Nicole
Relationship Status
In A Relationship
Highschool
Siegel High
Interests
God, School (some what), intelligent conversation, books, music, theatre, shopping, road tripping with my buddies, chocolate, obviously updating my two online journals, dancing, singing, politics, mock trial, riding horses, writing poetry and stories, working on my scrap book, taking random pictures, watching movies, muddin, spendin what little time I'm given with the love of my life, trying to keep my life under control .freefever { This layout is from www.freefever.com/myspace } body, body.bodyContent { background-image:url('http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/layout_bg/16484332_l.jpg'); background-position:Top Left; background-repeat:repeat; background-attachment:scroll; cursor:Default; background-color:white; scrollbar-face-color:FF6666 !important; scrollbar-track-color:FF0000 !important; scrollbar-arrow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-shadow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-3dlight-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:FFFFFF !important; } table, tr, td {background:transparent; border:0px;} input {background-color:transparent !important;} td, span, div, input, a, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; font-family: "Georgia" !important; } td, span, div, input, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; } body, body.bodyContent, div, p, strong, td, .text, .blacktext10, .blacktext12, a.searchlinkSmall, a.searchlinkSmall:link, a.searchlinkSmall:visited, .btext, .redbtext, .nametext { color:FFFFFF !important; } a { cursor:Default !important; color:FFFFFF !important; } a:hover { cursor:Default ; color:FF9999 !important; } img {border:0px;} body, body.bodyContent, html {visibility:visible !important; display:block !important} div.msmnet{position:absolute;right:5px;top:35px;border:1px solid rgb(128, 128, 128);background:url(http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/msmaster/fade.jpg) repeat-x 0 0 ;padding:0;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul{list-style:none;padding:5px;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul li{padding:2px;}div.msmnet ul li a:link, div.msmnet ul li a:visited{color:rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;}div.msmnet ul li a:hover, div.msmnet ul li a:active{background-color:rgb(128, 128, 128);color:white;text-decoration:none;font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;} MySpace LayoutsMySpace LayoutsMySpace CodesMySpace Backgrounds
Favorite Music
Kenny Chesney, Rascal Flatts, Keith Urban, Garth Brooks, Chicago, lots of 80s music, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Billy Joel, Little River Band, the Eagles, Lifehouse, Gavin Degraw, Tim Mcgraw, Rod Stewart, Cyndi Lauper, soundtracks to my favorite movies, The Beatles, Boston, Led Zeppelin, The Beach Boys, Queen, .38 Special, The Allman Brothers Band, Brooks & Dunn, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Electric Light Orchestra, Fleetwood Mac, Foreigner, Jimmy Buffett, Kansas, Stevie Nix, Peter Frampton, The Rolling Stones, Steppenwolf, Steve Miller Band, Three Dog Night, ZZ Top, Don Henley, The Doors, Eric Clapton, Reliant K
Favorite Movies
Tombstone, The Cutting Edge, Real Genius, The Princess Bride, National Treasure, Dragonheart, Dirty Dancing, Roadhouse, James Bond Movies, Pirates of the Carribean, Blues Brothers, Pretty in Pink, Disney Movies, Romancing the Stone, Jewel of the Nile, Merlin, Dragonheart, Next of Kin, Top Gun, Harry Potter, The Replacements, Band of Brothers, Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe, Hook, Patch Adams, Field of Dreams, Lethal Weapon 1-4, The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai, The Longest Day, Ghostbusters 1 and 2, So I Married an Axe Murderer, Stripes, Back to the Future, School of Rock, Stealth, League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Young Frankenstien, Men in Black, Men in Black II, El Dorado, Rio Bravo, Rio Lobo, McClintock, Gone with the Wind, The Quiet Man, The Cowboy Way
Favorite Books
Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, The Hobbit, The Simarillion, Inkheart, The Princess Bride, Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Band of Brothers, Eragon, Common Sense, Pride and Prejudice, Arthurian Legend, Xanth novels, Chronicles of Narnia, The Go-Between, Dragonriders of Pern, Green Rider, Sherlock Holmes, Lolita, Manga, Phoenix and Ashes, 1984, Animal Farm, Fahrenheit 451, Little Women, Anne Frank's Diary of a Young Girl, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Frakenstien, To Kill a Mockingbird, Hamlet, Gulliver's Travels, A Goddess is a Girl's Best Friend
Question
March 31 2006
Am I being silly and foolish? I've got this great guy, who may live in another state right now, but is going to come back some time soon. I should be happy, really and truly happy, and most of the time I am, but there are times when I'm miserable. I miss him so much it's not funny. I sit down and cry, just to get it all out before he calls or I've got to be somewhere. I get all down and sad sometimes when I see all the couples on campus walking together, and I realize that he's in another state, and I can't be with him or even kiss him. I finally find a guy who makes me happy, who makes me laugh, who I love, and who loves me, but the catch is that for now he has to live in AZ and there is nothing that I can do about it. I try to understand, and most of the time I'm alright, but then there are times when it drives me crazy that I can't see him or touch him (I know sounds stupid) because I want so much to be able to. I tell him over and over that I love him, but a text message, email, or phone call is all we have and it seems so unfair. Am I being stupid and silly?