Am I suppose to feel sad?

May 15 2006

No tears fell from my eyes today as I left. What is funny is that a sense of relief didn't wash over me either. I know from this point on that I will be an outsider, never again will I be a student. I will never belong like I did. Yet, it doesn't feel like I am leaving, but rather like I am taking a break only to return eventually. Siegel will always be my roots, and I will always belong there in my memories..