So theres this guy...

isnt that how the story always begins?

but happy

and having a surprisingly good week

amazing. ( :

has anyone noticed how slow this week is going?

how is everyone?

any plans for new years?

i didnt wake up til 1 today. (1:05 to be exact)

thats a waste of like a whole day.

but you canrt change it so why worry about it?

so then i ate breakfast/lunch at 2

my whole day is off. hopefully ill be able to go to sleep tonite...

and...how was everyone's christmas?

it started out like any other baby sitting job...easy pay
sure it was a little wet and rainy outside but i could deal with that. little did i know that this baby sitting job would end in me almost going insane...it was nearing 9:30 and i figured it was time to put the little one to bed. i put her in her bed and she starts freaking out saying her ear hurts. and im talking arms flailing legs everywhere screaming/crying kid here. how this helps an earache i have no idea. so anyway i decide itd be best to call her parents. but...I CANT FIND THE CONTACT SHEET. so i spend almost 2 hours trying to calm this kid down who is relentless in her crying. i almost went insane. so close to it. so about half an hour in i decide maybe i can find her some medicine. but of course, i dont know where that is either. oh geez my head could explode.

Five GOLDEN Rings

Christmas is almost here! super excited. and today was soooooooo much fun. i helped gift wrap at the mall. and then i got some coffee with alistair and we walked at the green way and went to lifeway and found awesome cds. haha fun day. and tomorrow is gonna be even funner. time with bronwyn and elizabeth and Predators game.

tell me what you think

im open to suggestions. ( :

i take a break
step back from life
wonder if i accomplished anything
i look inside myself
try to read whats on my heart
the doors are closed
ill check my head
my head doesnt tell me what i need to know


its not done yet. i got a little stuck, but there we go.

im exhausted

bellringing for salvation army at sam's was today

1-4

now im gonna take a nap.

it was fun though. ( :

after the second one my brain was pretty much non existant. id say oatmeal.

the first one was physics: 40 multiple choice. of course you still have to know how to do the problems....i just started taking numbers and dividing or multiplying til i got an answer choice.

and second was english.oooooooooooh man this one almost killed me. 10 identifications, 10 vocab words(you had to give the definition), and 2 essays.

and this weekend i have to finish my senior research essay and chaucer essay as well as study for pre cal and spanish III, what fun

plus bell ringing for salvation army which will hopefully be fun. at least it wont be freezing.

i was gonna do some corrections on my big english essay tonite. but i just didnt feel like it. at least i looked over it right?

its due on friday. ill do it tomorrow night. its not much...

id say half an hour

plus at least an hour for studying for midterms. haha.

ive gotta stop this procrastination thing.

maybe i should actually update on this thing.

i donno if anyone actually still reads it, but oh well.

hmm so right now im listenin to thousand foot krutch. yay

i want time to speed up. the only problem with that is that means midterms gets here faster, but that also means break gets here faster.

1st day of midterms is this friday.

physics and AP english. my brain is gonna be mush. prolly by the end of physics...

sat-bell ringing at sam's for salvation army. im gonna freeeeeze

mon- pre cal and spanish III

tues- economics and art IV

and then....BREAK

wed-helpin with wrapping at the mall.

thurs- hangin out with bronywon and elizabeth AND THEN goin to a preds game. haha im excited.

and that concludes my pointless entry

thank you and good night

stuff is pretty crazy right now

i got accepted into mississippi state university

and....i got a scholarship from there. yay!

so thats exciting.

and then theres senior year which is like a roller coaster.

craaazy. haha

I had lost faith in you

And I could see that you were losing it too

I tried to hold on

But you just kept getting farther away

 

I saw you today

And that faith was renewed

I was able to stop the feud

Inside myself

 

I see that I still have you

And I know that youll be there for me

Even when it seems ive lost you

Youll come back.

You know that Im here for you

I will do all I can to make things better

How bout I write you another letter?

Theres one for every day of the week

And this is what it says

 

I need you today

I missed you today

Don’t stray too far

And come back to me

so tonite was the soccer banquet.
i realized i didnt want to leave these people
but i also know that i need to get away from tennessee out into the world
i need to experience things.
i cant stay sheltered my whole life.
i need to move away from my parents
away from the rest of my family
away from my normality
into somthing new
unknown.
we'll see what the future brings.
now im  going to sleep. haha
night.

Hope you all have a wonderful monday and week!

ABSOLUTLY AMAZING

so....
after church (prolly bout 7:30 or so)
me+Andrew+Elizabeth
went to GO USA and...
PLAYED PUTT PUTT
(we wernt all that great at it sooo we kinda cheated)
yeah. even mr.putt putt master who cant even keep the ball in the course. (he hit a tree, poor tree)

After Putt-Putt
We went to the mall and it was closing
so we went to Out Daily Bread and i got an irish cream frap.
that got me incredibly hyper
so then we walked around the mall
and ended up at American Eagle.
So elizabeth and i sat on a bench quoting Foster's
as andrew was in american eagle.
Around 9:05 we left the mall
by this time im incredibly hyper
and we go to...
WALMART
where we walk around and goof off.
yup fun stuff right there.
So then about 9:45 we decide to go to hastings
so we drive over there
and here...
i crashed.
almost fell asleep in the instruments section.
haha
we stayed at Hastings til it closed at 11.
and then elizabeth and i dropped andrew off at his house and went back to my house where elizabeth got her car and left.
and that my friends, is my amazing night.

TONS OF FUN!

first...

teresa and celia and i went to chickfila and jess was working so i got to see him. ( :

then we went to the football game

and walked around and danced crazy

and took fun pictures.

yep fun.

most of the people are from tennessee- it just makes it better

you can send messages without stupid gliches

you can have as many pictures as you want

you can make awesome groups

you can have as many blogs as you want

so really phusebox is better.

if you could have music and background phusebox would be perfect.

myspace is stupid.

the end.

p.s. feel free to leave another reason OR defend myspace.

have fun. ( :

I can’t describe this feeling

My heart jumps into my throat with every thought of you

Every time I’m around you, I have butterflies fluttering in my stomach

I lose my thoughts, I can not think.

With every glance at you my cheeks turn pink

I stare into your eyes

And try to find some truth

To this question which I ask myself

In your eyes I see the truth

In your eyes I feel calmed

And I don’t know what to do

Cuz I think I love you

But in the end it will never work

In the end its all for naught

In the end

I see myself fall farther in your eyes

And I cant describe this feeling

Theres nothing else to say

trail blaze tomorrow that means i get out early. ( :

and then homecoming is next week

lookin forward to that

so dressing up EVERY DAY. cept for maybe the 80's day. but i already have the poodle skirt out for monday. haha

yeah i know what youre thinking...im a dork.

i agree.