Nicole
Relationship Status
In A Relationship
Highschool
Siegel High
Interests
God, School (some what), intelligent conversation, books, music, theatre, shopping, road tripping with my buddies, chocolate, obviously updating my two online journals, dancing, singing, politics, mock trial, riding horses, writing poetry and stories, working on my scrap book, taking random pictures, watching movies, muddin, spendin what little time I'm given with the love of my life, trying to keep my life under control .freefever { This layout is from www.freefever.com/myspace } body, body.bodyContent { background-image:url('http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/layout_bg/16484332_l.jpg'); background-position:Top Left; background-repeat:repeat; background-attachment:scroll; cursor:Default; background-color:white; scrollbar-face-color:FF6666 !important; scrollbar-track-color:FF0000 !important; scrollbar-arrow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-shadow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-3dlight-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:FFFFFF !important; } table, tr, td {background:transparent; border:0px;} input {background-color:transparent !important;} td, span, div, input, a, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; font-family: "Georgia" !important; } td, span, div, input, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; } body, body.bodyContent, div, p, strong, td, .text, .blacktext10, .blacktext12, a.searchlinkSmall, a.searchlinkSmall:link, a.searchlinkSmall:visited, .btext, .redbtext, .nametext { color:FFFFFF !important; } a { cursor:Default !important; color:FFFFFF !important; } a:hover { cursor:Default ; color:FF9999 !important; } img {border:0px;} body, body.bodyContent, html {visibility:visible !important; display:block !important} div.msmnet{position:absolute;right:5px;top:35px;border:1px solid rgb(128, 128, 128);background:url(http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/msmaster/fade.jpg) repeat-x 0 0 ;padding:0;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul{list-style:none;padding:5px;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul li{padding:2px;}div.msmnet ul li a:link, div.msmnet ul li a:visited{color:rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;}div.msmnet ul li a:hover, div.msmnet ul li a:active{background-color:rgb(128, 128, 128);color:white;text-decoration:none;font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;} MySpace LayoutsMySpace LayoutsMySpace CodesMySpace Backgrounds
Favorite Music
Kenny Chesney, Rascal Flatts, Keith Urban, Garth Brooks, Chicago, lots of 80s music, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Billy Joel, Little River Band, the Eagles, Lifehouse, Gavin Degraw, Tim Mcgraw, Rod Stewart, Cyndi Lauper, soundtracks to my favorite movies, The Beatles, Boston, Led Zeppelin, The Beach Boys, Queen, .38 Special, The Allman Brothers Band, Brooks & Dunn, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Electric Light Orchestra, Fleetwood Mac, Foreigner, Jimmy Buffett, Kansas, Stevie Nix, Peter Frampton, The Rolling Stones, Steppenwolf, Steve Miller Band, Three Dog Night, ZZ Top, Don Henley, The Doors, Eric Clapton, Reliant K
Favorite Movies
Tombstone, The Cutting Edge, Real Genius, The Princess Bride, National Treasure, Dragonheart, Dirty Dancing, Roadhouse, James Bond Movies, Pirates of the Carribean, Blues Brothers, Pretty in Pink, Disney Movies, Romancing the Stone, Jewel of the Nile, Merlin, Dragonheart, Next of Kin, Top Gun, Harry Potter, The Replacements, Band of Brothers, Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe, Hook, Patch Adams, Field of Dreams, Lethal Weapon 1-4, The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai, The Longest Day, Ghostbusters 1 and 2, So I Married an Axe Murderer, Stripes, Back to the Future, School of Rock, Stealth, League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Young Frankenstien, Men in Black, Men in Black II, El Dorado, Rio Bravo, Rio Lobo, McClintock, Gone with the Wind, The Quiet Man, The Cowboy Way
Favorite Books
Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, The Hobbit, The Simarillion, Inkheart, The Princess Bride, Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Band of Brothers, Eragon, Common Sense, Pride and Prejudice, Arthurian Legend, Xanth novels, Chronicles of Narnia, The Go-Between, Dragonriders of Pern, Green Rider, Sherlock Holmes, Lolita, Manga, Phoenix and Ashes, 1984, Animal Farm, Fahrenheit 451, Little Women, Anne Frank's Diary of a Young Girl, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Frakenstien, To Kill a Mockingbird, Hamlet, Gulliver's Travels, A Goddess is a Girl's Best Friend
Almost Sisters
November 26 2007
Almost sisters, best of friends
we shared the same hopes and dreams.
Nearly twins, they used to say,
might as well be joined at the hip.
What happened to change it all?
How did things go so wrong?
Why was there a split between us?
When did we grow apart?
We made so many promises,
and we made so many plans.
I intended to keep them all,
but you suddenly changed your mind.
Where did my almost sister vanish to?
Who are you, standing in her place?
What did you do with my best friend?
Why did she leave me behind?
I've lost my other half,
and I need her back so terribly.
I seem to have misplaced a sister,
and all I want is to find her again.
Will you ever open your eyes?
Can you ever see what you have done?
Do you ever feel the loss that I feel?
Have you ever wanted to make it undone?
Almost sisters, we used to say,
best friends forever more.
The future was so clear then
now it becomes a painful blur.
Do you miss me, my friend?
Do you know how much I miss you?
Are you aware of the hurt you caused?
Can you feel it too?
Come back to me
my sister, my friend.
Return things to the way they were
and let's make it right again.
Inseparable friends,
pinky swears, and wishes
that was so very long ago.
And everyday I want it back.
This poem is written about some things that are going on in my family, and it centers, obviously, on someone who used to be very, very close to me. I'm so angry with her right now, and I have been for a long time. But I still miss her a great deal, and would do anything to get things back to the way they were.