i need a life...other than *insert amazing guy's name here*


i am so pathetic...he doesn't even talk to me...anymore...it hurts to see him with her...

he doesn't even know i love him...i want to tell him, but he's never around...i wish i could tell him, but it'd ruin my life...i already know it would...

what should i do? i love him......he loves someone else.....

*sighs* why me? why now? he's older...he wouldn't go for me anyways... but he's perfect...he's amazing...