This is going to be a long night. I think i'm about to go and have one of the hardest conversations I will ever have. Pray for me. Thats all I can ask.

I was jus kinda flippin through my bible today and I stumbled upon these verses. They offered so much reassurance and they make me feel a lot better.

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you declares the Lord, and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you, declares the Lord, and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into.
Jeremiah 29:11-14

These past few days have been awesome beyond belief. A couple things have gone wrong but I haven't let that get me down!!! I refuse to let Satan bring me down! Wednesday night was AWESOME!! Bro Dean spoke and he did an awesome job!!! I went bowling last night and it was soo much fun!!! I'm glad I went cause I hadn't been in a couple of weeks. But yea, I better go cause I'm in class...library orientation....even though I've already been through it with my Gov't class. I hope everyone has a wonderful day, even thugh it's freezing cold!!!


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URGHH!!! what did I ever see in him??? He's a punk and a half!!! Yes I was upset with him last night, and I guess I mentioned it to the wrong person and they told him. Therefore he called and said he doesn't think we should be friends!!!! I don't care!!! His loss, not mine. I'm better off w/o him in my life!!!

So yea, I go to start my car this morning and it starts and all and then I realize I've left something inside that I needed. So I go to turn it off and low and behold..the stinking key WON'T turn!! And the engine is making a horrible noise that I can't stand when it's in park. So I call my parents (who btw are on their way to the Titans game) and they call someone for me who then shows up to try and straighten things out. Well we finally got the car to jus stop. I don't know what he did but he killed all power to it. So now once again...I have no car. I'm so tired of this. Maybe my dad will finally look into getting me a newer car...hopefully, but I seriously doubt it...oh well. At least I tried.

Intercession last night was really good. I'm glad I went. Today has been ok so far. I don't know what the rest of the day has in store but I'm thinkin it should be a good day...or at least I hope it is. Well I'm off to finish gettin ready and head out for a bit. I hope everyone has a great day!!! TTEL!!! ByE!!!

I think i'm confused. ok, so maybe I know i'm confused, but whats new. Went bowling last night, had a blast and a half!! WOO HOO! Haha layne and graham we're talkin some serious smack to each other, it was kinda funny to watch. Today has been a random day. Woke up at like 6:30...which isn't good. Then I soo totally like forgot the one book I actually needed. Oh well. Ha then on the way back to my friends dorm to hang my phone rang so obviously I answered it. I wasn't expecting it to be who it was....it was...odd. I mean I haven't talked to him in I don't know how long and he all of a sudden calls....hmm...oh well. I'm off to go finish gettin ready for work!!! TTEL!!! ByE!!!

my car died....this isn't good. This is like the 2nd or 3rd time. If anyone loves me enough to take me to Intercession tonight I would love them very much....:-(

All I can say is....
...I want you, but i'm not giving in this time!!! Goodbye to you, goodbye to everything that I knew...

This weekend was awesome!!! The new student retreat rocked!! We played Capture the Flag friday night so that was cool. We looked like a bunch of aliens running around up there cause we used glow sticks to tell who was on what team. My quiet time saturday rocked!!! I sat out on the porch of the place we we're at and jus looked out over God's beauty!! It was B-E-A-UTIFUL!!! Football game Saturday night...lets not go there. Then I went over to Jades and hung out with them for a little bit. Sunday morning church was really good!!! I played ultimate frisbee with some friends that afternoon so that was cool then I attempted to go fishing but changed my mind. Last night was cool to. Had a friend over for dinner then we went to this cool little concert to benefit Hurricane Katrina victims. I went to Intercession last night...and all I can say is WOW!! I'm soo glad that I went. God is sooo amazing!! I got a lot of things right with God last night and I'm glad I did. Oh yea, yesterday afternoon...def not good for me!! But lets not go there on here. If you wanna know come ask me and I might tell. Well this is long enough so i'm out!!! TTEL!!! ByE!!!

So I'm gettin ready to head over to church to leave for the New Student Retreat. I'm really excited about it!! I hope God does some awesome things. Jus pray that we get there and back safely and have a good time!! Have a great night everyone!!

You said, ask and I'll give the nations to you
Oh Lord, thats the cry of my heart
Distant shores and the islands will see,
Your light, as it rises on up


I want to give all of me
I want to give all of me
I want to give all of me
I'm giving You all of me!!!!!
Bless the Lord, let all thats in me Bless the Lord
May kingdoms fall, and rulers crawl, before Your throne!!!!

Theres a white flag
Wavin where my colors used to fly
You win
Theres a white flag
I'm givin up and givin all of me, I give in
I'm Yours to reign and to rule, I'm just a fool with a white flag

Jesus I'm giving it all up to You. My life is now completly in Your hands. Mold me into what You want me to be!!!

AO is gonna rock!!! I'm soo excited!!!! I've met some cool ppl and I can't wait to really get into it and find a J-group and a sunday school class.
Oh yea, I start college tomorrow...pray for me....

tonight was good. Went to a friends church to hear him preach then hung out with him for a bit. Played basketball, lost...as usual against him, then we jus talked....gah it was good to see him. I hate that he leaves tomorrow...maybe I'll get to see him before he leaves...it'd be nice...

I miss you Bruce....

Sooo I went to the job fair with ashley today. I filled out an application and they offered me a job. WOO HOO!!! I then went by Krogers and kindly turned in my 2 weeks notice!!! YAY!!! I'm sooo happy!!! I'm ready to get out of there!!!!

I guess I know who my true friends are. You all know who you are and I love you all!!!

All I need
is You, Lord
is You Lord
All I need is You

photo from BeautyFromPain
I miss him...soo much. I can't believe it's been almost a year. He is always in my thoughts though. I miss you my friend....



photo from BeautyFromPain

This isn't something I'm looking foward to do it, but I know it needs to be done. Tuesday Anna and I have decided to go see Bruces gravesite. We're thinking about meeting at Belle Aire at 5 and then going over and then goin to eat at La Siesta to talk and such. Leave a comment on here or on Anna's phusebox if you wanna go.