i know i'm a loser...but im a cool loser....
February 14 2006
all a's and an f that's right i said an f
now i know last year that's like all i made and i was amped if i made a c but this year it's different, i feel like i got my life on track this year i feel a LOT different this year. It's something new something good. My friends couldn't be more amazing and although i've lost some of the closest people too me, i've gained some of them back ( sorta) and others are just lost. dance is amazing... there's no other way to put it...it's awesome i feel like i get a lot of the stuff. Hopefully after this summer working really hard i will be ready for some other stuff too. I'm pretty excited. well yeah so today is valentines day. somebody asked me to be his valentine and yeah ...i said no. i dunno if i'm just extra emotional today or what but lots of things got to me today like failing a class.... that one. i only have a 3.066666777 so it's not like i can afford to have grades like that. I dunno my teacher is kinda on acid. anybody got her? well i'm sorry. she's a raging physco. i mean...what? lol ok well i g2g do alot of stuff b4 tomorrow but i will talk to you all later i guess....
so. Valentine's Day...::crickets::
February 14 2006
so. Valentine's Day...::crickets::
February 14 2006
"Secret" by Reba McEntire
February 14 2006
She has a secret that she can never tell
One wrong decision still puts her heart through hell
Does he miss her does he forgive her
The love that they shared will always be a secret
Only she knows she still loves him and she hates the choice she made
Wishes she could find him tell him why she walked away
That part of the song summarizes how I feel right now
Would You Like A Raisin? No? How About a Date?
February 14 2006
Joyeux jour de Saint-Valentin!
We made cards in my French class. Hey, it was that or read La Belle au Bois Dormant some more. From the early 1900's. In historical past tense. Mine's awesome, it has the worst pickup lines known to man on it. Even one that doesn't quite work out in French.
-- Bonjour, je m'appelle Hugh Hefner.
(Hello, my name is Hugh Hefner.)
-- Tu as les beaux yeux.
(You have beautiful eyes.) A French thing, but I don't think they're looking at the eyes.
-- As-tu une cigarette?
(Do you have a cigarette?) Again, a French thing.
-- Si je pourrais change l'alphabet, je placerai "u" et "i" ensemble.
(If I could change the alphabet, I'd put "u" and "i" together.) This is the one that doesn't work in French.
-- In my defense, Marcus/New Kid said this one: Avez vous une glace dans sa poche? Parce que je me vois dans ses pantalons.
(Do you have a mirror in your pocket? Because I can see myself in your pants.)
Hahahaaa. Poor Matt of French and Economics fame is stuck with that thing now. I hadn't found any takers by fifth period, and he was the only person in that class who could truly appreciate and understand it. This is greatly facilitated by the fact that he was the only other person who could read it. Heh. (Let's not even get into the card that Lexi and Kari had me deliver to the school's literally-brand-new Latin teacher. Something about "Latin lovers" and lip prints. Have you girls even met him????? Lmao...)
Hilarity.
Yay! All this put me in a much better mood, and now I don't have to be all angsty and depressed in here about thing my mind has been wrestling with lately. Because really, with lines like, "Do you have a mirror in your pocket," who can be serious??
Brian is with child? Watch me while I check up on it..
February 14 2006
Ohh Boy you looking like you like what you see
Won't you come over check up on it, I'm gone let you work up on it
Ladies let em check up on it, watch it while he check up on it
Dip it, pop it, twork it, stop it, check on me tonight
If you got flaunt it, boy I know you want it
While I turn around you watch me check up on it
Oohhh you watchin me shake it, I see it in ya face
Ya can't take it, it's blazin, you rock me it amaze me
You can look at it, as long as you don't grab it
If you don't go braggin, I'ma let you have it
You think that I'm teasin, but I ain't got no reason
I'm sure that I can please ya, but first I gotta read you
Ohh Boy you looking like you like what you see
Won't you come over check up on it, I'm gone let you work up on it
Ladies let em check up on it, watch it while he check up on it
Dip it, pop it, twork it, stop it, check on me tonight
I can tell you wanna taste it, but I'm gone make you chase it
You got to be patient, I like my men patient
More patience, you take might get you in more places
You can't be abrasive, have to know to pace it
If I let you get up on it, you gotta make a promise
That you gone put it on me, like no ones put it on me
Don't bore me, just show me, all men talk but don't please
I can be a tease, but I really wanna please you
Why can't this song get out of my head, really I only happened to hear it in passing. I am one of those people who listens to NPR or my own indie cds.
So what would be your perfect Valentine's gift?
Mine would be a prom date...
Cara
P.S. Oh, and Brian is Preggers, so what?
P.S.S.I want to know what you think...
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yeah
busy times.
sort of.
...
February 14 2006
Today, at least half a dozen people asked if I was okay.
I said no.
They asked why.
I told them that if I knew why, I probably wouldn't be like this.
So, my question to you is this: is it melodrama? Am I just letting my woes trample all over me to get attention?
Or is there something really wrong? Am I really broken? A lot of my friends have been encouraging me through Christ, but I feel like their words have fallen on deaf ears. A lot of people are praying for me, and I wish they wouldn't. I've been silent. I have no heart to pray. Or maybe it's just apathy, and I'm being completely ridiculous. I don't know.
A very close friend told me that "I've got my arm under you, so there's no reason to be lonely anymore..."
To that friend I say that if I am a burden to myself, then if I really called you any time I needed encouragement or whatever, I'd become like an anvil shackled to your ankle.
Loneliness...I sound so pitiful. Maybe I'm really hurting, or maybe I just want pity. I don't know.
I don't know...
Happy...
February 14 2006
February 14 2006
fortressofmytears: Keeley cast the tallest shadow on my life... bigger and stronger than anyone... I cant' get out of it... and I'm not going to use you as an eraser for a permenant marker... it's just going to tear up the paper... not get rid of it... white out doesn't exist in the world of hearts...
xxxbang_gunsxxx: And for the smaller people, comes the heartache, the wrinkled paprer thrown in the waste can, the letters writtin and then neglected, used, published, abused and rejected.
xxxbang_gunsxxx: The Letters deleted.
And so thats how it ended, pretty much from there, but life goes on, and what no one knows, is that theres always someone sitting and watching from the curve, someone willing to jump into that fight, and take that heart. where is mine?
::+::Chelsey::+::
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&& There's just something about him....that makes me smile everytime I see him...♥
February 14 2006
Hello Loves....♥
♥ So how has everyone been?Good I hope I have been...umm..ohkayy I guess.Today is Valentines Day...&& you know when it's ♥ Day people are always like Happy Valentines Day....well whats so happy about it when you dont have anyone special in your life..or maybe you do and your just not first on their Valentines list.It really really...Really sucks!& the last few years valentines day has sucked too lets see...2 years ago I was **Head Over Heels**for this guy...who I thought felt the same way...well he didnt!He was cheating on me with one of my old best friends...and then last year I was with the same guy...((his name is Chris.Hargrove))and we broke up a couple days before Valentines Day..and then this year I am stuck on someone ((on Valentines day)) but theres just somthing that makes me smile everytime I see him...it's crazy!!Haha...Ohkay enough about Valentines Day....um..nothing really new in my life...school-boring,cheerleading-boring,family-um..duh.. boring, church-it chruch....and boys well i have pretty much said all I need to say about boys!Haha well I guess I will go...No Wait!!!I still havent got 15 comments....ughh!!!J/p...I ♥ U...
♥Ashleigh♥
I Woke Up This Morning in 1989
February 14 2006
But, Tuesday also means that Apple updates the iTunes store... well, as part of my Tuesday routine, I like to check out the new albums... and now new TV series that pop up on there.
Much to my surprise, I realized that I actually woke up in 1989... That's right, the first season of Saved By The Bell is downloadable on iTunes now.
Some of you are too young to remember, but before all the shows like Dawson's Creek and the OC, there was Saved by the Bell... You had to get your daily fix... back in the day, after several seasons, it was shown at least twice a day on the WB and TBS... etc.
Anyways, 17 years later, here I sit, nearing an embarassing level of excitement over the new iTunes addition. Hmmm... I think I will go visit my childhood now... oh, and... happy valentine's day! I love you, Rach!
{nt}
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happy valentine's day
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happy v-day(scince i am too lazy to type it out right now)
well i am out
presidant megan
what a depressing holiday
February 14 2006
So, I missed the cutoff to meet my husband before my mom did.
My mom was very pretty and popular in high school. Valentine's of her junior year, she gave my dad (who was a sophomore, and a nerd to the max) a valentine and told him she loved him, all as a cruel joke. That's what kind of girl my mom was. A heartbreaker.
He thought she was serious, and being the studious, nerdy guy he was, said, "Sorry, I'm not dating girls right now."
She thought that was funny.
Well, one thing led to another, and....they dated for five years and got married.
Not very romantic, but there you are. And sadly, history has not repeated itself.
Still, I ate a lot of chocolate today. So that's a good thing.
Happy Valentine's day???
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it must be love♥
February 14 2006
he has to do his taxes.. hah & its true.
not just some dumb excuse.. haha
but he needs to get them done
so i told him its ok.. = )
so now im hangin with the girls tonight..
yayeee!!
happy valentine's
day!!!
love hurts
February 14 2006
This is it ...
He's the one who makes my heart beat and break all at the same time!!!
It scares me ... I dont wanna feel this way ... I dont wanna hurt like this!!!
I'm scared of how strong my feelings are for him ... but the fact that I'm not even with him is what scares me the most!!! The fact that he has a girlfriend and that he has so many feelings for her is what hurts!!!
I know he has feelings for me ... the reason we're not together ... cant tell ya that!!! I know that doesnt feel nothing towards me!!! Maybe its cuz he was with his g/f now when he found out that I liked him!!!
I juz wish he could know how much I really do like him ... its not juz a little crush!!! He drives me absolutly crazy ... hes all I can think about!!! If only I could tell him ... but I cant!!! He's happy with his g/f and I dont wanna break them up ... even though I cant wait for the day when they do!!!
I hate being the second girl in line!!! I wanna be with him ... hes so perfect for me!!! If I could make my own guy it would be exactly him ... my perfect Kellen!!!
his eyes ... his smile ... EVERYTHING about him is what I want!!!
But for now I guess I'll juz have to be the friend whos there when needed and watch as he slowly gets closer and closer to her and farther and farther from me!!!
I'm yelling at the wall
February 14 2006
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
oh wait there's another!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
babies
February 14 2006
Sigur Ros
February 14 2006
yeah.
ill be at that concert tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOO HOO!!!!!
i ffffreakin cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh snap.
its gonna be amazing.
alright well im out.....peace.
oh and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
fuck valentine's day, seriously
February 14 2006
i'm over jordan.. finally. i think i like this other guy(who will remain nameless) but i'm not sure. i know that he liked me, but i turned him down. but now i think i'm starting to have feelings for him. but if not him i guess i'll have to stay single -which i don't want to do. but i'm in serious need of a boyfriend. because valentine's day, unless you have a boyfriend, is a day for singles to be depressed and eat a bunch of chocolate and get fat and then more depressed. i bet you if someone had enough life left in them to actually look into it, Valentine's Day would prolly have the highest suicide rate of all the holidays put together. that's sad, i'm sorry i said that. but not that sorry because if i was really sorry i would have erased it... so nvm. lol. anyway, my dad was talking to me about shit and he said that he was talkin to some guys at work and they were like, "You have a daughter? you know what they say. if you have a son all you have to worry about is YOUR son. But if you have a daughter, you have to worry about EVERYBODY'S son." I just thought that was the funniest thing. i'm fucking tired. i took 4 500 mg of tylenol this morning, and 3 at lunch. i'm getting fucking addicted to this shit. owell. it's not like i'm gonna take a whole bottle or anything... lol. but yeah. i'm supposed to be working on a paper right now.. i'll ttyl laterz bitches.
love forever and always,
Tiffany Marie
Slush
February 14 2006
Dentist appointment on Friday not looking forward to it! I have to get two fillings and one of the teeth get's a lot of problems because of my sinus problems.
Another Bad Day...
February 14 2006
Hey PhuseBox, Today Was Fine At First Until The Girl I Liked Told Me She Didn't Like Me No More Than A Friend... I Don't Know Why I Put Up With All Of This... I Keep Putting Myself Towards Pain And It Hurts Me... I Keep Telling Myself That She May Be Different Maybe She's Not Like The Others I've Tried To Get With... But It Turns Out That Everybody Is The Same... I Feel As If My Life Just Vanished, Like It Was Destroyed Once Again... People Just Love To Put Me Back In The Position That I Feel Empty, And UnLoved... Well, I Gotta Go Phusebox... I Can't Think Because Of This Pain I Feel Inside...
so its snowed alittle...
February 14 2006
wasting time away i went mudding in my front yard because were renting a house and it looks bad anyway so these are the evidences of such beauty and fun...i have a video of it on google soon i think
i think i got more mud on my car than some guys get when they go off roading...shoot
so about 4 hours later it came down alittle more
Isaac driving to drop off Holly at 1am in Wears Valley
this is Holly
good ole' icy roads MMmmm nothing Dunahoo and Izzy can't overcome
so i woke up to this on sunday and it sorta delayed me to the Boro till about 5:40ish
say what?
February 14 2006
Blessed
February 14 2006
So today i could of been upset that i dont have a boyfriend! But no! God has blessed me so so so so much!. I have the bestest friends in the world that send me text messages at 845 in the morning( waking me up in time to go to chapel Thank you so much!!!!) Also i have wonderful friends that i get to talk to on AIM while i am in nashville and they are in murfreesboro :) Also i have wonderful family :) A great brother and awesome mommy and daddy and great grandparents and aunts and uncles. Today my uncle sent me a v-day package and it had a lot of random but great stuff in it and it makes me so so so so so so happy :) And tonight i can not wait because i am going back to high school to watch the last mtcs baseketball game :) Also today at lunch we had taco boat ( yeah that brought back a lot of old memories from high school lol :) ) Also we had Fondu seriously this has been a great day and i Love all of my friends and family so so so sos much! And i love God so much to for blessing me with so many wonderful people in my life.
Have a wonderful day :) Loveya Bunches Jesse
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today
February 14 2006
ps look at Brians post and you will get the joke.
Really Encouraged
February 14 2006
This past sunday night I was listening to 107.5 The River. Now I am not a huge fan of this station, but was surfing with my friend, "scan button", and it stopped there. But the sound that I heard broadcasting from the airways was not, 50 Cent, Beyonce, or Fall Out Boy, but was a prayer.
A prayer. What, they don't do that! DawsonMcAllister was on the airways praying for a teenage girl that was wantingto commit suicide. She had drawed the last straw, and was willing to takeher own life. But for some odd reason called this man.To bring you up-to-date on who Dawson McAllister is. For more that 28 years, Dawson McAllister has been speaking to and for the American teenager. A Peoria, Illinois, native, he graduated from Bethel College in Minnesota and then studied at Talbot Theological Seminary. While in seminary, McAllister worked as a youth pastor and began a coffee house ministry in the late 1960's to runaways who had come to Southern California. Recognizing the need to help students nationwide, McAllister founded Shepherd Productions in 1973.
In January 1991, McAllister began broadcasting a live two-hour call-in program for teenagers on 13 radio stations. Dawson McAllister Live! is now one of the fastest growing Christian radio programs. It is now heard in over 425 radio markets and in almost every state in United States. It was also recognized by the National Religious Broadcasters association in January 1994 as the Talk Show of the Year.When he is not hosting his radio program or speaking at a conference, McAllister is at home with his wife and two adopted sons. They live
on a farm--McAllister's an avid horseman--just south of Nashville, Tennessee.
McAllister has written 18 manuals from which he teaches at student conferences. His two most recent manuals are Making Peace at Home and Finding Hope For Your Home. His books include: Please Don't Tell My Parents and How to Know If You're Really in Love.
So for one brief two hours, there was hope and encouragement across a secular radio station for the world to hear. The world that we are suppose to be ministering to and sharing the love of Christ to. The same world that we live in everyday.
I just want to say mad props to Dawson. Oh yeah, in case you were wondering, that girl accepted Christ that night, over the radio, for the whole world to hear.....I'M FREE!!
stains
February 14 2006
so, i was painting my nails in fourth period (yes very "clueless" of me, but i was bored) and i dripped red nail polish on my jeans...
how do you get nail polish out of jeans?
_rebekah
the temperature of roasting turkey is monitored to see if it is properly cooked
February 14 2006
happy valentine's day..............for those of you with a valentine................and those without............ha
Love Song...
February 14 2006
This Is A Love Song I Wrote For All Of The Females Everywhere Just Think Of The Song In Your Head And Enjoy...
~Hypothetically By Lyfe Jennings & Fantasia Instrumental Plays~
Love Is Something We Have For A Living,
With That Special Someone That You Know,
Being With That Someone You Can't Live Without,
And That You Can't Never Let Go,
No More Tears In Your Eyes,
No More Pain Inside,
All I Wanna Do Is Love You Girl,
No Fears Of Me Leaving,
No Thinking Im Cheating,
Baby I Wanna Give You The World,
No Word Can Express How I Feel For You,
I Don't Wanna See The Day When You Are Gone,
I'm Just Waiting For That Somebody That Love Me For Me,
And Be There When I Come Home,
Chorus: 2X
Life Is So Empty And Full Of Pain,
And The Love Here Just Won't Show,
I'm Hurting Inside, Yall Playing Me,
And This Pain Just Won't Let Me Go,
big news
February 14 2006
Yeah, so Brian's pregnant. (Brian King, not Brian my brother.)
so what?
today
February 14 2006
yeah . . . brian's pregnant.
so what?
Valentine's....
February 14 2006
Well, I am going to just ignore it. It's another day. Even though I get to go to the Bon Jovi concert tonight. That's going to rock. I am making cards for a few people. They will be much better than any I can buy. I can never find a card that expresses everything I'm trying to say. I love you all. I hope you have a Happy Valentine's Day.
Random
February 14 2006
Valentine
February 14 2006
Hey Phusebox Whats Up? Me, Nothing Much Just Chillin... To All Of The Females Everywhere, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY... Anyways Today Is A Good Day And I Felt Like Dropping A Few Words... No I Didn't Get Anything (Yet) But I Gave A Girl That I Like A Diamond Bracelet... She Was So Happy When I Gave It To Her... I Like Her And I'm Gonna See If I Can Be With Her... I've Already Wrote Her And Asked Her... And When I Walked By Her Class She Smiled At Me... She May Just Give Me The Chance... She's Really Beautiful... One Of The Best Looking Girls Here In Siegel... We'll I'll Let You Know How Everything Goes But I Gotta Go Watch This Movie So See Ya...
today
February 14 2006
yeah, i'm pregnant.
so what?
Mwahahaha
February 14 2006
I have kidnapped Trish.
If you ever want to see her again, leave one hundred MILLION dollars on vermillion's phusebox.
Actually, Trish just left herself logged in on the JROTC computer. Silly nilly.
Monkeyface!
-vermillion
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hummmm
Well I don't like Valentines Day. Having a special day set aside to buy chocolates and flowers for your special someone is rediculous. If you were soooo much in love like you say you are then ya'll would do stuff like that for each other every once in awhile. Just something fun planned or bought for maybe the next time you talk and all they're saying is how bad their day has been... blah, blah, blah... You suddenly surprise them with a little extra something that totally makes their day. If theirs a day set aside for it, it doesn't seem that special. It's like you know it's coming. My way, you can't be disapointed. You Valentine obbessed peoples way, you'll be disapointed if either you don't get what you want or don't get anything at all. YOU'RE CRAZY.
Today is also known as Single Awareness Day.
Have a good day everyone. I could talk forever about how rediculious this day is but unfortumitly the bell is about to ring.
Buh Bye
expressing my feelings one final time
February 14 2006
$
February 14 2006
Man...i got some $ finally....4 hrs of work...and some bible knowledge got me $54...cant wait 4 Laser Quest on Sat...FRBC iz da best in the little "village" of M'boro...man callin out...holla
(p.s.- i am Baptist...so i try not 2 cuss much(=
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happy
February 14 2006
ever hear joe peci's valentine's day song? go download it. it's amazing. trust me.
"stick your love up your fat ass."
Greek
February 14 2006
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February 14 2006
ugh, school sucks, and i'm hella bored.
Lol.
My camera broke
I think i'm going to cry.
Not really...
It was a really good camera.
Womp womp womppp. :[
Happy valentines day everybody <3
Valentines
February 14 2006
Well today is Valentines Day! Last night I went with Olivia to decorate Meredith's car. We filled it up with 25 baloons and wrapped it in streamers and wrote on the windows. Then I left her gift in the driver's seat. The only problem was that her jeep was locked! So I had to get Mrs. Tina next door to call Meredith's parents to come out and unlock it for me. But it was all good because she didn't find out! Thanks to everybody who knew about what was goin down and for keeping it a secret for me and special props to Oliva for helping me! Anyway, I hope that all people who don't have a "valentine" will not be depressed. But instead, fall in love with God. Fall in love with his word. He will do so much more for you. So I wish you all a great Valentines Day! God bless.
~Garrett
i hate...
February 14 2006
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
February 14 2006
Hmmm
February 14 2006
Props to all you "lovers" out there. Ladies, please go easy on the guys mkay? Til then, I am rocking Dashboard.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
February 14 2006
yeah, just Happy V-Day everyone. NO, i do not have a Valentine... but oh... i aspire to have one by next V-Day (if itz God's will). but today is my lil sister's 16th B-Day! ^^
my lil sister ^^ she's so cute! >.<
last nite was fun. i had dinner @ Rae's and then we went to rehearsal. Mama G didn't call to tell us it was cancelled. we didn't find out til we got there and read the note on the door. then we hung out in the parking lot. then Rae and I went back to her house and watched High School Musical ^^
"You can start your plan whenever you like
And you can end it
When it's ready
It's up to you"
-Ayu (Startin')
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Happy
Valentine's
Day
Everybody!!!!
YAY
February 14 2006
What if...
February 14 2006
What if we were all vampires? Or at least there was such things as vampires? Would you want to be on? Be friends with one? Would you want to spend a left time hiding in the dark and searching for your next meal? Or perhaps the sensualism of it all intrests you. Maybe you wish you could combine everything you see if the movies to make one perfect Vampire , edit if you will, take out things you don't want and add in things you do? anyway something to think about... Me personally , i think it would be worth it WRITE BACK YOU THOUGHTS
Happy Valentine
February 14 2006
Brian King is pregnant. So what?
Countdown Time
February 14 2006
Men
February 14 2006
-Wild at Heart
...proving that a man of God is a solid investment, and a man not of God is a dangerous one.
::b
Happy Valentine's Day!!!!
February 14 2006
I have the two most amazing Valentine's!!
YAY!! I LOVE THEM!
oh and I got awesome stuff today from family!
eliz
Singles Awareness Day
February 14 2006
"When I close my eyes and throw my head back with laughter As I
step up to dance with you, my tiny hand in your infinite one. My steps
so clumpsy compared to your grace. The music begins and we step onto
the floor my grip tightens, Knowing I will fall but also knowing that
you will guide me. And the music swells roaring in my ears until I am so enrapture That I can't look at anyone but you.
My hands and feet are poised for the next step, my head up, A smile of
love on my face, and my eyes locked with yours... And then maybe, maybe
then I will not even notice when you turn to one of your sons and
invite him to dance with me."
Our God truly is an awesome God!!!
Fish in the sea
February 14 2006
Happy Valentine's Day!
February 13 2006
"Do not arouse or awaken love until is so desires." -Song of Songs 3:5
"For your Maker is your husband." -Isaiah 54:5
"I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you in with loving-kindness." -Jeremiah 31:3
"The King is enthralled by your beauty; honor him, for he is your Lord." -Psalm 45:11
And here is something amazing!!!
"When I close my eyes and throw my head back with laughter As I
step up to dance with you, my tiny hand in your infinite one. My steps
so clumpsy compared to your grace. The music begins and we step onto
the floor my grip tightens, Knowing I will fall but also knowing that
you will guide me. And the music swells roaring in my ears until I am so enrapture That I can't look at anyone but you. My hands and feet are poised for the next step, my head up, A smile of love on my face, and my eyes locked with yours... And then maybe, maybe
then I will not even notice when you turn to one of your sons and
invite him to dance with me."
ahhh I love it. Just be so satisfied and so wrapped up in Him. Honestly He is all that matters. Remember He is the One. Don't let anybody be number one, let them always be number two. Wait for God's best, he will bring it--- trust that promise! But in your time of waiting don't be anxiously awaiting that day, but be so wrapped up in God, always seeking after His heart and spending time with Him. Yes, waiting is the hardest thing, because most of us lack that kind of patience. It is hard to trust in things you cannot see yet, but "faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do no see" (Hebrews 11:1). God is faithful and he will give you all the strength you will ever need. And know it is not supposed to be easy, because if it was you wouldn't need Him.
So, I hope all of you have a wonderful Valentine's Day. And remember all of you have the absolute BEST valentine ever!!! God has all these guys beat. Seriously. He is the inventor of love. Oh yeah. He knows all about it. Girls, we are pretty lucky! So, Happy Valentine's Day!!!
Life is CRAZY!!!
February 13 2006
Wow!! So things have been pretty hectic right now!! And I don't think that it is going to slow down anytime..I have a whole bunch of homework, many things with ADPi and I have to go home this weekend for an appointment and then to Chattanooga to work Wrestling... CRAZY!!!
But all I have to say is that I love life right now!!!!
This past weekend I had a huge headache and so i went to sleep...And i ended up sleeping most of Saturday and then again on sunday!!!! Crazy..and I am still tired!!! MAN!!
Ohh well!!!That is about it!! I hope everyone has a great rest of the week!!!
The Blues
February 13 2006
Atlanta
February 13 2006
This weekend was...well...in one word- AMAZING! well...except for a certain incident trying to walk into an "adult establishment" LOL. Anyways! We went to Atlanta for our first competition (of the year and for the studio) and had a blast! The minis were adorable and brought home a 1st place award for "It's a Feel Good Thing", "Heartbreak" also got a 1st place score (ye-yeah!), and "Praise you in this Storm" (our lyrical production) got a 1st place score, Best Production, Most Emotional, and 1st Overall (outta about 80 groups)!!!!! YEAH! everyone did so good! It's amazing to see how far everyone has come this year, and it being a completely new studio too! GOOD JOB EVERYONE!!!! and remember- THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING!!!
Well, we left early Sunday cuz we had to get back to feed the animals and w/e, and saw the most gorgeous thing ever...SNOW!! and im not talkin a lil dusting or 1 inch or so here and there...no, we're talkin 4-5 inches on Monteagle Mtn!! It was beautiful, we must have taken about 100 pictures of it :-p Which made today even better- SNOW DAY IN RUTHERFORD CO! :-D!!!!!!! Today was good for the most part- went to the dr (ehh... not so great), party at the dance studio!!, and went to hastings and bi-lo with callie and cassie under...not so good general terms but it wound up being..interesting to say the least :-p now if we relate that to birds and bugs...and being introduced to the wonderful world of creme soda...yummmmm lol
At Last
February 13 2006
At last
my love has come along
my lonely days over
and life is like a song
At last
the skies above are blue
well my heart was wrapped up in clover
the night I looked at you
ahh...thats life for ya.
Valentines Day is tomorrow. its just a day to remind all people who are single that they are single..thank you Hallmark.
B.
Rising Above It All
February 13 2006
I guess the best thing to do in this sort of situation is just to move on. I don't exactly mean move on to other guys, because I still think he is the one for me, at least for now. I just mean that I can't dwell on what can't be--I just gotta put all my focus on positive things.
I mean we are really good friends right now.
I know he's not going to leave me.
He claims he'll care about me forever.
We're probably going to become best friends.
And he promises to always take care of me.
I guess I'm pretty lucky just to know a guy like him huh?
So I get a snow week. That's right people--no homework--whole friggin' week. Pretty amazing huh?
Too bad we didn't get snow...bummmmmer.
I'm tired and I think I'm gonna hit the sack.
You all are wonderful.
Thank you Sarah for supporting me through all of this.
You're amazing beyond all else.
jimmy
February 13 2006
this is jimmy and he is jamacian.......this seems to be the only way to get him on here cause phusebox's photos can't support .bmp......o well this will have to do........
Heroes and Villains...
February 13 2006
A random tangental thought process went through my head today. Heroes and villains seem to be very detached from society in that they typically don't partake in many, if any, of the typical things those in society partake in. Not to mention that many cases, their only reason to live is to help or hinder others...most cases, they really don't care what happens to them, so long as they do what want, whether it's help or hinder.
There's a lot more that goes into that thought process; I don't have what I wrote out on paper near me at the moment. Oh well.
Anyways, thought I'd get the point across that I'm not dead, just not typically making posts... I'll probably go into more detail about that whole business later on. In the meantime, take it easy.
GREEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!
February 13 2006
2 kinds of women
February 13 2006
"There are two kinds of women: high maintenance and low maintenance." --Harry Burns (Billy Crystal) When Harry Met Sally
I agree with this statement in one sense: There are, in fact, two kinds of women in this world.
However, I contend that the two kinds are as follows: Those women who know they are high-maintenance and those women who don't know they are high-maintenance. You see, all women are high-maintenance.
Before all my fellow females get mad at me, I want you to consider that there are many forms of high-maintenance. You see, I used to think I was not high maintenance, but about a year ago, I discovered otherwise. I am high maintenance in the category of communication. I want communication from people--especially significant others. Usually a simple "Hey, I'm alive and thinking about you, but I have to go, bye." will do for me. But I need some form of communication (text message, phone call, email, visit, letter, etc.) almost every day, because, you see, I worry (a side-effect of being high-maintenance). When talking to other women, I usually am told that this is a reasonable expectation--communication, that is. I'm told that it's perfectly normal.
The story is different from the guy end of the spectrum. So many of the guys in my life think it's asking just a little much to expect daily communication (I'm really only asking for a hello, not a full-fledge conversation, folks, but, alas...). For guys, apparently, this is not an easy thing. They like space. They like freedom. They don't want to be obligated to call and check in. This I understand. But I could be the needy or attention-seeking form of high maintenance, in which case I would demand to know the details of every day and would also require x-amount of time to be spent with me. I am not this kind of high-maintenance. I just want to not worry.
But the real question here is, am I worth my high-maintenance needs? After many a failed relationship in the past few years, I have had more than my share of doubts. I often think that I'm not worth the trouble and therefore refrain from expressing my need for communication (is anyone else seeing the irony?). The truth is, though, that I just need to find someone who thinks I'm worth it. I need to think I'm worth it.
And I just realized this today.
So, wherever you are, I know you are going to be incredible when I meet you. You will be the most amazing guy I've ever met, because you will not only understand my high-maintenance needs, you will love them. You may not like them, but you will love them. And I will love you. 100% I can't wait to meet you. I'm praying for you. I love you already.
BEST Commercial
February 13 2006
"I'm gonna be wide open"
"You were open, but now you are closed!!"
THE GREATEST REUNION OF ALL TIME!!!
February 13 2006
On the 10th day of February of the 2006th year of our Lord Jesus, the greatest reunion of all time took place in the land of Maui, Hawaii. The players of this fateful journey where that of greatest kinship. They were known as Justin Hood, the Great Naked One, Hodg-E the Keeper of the White Moon in the Turtle Order, and Jeff The Red (but mostly white), the Great Diving Ninja.
When our long lost hero Justin Hood landed in the strange Valley Isle, there was much joy and excitement in the air. This day was foretold long ago, and now had come to pass. Upon seeing his two brethren, he exclaimed, "What the fat?!!!" (talk about some freaked out Hawaiians)
Hodg-E the Keeper of the White Moon in the Turtle Order, and Jeff, ran to meet him.
As they returned to the Fortress of Anexxation (aka…. Our house, the Annex), Justin's heart was lifted to the heavenly blessed music of Kenny Chesney with such lyrics depicting sexy tractors and clear water beaches.
And there in the sanctity of their lair, the Greatest Reunion of All Time began.
Justin surely believed that his journey would be a treacherous and challenging one indeed. Hence the full pack of clothes for one weekend.
The joy of the newly reunited brotherhood was electrifying.
The trio then headed to the local market (mall) to enjoy the modern architecture.
(Fast forward to next day.)
On the waking morn of the 11th day of February of the 2006th year of our Lord Jesus, our group of Heroes headed to the baptism of fellow believers.
There they found 2 of the fair Blondo sisters……
(ain't they so cute!.... Hodg-E)
And then Gerard, their good friend and worship leader, received his water Baptism to show his commitment to the Lord.
(that's what its all about…. Justin)
(Ok, I'm tired of writing in the King James Version… so here's the Message translation… Jeff)
After going to the Baptism, we went to the only Krispy Kreme in the entire state of Hawaii. Out of over 100 islands in the entire archipelago, we have the only one on Maui.
After five doughnuts and a pint of milk a piece… we pretty much cried like little girls because we couldn't take any more.
We even managed to get over the racism problem here on the islands.
We decided to go up into the West Maui Mountains (which many of you have seen in our pics) and Justin found the infamous "
Loke St." sign. Turd… that one's just for you.
We got to the top and goofed off while enjoying the vast wonder that is God's magnificent creation.
We went back home and got ready to go surfing with a guy from the church (Shawn).
As you can see…. Obviously when we go surfing, I, look like a ninja.
Well, the water was completely flat, so instead, we went diving.
We got some great pics of a school of Yellow Tailed Jacks.
AND THEN WE FOUND THEM….. WE FOUND THE AKWARD TURTLES!!!
And somehow, in the middle of all of God's beautiful under-water creation… Hodge and Justin found some time to spoon.
Not only did Hodge spoon with Justin, but he managed to somehow "ride" a turtle…. I can't lie, I was impressed….. (no pic here, since it's a $500 fine to touch one; much less ride it) Poor turtle.
From there, we went to Jack in the Box for dinner and headed back to the Annex to shower and clean up before that night.
We went to the beach with some of our local friends to have a bonfire…. Actually it was more of a campfire, but oh well.
What we had come to find out though, is that someone else had the idea, they just lit a car on fire instead….. that was interesting.
After the proper authorities had put out the fire, and had left…… we proceeded to have our own "bonfire".
Here's some great pics from the bonfire…. They've got everybody from Forrest to Jah to Tez to Dave to Gerard to Steve to Us.
The crazy thing was that we couldn't really leave until much later than we were going to stay because about 200 local high school kids decided that it'd be cool to come out to our particular spot to get hi. Talk about fun. YEA!!! So, that was annoying.
Spooning was promised to the phusebox world, and Justin and Hodge provided on the TWIN bed.
And when we woke up Saturday morning we were met with the nastiness of our room that can only come from the 3 of us being together. It is in this messy state that we write this blog to you now.
Sunday was cool… but we didn't take any pictures, so that's that.
This morning was kinda hard since we had to get up at around 5 O'clock to take Justin to the airport. However before we sent our best bud back to the big island we had to make one last stop at Krispy Kreme (witch is pretty good at 6 in the morning)
We also found something that made us think of Jeff….we said this is Jeff before and after Hawaii!!!!
So this ended our O so great weekend. We hope that everyone has enjoyed this, "THE GREATEST REUNION OF ALL TIME" blog. Thanks for keeping up with it, and please comment freely.
-Jeff
-Hodge
-Justin
Stressed
February 13 2006
I'm a mess! It's a good thing I'm not troubled or stressed too often. I wouldn't get anything done! *deep sigh*
Life is stressful. You know?
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February 13 2006
OH SNOW!
February 13 2006
this is the story of a girl....
February 13 2006
man i have to start over somehow. i'm very happy that Winterfest is this weekend, but i've become this person that i'm constantly being called out on.
i've started using language i really shouldn't be using, and though its not cussing, it has very negative connotations. i feel like i offend people, i hate myself when these poisonous things slip out of my mouth. yet that doesn't make me stop.
i'm slipping in school. i'm in the sophomore slump. the 16 slump. the date slump. the becoming who you'll be phase, that just isn't too pretty. it happens though, and its something you have to get through.
so in conclusion i'm sorry if i've ever offended you with anything i've said. i'm monitoring myself more closely....
I hate when people comment me and dont even read what i posted....
February 13 2006
1.Woke up to find it was a snow day....
2.Got to do the tragically neighborly thing of asking my neighbor for *gasp* an egg! it was so leave it to beaver!
3.Found out the valentines day plans with david, tyler and brady are gonna be pretty cool
4.Got out of cleaning the house today...
Pretty Good huh??
love you guys,
meag
ps OH and...
5. My grandpa had ANOTHER stroke.... and my uncle who is a pastor and another lady had a vision from the Lord of my grandma in church without my grandpa.... and he has a feeling he has DAYS to live....and im falling apart...
so yeh that was my day.....
valentines day
February 13 2006
snow day..
February 13 2006
he speaks for himself
February 13 2006
who me?
February 13 2006
so, i should go to new york in march and then come home to a wonder ful new cd!!!! yay!!!
gotta work on fixing my iPod by March 17.
i love you!
_rebekah
bowling
February 13 2006
So we went bowling...it was fun.
Lindsay was happy because she won.
Jesse was sad because he lost.
I was in the middle with a 75. We had bumpers, too.
Note my excellent bowling technique.
Yep. Thaaaaaat's all, folks.
I still had to go to school!!
February 13 2006
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February 13 2006
so today was a snow day
and me and sb did absolutely nothing worth talking about but watch a movie and take many pictures
being grounded is the devil...
i want to be at school..now.
and vday is tomorrow, oh joy
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February 13 2006
Tomorrow is Valentines Day!
Won't You
by Shel Silverstein
Barbara's eyes are blue as azure
But she is in love with Freddy,
Karen's sweet but Harry has her,
Gentle Jane is going steady.
Carol hates me, so does Mary,
Abigail will not be mine,
Nancy lives too far away...
Won't you be my Valentine?
SNOW MONDAY
February 13 2006
I had alot of fun at Elissa's B-day party yesterday ^^
here are some pics:
Elissa and Cool Kid Kelsey in the car on our Video Scavenger Hunt
Elissa wearing her B-day crown that lights up and hold candy ^^-she is disheveled from running through the Walmart parking lot lol
yeah, i wish i had taken more but o well...
SNOW DAY! w00t! ^^
"For what purpose are you ashamed of yourself?
What is waiting for you after that?
Though I really like your way of walking
In which you head straight and hit against a wall so often"
-Ayu (Startin')
No Snow Day for MTCS
February 13 2006
Random Quotes
February 13 2006
"Do not follow where the path may lead.
Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."
~Harold R. McAlindon
"Govern thy life and thoughts as if the whole world were to see the one, and read the other." ~Thomas Fuller
"To live is like to love--all reason is against it, and all healthy instinct for it." ~Samuel Butler
"Happiness depends more on the inward disposition of mind than on outward circumstances." ~Benjamin Franklin
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on." ~ Robert Frost
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February 13 2006
Hey everyone, sorry I haven't updated in a really long time. I haven't really had anything interesting to talk about lately. Life’s dull currently. But I have to say this snow day is not that dull. I am really glad we had it (besides the fact that I have yet to see any snow what so ever in Rutherford County). And speaking of "dull" this not feel like Valentines at all to me. But hey that's just to me. School has been the usual boredom lately. We have a pep rally tomorrow so there’s something. Well I’d have to say I'm out of things to ramble about so I guess I’m going to go. Peace
-Tanner
"Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you your wrong.
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong"
Get Ready.....
February 13 2006
2 Weekends Ago
February 13 2006
Okay so 2 weeks ago I went to Lexington to see the UK vs. Alabama meet. It's taken me forever to get this stuff up b/c my computer kind of died for a while. You guys may not give 2 craps about gymnastics, but I'm going to recount my trip anyway:
Me on the road. I'm sure doing this while driving is illegal (or it probably should be :)
More driving ... 4.5 hours worth.
The Memorial Collisem.
The UK Mascot & Team
And now some of my favorite athletes:
Terin Humphrey - 1st AA
Cassie Martin - 2nd UB
Ashley Miles - 1st VT & FX
Team Alabama - 1st Team
Next stop on James's 2006 SEC Tour: Athens, GA
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February 13 2006
my parents are still together.
yeah, they have their tiffs, but we make it through.
wow.
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anyways, life is going extremely well. last night at church all i could do was smile and laugh...i had no reason whatsoever to be upset.
yesterday morning during service, the praise team was singing a chorus that i sang at my old youth group (i still hate saying that), and i went up to the front, knelt at a chair and cried...but it was a good crying...i felt peace, overwhelming joy and happiness that i'd never felt until then.
god's amazing.
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i love my broham (russ, don't kill me for borrowing your word for a post...hehe)
NAME MY CAR
February 13 2006
SO....
February 13 2006
Snow day...
the only good part....
sleep..
other than that..
boredom is no friend of mine
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February 13 2006
snow day:)
February 13 2006
yes...it finally snowed!and i love it!WOOT
another word for a snow day is...
SLEEP IN TIME DAY: )
fun
February 13 2006
so kohry and i are just gonna combine myspaces.
fun.
only 3.5 days of school this week!
fun.
and i get to see my Kohry for four days this weekend.
fun.
<3