so here i am in my dorm room. i haven't left in 28 hours. nor have i had any human contact in that time. sometimes i wonder if i didn't leave or call anyone for like a few days, if anyone would even notice that i never came out. hmmm. don't get me wrong, i have the best friends that anyone could ask for, it's just that i have to find them, they never try to find me. but i love 'em anyways. just getting tired of inviting myself places. i wish i was closer to my friends, but i think that could be my fault. if i was more open to being myself more often, it might be better. i'll work on that. speaking of work, i just abandoned my english homework so i'm going to get back to it. goodnight world...

-lonely on this rainy sunday