i fear i'm going to end up a homewrecker in this situation...but at the same time, i dont want to wait around (nor do i want to be a homewrecker [well, maybe i sort of do] )...so, i think i will move on...maybe.  or i will claim celibacy, i think that is the best idea i have had all year!!!!

there are moments when you realize that someone, somewhere has captured a night of your life in a song.  and then, you dont feel so alone anymore, because you know for sure that other people go through the same things that you do, and that is a very conforting feeling...

so, you should go listen to "how to save a life" by the fray...but i will leave you with a snippit...ok a little more...but still!!!



Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

And you begin to wonder why you came


Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life


Let him know that you know best

Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you


Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

so, happy easter to you all!!!

we went to church and had the typical easter lunch...that was pretty cool...

john came for lunch cause he didnt go home (cause he's a bad son)...so my mom invited him over

and we had an easter egg hunt (the pictures) and our easter eggs were full of money...which was smart cause my mom spent much less money on cash than she would have on candy and baskets and so on and so forth...so yeah, that was my easter, it was cool i guess...except that i felt like i had two brothers picking on me instead of one...

yay for trees and flowers and ten dollar haircuts
yay for friends who drive you crazy and the ones who make you laugh
yay for new shoes and prom dresses
yay for text messaging and scientific calculators and ceiling fans
yay for sound machines and the real spring rain
yay for black because its cool enough to be alone
yay for digital cameras and emo kids
yay for cell phone and handwritten letters and your favorite teacher named stella
yay for new notebooks and princess stickers
yay for old bibles full of notes from when you were ten
yay for books and hugs and socks and hot chocolate
yay for being happy and not emo and not wanting to kill yourself.

_the end...so, i posted it because elizabeth thought it was funny...basically i sat in bed one night while text messaging/talking on the phone w/ a friend and this is the random stuff that came out onto paper.  some of the things stemmed from our conversation and some of the things are just me being weird/random...hope you laugh, or cry, or i hope you think im a complete idiot, because after typing this, even i dont think im completely sane.

MY SARAH MOORE IS COMING HOME TODAY!!!! and im SUPER DUPER EXCITED!!!!  granted, i have to work tonight and i dont get to see her until tomorrow....but she and brian left me the most HILARIOUS message last night that made me very happy!!!!!!

 

it was very very early in the morning...and i decided to take a picture of myself!!!     

the view from our hotel room, yeah, that was a winner!!

a view from central park, i think...

CHICAGO is probably the worst Broadway show ever...

me and my mom at Rockefeller Center!!!!

_ill put up more pictures later...like, actual pictures of me and friends!!!  lol 

LOVE YOU AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!

---------------DECEMBER---------------

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible...
better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic.
Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient
and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet
complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating,
tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny
and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to
make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music.
pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

i have thin mints in the freezer....

yay for Siegel Basketball!!!

sorry, oakland, it really was an exciting season....

today, i fell asleep in class for the first time ever!!!  yeah, i mean, we had free time, and i didnt miss much...but still!  lol

this weekend was pretty much amazing....i can't say everything that i want to right now because i wouldnt reiterate everything that i want to, so, maybe tonight ill write it down and ill post it later....

if i had a million dollars, i'd buy your love

 on another note,  i was looking up the origin of my name today and it means captivating or bound...two very different meanings...

i shall preface this with...sorry elizabeth...(there are a few pictures)

today, i am going to a singles only party at my friend genna's house...and i was asked to bring a finger food...and i couldnt think of a good finger food, so, i went to Kroger and came out with this....


pillsbury's "ultimate dessert kit"


so i wisked the bundle of chocolate goodness together 75 times!!!


then, me and tyler licked the bowl (raw eggs dont really matter)


and this is what came out of the oven...kinda like those cooking shows where they put it in and 30 seconds later...it comes out!!!!

so, this was my domestic act of the day...tomorrow, ill wash clothes!!!

_rebekah

mtsu just keeps coming up...and everything is falling in quite nicely...this is not what i planned for my life....but then again, im sure god has a different plan

so, i was painting my nails in fourth period (yes very "clueless" of me, but i was bored) and i dripped red nail polish on my jeans...

how do you get nail polish out of jeans?

_rebekah

super excited because i just pre-ordered teddy geiger's cd...underage thinking

so, i should go to new york in march and then come home to a wonder ful new cd!!!!  yay!!! 

gotta work on fixing my iPod by March 17.  

i love you!

_rebekah

i think i'll do my kids a favor and move to the plateau!

"God must be Disappointed in us"

i am so disappointed in people...and i know that if i get this disappointed in people i barely know then, I AM is broken-hearted (figuratively speaking) by their actions, because He loves us with all of his heart and He never wants us to encounter sin.


We are all made in HIs image and when we sin we are breaking away from God's perfect image that he has created for us!!! wow! he loves us! he created us just like him!!!

Like many people who went to BigSTUF.... i am reading God's blogs
by lanny donoho...its like God's way of being technological and
writting on a cool little blog (much like this one here). i love it,
it's a great book that is easy to read and lanny makes some great
points!


"prone to wander, Lord to feel it. prone to leave the God i love"


(i my God's blogs, everytime god refers to himself he says I AM, cause that's his name. he's not really anything specific, he just is...kinda a big concept huh?)

MY BRAIN IS OVERSTIMULATED!!!!!!!

1.  just found out that _____ ______ ___ _____!!!!  (i would love to tell you, but i can't)

2.  roy, this really nice manager who use to work at Demos'? yeah, well, we thought he had quit to move to texas, NOPE!  he was fired for sexual harrassment!!  AND HE IS A SWINGER!!!!  creeeeeepy

3.  the guy who came into marble slab this summer with brooks boyd, the guy who looks like FREDDIE PRINCE JR. he now works at Demos' and is JUSTIN SURPASS the drunkard who had been arrested about a zillion times!!!

my head hurts!!!

also, this is sad, i was waiting to eat tonight, and standing next to me was a family w/ a "papa" who was drunk in public and the little boy was so sad because he knew his family was causing a scene and was really embarrassed.  it just made realize that i'm really blessed with the family i have and i hope that one day, he will not be like the rest of them.

_rebekah

"we went to the moon to have fun,
but the moon turned out to completely suck"

_feed

so, i'm going to become a vegetarian for a little while.  we watched a video about it today during first period...

well, this weekend, sarah and i took a little trip to "nashvegas" (i want a shirt that says that) for our first "18 and up" excursion...yeah, EXIT/IN to see andy davis and dave barnes...basically, out two favorite artists in the same night...fabulous!

sarah and i before the concert (yup, me with black hair...it matched my shirt)


andy davis...being very sexy with the guitar...


"he plays on the black keys"


next, we were graced with the presence of dave barnes...wonderful voice...hmmm....and i've never paid too much attention, but he's awesome at guitar...


so hott, yet, so married...lol


singin' "greyhound"  probably one of my favorites off the new cd :
(chasing mississippi, which everyone should get)


andy davis had to come out, once again, just for fun!!


i just thought this was a good picture...


so, that was my saturday night, i hope yours was enjoyable

_rebekah

sooo....morgan dyed my hair and it looks black....but it should fade a little...ill put up pictures later, maybe

sooo....

guess who is a main dancer for west side story???

ME ME ME ME ME!!!

ok, so im really excited!  can you tell???

i love you all and have a great hump day (tomorrow)

_rebekah

new year's was fun....but im really excited about going back to school!!

i miss all of my friends...but here are some pics of break...and parties and such








so, we got a little rowdy...

so that's the end of the first christmas party....here's newyear's






they are usually very pretty girls...


soooo....that's all folks...