I have this evening before the void.

August 05 2006
Tomorrow, I leave the state, so I shall not post another entry for a week at the least.  This means that what I post on here tonight will echo for a week.  I expect 1 remark, possibly 2, when I return.  I also expect 4 new friend entries, and a few photos.  No new requests will be made, but I might have a new message or two.  Anyway...

I live in fear of being good enough.  If I am good enough all of my life, I will not excel.  It's one of those "I'd rather be cold than lukewarm."  At least if I were a failure, I would be able to point at a trend and say "This is what I am."  I'd rather meet no requirements than just the minimum.

Anyway, I've got nothing to say.  I don't know why.