Church tonight. I'm goin but I don't think I'm goin to the raid....maybe starbucks or somethin...hmm....not sure.

last night was soo much fun. I spent the night at beckys in honor of her bday. Hahaha we all have pretty decorated cars now. Well mines not....my parents made me wash the windows...oh well. Me and Leah went and...nevermind can't say....lol. Well I'm off to finish gettin ready. I hope everyone has a great day!!!! TTEL!!! ByE!!!

I had a really good conversation with a friend tonight. He and I seem to have a lot in common when it comes to certain things. I feel a lot better now that I've talked about some things. I'm very glad to have him for a friend.

So yea, I've discovered a love for the song Collide by Howie Day. It's jus a really cool song.

~Collide~
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

do do do do x4

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

do do do do x4

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

do do do do x8

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

do do do do x2

Finally find
You and I collide

do do do do x2

You finally find
You and I collide

do do do do x8

Sooo pretty sure I went to the Shaun Groves concert tonight and it was AWESOME!!!! He is soo talented and totally blessed. I got his new cd for 5 dollars which made it even better. After the concert me and Rach went to Steak N Shake so that was cool. Haha all those lil kids...lol. Well I'm tired...goodnight. Oh yea, there are some pics from the concert in my lil photobox thingy. Jus for you Leah...lol

"Majesty" is an amazing song. Thas all I can say.

Nothing feels right anymore. Not even the music I used to like feels right. I used to love Jason Mraz....that jus doesn't sound the same anymore. I hate it. Why doesn't it?

photo from SingAHappySong

pray for me. things are so confusing right now. I know God will get me through it though. He is all I need.

today is my bday! I'm very happy!!

Ok so I know I said I was gonna do my bday party on the 8th. Well I have to work...so obviously that's not gonna work. So instead i'm gonna have it on the 7th. Ummm meet here around like 6-6:30 and hang out watch a movie and eat then go bowling around 9 or so. Its cheaper after nine. Umm leave comments if you wish to come.

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
That I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does it right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
And me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

today was a great day!!! My bestest friend is finally home from Taiwan so i'm happy about that. I also went to see Mr. & Mrs. Smith again...that movie is really good. It was better the 2nd time...lol. Don't know why though. Guess I jus understood a lot more stuff. I think I'm going bowling with some friends here in a lil while so that should be fun. But hey, I g2g email a friend and go get ready for bowling. TTEL!!! ByE!!!

my day jus got like 20 times better!!!!! My best friend is finally home!!! She's been gone for a month in Taiwan and I've missed her!!!! She's home!!! YAY!!!!

I guess I'm not good enough for my parents. They came home at lunch and both started on me right away about not doing my chores. I had some of them already done but they weren't all done therefore I got yelled at. I was then told that I wouldn't survive in college if I didn't get to work. I don't care anymore. My birthday is next week and as excited as I should be...I'm not!

The Soundtrack of My Life
- Opening Credits: "Autobiography" by Ashlee Simpson
- Waking-Up scene: “Breakfast” by Newboys
- Average Day scene: "Ordinary Day” by Vanessa Carlton
- Falling In Love scene: “Wonderwall” by Oasis
- Love Scene: "Collide” by Howie Day
- Fight With a Friend scene: "Let Me Go" by 3 Doors Down
- Break-Up/Post Break-Up scene: "Over” by Lindsay Lohan
- Lonely scene: "Best I Ever Had” by Vertical Horizon
- Get Back Together scene: "You and Me” by Lifehouse
- Fight scene: "Fighter” by Christina Augularia
- Wandering Around Randomly scene: "Forward Motion” by Relient K
- Heartbreak scene: "Free Fallin” by Tom Petty
- Mental Breakdown scene: "Empty Apartment” by Yellowcard
- Driving scene: "Rawkfist” by Thousand Foot Krutch
- Sex scene: "Lover and Friends” by Lil Jon & the East Side Boyz
- Dream sequence: "Wonderful Tonight” by Eric Clapton
- Party scene: "Yeah” by Usher
- Happy Dance scene: "Chemical Party” by Gavin DeGraw
- Regret scene: "Good Riddance (Time of Your life)” by Green Day
- Long Night Alone scene: "40 Kinds of Saddness” by Ryan Cabrera
- Closing credits: "Tomorrow" by Lillix

Today was a wonderful day. I slept in then got up and went and put in a couple of applications on campus. Ran into a friend that I haven't seen in FOREVER so that was cool. Then I came home for a lil while. Went to lunch with Aimee davis so that was fun. We went shopping for a friends b-day present. Then I went to hang with a friend for a lil while and now I'm home...bored. Oh yea 8 days till i'm 18! Woo hoo!! LOL!!

Movie night tomorrow night at my house!!! Not sure what movie but we can decide when everyone gets here. If you wanna come leave me a comment. Call the cell 631-1837 if you need directions. Will start around like 6:30-7

Today is a LAZY DAY for me!! I needed one of these. It feels good to be able to jus lay around and rest all day. I've watched a couple of movies....accidently slept through one of them, but it's all good. But hey I g2g i've gotta try and get the dell ppl to help me fix my ipod thingy. TTEL!!! ByE!!

so I went to the doctor and thank goodness it wasn't my appendix. She was like.."we're gonna do an ultrasound on you jus to make sure everythings ok" The ultrasound is on wednesday. I'm feeling a lot better today. I can actually like sit up without being in pain. But I g2g finish gettin ready. ByE!!!