i hate the way they bring me joy, only to crush it the very next second

i hate the way they look so dang good, like all the time, and i just want to run up and hug them, but i can't cuz they have a girlfriend...

i hate how they can be so flirty and so comforting and so nice, yet not even have the slightest bit of feelings toward you.

i hate how all of your friends can say that you'd look completely awesome with each other, only to get your hopes up, but the next second that comes crashing down.

i hate that you can have crushes on guys that you know you shouldn't like, maybe you just liked them because they actually looked your way.

i hate that they give good hugs and smelly nummy.

i hate that they seem so much more enjoyable and loveable and all around cute when they have girlfriends. so that way you can never get what you want, and have to continue searching for the perfect guy that never seems to get here. :[

i didnt mean this to be a depressing post, just what i'm feeling towards a few certain guys. they are amazing. too bad they're taken...