i never talk much about the inside me. i tell anyone who cares to stand next to me long enough about my daily happenings but i never really tell anyone about what goes on inside my head. and i think that's probably dangerous. cause then i get to feeling like i feel tonight, where i really need to talk about some stuff and i'm afraid that i'm going to cry at any minute if something sets me off, but really if you see me and if you ask me, i'm fine thanks. i wonder why i do that. and i wonder if i will find anyone to talk to before this feeling of needing to get stuff out passes and i just continue to keep it right here inside of my head. who knows...

-the uncertainly upset me