September 17 2007
I have been so tired lately. It seems like in school after I get one project done, I have another right after that. It's never ending. As lond as I'm doing well I guess. Well, IF I'm doing well. At least I have dance to let all my stress go. I'm so excited. We get to start competition tonight.
I'm in a really weird mood. It's kind of like I'm just floating through life with no emotions. I'm not really sad about anything, but I don't really have anything to be extremely happy about. Which makes me kind of sad in a way. I don't want to miss out on life. It seems like all my friends go on with life no matter if I'm happy or sad or whatever. I wish I could back and relieve Australia. It was so much fun. I didn't care what people thought, and I just had fun. I guess it kind of had to do with that none of the people knew that much about me like people who have gone to school with me forever. So I could become anybody who I wanted. Which is really nice. Sometimes I wish I could start all over in a new school for those reasons, but then I would miss all my friends. But sometimes I wonder if they would really miss me.