I cannot kill if I never feel anger. 

I cannot fire my weapon if I don't have a target.

I cannot believe if I don't have something to believe in.

I cannot fight if I don't have something worth fighting for.

I cannot hold on if I have nothing to grab.

I cannot be moved if I have nothing pushing me.

I cannot tell the truth if I have reason to lie.

And

I cannot love if I have never loved myself.

What do you expect me to do?  

So this is gotta be one of the funner songs to sing. Everyone one of the Dickson County High School Football team knows this song, or at least can sing a long with it in the locker room. I love country boys. Even the black guys on the team sing a long. Well so it might not be the best thing that he drinks his blues away. Oh well it is Garth Brooks so enjoy.

The things that go unsaid really never need to be, said that is.

Walking away is not running away. Is it?

Believe me when I tell you I would not blink.

I would just draw.

Believe me when I tell you I would not look back.

I would just keep running.

Believe me when I tell you I would not back down. 

I would stand and fight.

Believe me when I tell you I can not look in the mirror.

I would say it was because of you, and you.

Believe me when I tell you I can't believe the truth. 

I would but it hurts.

Believe me when I tell you I am not on her side.

I would be in hell.

Believe me when I tell you I can't take the pressure.

I would break.

Believe me when I tell you I can't run.

I would die.

Believe me when I tell you I am not sure this is better.

I would rather be alone.

Believe me when I tell you I can't take this.

I would say there are tears in my eyes.

Believe me when I tell you I can't admit the truth.

I would rather die.

No matter how much it would help all of us.  

So this song is pretty cool. You have to wait until the video starts though they have some advertisment crap at the beginging. Well please enjoy Bullet For My Valentine "All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)"

You will only see me from the corner of your eye.

Watch for me.

I will not be as gentle as the ones who follow.

Watch for me.

I will not warn you as if a screaming idiot.

Watch for me.

I will not hide behind any objects of despetion.

Watch for me.

I will only do what I say.

Listen to me.

I do not fight for vengence.

Listen to me.

Make no mistake it is the reckoning I am after.

Listen to me. 

I have certain beliefs I preach peacfully.

Listen to me.

I have beliefs I up hold.

Feel me.

What happened?

I told you to watch from the corner of your eye.

Now you watch from the flat of your back. 

 

 

I need not to wear my peace makers in a war.

You wish to oppose me?

Ha.

Then stand tall and fight.

Do not go behind your cowardly ways.

You start to go against someone who is serisous

You will wish you didn't.

Ha.

You go heels against me.

You have dropped your sheild.

You have nothing left besides what is on your hip.

So if you are not that coward, then throw down boy.

Ha.

I don't need to go heels against a boy like you.

I will take my weapon off my hip.

I will lay it down on the ground.

Can't you see that I never really had anything.

Yet you pull your weapon out and load it with blanks.

I tell you now boy you should throw down

Before death faces you and is not as kind.

Ha.

I have set my weapon down.

As I walk to you I see the men gater.

Out of the corner of my eye they follow me.

Everyone knows the cause of which I am fighting.

Everyone knows who is right.

How dare you threaten me when you are not ready to throw down.

I don't need to go heels against a boy like you.  

My mirror will show no man.

A man can control his hand.

A man can control his fist.

A man can control himself.

A man can control his tounge.  

A man has self-control.

A man can bleed and not be harmed.

A man can make a mistake only once.

A man will not tear through anguish.  

A man knows work and play, and does both effeciently.

A man knows his Heart and mind.

A man knows the blood the must be shed.

A man knows the lives that must be taken.

A man knows the the tears that must not be shown.

A man knows the right time for everything.

A man knows the difference between kill and murder. 

A man is wise.

A man can use his rifle appriopiatly. 

A man can tell the difference between kill and wound.

A man will speak the religious side of politics. 

A man reserves his manners for proper times.

A man reserces his foul language for foul times. 

My mirror will show no man. 

 

Just give me a rifle.

Just give me a few rounds. 

It will calm my nerves.

Give me a target far away.

I don't care about the range of this weapon.

Even if I know I can't hit it I will try.

Just give me a rifle.

Just give me a few rounds.

It will calm my nerves.

It will make the blood flow again.

Just staring down the sights.

 

Time to take off the rifle cover.   

 

Just give me a chance.

Just give me a few minutes with you.

It will calm my nerves.

I know we are far away.

I will try my hardest to get you.

Just give me a chance.

Just give me a few minutes with you.

It will calm my nervers. 

It will make me love again.

Just seeing you will help.  

ok so this is a new band I found that I really like. O.A.R stands for Of A Revolution. They are from the Virgin Islands...I think. I know it is over there somewhere. They are really fun to listen to. OAR is really popular at college parties and what not...well I hope you enjoy this song by a new band (to me) "Love and Memories" by O.A.R.

Nah just grab me some sweet tea

We can sit on the porch and watch the cars go by.

We can spit and tell stories.

'Round 6 we will get a bon fire goin'

See what kinda trouble we can get inta.

We'll invite that Davis boy, for kicks and giggles that Lankford girl.

See if we can get the Johnsons over

Ah man here comes the mason kid.

We can cuss, and drink and watch the stars go bye.

Round about 1 we will pull out the Guitar

and that old mason jar...I swear pa we ain't touched it.

Promise Mr. Lankford we will be at church tomorrow...

He says service starts at 10...hope we can make it by 20 after.

The chill'un are tired now so time to quite down.

Once Pa rolls out his sack we can sneak off.  

Make sure to grab a bottle that is easy to spin.

Wait is someone coming?

Na ain't noting but imagination. 

No...

Pa loves to teach lessons.

We ain't never in big trouble though.

B'sides we confess tomorrow...that 'll make pa satisfied.

I'll do it for a kiss.

Just an old Saturday night.  

 

Some what of a random video but I am a pretty big fan of 3 days grace and I really like this song...Well I hope you enjoy this song as much as I do. Three Days Grace "I Hate Everything About You"

Oh and just for the random people wondering...this is not about anyone specific.  

This song is so great. I love it! The lyrics are so great.

"I'll stay with you
The walls will fall before we do
Take my hand now
We'll run forever
I can feel the storm inside you
I'll stay with you

Fooled by my own desires
I twist my fate
Just to feel you
But you, turn me toward the light
And you're one with me
Will you run with me?"

 

 

So yeah I mean I am about to go to work. I have already packed my bag of the day and I am just waiting the arriaval of my uncle tim. Aaron and Tim (Aaron's brother in law) will be riding the tractor all day seeding the feilds. I...am not sure what I will be doing but I love work so it is all good with me. So has anyone seen my new proflie pic? that day was really fun in NC. My brother and I shot the shotgun a lot...lol my shoulder was sooo sore I popped off like 20 shots by myself...uhmm well good day to you all...oh one more quick thing. Has anyone read Romeo and Juliet? great book, well I know some of you have. I think it is stupid that they killed themselves. I know it seemed right but I saw a thousand times where they could have both made it out a live. Well good day to you all.

I normaly won't dicuss politics with friends, for obvious reasons but I think that most of you will agree with me when I say that this world just sickens me. Gas rose today in dickson to $3.50 a gallon. I txted a friend in another state and he said it was $5 a gallon. People seem to make such a big deal out of the most stupid things. Has anyone heard about the silly people wanting to make it to where Santa Claus cannot say "ho ho ho"? Or what about the "christians" who harrass our military men and women? What about the people who burn the American flag, that are American citizens. You sicken me.  One of my friends said "if you are going to burn our flag, feel free to wrap yourself in it first" or "if you don't fully stand behind our troops feel free to stand in fromnt of them" Now I am fine with people saying whatever they want but they should have respect. I plan on joining the military and if it calls for it I will die willingly for you to say something stupid about our country. Now the people who are against the war, fine, but God please respect them. If it were legal I would go and fight now to assit setting up a government like ours were someone like you can call our military "gay lovers" and "baby killers." Don't get me wrong I am 100% for free speech. I am 100% for our Bill of Rights and Constitution. But you all disgust me, I once heard of a time where people loved our military, where they baked cookies for the widow not cursed at her. Well I will continue to plan to fight for our country. I will hope that if called to I can die for it too.

So yeah i know this song is girly...sorry. I have to admit I kinda like it though. Not too bad of lyrics and it makes me feel...ok this is going to be weird for a lot of us...it makes me feel jolly and glad. Ok weird moment is over...sorry. Ok well please enjoy in a non-girly way Colbie Caillat's "Bubbly"

You annoy me with your childish ways.

It is time to put those behind you.
What do you fear? 

You kill me with your cries of infamy,

and that you cry for help.

You call for my aid, 

then you repremand me for trying.

You annoy me with your childish ways.

Can you not just be honest with everyone?

Can you not just be straight up in life?

Can you not just not worry?

Why do you fight off the dog but you welcome the wolf?

You annoy me with your childish ways.  

Don't you dare tell me the odds.
I know they are against me.
I know I am not expected to make it out.
But my rifle is already locked,
There is a bullet in the chamber,
and everyone of my side arms has the hammer pulled back.

How true is that lie?
Everyone knows that I am not that prepared.
Don't let them acknowldge it though.
When they believe it, then it becomes true.

I have trained all of my life.
I have been in conflicts just like this.
I have "killed" before,
Pain is no stranger.

How true is that lie?
Everyone knows that I have never fought like this
Don't let them acknowldge it though
When they believe it, the it becomes true.

I am ready to go now.
This is where I thought I found it.
This is where I thought you were.
I was wrong.

How true is that lie?
Everyone knows that the odds are agains us.
I won't let myself admit it though.
When I believe it, then it becomes true.

So I heard this today...tell me what you think.

"I don't like anyone...there are just certain people I hate less than others." 

If you are going to wade through crap put on your high waters.

Great song by Snow Patrol. Listen to the lyrics, it is about a couple argueing. I really really love this song.

It seems I've stepped over lines
"You've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride"

So please enjoy "How to be Dead" by Snow Patrol. 

Jacob's towel is on the right.

So last night as I laid awake half thought provoking from the amazing drug I took form my cough that induces sleep I began to think...

This is so much further past mental.

So far away from emotional.

Won't let people think it is spiritual.

And even though it is so far past physical

it is all about one touch.

one embrace. That is all I really need.

If you wanna help that is.

To those of you who don't.

Fine.

Must you have my whole mind?

Is part of it not enough for you?

Must you have my dreams? 

I have no control of that which is gone to you.

Must you fight for every inch that is still me?

When will you decide it is enough?

When I become weak from fighting?

When I cry out in anger from defeat?

When I curse your name and stomp the ground?

When those unfamialr liquids pour from my eyes?

No?

You must have them all at the same time.

I am no longer as weak, my king has fed me.

I am no longer angry from my lose for I have gained ground.

I will not curse you, but swear I will, for I swear you will not have my whole self.

Those liquids, those tears. Not so unfamiliar.

They visit me frequently as if a good friend.

And now welcomed. 

Now from you oh hell. 

I will take my mind back.

You will not control my conciousness.

Now from you oh hell.

I will have back my dreams.

You will not have me in fear of closing my eyes.

Now to you oh hell.

Enjoy defeat, as I learned to do so many times.  

Hey you guys this is kinda  a crazy song but it is one of the coolest ones ever! I know like all the lyrics and me and some of my friends from football sing it on the way home from a win lol. So much fun. If you went to Hawaii with the mime team then you might remember Tyler and I singing it on the way there lol good times man I miss it. Ok well please enjoy Queen's "Bohemian Rhapsody"