Nicole

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Relationship Status

In A Relationship

Highschool

Siegel High

Interests

God, School (some what), intelligent conversation, books, music, theatre, shopping, road tripping with my buddies, chocolate, obviously updating my two online journals, dancing, singing, politics, mock trial, riding horses, writing poetry and stories, working on my scrap book, taking random pictures, watching movies, muddin, spendin what little time I'm given with the love of my life, trying to keep my life under control .freefever { This layout is from www.freefever.com/myspace } body, body.bodyContent { background-image:url('http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/layout_bg/16484332_l.jpg'); background-position:Top Left; background-repeat:repeat; background-attachment:scroll; cursor:Default; background-color:white; scrollbar-face-color:FF6666 !important; scrollbar-track-color:FF0000 !important; scrollbar-arrow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-shadow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-3dlight-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:FFFFFF !important; } table, tr, td {background:transparent; border:0px;} input {background-color:transparent !important;} td, span, div, input, a, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; font-family: "Georgia" !important; } td, span, div, input, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; } body, body.bodyContent, div, p, strong, td, .text, .blacktext10, .blacktext12, a.searchlinkSmall, a.searchlinkSmall:link, a.searchlinkSmall:visited, .btext, .redbtext, .nametext { color:FFFFFF !important; } a { cursor:Default !important; color:FFFFFF !important; } a:hover { cursor:Default ; color:FF9999 !important; } img {border:0px;} body, body.bodyContent, html {visibility:visible !important; display:block !important} div.msmnet{position:absolute;right:5px;top:35px;border:1px solid rgb(128, 128, 128);background:url(http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/msmaster/fade.jpg) repeat-x 0 0 ;padding:0;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul{list-style:none;padding:5px;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul li{padding:2px;}div.msmnet ul li a:link, div.msmnet ul li a:visited{color:rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;}div.msmnet ul li a:hover, div.msmnet ul li a:active{background-color:rgb(128, 128, 128);color:white;text-decoration:none;font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;} MySpace LayoutsMySpace LayoutsMySpace CodesMySpace Backgrounds

Promises

January 02 2006

Do you ever make yourself promises that you really know you should keep or later find were stupid or discover that you should break them? I'm not talking about New Years Resolutions, I mean promises that you make over the course of the years that just come to you. Well I do. I've made several lately.


1. I promised myself that I would not let my heart get broken. (Broke that one within a week and a half)
2. I promised myself that no one was going to get close enough to hurt me. (Broke that one when I met a certain guy, who shall remain nameless. He didn't hurt me.)
3. I promised myself I would stop thinking so much and feel more. (Break it ever time he crosses my mind. I get stupid thoughts a lot)
4. I promised myself I would not get so caught up in what bad could happen that I chicken out of things. (Break it a lot.)
5. I promised myself I would work this matter of the heart out one way or another and that I would tell him how I feel. (Working on keeping it.)
6. I promised myself that I would not lose him without a fight. (Trying desperately to keep it.)

Jenna

January 02 2006
It will all be ok!! Your not losing him!! If he doesn't see whats right in front of his eyes...he's dumb!! He's got an awesome girl who cares so much about him and would do anything to make him happy!! I know you won't give up on him cause you love him!!!