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April 23 2006

So I spoke at CAK on April 20 I would say that things went
well, and I pray that what I said got through to these students.

With that said, on the way back, I was listening to Blindside, and a
song that I've heard many times really, made sense to me. It was
really weird, because I can say in all honesty, their song Pitiful, is
basically, the sermon I spoke that morning. I can't really
explain exactly why, because I'd have to really go into my sermon, and
I'm sure you'll don't really want that. But this song REALLY got
to me this morning.

Just read this lyrics, ( and yes, I've altered them a bit, but they're basically the same )

Man, this is a powerful song..

Blindside: Pitiful

As I recall with my stomach turning,

I was hiding away from myself, away from You,

Pretending nothing, but I knew something was terribly wrong.

I'll admit that I was only waiting for the right time....

The right moment for You to look away....

And though you never did I still pretended for a while

Just so I could look where I don't belong

I remember every word you said...

PLEASE COME BACK IN TIME! COME BACK!

God, I remember I will soon BE DEAD!

.I am so pitiful...

So pitiful...

But I know, as I HAMMERED THOSE NAILS into your Beautiful Hands..

Your eyes they try to search for mine,
But I'll look away....

And though your eyes ARE THE ONLY THING THAT CAN SAVE ME...
I'M STILL AFRAID of them piercing..

.You're breaking into my prison..

I JUST pretended for a while!
NOW MY SOUL IS DIEING, GOD, NOW I WON'T LOOK AWAY!

I remember every word you said!

I needed to come back in time, I came back!

.But my situation was so pitiful..

We can all be so pitiful.....

---- So in the real song he doesn't say " i remember every word you
said!" but I think he just continues to repeat the first part of trying
to remember everything, to keep coming back to the point of us just
looking God in the fact, and turning away from Him..

And how pitiful that is.