Can't Stop Loving You
By Phil Collins

So you leavin' in
the mornin'
on the early train.

Well I could say
everything's all right
and I could pretend
and say goodbye

Got your ticket
got your suitcase
got your leaving smile

Oh I could say that's the way it goes
and I could pretend you won't know
That I was lying...

Chorus:
Cuz I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I?

We Took a taxi
to the station
not a word was said
and I saw you walk across the road
for maybe the last time, I don't know

Feeling humble
heard a rumble on the railway track
and when I hear the whistle blow
I'll walk away and you won't know
that I'll be crying...

[Chorus]

Even try,
I'll always be here by your side.
Why, why, why?
I never wanted to say goodbye,
Why even try?
I'm always here, if you change,
change your mind.

So you're leavin'
in the mornin'
on the early train

Well, I could say everything's alright
and I could pretend and say goodbye
But that would be lying...

Chorus 2x

Why should I?
Why should I?
Why should I, even try?

Chorus
Why should I?
Why should I?
Dunno why
Why should I?
Why should I, even try?

They've played this song on the radio a lot, and it really applies to my situation. Because when he left I tried to pretend it wasn't killing me, but in the end I couldn't. And I can't seem to just forget him or move on. I don't think I really want to anyway, but even if I did I couldn't. Because I can't stop loving him, and as horrible as it sounds, I tried. I was hurting and was trying anything to make the hurt go away. It was so strange and part of me didn't believe it was happening. I kept thinking someone was going to pop out and say gotcha, but they didn't.