In A Relationship
I am really interested in my future, being the best...at everything. I really like to work. I like working out. Camping is a favorite. Building things. Destroying things. Four-wheeling...with trucks or ATVs. I plan on joining the military. I think I want to go to college first, and do some ROTC so that I can enter in as an officer. I would like to make it to the Army Special Forces. Airsoft and paintball are both pretty fun.
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April 18 2009
Maybe tonight won't be as long as the last,
And maybe tonight I will forget about the past.
Maybe tonight you will give me a call,
And maybe tonight I will worry about nothing at all.
Maybe tonight I will just fall apart,
And maybe tonight I will find a new place to start.
Maybe tonight I will find what is wrong with me,
And maybe tonight my tears will cease so that I can see.
Maybe tonight I will find what I have been looking for,
And maybe tonight you will come to my door.
Maybe tonight I will finally become strong,
And maybe tonight I will right what I have done wrong.
Maybe tonight I will be able to stand on my own,
And maybe tonight I will pick up the things that I have thrown.
Maybe tonight things will change,
And maybe tonight things will stay the same.
But maybe tonight I will have the courage to tell you,
And maybe, just maybe, tonight i can know what it is like.
March 28 2009
If you were a drug you would need a perscription.
Everyone after you.
If you were a country you would be America.
Strng and the most beautiful.
If you were a drink you would be water.
Needed for my survival.
If you were a mountain range you would be the Appalachians.
Breath taking and majestic.
If you were a candle you be an everlasting one.
Your light, amazingness, if you will, would never go out.
If you were a suit you would be an Armani suit.
The best and the one absolutely worth every penny.
And if you were mine.
I would be the happiest man in the world
March 23 2009
March 01 2009
Hey I just thought I woudl do a little blogging since I really had not done any in a long while and I thought to myself what better to blog about than a widely argued over topic. The War.
Ok so we have been at war now for some 6 1/2 years. And many people think this war is wrong and that we should not be fighting it. I just wanted to say what I think about the war. I think that this war is necessary. Yes it started to get the people who participated in the events of September 11, 2001. Now we have begun to help another country earn their freedom and I have to say I am glad that we are. I am completely for the war. I would like to hear your thoughts.
February 20 2009
While someone else steals your good night kisses
I will sit here quitely hidding my wishes.
For I know the past lies between us
There is something I've got to say, I have to, I must.
It has nothing to do with a rythm or a rhym
nor a second or minute in time.
I want the world to see,
What true love is, just you and just me.
The things that I have to say they are about you.
Whether or not you will say them to.
You, look at you, you're beautiful.
Me? I was just-a-fool.
Together like two fish in the sea,
We can make that just you and just me.
To do the things I did yeah I know they were bad.
And I had to give up everything I had.
What can I do to make you see.
I would give it all up to have just you and just me.
We both have our own dreams.
And that makes it so tough so it seems.
I am ready to give up mine.
If you just give me a chance, just one more time.
We can make them all come true.
Making our own dreams just me and just you.
I guess really what I want to say.
Is that I would have it no other way.
Together we could be
Happy, just you and just me.
February 06 2009
When I was a child I thought like a child and acted as one.
Now as I have grown I think more for my future.
When I was a fool I acted only silly actions.
Now as smarter I act only what is worth acting.
When I was small at heart I loved little.
Now as larger my heart as grown I appriciate much.
When I was wild I acted as if I had no sense.
Now as I have calmed I know temporary cravings should not be satisfied.
When I was with you I knew excatly where I want to be forever.
Now as you have left me I know beyond a shodow of a doubt where I need to be for the rest of my life.
January 12 2009
Once you are there you might as well stop because if you go any further then you are probably too far!
Same if you have found what you are looking for, realize it, and stop looking! You won't find what you are holding anywhere else but in your hand.
You can only go back up once you have hit the bottom.
If you want something take it because it probably won't just magically come to you.
Once you have it hold on to it for dear life, but remember that it might want something else and you can't change that.
So remember you can't make someone love you nor can you make yourself love someone. (don't try...it don't work)
If you stand for something then stand strong and people will notice and eventually stand beside you.
And always remember if something seems completely perfect to you it could be hell for someone else.
oh and before you jump check your parachute pack.
So I hope that if you read the above that you enjoyed it and take what I have to say into consideration.
January 04 2009
It doesn't matter how much I have practiced with my rifle.
It doesn't matter how I have read and understood the enemy.
It doesn't matter how many times I have ran the drills.
The bottom line is that this conflict is more different than anything that has ever arose.
I am not sure if you understand.
You must let me expain.
I have prepared myself for anything that could come up.
How could I get ready for this kind of conflict?
But now that I look through blury eyes I see things much more clearly.
Although I am not completly ready I will fight till the death for what I believe in.
I might run dry but until I run out of life I will continue.
You don't realize what is going on.
You seem nieve to the ragging war.
And I know that it was hard to understand but Please Forgive Me.
December 09 2008
Well a lot of times I say I would love to die for my country and well that is true I find no higher honor one of my favorite generals made me think. General Gourges S. Patton said this,"I want you to remember that no one ever won a war by dying for his country. You won it by making the other poor dumb bastard die for his country."
I have not changed what I think of being the most honorerable thing to die for but I know how something to think about a little more.
December 06 2008
I am part of a dying breed.
One that believes that our flag is not just a flag,
it is a symbol and one to be respected.
One that believes that everyone is called to serve their country,
in one way or another.
One that still respects the wisdom,
of the ones who have been there before them.
One that wants to look down on his grandchildren saying,
"my grandfather died for this country."
One that believes that untimate sacriface,
is their life.
One that knows what hard work is,
because that is all they have ever done.
One that knows of God's love,
because it is what has saved them.
One that realizes,
that there is a time for war.
One that realizes there is a time for,
One that knows,
what is worth fighting for.
One that knows it is you.
December 04 2008
Ok so I was listening to a Fall Out Boy song (yes I know we will deal with issue later). But the lyrics got me to thinking, well part of the lyrics.
"Loaded gun complex cock it and pull it."
Nah I won't post anything long just some lyrics to think about.
November 07 2008
I can talk to you on the phone but I can't hold your hand.
I can hear your voice but I can't see your face.
You say that we are so far away I whisper not for long.
You give a pitty laugh to my horrible jokes.
I give my dedication to you. The definition?
You-my inspiration, my reason for my wrong moves, my confused mind. My seperation of genius and insane.
They say that the differance between those two is measured in success.
I want to see.
Am I crazy or do I for once know excatly what I am doing?
November 06 2008
November 04 2008
October 31 2008
"John McCain has not talked about my Muslim faith....well what I mean is he has not talked about me being a Muslim."
Senator Obama stated during an interview that John McCain has not talked about his Muslim faith. So he is obviously a Muslim. I mean his father was a member of one of the most radical Muslim groups in Kenya going through and preforming genocide on every village they came to. His step father was Muslim as well. So he must be a Muslim. How dare you "Christian's" say that. Let me say this first. I in no way support Senator Obama for president, but look at yourself. How dare you judge a man who you don't know. If you are a Christian then shouldn't you fogive someone for making a mistake? Which Barrack Obama obivously did during an interveiw. But not even that how dare you with out even haveing met the man you are ready to testify that he is not Christian like he says he is. Oh that is right, his father was a Muslim so he must be. My father was an alcoholic. Does that make me one? NO. You people who say it does must believe in Predestination. "Well his father is an alcoholic and his mother was too...nope he is not going to heaven." How dare you. Take a step back and think. Besides does it really matter if he is a Muslim? NO. It doesn't make a bit of difference. If the American people elect him then the American people elect him.
October 20 2008
October 15 2008
Do you only get one shot?
Cause I have had plenty.
Do you only get 15 minutes of fame?
Where are mine?
Do you only have 1 true friend?
Still figuring that one out.
Do you only have one true love?
Still looking for that one.
Do you only make the same mistake once?
Oops. Guess not.
Do you keep the promises that you make?
My word is my life.
Do you love me when you say you do?