today i was browsing the galaxy-ness of the web. and came across some xanga sites or blogs or something and these girls are literally starving themselves and making a weight journal. and every single one i read they were already fricking 120lbs. or less!!! trying to loose weight so they weigh like 95!!!

omg! that just pisses me the hell off. they write down everything they eat and how many calories or some crap and they don't eat anything!!! by the way!! and that just pisses me off!!!

how are you going to starve yourself when you only weigh 112 lbs!!! argh!

im frickin 5'11" and i weight over 200 even if  you don't believe me. i do. and that makes me depressed. because it kills me. but when youre fucking 112 and starving to be 95, you are sick in the head and you need some damn help. if you don't think you have a eating disorder you are bat-shit-crazy.

*roars like a lion or tiger* whatever. that just pisses me off. ive been fat all of my life. i hate girls like that. it just kills me for them to complain of being fat!! why don't you try being my size for a day. grr.

good news...

im starting to get peoples numbers back... and i sat up and played cards all night with my grandma. :D