have you noticed this weather?

...i start the car, turn on some good music, pull out, and there begins such a beautiful time alone.. sunday was the most beautiful day. i couldnt help but not go home. i drove and drove for about an hour until i couldnt  possibly waste any more gas....i went by the place where i grew up and watched my sister and me dance around the trees that are so much bigger now.. i looked at the yard where id lay and pick dandelions and the porch where me and my dad would watch the storms roll in..

dont you love those good memories?...

then to top it all off on monday it stormed. i havent seen a good storm in a while and it was even more fun to grocery shop in...

 ive come to the conclusion that it is so evident when a person knows what theyre living for and why they are breathing. its so nice to see people like that..it made me think of a quote.. "i saw a man in an elevator today that knew exactly what he wanted, and i wished that i could be half as lucky as he, .. a hour and half later me and brinkley moved out.." (- youve got mail)..

ive been working on that lately, just showing the world around me that i know why im here and how great that is, but also that im very uncertain about where im going and what all the things to come have in store for me..so..i guess all that to say..its okay to not know whats next but its so crucial to know why youre doing the things that youre doing, and why you are here.

but anyways. there i go rambling. love you -kels

(The train leaves
At half past ten,
But it'll be back tomorrow,
Same time again.
The conductor he's weary,
He's still stuck on the line.
But if I can save you any time,
Come on, give it to me,
I'll keep it with mine.)