lunch time was a war zone today.

i just about kicked underclassmen ass.... i hate it whne people cut line!!! its just stupid. njust cause you think you're hot stuff doesn't mean that you have the right to cut line! im a senior and i patiently wait in line to get my $2 worth of crappy food that's greasy and hard and not all that healthy for a person...

it started with one person and then all of his friends just jump up beside him like its no bother to anyone else. grrr!! usually i am one of the first in line today i was not and then all of these little kids jump in front of me... y'know its really not fair to the people who wait in line everyday. and if i had said something to someone like someone did behind me the person in charge just simply without a care in the world replies 'If i don't see them cut then I can't do anything about it' and its not fair!

well people may say life's not fair but in these circumstances, its stupid because people dont have any manners anymore and it irks my nerves. when i have kids they are totally going to act right and do the responsible things in life.

they dont have to be goody goods but i want them to respect other people. Be good and good things will come to you, right?

besides bad manners, another thing i can't tolerate is annoying, loud people. they also irk my nerves. especially when they laugh obnoxiously, throw food and manage to get some all over your stuff.... well... ive really had enough.

y'know... today in psychology... we were talking about Alfred Adler's theories about psychoanalysis and Freudian theories and how they differ and how people in their childhood feel inferior to someone cause the "bulley" effect...

i feel inferior to younger people who graduate at the same time i do and are more accomplished or smarter than i am... and they are like two years below me. and ive worked my butt off in school and i think i've done really good. then i seen a freshman coming into high school taking advance algebra and like... calculus!! i feel so stupid!  :|

sams not eating... it worries me... but i suppose im just the same... i think i eat to much...... ugh

detention today. i forgot my book. so i suppose i will draw... otherwise i wont be doing anything... and they will be like 'where are your assignments?!' and ill get mad and yell at them im a freaking senior back off!! (:

so i fell asleep at the end of Grey's Anatomy... :'( and i don't know what happened. someone care to fill in the details?? i seem to be doing that lately. so i just watch season one over and over again and memorize every word to make up for it. :P

so im looking for colleges. i need to get on the ball... i never did anything to get ready for college. i dont have any financial aid papers filled out... i don't know what to do... but i don't like going to guidance because when i go she is never there... and it makes me mad, so i just gave up on guidance to help me. (:

Anyone know any good art schools to go to?

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