Hey guys, pretty bored.. pretty bored.  I made a website here for a favorite band of mine.  Feel free to check it out if you have a second, tell me what you think.  Peace out!

My New Website for Angels and Airwaves

If it says it's unavailable just try again later.  I'd really appreciate it.

Hey all... another song.. what can I say.. I must be really really happy!

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I'll let you go
though you know I don't want to
And I guess you'll leave
Even though you don't want to
It's only because
it's that time of night
Where the end must come
Cause we know that it's right
And because your parents
Said so....

I pray this moment never ends...
But when you're gone, I'll just pretend
That it never happened
No I can see you're still here
though It's not quite as perfect
And not nearly as clear
Oh, with time this will pass
And you'll be back in my arms
I just pray that this night
Goes by fast...

Won't you come spend the night
Just wrapped in my arms
And smile at my jokes
And give in to my charms
And tomorrow we'll wake
And together begin
That fresh new journey
To do it all over again

And when you dream...
Can you see me screaming your name
At your window at night
Just trying to get you outside
So I can take you away
To the places we know
The places we go
In our own little world
I'm thankful that God
Made such a beautiful girl

And so I sit here again
Just thinking of you
I look in your eyes
And I see that it's true
That you're heart is racing
Just as much as mine
I love you so much
I'm glad you believe
Cause nothing is better
Than when you're with me

Won't you come spend the night
Just wrapped in my arms
And smile at my jokes
And give in to my charms
And tomorrow we'll wake
And together begin
That fresh new journey
To do it all over again

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these feelings come like swift winds through a canyon
a paper cut to my heart
do i know what causes them, no
do they have an apparent reason, no
but as far as i remember i've felt this way
good one moment, then not the next
paranoid i'm all alone, and then on top of the world...
but atlast i've found someone that cares enough
to pick up the phone, even if it's late at night
and listen to my paranoid self...
God, thank You, she is amazing in every way.

This is a song I wrote for my girlfriend... Though it has no music... It's something I'm sure she'd understand about me.. But hopefully ya'll will like it too.  Have an amazing day.

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Everytime I have to leave you
I hate to feel this way
There's a feeling deep inside
And I guess it's here to stay
It's a hurting little question
I hope I never ask
Just a little sickening thought
That I hope comes to pass

  (Chorus)
What if this were the last talk
Or the last hug, or the last goodbye
The one last kiss without a chance to sigh
Oh, I hate this thought,
Oh, why'd it enter my head?
Goodbye means so long, so
I'll say sweet dreams instead..
(End Chorus)

And everytime we embrace
Another emotion is felt
That wonderful feeling
I'm glad I can't help
Oh your smile is magic
With that look in your eyes
I'll kiss you good night
But no, I won't say goodbye

(Chorus)

And if these thoughts trouble you
Just so you know
There's a reason behind them
that I won't let go
There's a reason I'm here
And a reason you're there
And these thoughts inbetween
They only prove that I care

No, I won't say goodbye
But I will kiss you good night
I like the thought
You're only gone for the night
And I'll see you tomorrow
While our love still goes on
I hope never to think
That you'll ever be gone...

Oh, I hate this thought
Oh, Why'd it enter my head?
Goodbye means so long, so
I'll say sweet dreams instead...

Let it be known,
How I hate goodbyes,
They end the moments
That take so long to find
They bring a close
To the nights of gold
The ones where laughter
Simply never gets old
Yes goodbyes are a killer
I'll tell you this now
But I'll be thinking of you
Even when you're not around

May I force you to smile,
There's no way you're alone
It may be dark outside
And still no sound from the phone

But I've been there before
It was sad, and it hurt..
Made me curl up in fear,
And then tug at my shirt..

Yeah, that silence was thunderous
The cause of my pain
It hit me like fury,
And then drowned me like rain..

It hurt just to sleep,
I swear I don't lie
I want you to feel good
I don't want you to cry..

Like I've said many times
I know just what it's like
I'm here just to give you
An inspiration to fight...

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If you have a few minutes.. Check out the video that picture is from... here.

well things go well, if you're patient enough
easier said than done, just like the rest of the stuff
but i swear it to you, if you try, can be done
just look to the stars, and your dreams can be won

but it's so much harder, than these words make it sound
don't be discouraged if you're thrown to the ground
just get back up, stare this right in the face
if you just give up, that's you're only disgrace

just put forth the effort, your heart, and your love
and God will come down, with strength from above
Sending His armies, with flaming sword in hand,
Sending our foes back to their own hellish land.

photo from oosnake45

Me and the lovely Ms. Carlton..

Let it be known July 4, 2006 at 1:10am, me and Rachel Carlton decided to date. 
I am the happiest person in the world right now... Thank God
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All rise, take your bow and then listen
There's a conflict brewing, the enemy has risen
But if we hold fast hope, and fight with courage
Our God will rise, And our enemies discourage
With a fire behind us, who stands a chance
Steady your shield, and bring your Spirit lance
On to battle we go, with a thunderous march...

Steady pace, but hold the line
Our God will come on His own Good time,
Just hold faith, and do not flinch
For even in death, to His Grace hence...
I will see you, when I get There...

for all who know or who care to listen
take a moment, rejoice, for the life you believe in
no longer a dream, but rather an answered prayer
a now found treasure, you thought was never there
let us shout with triumph, please stand with me
we're here now finally, where we ought to be
no longer on knees, to ask to overcome
the battle is over, and our war is won
yes stand up now, feel it in your heart
no more long nights to tear you apart
for we have conquered one and all
we held our faith, and He answered the call.

I just felt like writing.. This isn't really about anyone.. Just something that came to mind.  Hope you enjoy.
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OH!
I wanna say what I stand for..
I stand for the brightest looks
On the darkest days
Where you can't seem to breathe
But then air burst from your veins
OH!
I wanna stand for that
perfect smile that you make
When you look in my eyes
That makes me stand there in awe
And lift you up towards the skies....

Oh.. I.............
Could stand for all that you're worth....
Oh.. I............
Could make it worth your while
Just to put up with me
Cause I'm crazy for you

many know why... but i have been so excited here lately.. but anyway..i just thought i'd share how happy i've been recently... but to those who don't know the tale... i appologize... I don't live and tell..... mmmm...
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i can feel the growing chill
of the morning air blowing
through your hair
and catch the scent of
that suave shampoo
that i once gave to you...
oh if only you knew...
oh if only you knew...

if only you could see
what i believe
what you do to me...
If you could see this smile...
This smile that's in private..
That to darkness I reveal...

perhaps one day..
you'll see it all.

for the sake of all who will listen
let me give you a message
let me tell you what you've been missing
with a single breath I've felt the lightest
All my hopes and dreams
Have grown to be finish
For that everything I wanted
Has been given in an instant
And I feel my haunted
Dreams have passed
For I've drawn you close
And I hope we last
Yes, you bring a smile through all the tears
You've helped me to conquer
All of my fears
You've set me on fire, for once in a while
And you've really helped me through
In your own special style
And I Just can't seem to wait
Long enough...

I wanna crawl into a hole
With just myself and all my pain
With the blackness in my recess
Hopefully I'll go insane
Or have an excuse for why I get so sad
With no apparent cause
I'm sick of all the tears I cry
I hate to say I'm lost
Because for so long I feel just fine
But then the gloom, it comes in waves
Spreading through my heart and mind
Like shrapnel from grenades...
God sometimes I just wanna quit.

Oh with the love and the tears
Comes the pain and the hurt
That natural feeling that's
Nothing but work
Oh you think you've got it
Held in your grasp
For one second it's gone
And then comes a gasp
You're hurt and you're hung
Just gasping for air
You want them to know
That you still really care
But it's not really over, was just a moment that passed
Cherish each one, my friend, it could be your last

For you don't ever know
When it could be the end
She could say that "We're over"
And then never be one again
I'm just trying to help
You must understand
I've been there before
And it hurt though I'm man
I've tried and I've tried
to get over it, I can't
She's an angel at heart,
And I wounded the wing
But I won the girl back, A second chance!
And now sing!

i said it once before
and i still believe it...
that You're all i need
I swear i mean it...

Please... Look at me...
Let me see
Your eyes,
They shine
In the moonlight...

I need You now
I can not bare it...
I want You to know
I dreamt out all of it...

Please... See me through...
I need You
Your life,
It holds
Me still in love

Perhaps this is what I've dreamt for
Perhaps this is what I want...
Maybe You like it too
Me standing here
Reaching for You

hold me close I've
fallen amongst the stars...
I saw Your face
And it felt way too far...

Please... Look at me...
Let me be
All that
You'll need
In this moment...

true love isn't where
I'd always thought to find it...
it's deep inside me
and i'll never be above it...

Please... keep me close...
Do not fade
Your heart
It beats
With music...

Perhaps this is what I've dreamt for
PErhaps this is what I want...
Maybe You like it too
Me standing here
Reaching for You...

I think I'll find a day
Where all will then come true
Where slowly I can drown
Alone, but far from lifeless

with the sound of your voice
washing away all my sorrows
there's nothing to say but
will you be there tomorrow

can i look forward to the light
of the next coming day
for i'd love to see you again
for then all is okay

i'll say goodnight to you now
but count the seconds til' morn
for with you in the day, for
what else is there to look forward

with every seconds wait...
i say that your worth it
but with every moments pass
i feel every little bit
of the wait i've taken on...

i love you so much,
yet all the signs point to no...
why am i so stubborn
this i don't even know...
it's my gift and my curse...
to feel this way.

you know what it's like
to stand still for so long
to push against force
but you're only so strong..
when you look at the girl
with strength in your heart
but you're stuck here
just taking the hurt
for there's nothing you can do
though you think that you can
you go on with the pain
just to prove you're a man

i wanna say all those words once again
just can't tell you enough
i wanna prove all i say
just to see you lit up
and in the heat of your smile
take your breath away
and remember this moment
for the rest of my days..