Nicole

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God, School (some what), intelligent conversation, books, music, theatre, shopping, road tripping with my buddies, chocolate, obviously updating my two online journals, dancing, singing, politics, mock trial, riding horses, writing poetry and stories, working on my scrap book, taking random pictures, watching movies, muddin, spendin what little time I'm given with the love of my life, trying to keep my life under control .freefever { This layout is from www.freefever.com/myspace } body, body.bodyContent { background-image:url('http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/layout_bg/16484332_l.jpg'); background-position:Top Left; background-repeat:repeat; background-attachment:scroll; cursor:Default; background-color:white; scrollbar-face-color:FF6666 !important; scrollbar-track-color:FF0000 !important; scrollbar-arrow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-shadow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-3dlight-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:FFFFFF !important; } table, tr, td {background:transparent; border:0px;} input {background-color:transparent !important;} td, span, div, input, a, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; font-family: "Georgia" !important; } td, span, div, input, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; } body, body.bodyContent, div, p, strong, td, .text, .blacktext10, .blacktext12, a.searchlinkSmall, a.searchlinkSmall:link, a.searchlinkSmall:visited, .btext, .redbtext, .nametext { color:FFFFFF !important; } a { cursor:Default !important; color:FFFFFF !important; } a:hover { cursor:Default ; color:FF9999 !important; } img {border:0px;} body, body.bodyContent, html {visibility:visible !important; display:block !important} div.msmnet{position:absolute;right:5px;top:35px;border:1px solid rgb(128, 128, 128);background:url(http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/msmaster/fade.jpg) repeat-x 0 0 ;padding:0;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul{list-style:none;padding:5px;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul li{padding:2px;}div.msmnet ul li a:link, div.msmnet ul li a:visited{color:rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;}div.msmnet ul li a:hover, div.msmnet ul li a:active{background-color:rgb(128, 128, 128);color:white;text-decoration:none;font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;} MySpace LayoutsMySpace LayoutsMySpace CodesMySpace Backgrounds

On Shiny Pants, Roses, and Bears and the best gifts in the world

September 09 2005
If that title made any sense then you are one of the people who really knows me.

Because you are not around I can't bring myself to put the shiny pants on and wear them out in public. I can't even look at them without thinking about you. I put them on and I become the attractive me, the less shy me, but I take them off because it hurts to know that you cannot see them. They were your favorite pants for me to wear and now you are over 1400 miles away. I hurts to think about the fact that you are not around.

You gave me roses for Prom and won both my heart and the approval of most of my family. They made me smile because they were a gift from you. You brought me roses that bloomed out bigger than my fist for graduation and ran away with my heart. I took so many pictures of those roses that it wasn't funny because I didn't want to forget what they looked like. And though the flowers wilted eventually the happiness and pictures never does.

You gave me a bear at Prom and made me laugh, not much, but a little. It had been a long time since anyone had done something like that. You gave me one just randomly that you came to my house to give. You gave me a bear for graduation you even sprayed it with Kilo cause I told you that you smelled good, and so I'd have it to remember you by when you moved. That bear is the most special and when ever I feel lost or miss you, though the smell has faded, I can hug that bear and remember.

But better than the roses and better than the bear are the other gifts you gave me. You made Prom amazing, with out you it wouldn't have been the same. You made me smile and laugh even when I was crying. You made me feel like I was special. The happiness you gave me was one in a million and the best gift in the world.

Forever yours, Lucky