wow i can't believe that i've reached 302 photos on here. i'm sorry i'm a picture junkie :]

yayuh!! just 2 weeks!!

she sure loves her Sean :)

for some reason i just LOVE this house. it's so rustic, but it's in the middle of the city...

*sigh*

michael is amazing and that's all i'm gonna say. he really made me think this morning, and his mom came. i LOVE his mom. she's one of the sweetest ladies i know.

tonight's gonna be fun too :]

my iPod's playing my most favoritest songs on shuffle, today was such a gorgeous day, my neighbor's tree makes me smile,

that thing...

i dunno it was an all around good day... even if i didn't act like it.

have a superb rest of the day!:]

i've gotta stop this now. stop stealing guys away from girls, not only in my thoughts but in real life too. i've gotta be like the worst friend in the history of friends.

i pray he doesnt come with me, i pray that he likes her instead. i pray that i find someone else that's not currently attached in anyway. because even though i think he's soooo cute and really nice, she had a stake on him way before i did. and though i don't like him because of her, it feels like that's what it is.

i'm very excited that all this church stuff fell on this week. i need God and people who know Him to help me through the complete disaster i have become.

i dont remember it being this bad last year. i was still involved with everything alright during marching, and this year it just seemed like it took over. but i still had the same amount of time as i had last year. church wasn't a priority, and that makes me really sad thinking back on the surplus amounts of churchage i skipped...

this has to be my favorite 6th grade teacher. i LOVED him. his beloved Sox finally won :)

my lovely Kim and the Cup. i was afraid we wouldn't see it for a while, but it's back!!!

if you could pick any day to go back to, when would it be?

marching season is finally over *sigh* i'm happy, but sad at the same time. i'm glad we went out with a bang :)

so it's monday morning, and my homework for 2nd and 3rd period isn't finished. well that's what the teacher's are gonna get when they pile it on on my busiest weekend anyway.

mmmmmm gotta love warm guys on cold nights....

mmm i do so love chocolate chip pancakes with 3 of my favoritest people in the world :) at 11:30 at night. in our only IHOP... surrounded by 20 blackman kids... fun times, i llloooove it.

congrats Nathan and Rachael, that's about the sweetest thing i've EVER heard, or seen, or both. i dunno. but you guys are the sweetest thing together!!

Journalism is proving harder than i thought. with only 2 weeks to go until the 6 (technically 5) weeks is over, i have only $20 of ads, out of $300. i'm not exactly sure how i'm gonna make it this time.

my party was awesome. i'll have pics later... my computer at home is down at the moment...

i hate the way they bring me joy, only to crush it the very next second

i hate the way they look so dang good, like all the time, and i just want to run up and hug them, but i can't cuz they have a girlfriend...

i hate how they can be so flirty and so comforting and so nice, yet not even have the slightest bit of feelings toward you.

i hate how all of your friends can say that you'd look completely awesome with each other, only to get your hopes up, but the next second that comes crashing down.

i hate that you can have crushes on guys that you know you shouldn't like, maybe you just liked them because they actually looked your way.

i hate that they give good hugs and smelly nummy.

i hate that they seem so much more enjoyable and loveable and all around cute when they have girlfriends. so that way you can never get what you want, and have to continue searching for the perfect guy that never seems to get here. :[

i didnt mean this to be a depressing post, just what i'm feeling towards a few certain guys. they are amazing. too bad they're taken...

GREAT weekend. be sure to visit my xanga for more pics!!

it's almost eben 2 weeks since i've written on here. wow.

disneyland was amazing, as well as arizona, and my birthday!!! i got an iPod, a letter jacket, a really pretty necklace and watch, and a slew of pink jewelry from my grandparents.

look at the pics i downloaded!!

sooo.... fruit kick-off meeting is thursday night. they told us where we were going on the band trip this time last year... so you think i will know in less than two days!??? ahhh the suspense is KILLING me!!!



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they look stupid and hot all at the same time xD

this weekend was amazing. drive in friday night with Brittany, practice, sheet painting and chili's and movie with people on Saturday, sleep, Predators game, crazy pictures with my sister and the spaghetti factory on Sunday. and then i stayed up late working on that ridiculous english paper that i procrastinated WAY too much on...

yeah so if you want to see those crazy pictures, just check my album :)

good times this weekend. and it's not even over.

last night me and brittany went to the drive in movie and saw Just Like Heaven and Red Eye. Red Eye was amazing, and Mark Ruffalo is just about the sweetest thing ever. but Cillian Murphy scares me....

today was practice and then i took a shower and went to Christina's to paint the sophomore sheet. it looks amazing!!!

after that i went to Chili's with emily, chelsey, chip, jacque, kyle and booger. then we saw The Corpse Bride ("there's an eye in me soup."). there were tons of band people in there. it was really funny.



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jackwah!



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me and emowee



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jacque and chelsey



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chelsey and chip

life is confusing. but i think i like it that way.

i asked someone to the dance, pretty sure that was awkward.

4 1/2 school days left till fall break and DISNEYLAND!! oo and 10 till my birfday. ya'll better get me something AMAZING. especially since i'm turning the big 16!!

mmm free weekend. and that rocks my socks off...

lol you better love me for that :P

my dress pictures are up! as well as what i'm gonna wear to the pep rally. i wanted to keep it a secret, and kind of reveal it to everyone the day of homecoming, but i love it too much not too.

there's only 9 (really only 8 1/2) school days left until fall break. you don't know how unbelievably happy this makes me. hmm next week i get out of most of my classes to help with school pictures, star trek is friday and Hixson is saturday (hopefully we'll be a lot better with 2 more weeks of practice under our belt). now i just have to get through THIS week.

i think someone needs to find me a boy... :)

for no particular reason, but i love her anyways :D



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i love my kimmeh kim kim



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i love my girl scout troop :)

i found my dress today, and my business suit stuff. plus really cute shoes. i had the best time with emily. she's the funnest to shop with ever .

yay brett is getting me a rocking awesome coldplay shirt. mmm i love that boy!!

i like pictures, maybe i'll take some soon.

14 days till we leave for California! 14 days and 4 hours till my birthday!!! i'm soooo excited.


gosh i LOVE my friends. especially on bus rides back from hendersonville :)

well for those of you who are wondering. homecoming is Oct.14th. lots to do before then, and no time. but hey it'll ALL be ok. God's on my side and will pull me through everything.

this week has been amazing. i'm a firm believer in the when you have a bad week you'll have an awesome week the next theory. everything's going my way, with school, with homecoming, friends, the whole boy situation is undercontrol and it's AMAZING to feel this kind of release. God really has been good to me lately :)

anyways i hope you guys have an amazing rest of the week. i have practice and a game tomorrow afternoon, and then Hendersonville on Saturday, so i probably won't be on here again, unless i get on tomorrow.



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my wonderful escort on the right...



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man i love this kid :) we have way too much fun in latin....

"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart."-Psalms 37:4

i got homecoming!!! it's soooo exciting!! Roberto's gonna be my escort and that just makes it better!!

i go to school already dreading the day. this year has gotten crazy way too fast for me. fundraising is driving me insane, and my big mouth is even worse.

i need a break already, and the one day i would even get partly off, i have a stupid band practice. yup that's right. 4 dang practices in one week. plus a 2 performances friday and saturday night. kill me now.

band is REALLY frustrating me. it's not on this year, there's no motivation. i see it in myself. i'm not pushing myself as hard as i could. i don't manage to get anything done. it's just there. blah