mom's on her way home...not too excited about that, but it's all good...

my life just pretty much sucks right now...people all on me for crap i didn't do...dealing with my own issues...dealing with my parents (which is bad enough in itself)...dealing with my brothers and sister...school...bowling team...choir...and on top of all of that, dealing with losing two of my best friends...

sometimes, i just want to sit on the beach...by myself...doing nothing...listening to the ocean's waves...having PEACE for once in my life...

all i want to be is loved...that's it...i didn't ask for all of the crap that i got stuck with...

[me]