Jamie
Relationship Status
In A Relationship
Interests
God, my friends, my amazing boyfriend, definately muuuuusic, markers, dancing [ballet, hiphop, jazz], singing, green tea, coffee [starbucks, expresso joe's], fireworks, the stars, television, photography, flats, sunglasses, long necklaces, the square, holding hands, random outings, laughing, and butterflies.
Favorite Music
relient k, hellogoodbye, the rocket summer, jack johnson, jimmy eat middle, the fray, led zeppelin, straylight run, all american rejects, amanda rogers, alter bridge, sum 41, taking back sunday, emery, dashboard confessional, red hot chili peppers, daphne loves derby, the shins, gregory and the hawk, michael buble, tristan prettyman, joseph arthur, aerosmith, ataris, jimmie hendrix, the ramones, phantom planet, hot hot heat, the used, jet, le tigre, cheap trick, the postal service, copeland, frou frou, jason mraz, gorillaz, sufjan stevens, fiona apple, damien rice, death cab for cutie, panic! at the disco, yeah yeah yeahs, eisley, nelly furtado, of montreal, jars of clay, ben folds, ben harper, david crowder band, five iron frenzy, some country, some rap.
taking a break, for now
October 08 2005
this is my last entry for a little bit
who knows I might be back in a week
but until then I leave you with some of my thoughts.
I went and watched the excorcism of emily rose with Claire
it got to me
I believe that there are demons that do that.
I dont know..but it's scary
people overlook stuff like that
emily rose took on the responsibilty for God
she could have just died right there
but she suffered for God
and it made me think, would I?
would I go through that much pain for God?
I mean, would you?
she was a light to some people
just like bruce and ellen were
I want to be a light
and yeah maybe I wont get possessed
or die in a car crash or anything
but I want to impact someone
Duane says he believes that in heaven
there will be a time when we see the people
we didnt witness to and they will confront us.
personally, I would like to keep that number down
and all the people I have let go already, I'll see
and they'll ask me why I didnt help them
and I wont have an answer
maybe it was because I was selfish and didnt want to embarrass myself
or I just couldnt walk up there
I dont know but I just want to try harder now.
I fought with a few people today too
that also made me think..
I need to be better
a better friend, a better sister, a better daughter
because I have been awful with trying to be those
God, please help me out.
I need you right now, terribly
I'm so tired.
who knows I might be back in a week
but until then I leave you with some of my thoughts.
I went and watched the excorcism of emily rose with Claire
it got to me
I believe that there are demons that do that.
I dont know..but it's scary
people overlook stuff like that
emily rose took on the responsibilty for God
she could have just died right there
but she suffered for God
and it made me think, would I?
would I go through that much pain for God?
I mean, would you?
she was a light to some people
just like bruce and ellen were
I want to be a light
and yeah maybe I wont get possessed
or die in a car crash or anything
but I want to impact someone
Duane says he believes that in heaven
there will be a time when we see the people
we didnt witness to and they will confront us.
personally, I would like to keep that number down
and all the people I have let go already, I'll see
and they'll ask me why I didnt help them
and I wont have an answer
maybe it was because I was selfish and didnt want to embarrass myself
or I just couldnt walk up there
I dont know but I just want to try harder now.
I fought with a few people today too
that also made me think..
I need to be better
a better friend, a better sister, a better daughter
because I have been awful with trying to be those
God, please help me out.
I need you right now, terribly
I'm so tired.
