why does something as silly as this take over my life?? its crazy and i dont like it. iv tried to give it to God, but i just dont want to let go. i feel like i cant. i feel like i cant help it, but i know that i should just give it to God and let go. im not exactly sure how though. life is crazy but oh so wonderful

in spite of everything

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

its wonderful your wonderful

Jesús es la razón para la temporada

-milly 

everyone is getting old so happy birthday to all the ppl who are getting old

yesterday

AMBER!!!!!!

today

CARLY!!!!!!

tomorrow

ROBYN!!!!!!

thursday

JOPE!!!!!!!!

ah everyone is growing up its a sad thing but i love watching people get old its fun 

today i wasnt at school cause iv got the strep its not cool but o well

ill see you all tomorrow i hope

love 

well midstate was quite fun

although i didnt make it i dont think i had ever played the piece better i came out of there knowing that was the best i could do so im happy with myself

im also happy with my band congrats to eveybody

heres a rundown

flute- heather got first band first chair (STATE) and becky got 10th chair second band

clarinet- (all first band) chris lawson 3rd chair (STATE), danny jones 13th chair, kathryn south 15th chair 

bass clarinet- chris lawson 1st chair first band (STATE)

contrabass clarinet- danny jones 1st chair second band, kathryn south alternate

alto sax- chris johnson alternate

trumpet- josh martin alternate

horn- erin hall 2nd band second chair

jazz alto sax- chris johnson alternate

jazz tenor sax- chris johnson 2nd chair first band

jazz trumpet-  josh martin 4th chair first band, jake feltner 5th chair first band, evan richards alternate

so ya thats 17 spots in midstate from the same 10 ppl thats awesome im so proud 

tomorrow is mid state

YAY!

ah thanksgiving was fun

made me feel so all american hanging out with cousins, aunts, uncles, and grandparents

then i got home

and the all american-ness stoped there

we go to eat and while in the restaurant ransey told me that kevin was afraid that we were gonna let dad in the house and he told mom that if we did that he would kick us out

then we getin the car and kevin starts being a snob and talking about how we need to move into a bigger and better house and how blah blah blah all the people at work have this and that

and mom and kevin got into a fight in the car

kevin refuses to take mom out for dinner

its their anniversary

what a happy home i sometimes wonder why i stay here

every time dad comes he reminds us that the invitation is always open

 then it hits me

you guys are the only reason that im here if i didnt have friends that i do and the church i would be gone

i love you so much

yay no school and tomorrow dad is picking us up and were heading down to mississippi to go see his parents so ill get to see dad and elle and heather and teresa and alot of other people that you dont know lol so ya ill see you guys later and dont forget to be super extra thankfun this week

i love you guys

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

paint+aim=fun

uploading pics on this site hates me it only works half the time some work some dont o well its faster then xanga uploading

WOAH!!!!!!!!! its me posting from my house its so cool i can use al the internet now not just what i can get to through school! its quite exciting and ah aim my life is better now its cool ah yay for the net and for life cause its cool and for midstate being in like 3 weeks and woah ya totally snuck up on me guess i should go practice like a good kid i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hey kids its been a while but o wel still no comp at home no news really besides im like super missing the net a whole freaking lot but ya hopefully the computer will be better soon love you guys

ya church last night poo... o well its all good no big deal

if you were wonderingme and tylerbroke up cause no time and other stuff beyond our control ask me if you care to know more

workin hard at practice last night and mr waters says erin and emily need to come off the field mom was down there with mrs sandy!!?? i was like what the mess?? she had fallen down the stairs and hurt her foot so i went home with ransey and mom and erin went to the er!!! yay so mom broke a bone in her foot and all that jazz great huh??? ah well in really really missing xanga i want my computer to be fixed soon!! im gonna explode if it doesnt ah well thats all for now yay church tonight!!!!!!

hey you guys well the net is still down at my house so im updating from chem again band is almost over and we better kick some bootwah at MCI this weekend well i have to go measure some alminum foil so ttyl

much love

hey you guys im in chem right now the netat home is down so i cant get online at all its not cool at all i swear im goin into withdrawls and no aim!!!! ah its killing me but i miss xanga so much ah o well hopefully itll get fixed well love ya guys see ya around

yay so patriot parade was better than last year which is good then tyler and D and kael came over which was muchoooooooo fun then game and then sleep and the schhol at 700 am and competition ah it all runs together

we got 2nd overall at the comp
we were within 1 point of there band and guard score

as we were walking out i had 4 ppl come up to me and the ppl i was with and tell us that that was a load of crap ah i wonderf if this is a competition that hendersonville wins every year i mean come on we beat them last week

arg....

yay tomorrow will be cool patriot parade then D and thyler and kael are comin over to watch some movies and hang out itll be fun and maybe chinese yummmm game tonight get to see lavergnes edward scissor hands show itll be cool so yay

- cool squared

im cold tired and dont want to be at home i want to be at church with ppl that im not related too as of late i never want to be home ever i always want to be somewhere else well church starts in 19 mins... *counts*

i love you

drama is all around but do i care???

NO

all my friends ar mad at each other but i couldnt tell you even the beginning about it couse i have completely ignored it!!!! yup im staying away from it and just thinking about other things like tyler and band and all things good that dont involve drama!!! ah crazy crazy well band from 8 am till 1 am tomorrow gonna be fun but crazy long and tireing o well hang out with some cool kids hopefully! wellits late i NEED sleep so ill ttyl

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!

why are we not utterly amazed by God's glory?

why do we try to rationalize sin ?

God HATES sin

think about that he HATES it



man church tonight was definately something special you guys really should have been there it was amazing

life is great

!

mmm the movie was good... well maybe just hanging out with tyler... and danielle and kael and sara and danny and erin was good iv seen the movie a million times and the disc kept skipping but o well it was a good time
then the flute sleepover after the movie pretty surei talked for like an hour then fell asleep lol

the competition was a mess the trailor's brakes decided not to work on the way there so we were an hour behind and had to go last but we did great!!! 2nd in our class and 4th overall so i am proud of my band kids you guys rock the casba!!!!

lots of churc tomorrow man i have to be ther in like 4 1/2 hours... crazy

love ya

variety show was good today like so much better than last years and it got me out of a spanish test so really who can complain???? lol so yeah then church was uber fun D came and stuff and i hung out with tyler after church lol he is such a little kid magnet its so cute! well tomorrow is the festival so that will rock and then tomorrow is a pep rally then we go home then the game and the movie which tyler and kael are comin to so that will be fun ok well i love you guys!!!!!!!!!!! see ya on the flip flop foo

mmmm church tomorrow which means some really cool kids and one REALLY cool kid well band is goin great cant wait till saturday we are gonna do great ah life is wonderful all around everyone is happy and its great it makes me want to sing alot like sing some relient K and dance and hang out with *people* yup ah

LIFE IS GOOD

i fonally told mom about tyler and i though she was gonna like interragate my for hours but it was crazy i told her and she was like well...ok thats cool i guess and i was like WOAH where is my mom and what have you done with her???? ya so it was C-R-A-Z