrolets
And they grow so fast they never crawl."

It would appear that every county in Tennesse except for Davidson and Rutherford has cancelled school tomorrow.

*looks at now-snowless sky*

Maybe they'll just bend to peer pressure and call it off.  You know.  Because they want to be accepted and thought of as "cool" by the other school systems.  No one likes a goody goody.

...Maybe.

Stupid middle Tennessee.  Stupid dip in elevation.

this blog is to remind me that boys are poo and to run away no matter how badly i want the chocolate on tuesday

hello everyone I can not figure out what to get Aaron for V. Day if you have any Ideas Tell me and all the VE people bring our boxes

Well, I think the play went very well.
Someone needs to post a list of quotes.  I can't remember all of them.  Only three come to mind.  And we said some goooood stuff, too.  Hah-hah.  Hah.  Hm.

Brian King, how dare you call my house?!  Actually, I'm just wondering why, and broadcasting it to the entire world.  Because the line was busy when I tried returning said telephonic communication.  Teehee.  Serves you right.

There was something I wanted to say here.  This explains why I forgot. *Arg*

I don't set much stock by quizzes, but this is completely accurate:

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.

You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

I <3 GEORGE?!

I really dont know how to spell that, but I feel tons better.
Seriously.  Im so much better now.  I still hate certain people but whatever.
They will get theirs soon enough.
Im just gonna keep on living doing what I know best.
Being mellow.  Ah, life is good.
So yeah, Im ready for school to get out already :P
Or atleast spring brizzake.  Mmm, cake.
Send us back to hell, weve had our fill of heaven, give us back our sins deadly one through seven!
Keep us from their hearts seething us like ashes.

I got to play today. Got to take pictures in the park.  I love Blizzard 06... 26.9 inches baby

Well.. my weekend was alright. I didnt really do too much. Everyone seems to be busy with stuff though. So I didnt get to do a few things that I wanted to do. Hopefully this next week will be better.

Saturday pretty much wacthed the snow. And did a little cruisin' around the 'boro. Today was good at church and then did a little work for my cousin to get more money out of him for me to add to the good ole checking account. But putting gas in my car and the truck killed me too though.

Got some good time in for working out this weekend too. Still gotta figure a way out to run the neighborhood and not kill my throat in the cold though. Oh and as I've been doing good on the workout and getting weight down... The dang Girl Scout cookies come in. Well there goes all I've done on the fitness test. Oh Well. It'll come back.

Hope this week goes good. Got Ball games going on and half day friday. Then Sam and I flyin the plane at MTSU Saturday for the competition, which we have only gotten about 1/5th of the way through even building the thing. So gotta get that done after school everyday. Should be a good week hopefully.

Im out!  See ya!

      Fish

Church

Saw the an old family, who came back to visit. Said goodbye to Maggie who went to a special Birthday surprise lunch with eight of the women who have most effected my sister's life.

CheeseBurgers

My dad and I just picked up Hardees after church because we didnt have time to sit down and eat with church people. (Dad had tennis.) The bacon cheeseburgers were Delicious. And curly fries of course.

Childhood Memories

My family watched The Lady and The Tramp which took me back to the good old days of my youth. lol. It was so cool. I love that movie. (Don't tell anybody. Too embarrassing.)

AMAZING WEEKEND!

hope yall had a good one...

- J4C0B

                                                             

I have had an okay weekend! I mean i stayed home on Friday night and then on Saturday Morning my little brother at 7:30am came and woke me up and said lets go play in the snow! We made a snowman and we had a huge snowball fight! We also made snow angels! It was worth waking up that early! We got about 2 1/2 inches

After that i went to my school to set up for the football Banquet! Then i drove into the boro! The closer i got to the boro there was no snow! It was CRAZY! Well most of the snow was gone when i got home!

At our Football banquet i was honored with a football, jersey, and a HUGE plaque! It was so much fun! We had steak and chicken! It was
DELICIOUS! While we were in the banquet it snowed about another 1/2 inch!

Well guys have a good week!

Hopefully i will upload pictures soon!

Why is that when you loose something that you find in the place that you look 3 times before? 

I got so worked up.... its ridiculous... I mean what am I going to do when I can't even handle the smallest little thing....

I mean that stuff really doesn't matter... why do I freak? its just stupid.

I don't know....

amor!

cz

PS Zach, I found my other keys...

I haven't been on here in for ever! I've been kinda busy though with work and losing basketball games. This weekend was alot of fun and next weekend will be too! I guess i'm gonna go cause i don't have anything else to say have a good week!!!

.. was pretty awesome.. had FUN most of the time.. friday night... stressful but fun.. saturday... pretty much just FUN.. but my feet hurt like crazy by the time i got home.. 4rm 2-10 i work 2 inch heels.. while walking/standing about 90% of the time.. NO JOKE.. lol.. so like almost 8 hours of working in 2 inch heels that hurt ur feet in like an hour.. lol.. ohh well.. it DID snow like some of the weekend.. but did it stick?! NO!! =( makes me sad.. but yeah just finished my business homework.. =) now i feel SICK =( feel like im ganna throw up.. eww.. i know.. maybe cause we did our grill thingy were u cook ur own food.. idk.. but i feel sick.. maybe i didnt cook my shrip stuff long enough.. but idk.. maybe i wont go to school tomorrow.. if i dont feel better in the morning.. havent missed a single day this semester.. hehe.. :o/ maybe tomorrow will be my first day of missing school this new semester... hehe.. but hopefully i will feel BETTER!!

&&KeLLY&&  

STILL FEEL SORTA SICK.. BUT NOT AS MUCH AS LAST NIGHT!! =) BUT BETTER NEWS!! NO SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE OF THE ROADS!! YEAY!! JUST CAUSE LAST TIME SOMONE DIED IN A CAR WRECK BECAUSE OF THE ROADS.. LIKE LAST TIME IT SNOWED.. SO THIS TIME.. THE ROADS R JUST ALL SLICK && WE GET OUTA SCHOOL!! ONLY A 3 DAY WEEK!! THAT MAKES ME HAPPY!! =) && WED. IS STILL LATE WED!! =)

why cant ppl just be happy... i mean really everyone thinks that they just have the worst life EVER... well look around home dawg cuz at least 2 outta all the ppl ur lookin at have a worse life then u do....
... just b/c u got ur heart broken once, doesnt mean EVERYONE is going to break ur heart....
.... jus b/c some one betrayed u doesnt mean EVERYONE is going to betray you...
... just b/c u lost some one doesnt mean EVERYONE is going leave....

learn to love
learn to trust
learn to have fun...
learn to live...
i love you guys!!

~tRISH
 

Hey guys just got this thing, im not having a good day so make it better?

::+::Chelsey::+::

i was going to say this before graham waved his white flag but it is as follows....

Today Graham Withers officially resigned at his post on Phusebox. After being out numbered by logical, realistic, sports savvy fans (i.e. John Weber, Kevin Spradlin) he could take no more. After all who could, if you are one of these people that should consider resigning and/or shutting up then take this simple quiz.

1) Does your team suck?

2) If so, do you still defend them?

2a) WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

3) Can they buy a win at home?

4) Do they play anybody?

5) Did their star player recently miss at least 3 key shots that would have put them in a position to win?

6) Is their Rival's conference a heck of alot harder than theirs?

7) Did their savior ditch them to coach for their rival's team?

8) Do you have a big stupid blue wig?

9) Does your name begin with a G and end with something that rhymes with ham?

And finally 10)  Are you still reading this?

Please take a moment to fill these out and attach to remark.

In conclusion lets just think of Graham, and wonder, how you could be so wrong, so many times. Then count your blessings because you're not retarded. It is a sad story of a poor boy, that has come to a close.

- John Weber

JRW NEWS 2/12/06

You were the hand that i tried to take

youre the decision that i could not make

youre the religion that i... should forsake

you were the story i tried to tell

you were the saviour that tripped and fell

beaautiful dancing infidel

who will guard the door?

when i am sleeping

who will guard the door?

when i am sleeping

im not sleeping

you were the season that would not change

i often was the same

then four horsemen came and

stole my name

who will guard the door?

when i am sleeping

who will guard the door?

when i am sleeping

im not sleeping

i never saw you fall apart

i never saw you work so hard

never saw you need no one

i am my father's son.

This weekend I saw the infomercial for Winsor Pilates. I really want to buy those DVDs. I feel silly for wanting them, but I feel like being thin would make life so much richer. Does anyone feel like talking some sense into me, or should I go ahead and order?

Didn't make it a month. lol. Yep,I'm single now.

figured i hadn't updated in a while. nothing spectacular going on really. buying my Bonnaroo ticket sometime soon. hopefully before they go up if they haven't already. gonna be such a good show. hopefully we're outa school tomorrow...then i can chill and not work. oh joy. haha. well...good day

-KYLE

yeah so here is some pics from the snow tonight its so awesome hopefully no school tomorrow yeah baby!

 snow on the ground

So this weekend was so much much much fun! Friday night i went and saw the oakland play which was really good. Then i went to eat with somefriends which was a lot of fun.!

Saturday was the best day in a while!!!!

So i was going to a concert in smyrna adn i got lost which made me sad because i hate being lost.!!!!!! but it was all good because my friends led me to the place :) Well the concert was good but afterwards was the best

Me Katie, Caleb, and Jaquie.... went to starbucks which was a lot alot of fun. There is so much stuff you can do with a cell phone that i had no idea about lol.. Then we had to go but we had fun in the car ride!!! Playign jokes, passing people, prank calling people.lol

I have some really great friends!!!!

I love my LBC frineds!!!!!!!!!! Yall are like the bestest ever :) Seriously :)

Have a great week!!!!!!!!!!

So some of them might be a little nasty, but that's how most songs that are written by two drunken sexually frustrated 20-something males go. Enjoy.

www.purevolume.com/thekidandpanamajack

More to come shortly, maybe even a Jay-Z cover. We'll see...

Wow. Thanks for all the response everybody. Needless to say it helped alot. I talked to her, and I explained to her how I felt and she understood. She wasn't happy, but she knew where I was coming from. We're still the best of friends, and she's coming to my next boxing match. I love her to death, but I'm not in love with her. Thanks everybody. In other news, it's snowing, but I'm too sore from my two boxing matches (see post below) to go out and play in it with my 4 year old sister that's been begging to play outside all day. Needless to say that sucks. But, everything else has been going really well.

God bless.

EDIT:

I've started a fad. I was the 1st person to bring the Chuck Norris jokes to Oakland, and now you can't go three feet without hearing one. I feel so cool.

Chuck Norris approves this post.

it's an excellent movie. The soundtrack is really good too.

Mansfield Park is a book by Jane Austen and it's one of my favorites.

so...i'm just sitting here, listening to music and occasionaly glancing outside to see if it's still snowing.(it isn't in case you wanted to know) But all this sitting around inside has kinda put me in a contemplative mood. I'm wondering if i had acted differently in certain situations if things would have been different and possibly better.i'm really not sure what the answer to this question is. after all this thinking ...the only conclusion i've come to is that i think i might have lost a really good friend.it makes me so sad to think about it.

as i sit here all the good memories come flooding back and i find myself feeling even sadder than before.

pretty sure i went to chucky cheese today and i got 2456 tickets lol ya i paid one of my friends that works there to get me 2,000 lol im not naming ne names though. but ya i got a PINK lava lame and a chuck doll lol it was fun ttyl peace

it's been lonely.

but i love the snow.
[it erases everything]

Hey Phusebox... I Have Had Another Boring Weekend ( I Usually Have Them Every Weekend)... But The Worst Part Of It Was When I Tried To See If I Could Take My Ex-Girlfriend To The Prom And She Turned Me Down And Said She's Already Going To It With Someone.. Man, That Hurt Me So Bad Inside, I Can't Even Express The Pain... I'm Starting To Think That There Is No One Out There For Me.... I Keep Looking And When I Find One It Ends Up The Same Way... Its Been The Same Way For 18 Years Straight Of My Life... Is It Me? Or Do I Have The Worst Luck With The Females? I Have Never Hurt A Female In My Life, But Why Do They Hurt Me? The Pain Has Been Going Around Inside Me Constantly But The Hurting Is Endless... I Feel As If I've Already Died Inside... So Lonely In Heart, And Empty In My Mind... Sometimes I Just Wonder Why Am I Even Here? I'm Always Feeling So Down And So Empty... I Still Don't Have A Date For The Prom And I Still Don't Have A Valentine For Valentine's Day... Is My Life Terrible Or What? I'm So Stressed, Empty, And Hurt That I Don't Know What I Wanna Do Anymore...My Life Has Came To The Point Where I Don't Wanna Go Any Further... I Wish I Could Just Wake Up And All Of This Could Just Be A Dream Because I Can't Stand Being Hurt Anymore... My Mind Just Keeps Wandering To That Jagged Edge Song... If Yall Have Never Heard It It Goes Like "Whats It Like To Be In Love, It's All I'm Thinking Of, I'm Just Wondering Will Love Ever Know Me?"  That Kinda Chorus Can Really Tear You Up Inside Because Everytime You Find That Someone That You Like And That You Wanna Love, They Always Leave Or Do Something Wrong... Well Peace PhuseBox Please Write Me Some Remarks And Let Me Know How Yall Feel About How Im Living...

I'm So Sick Of Love Songs,
So Sick Of Tears,
So Sick Of Wishing,
You Were Still Here,
Thats Why I'm So Sick Of Love Songs,
So Sad And Slow,
Why Can't I Turn Off The Radio?
-So Sick By Ne-Yo....

What am I supposed to do?

Should I sit wait for you?

Listen to me screaming more.

So Perfection Through Silence by Finch is the only song that makes me feel better.  Honestly I dont know why.
I really need to quit being so serious.  Its not me :P

Oh well, I gotta get over this.  So, uh...  I hamsters, saddles, bananas, wallet, electric tape, advil, squares, and lighter fluid.
I really need something to do now...

I have no idea what can get my mind off of this.  Only thing thats helped thus far was talkin to my new buddy.  Cool cat, I tell ya what.

I just dropped a pocketknife on my foot haha...

yea it hurts pretty bad...

its ok though, it wasnt open haha.

I bet you thought i cut my foot off :P

No, your not that lucky

i own ed wood now

i loveth movies and tim burton's movies

          meg

    The "blizzardof 2006" is apoun us. I am stuck in my apartment and I have no desire to put on all those layers and to go out and shovel my car out. There really is not any where that is worth going to anyway. Pretty much everything is closed. So I just go done watching 10 Things I hate about you. Good thing that I only have to walk across the street to get to work because I think that I would not be albe to make it in. 

so i dont think i'm going to use phusebox anymore.... maybe occasionally...but not often

so i was thinking...if i'm KB like the toy store...whats dani?   DW---darkwing duck!!!
                              

it confuses me with the nsow goes up instead of dwno

"Love is patient, love is kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and keeps no record of when is has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice, but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Love will last forever..."

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

I just found out that my aunt had a baby and she is like almost 50 years old!!!! Can you belive that mess?!?!?! He is a boy and he's 8 lbs and 21 inches. They named him Isaac, which in my opinion is a really cool name. I mean honestly, how many Isaacs do you know? Plus its a biblical name, which is tight. So I know this is a long way down the road (about 5-7 years hopefully) and yall might question my manhood for saying this...but if my first kid is a boy, I wanna name him Jonathan Daniel. Maybe J.D. for short. What do yall think? Anyway, thanks for all of the comments lately!

Anyway, aside from that, life is goin really great. I really can't complain. I have the best friends ever. My church is awesome and it helps me grow. My bible study is 100% FYE and REAL and it REALLY helps me grow and challenges me. School isn't all that bad. Senior year is gonna be so tight though. Meredith and I are doin good and i'm blessed to be able to date her. Umm what else...oh yeah...ONE WEEKEND IS COMING UP!!!! WOOT WOOT!!! You better belive all the jerks have a title to keep on the video scavenger hunt. Well anyway, I gotta go to basketball practice...we actually made it through the first round in tournaments this year! Yeah gooo belle aire! But we are going to need serious prayer this week because on monday night (tomorrow) we play providence...and they have handed us our butts off the floor every single time. So yeah pray like the rapture is coming and your going to be left behind! Pray that hard! LOL. Yall should download "You are my Hope" by Skillet. Awesome song! Happy Valentines Day to all!
~Garrett

To J-MO: BOOOOYA SKEEEEEEDADEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

i was abducted by aliens. how do i know. i have a giant bald spot on the back of my calve muscle. on both legs. so i guess they shaved them and took a sample of the muscle from my legs. pretty crazy huh.

if it's not that, i probably have male pattern baldness. thats right, male pattern baldness on the back of my legs. i dont think it's possible, but who knows.

so, lets look back at this week. monday was ok, till the afternoon and then i got sad about who knows what. tuesday was ok. wensday not too awfully bad but i missed practice. thursday not too bad. friday was crazy. david moved out and went home, which i never saw coming. apparently he got sick. and then, it happened. i never thought it would. at least not any time soon. i got a ticket. the cop actually pulled me over. oh well. saturday was good for the most part, didnt do much. and today is cool. it snowed alot this week. how cool is that.

rambo is coming on tonight

hey.....

Hello Loves...

                           So how has everyone been?Good I hope..lol!I have been Great!Nothing really new in my life..Oh yeh except I got a new car ((well my mom did...but I'll be able to drive in November...so lets just call it mine!))Everything has been going good...except the whole comment thing...well had 3 but remember my life goal is to get 15!!I am serious!But anyways school has been going good...I'n not failing anymore!But I am still nervous about report cards.Family umm....my  aunt is gonna have a baby and on the 9th of next month we find out if its a boy or a girl((I want a boy)).Boys well lately I have been thinking alot about my ex-Chris.H...we went out for 2 years on and off and I just cant get over the fact that both of us have completely gotten over eachother..I think I have gotten over him..it's confusing.But I just dont understand how there will always be that one guy...no matter how much he hurts you...you can never let him go♥ Friends mmm...whats they're to say about friends O yeh drama..drama..drama!Church has been Ohkayy lately I dont like having to go upstairs with all of the little kids though : ( Well I am fixing to go to cheerleading practice...ughh!But leave me 15 comments P*L*E*A*S*E!!I ♥ You!

                             ♥Ashleigh♥

Ok so today i went bowling. Then came home for a lil while then went to my sisters house. Then went to Keisha's house. I'm goin bowlin 2moro w/debbie. She got engaged!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. Idc if he hates me after i say this or not but Johnny, I really like u and I wish u would just give me a chance. We got off to the wrong start. I wish u would just really try to get to know me. I know u don't want to but, Idk if u know how i really feel about u. I like u alot and that's gonna be like that for awhile. So if u care enough to just plz give me a chance or @ least get to know the real me.

And there has always been laughing, crying, birth, and dying
Boys and girls with hearts that take and give and break
And heal and grow and recreate and raise and nurture
But then hurt from time to times like these
And times like those
And what will be will be
And so it goes

And so it goes. . . life. No matter how heartwrenching it can be, life goes on. You grow out of pain and strive to be your best. I wish I could tell him stories from my life-- he'd laugh hysterically if he knew I changed oil. Though, I guess he does know. A few months after he died, I was listening to a song, and I had this. . . vision? image in my head?. . . of Him in Heaven.

"At least your not 300 lbs and redheaded." -Uncle Bobby, to me; Thanksgiving 2003

So, I guess I am facing my first blizzard right outside my window... and there are no lizards in the blog, it just went well with blizzards...



Photo from NASA of blizzard


Ok, that looks like a hurricane. So basically, I am in a hurricane of snow... but thus goes New York City...

{nt}

Things are terrible right now.
I cant even explain whats going on.  I really just hate everything.

Can someone please help me...

shit i lost all my photos on photobuckit

photobuckit sucks!!!!

            meg

So apparently, this is what I will look like in about 20 years. I wonder if we'll find out.

So I am working on homework, reading some really non interesting stuff, and I go to take a short break to eat dinner with some friends. I ended up taking a five hour short break...not to smart. Yeah, I definitely hate school.

I locked my keys all of them, my car keys, my apartment keys, my church keys, in my mustang today.Luckily I didn't lock my truck key in as well. I had to go get another key from the guy I bought the car from.

It needs to dry up. It is no fun driving on slick roads. Especially in a rear wheel drive vehicle (which both of mine are)

interesting
inter easting
inter-easting
interacting
interrelating
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Revert to "intereasting"


definitely
defiantly
definite
definably
finitely
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Well.  its now 1201, in the morning, so yea, i guess u could say that is the butt crack of dawn.  so im ganna make a poem about this experience.  here we go,

it is now 1201, the BUTT CRACK OF DAWN. 

im feeling pretty tired so i believe i will YAWN. 

i must finish this poem before i get to bed,

or maybe ill go eat a cracker instead.

either way i will be happy because it is 1201

maybe ill go to waffle house, and they will call me baby doll and hun. 

the air is hott, but of course i am cold

if u go to an auction, u will see something sold. 

they always talk fast, and sound all fye

before my life is over, i will learn to tie my own tie. 

the biscuits are warm, the hunny is sticky

mmmm... i love hunny..... licky licky!

i guess u could say that i love the morning

if my mom is yelling at me, that would be scorning. 

i guess i will get to bed, so i can feel my soft pillow

and dream about the trees, and the picnic under the willow. 

to all my friends.  THIS BE TIGHT!!!!!

the opposite of darkness, IS LIGHT!!!!!

and this of course comes after THE BUTT CRACK OF DAWN. 

i really like that show with tapanga, corry, and SHAWN. 

NIGHT, OR I GUESS U COULD SAY GOOD MORNING. 

mmmmm.....
have you ever just had one of those nights that is so awesome it just makes you feel so grateful for what you have in life and so grateful for what your life is? the fact that we as people can interact with each other in the way that we do, and make such an impact on each other with very few words or even just with actions is so amazing to me. i love people. and even more than i love people in general i love the deepness of people and being able to share deepness with other people. amazing.

uhh.. just thought you should know:

you tickle my fancy.

The play went on without a hitch!  It was wonderful. 

Yet I am glad it is over...

and I still have this dreadful British accent stuck in my speech.

It won't go away.

Anyways...thanks to much prayer, everything worked great.


I might post pictures later if I can get them to upload.

::b

 

Who kills Snow Men? Be honest? Who walks past a snow man and
their heart starts pumping faster and there mind start contemplating how to
murder the little mound of snow? Seriously! I made a flippin sweet snow man
with Matt at 1:30 this morning and
we sat it on top of my dad's car. I was going to  take a picture of it
when i woke up so i could post it but when I looked out the window horror
struck me! There my little snow man was, or at least what was left, strewn in
the street with no regard to the humanity! I couldn't look anymore! That little
man's life was cut short because of a serial murderer! I wonder what went
through the murderer's mind as he was slaying my poor defenseless snowman to
the ground! That little bundle of joy that brought joy to on passers was murdered
by some senseless person out there. I warn you, Beware! he or she is still roaming
the streets of Murfreesboro! 
 

A Few Words On Life

Peering through the looking glass of my soul,
I sit and contemplate the complicacies of life.
With each new day bringing a new direction,
We strive to make it through each day
For each new direction brings a new tomorrow
Even though tomorrow never comes.
Tomorrow never comes, that’s a thought to ponder,
For we live our lives striving for tomorrow.
If tomorrow never comes
Then why do we live our lives for tomorrow.
We should live each day like we are dying,
For living for ourselves is a constant battle,
Fighting the storms in our lives
Loosing what little strength we have
With every hour that passes throughout the day 

Knocked out cold from the fighting,
I wake up to find myself pleading, bleeding,
Seeking for something more.
For the storms have passes and left me out to die
This could easily be the worst day of my life.
Then with a jolt from heaven I come to,
I sit up and ponder what more is to come
For in this moment I found what we all long for,
I filled the longing of wanting something more
You came down a touched me so
And it hurt me so.
With that jolt I came to realize
It was You I needed in my life.

 Now here I am with a new heart
A heart for the hurting and the longing
With each new day I strive to be
All of what you have called me to be
As hard as it is I still long to try
For someday I know I shall be rewarded.
Use me teach me make me a vessel
That spreads your love throughout the nations
Lord this is my prayer my thoughts on life
You have made me whole so that I won’t die.
                                             ~Jonathan Baker

it seems that everywhere i went today, everyone was wanting "more". after a while, i began to ponder why this is. in the world we live in today, so much is "how much you can get in so little time". here is what i mean..

Society today seems to want something, until that something comes along. Then, suddenly, it's not enough. So, you may ask, "Why is this such a bad thing?" Well, I believe that when all we want is more of all these earthly things in front of us, we miss the bigger picture. It's not necessarily bad to want things or to want more of something. However, when what we want more of is totally earthly, we can't possibly ever have enough.

The only thing we should ever want more of is HIM..now, I know that this is something I struggle with as well, but I think this is a serious issue.

"Less of me is more of Jesus. Lord, I want it all. Lord, I want it all.."

ello loves

so im just hanging out with some friends. chilllin..yea..its w/e. im tired. i need to go to tennessee and see my friends..who all agrees?  yea..anywho...leave some love. im out <3

jelly

Yours is the Kingdom and the power
and the glory forever is Yours
heaven and earth bow down at the wonder of Your name
Heave is open, death is broken
and the glory forever is Yours
nothing can over come the power of your name

King above kings, all the universe will sing
Everlasting God, You are wonderful
You are Wonderful

the shout of the earth will be Your praise
God forever, and the light unto all will be
Your wonderful name
for the glory, Lord, is Yours
God forever, the glory, Lord, is Yours

DANG!!!!

Great times.

Friday sucked at school, then goodness came.

-I went Bowling right after school and got my new high game (175) and my new high series (413).

-Then I played tennis for 1.5 hours much to my enjoyment.

- shower

- Pizza for dinner

- Played video games till 1:15am

- SNOW!!!!!

- shower

- amazing birthday breakfast for my sister

- Made snowmen and enjoyed snow

- ate McDonalds

- Went Ice skating

- Went to Demos' with the fam.

- Watched hilarious tv

Good times. eh? 

- Jacob

Sooo lifes pretty good right now i guess...umm have a great day!

   So it's snowing here in Jersey and we already cancled church for Sunday. I am lookign forward to having nothing to do tomorrow but it was supposed to be a big Sunday for us. We have are launching a new series called Desperate Households, which is a play off on Desperate Housewives. It was also baby dedication which is big for us and we have been encouraging our members to invest for the las three weeks in their friends and to invite them to the new series which was supposed to start this week. So it's kind of sad that we are not havign church. But we are not in control God is and it gives us an extra week to be prepared and to continue to invest in our people.