no schoool is freaking awesome

the general jackson if freaking awesome

pretending that i am 16 is freaking awesome

emily, ella, julia, jenny, mr. baker, jessica & danielle are freaking awesome

all my cool little freashman freinds i have made are freaking awesome ....this would include justin & his freind cale & all the jv cheerleaders....because they are the only cool ones i have found

bowling with all my freinds is freaking awesome

tornadoes aren't freaking awesome
but getting out of school for them are

siegel's garbage

"did you see that trash DANGGGGG

haha you like our shirts don't you lol

oakland power

we lost tonight but we are so winnign next week....

woot woot

we won my 1st football game at oakland!! yay

the score would be 42-21 GO PATS

i adore my schedule, freinds, class, lunch, school, grandfather, & bruce

have an awesome day

my grandfather has gone to see his wife in heven

"we morn a loss here, but he is having the time of his life now" mrs phylis

1st-spanish I with kate, chris, brittney, collin & randy

2nd-drivers ed/interior design-kelsey, croy, deon, kylie, & some other kids are in my drivers ed...i know kels will be in my class the 2nd semseter

3rd-biology hon-bohall umm jessica, trisha, darius, cory, joey, colby, shea, adam & a whole bunch of other people

LUNCH kels, tay, jess, caci & some others

4th-journalism-jessica, caci, croy, & tiffany & some upperclassmen

5th-english II advanced hon.-stu, troy, kelsey, jessica, cathrine & some other people..basically i know the whole class

6th-gemotry hon.-storey, andrew & christy

yeah i know yall are so intrested in my schedule so i gave it to you...might change who knows

for anyone who cares i am updating

dbs rush is tonight & i am pretty sure i am so not in it but i would reallt like to be

congrats to all the girls in adk & dbs..

my granddad is here to stay...like yeah he is living with us...for about a month then he gets to go see my grandmother who passed away when i was 2...it is a very depressing time for me please pray

and to top all of this off SCHOOL STARTS IN TWO DAYS!!!!!

only one-

yellowcard

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

True

by Ryan Cabrera


 I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

so those would be two of my most favorite songs

went to church with kels, ash, jess, stu, collin, steven, brandon, micheal, storey & alexis

INVASION OF THE OAKLAND KIDS
that i what me & kels like to say

yeah then we went to "dq grill & chill" afterwards...haha stu knew some people in there....haha i am gonna be nice & not say why lol..

still need some members in my group lol

well i can say 5 words or less & all the sudden people can hate me

& this time sorry just doesn't cut it

join the group i made for my man stu haha

hah i am bored again

so yesterday went to the sounds game with jessica...steven was there..so i made him sit up there with us...haha we had so much fun! haha i think steven was like "yeah this chick needs to shutup...like soon" but oh well

had a picnic today & it was fun too...haha jess wanted to drive home but her mom wouldn't let her

haha so now i am sitting here tring to convice steven to go to church with me, kels, jules, stu, & jess
haha they are all short names lol

oh yes stu boyce has a group

well ok so i am bored & i feel like updating

haha you like my new picture...it took me a while to get the right face

haha yes...as soon as i say life is great some crap happens & then like life suks again...so i am gonna quit saying "life is great" because it will get bad

well...most things are alright exept..yeah nevermind

i think i want to go to the neon city concert the 20th...yeah that's like a month away but oh well haha

last night i went to church with ashley after the cheer clinic & then storey & alexis came too...& the speaker kept saying like all these remarks about cheerleaders & we just kept looking at him...then, ashley took me, stu, kels, & juliaaaaaa to moe's & we ate...haha well i gotta go get my hair cut

yeah i am pretty sure you all like rambling about nothing!

haha so three of my freinds have had a birthday in the last week...

*the 1st would be jessica jennings...happy 15th
*the next would be JULIA BROWN haha more on her birthday down there
*the last would be ella strawman...happy 15th!!

haha so we were gonan go to toots on sunday for julia's birthday...just the girls...& the i thought it got canceled..so i went to cool springs..so then my mother wanted toots so we went there & there the girls were so haha i ate with them & we went to see the island which was an awesome movie ewan was so hot!! hahahahahha

then jamin imed me the next day before i was going to the little cheerleading clinic & he was like party at my house at 6 like 50 people are going...so i called kels & she is like yeah ok we'll go together...so anyways i get there & only like 15 people were there haha then some others showed up & then adam & troy made a movie! haha & i got the award for most gosiping hahaha kinda true lol i need to stop anyways so they had jp's band there & they played their songs...& like all this other stuff anyways i like saying anyways..well i gotta go try to find a ride to the cheer clinic tonight because my mom has to go to the doctor for a check up lol

also we had a football aution we had to work *the cheerleaders* like babysititng kids *some of the kids were the football players* haha they acted worse than the little ones lol hah i had the best time...it was great...

kayla's life is great lets just see how long it takes before i get in a runt again! but yeah i hope to stay this way for a while!!

haha i have three things to say...one is i am doing the 25 hings about yourself & two i am babysisting two lovely kids right now...three i hardly ever get any remarks

1. i am born on april fools day
2. i have been going to my church since the 4th grade
3. i don't belive in "best freinds" i belive in "favorite friends" & you have alot of them
4. i have my permit
5. i have broken 4 bones (2 toes, an elbow & an ankel), blackend both my eyes & had have stiches 2 times (foot & eye)
6. my freashman year i hope will be my hardest
7. i have had one boyfriend
8. my favorite friends are guys
9, one of my favorite freinds is going to new york this week
10. that same person got me an "i heart ny" shirt for my birthday
11. i have been to 6 differnt states
12. one of my favorite freinds is moving away friday to live with her dad : (
13. i have played soccer
14. i have cheered freashman at oakland & siegel
15. i now cheer varsity at oakland
16. i am watching hte incredbles right now
17. i don't like xanga...but i have one anyway
18. have been babysitting since between 7th & 8th grade
19. i am the oldest of my freinds who was born in 1990
20. one of my favorite freinds turn 16 satuday
21. i have only babysat boys...besides my sister
22. i have moved three times in my life time
23. i have gone to 7 difernt schools since i have been in kindergarden
24. my doctor for my elbow & ankel is the best doctor in the state...dr. johns
25. i love you very much!!!!!

yes i know everyone is updating on how good charlie & the chocolate factory is...& well they are right...it is awesome!!

went with kels, julia, kinsey...&
-julia smells like old people & soap
-kels the fat guys my favorite
-kinsey here have some *shark bite imitation*

haha great times...i love my freinds...i don't know what i would do with out them

my clusty self has broken her ankle

but the bright part is that i have a red cast that has blue & red sparkles...haha 3 weeks out of the ugly brace now i am in a cast again oh well...i will at least be back in full swing in cheerleading in about 3 weeks!! haha yes...kayla has alot of luck...witch is all BAD

Your Summer Anthem is Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson

Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Your summer will be marked by heartache - but mostly happiness.
What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?

haha so true

pray for the people who had to stay on the coast for the huricane....if anyone hears from steven hamby please tell me....i know he drived to mobile yesterday for his vacation...yeah so if you hear from him before i do...tell me....thanks

drama=no more...haha setled

drama stucks

4th=awesome time with julia, stu, taytay, & jasper

and again
DRAMA SUCKS & I HATE IT

oh buddy...camp was great!! & i slept 12 hours yesterday...not kidding...i got home like at midnight & then i woke up like at 12 this afternoon...went to the rec...& then went to see war of the worlds with julia, kels, & taylor....IT WAS AMAZING....oh my gosh the movie was awesome!! i lovvvvvvvvvvvvveeeddd it is was the best movie i have seen in a while!!

well i gotta go try to upload my pictures from camp...which was great...even though it like rained every day we were there & we didn't get to have our dance class on the beach...witch sucked lol...but i have some great pictures...i just have to upload them...or try to...so i will talk to y'all later

leaving for camp tommrrow at 5:00 (but i like have to be at school at 4:30) be back late thursday night

& i don't have to tumble with my brace anymore!!!!

here are a couple of pictures



photo from kayla
the team & scott & mike at practice



photo from kayla
this is at my sister's birthday



photo from kayla
me, nicole, tiarra, ashley, & jessica..with elizabeth in the back

well i finally got my new cell phone...the number is 556-7144!!! haha i am so happy

life is great right now!! i am so happy we go to camp on sunday!! haha

& today is the 1st day of summer!

woot woot kayla got her permit!! oh yes now i can drive! haha it only took me two months to get it

haha so her is my story

lol so i walk in (i might add that i have been here before but i didn't get to take the test because i couldn't see) so anyway we (me, my mom & my sister) walk in & like umm yeah the lady is like here feel these out & i am like i already have so anyway we sit down...& umm guess who was behind us DANIEL KIMBELL!!! oh lord i said to myself..funny how i see him the same day i am here lol...so i was C437 & he was C433 so we sat there & talked (me, him, his dad, my mom & my sister) & brought up that i have 20/200 in my right eye & i can't see...haha anyway...we kinda ended our convo & at this time it was at C432 & daniel was about ot go insane...so i started talking to this guy from blackman who had been there 3 times & i am like oh crap i am gonna fail lol...so then daniel finally got up there & me too...so i went in there & took my test...i was about half way done when he said he passed & then i had smooth sailing form there...he was about to leave when i got finsished so, i asked him how many he missed & he said 4 & i am like dang me too! then while i am waiting the guy from blackman came out too & he had only missed 4! haha very ironic lol...so then i got my picture taken...haha it is nasty! but elizabeth says it looks like stephanie shoemaker & i am like umm no haha

well that is my story! haha

have a great day!!
Kayla!! ;)



photo from kayla

i love my daddy!! : )))))

spiritual
yes, well i have been too cought up in guys that won't love me as much as this one & so i have found the one guy for me...God...i think i have been too cought up in others to relize that he is there & he loves me more than any guy on earth could...i am just to boneheaded to see it..yes i know they say this every week at church & i am just now relizing it...so i think i am gonna take a break from earthly guys & stick to the one one i will spend eternity with..the Lord so right now i am saying this...for every cute guy that comes & goes (and is stupid enought to break up over the internet becuase of your parents) i am gonna have the one Lord right there to comfort me...so i am think i am gonna take a break from boyfreinds right now...sorry the cute guy who works at kroger...who doesn't think i am just an imature sophmore because he is a senior...i am taking a break from guys to get back on the Godly path that is just right for me...now this really really really REALLY makes me wanna go to bigg stuf really bad now that i relize that i have been focused on stuff that won't be with me in heven...like this computer...i spend all day & all night on it...i think i need to take a little time of this thing i& read my Bible for a change...i mean all this stupid thing does is cause drama in my life that i can't fix...that is why i am handing my life to God & let Him help me "because i can do things throught CHRIST who strethen's me...well if i can't go to bigg stuf i guess i will have one of my own bigg stuf...at my house...

deicated to my lovely sister hannah taylor
& i am upset that my little sister is growing up so fast soon she will be in my place dating, drama, cheerleading, best freind movie trips, heartbreak, breakups, long convo's with that special someone, fights with her best freinds, them leaving you for someone else, tring to find your place in life...i am upset that she is gonna be gone till thursday in ky & this is her 1st big trip away from home...she went to st. louis last year but that was only for 2 days...but i mean my hannah taylor hale is almost a yuc!! yes can you belive it...our little starfish is almost a yuc gah she is growing up so fast (only beile-aire folks would know understand that last part) soon she will be sitting right where i am talking about me going to college or something gosh i know sometimes i just wanna punch her...but hannah taylor i love you sooo soo soo soo much & i am gonna miss you dearly while you are at crosspoint...even thought i said i wasn't gonna miss you you know i will miss you so much!! hannah i love you & never forget that...even though you probally won't see this till when you get home...i will put it in my xanga just for you in my next entry

my new cell phone
oh yeah i am getting a new cell phone!! kayla is a VERY happy person!! well i haven't got it yet because they haven't got the check in the mail for my parent's bill yet...they are putting me on thier cingular plan & i get 25 free text to send & to talk to any cingula person free..so if ya got cingular i will be calling you...oh yeah i am getting a phone like elizabeth's

yes..sorry for being so long i just had to get some stuff out

love you all...espically my Lord Jesus Christ
Kayla!!

edit:
i have found a new faorite song...thanks to elizabeth

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

five for fighting

today was kinda fun...went to sport-com with brittany & then a couple of people showed up...yeah & then i went to aac for my practice & then i came home & now i am bout to go out to eat at chille's because my neighbor, suzanne, got a job at northfeild & for my mommy's birthday..which was acually yesterday

love you all
Kayla!! :D

St3v3o0HSo8 (12:05:13 PM): your bout retateded
cheering gal 90 (12:05:43 PM): so are you...you can't even spell retarted
cheering gal 90 (12:05:47 PM): lol
St3v3o0HSo8 (12:06:01 PM): retartedededtded
St3v3o0HSo8 (12:06:06 PM): : )
cheering gal 90 (12:06:09 PM): dedededd?!?!
cheering gal 90 (12:06:09 PM): lol
cheering gal 90 (12:06:12 PM): that is me!!!!!!!!
St3v3o0HSo8 (12:06:36 PM): yes
St3v3o0HSo8 (12:06:40 PM): thats is
St3v3o0HSo8 (12:06:40 PM): you
St3v3o0HSo8 (12:06:40 PM): lol

yes so now we have decided that kayla is retartedededtded lol thanks steven

have a great day
Kayla!

hello guys!

yeah cheer camp is in 20 days yay! i get to go to panama city yay!! kayla is a very happy person

yeah i feel like i have lost a couple of my freinds...mainly just on & i hope everything gets better between us

love you
Kayla!! : D