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October 12 2005
ahhh im sooo freeckin pissed off right now!!!!!!!
so SOMEONE tells me today that she was telling him happy birthday (his birthday was yesterday) and all of a sudden this ROTC slutty girl kissed him...she has been trying to get him to go out with her for a week now and he has already rejected her.....so anyways...i reallly reallly don't know what i should do...some friends are like maybe he is just wanting to see what your reaction is since you aren't official and is still trying to decide which one to pick....but idk....i wish i knew...i need lots and lots of help....i probably will end up going to him tomorrow and be like whats going on but i still don't know what to do :-( ... i feel like going and crying now sooo bad...this is what that slut wanted to do..get rid of me..but now i will not let that happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes im sooo mad!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH i wish life did not have drama like this...so much :-(...well please give me some comments...aHHHHHH...ok im going to go...love ALL OF YOU bunches, Rachel