so i told my friend acoupla days ago how i felt about how much she has completly changed over the past yr and how i feel i dont' know her anymore... that went well... whatever, it needed to be said by somebody. alotta people have been thinking it for a while and i didn't want to be the one to tell her but she did have to be told for her own good and i feel somewhat relieved that now when i'm around her i don't have to pretend it's all ok.. does that make me a bad person?

ah yes the meds i was on... i had a root canal and they had complications so they put me on some pain killers just in case which didn't help anyways.. adios i'm still tired

Ok so today is going ok so far. I woke up, I can drive again because i am of my pain killers. (like they helped anyway) I got my 2 older sisters b-day presents, i got my hair cut and i took my sisters letter jacket in for dry-cleaning. OMG they charge $25 for that stupid jacket but then again i kinda tore it up in the 2yrs i wore it so i owe my sister that. Anyways i'm here now and i'm bored... whats today? the... uh.. 28th? So that means only 11 or maybe 12 days until my birthday!!! *yay for me* buh bye 4 now.. movie time! :-)>
~More funnyz~
-I'm so hungry, i'm farting fresh air!
-I don't suffer from insanity: I enjoy every minute of it!
-Some people are alive only because God told me it was illegal to kill. (*darn*)

-Someday your prince will come. Mine got lost, took a wrong turn, and is to stubborn to ask for directions.
-A nuclear war can ruin your whole day.
-Why be normal?
-If it doesn't fit, force it; if it breaks, it needed replacement anyway.
-We have enough youth, how about a fountain of SMART?
-Just because your paranoid doesn't mean they're not out to get you!
-Doctors say I have multiple personality, but we don't agree with that.

*oh yeah* now i remember. Today is pain day at the dentist! and it's only like 15 more days until my birthday!! *yeah baby* Well our church is making some big changes on teh youth side, it urks me but after a while i think it's do-able. I think in the long run the changes might help the church, or at least the youth side. Big church though (were all the "adults" go) i don't think they're gonna like the new changes. They're supposed to change our 11a.m. service to a more contemporary style but the guy who does the music, is pretty much not bent on the change. My friend tried out to play over there and she said the music is exactly the same just alittle more upbeat. Ugg... the evil music director completly dissed our music on the youth side, because what we play David Crowder, Lifehouse, and other cool bands songs? It wouldn't be so bad if all we played were songs written by other artists, but Aric (the music minister) wrote some of those songs and they are really good and reach alot of people. This guy needs to roll with the times alittle bit... I feel better now that i've said all that. I really need to talk to my youth minister about all of this. I'm alittle worried that some of our youth group will stop coming on Sundays and that our youth side will slowly go buh bye. I need to go eat so adios.

If I only had a brain!
-Wizard of OZ-
Funny sayings for my personal amusment:
-Adults are just kids with money.
-Don't play stupid with me... I'm better at it.
-Humpty Dumpty.........................was pushed!

I wish i could go to sleep and not wake up for about a week at least. 1 more day of torture... I can hardly wait. :-)

So i think that i could definitly find a much better picture for my profile but to lazy to actually do any of that.. I'm sooo tired and I got church tomorrow, of course so do millions of others. I feel really bad for our summer interns though, they have to be there at 7:45 and I don't even get up til like 8 - 8:15ish then i dont leave til 8:45. My poor friend Chris is an intern and he lives about 35 minutes from the church. :-)> hahaha! Ok, only 1 more week of baby sitting to go and $196 more dollars to earn! *yeah baby* I miss my AWANA and choir kids, I can't wait to see them all again. If only we could start that up again but skip school! It's 10:14p.m. and i'm tired.. that doesn't make sense?!?!?! I'm gonna aply for a job at the YMCA, i hope i get it! I need the money. Alrightly then, good night!
p.s. I'm gonna put up my non-good pictures of Lifehouse!

My uncle came home early today so i got to leave at 11! yeah!!! I needed a break... my stomach needed a break to! So i'm rich, not quite but i have money to finally put together my photo album from San Diego and my photo album from my 2 family reunions this summer which i will probley just get those pics develped and put them somewhere... And then i need to find a job before school starts again! I'll be broke if i don't and then i'll be in BIG trouble cuz i have bills to pay. Ugg being responsible sucks! ~lol~ Ok then, i just gotta remember God take care of it all.. I'll be fine.

I updated my photo because the other one was horrible yet cool cuz i was like 3 maybe 4 feet from those seals! Ok then, I'm tired after yet another day baby-sitting... Ever have that feeling like your bladder will explode if you don't pee that very second? Add a 125lb boy jump/sitting on you.. fun!?!?! I think not. Welcome to my world of baby sitting my cousins!
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These scars remind me my past is real.
-i dunno-
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Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male



Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!


What Gender Is Your Brain?

ok, so i think i'm getting the hang of this! *yeah baby* i put some photo's up from a mission trip i was on about 3-4 months ago! I might put more up tomorrow but i'm tired and it takes FOREVER! My computer is soooo incredibly slow! good night

So today has got to be one of the longest days of my life. My aunt hired me to watch my cousins and i quit my job around the 1st or 2nd week of May so i'm not used to this whole time schedule thingy anymore. I had to be over at her house at 7:30 in the morning! Theres a wake up call!, and she didn't get home til about 4:30ish... I was soooo tired i think i took like a 2 maybe 3 hr nap!! I wrestle the youngest but just because he's 8 almost 9 does NOT mean ANYTHING. That child is like 4'10 and weighs like 120lbs. Lucky i have a strong tolerance for pain so when he dug his nails into me and tried to rip my hair out... i wasn't fazed until later when the headache came! Ugg.. It's kinda sad that the only people on this website i know/converse with is the website creator and Amy, well i don't mind. Soon i'll get a real part-time job and my church classes will start up and i'll be lucky if i get on once a wk! :-) good night/morning

hello! i think i'm getting it! ok then church was awsome today... but i really needed to talk to my youth minister Russell and he wasn't there, ugg.
for Amy: Russell, Aric, and Wes all have i think 2yr olds now. for the summer we're experimenting and changed wed. to tues. so that we can go to big church on wed. with everybody else. we have 5 interns this summer plus our year round intern (= 6) and if you knew/know Ben Niscavits he married our present yr round intern... humm what else? Likeminds split up, very sad. Aric still plays and is currently trying to get some people together to form the Aric Harding band and i graduate next year! class of "06!!! *yeah baby* i'm soooo excited! well, i miss you! ttyl
e-mail me sometime @ ke_sue@yahoo.com it'd probley be easier

ok so i'm here.. now what do i do? anybody know? ok then it's like xanga all over again... oh goodie! that's ok i did it once i can do it again...