So we have internet at work now.  It's pretty interesting now.  It pretty much pays for itself.  I love my job.  It's amazing that I am getting paid to do the things I did at home for free.  My co-workers are awesome and my boss is like the father I never had.  A lot has happened since I had the chance to update last.  Too much to list tonight.  I just know that I am finally happy and moved away from my dark, depressing past.  No more suicidal thoughts, no more trying to hurt myself, no more blaming my problems on others, no more caring if I'm single.  I feel free.  I feel like I can fly and never be tethered again.  My wings unbound.......