I will not accept your odds...or your evens

April 16 2008
Don't you dare tell me the odds.
I know they are against me.
I know I am not expected to make it out.
But my rifle is already locked,
There is a bullet in the chamber,
and everyone of my side arms has the hammer pulled back.

How true is that lie?
Everyone knows that I am not that prepared.
Don't let them acknowldge it though.
When they believe it, then it becomes true.

I have trained all of my life.
I have been in conflicts just like this.
I have "killed" before,
Pain is no stranger.

How true is that lie?
Everyone knows that I have never fought like this
Don't let them acknowldge it though
When they believe it, the it becomes true.

I am ready to go now.
This is where I thought I found it.
This is where I thought you were.
I was wrong.

How true is that lie?
Everyone knows that the odds are agains us.
I won't let myself admit it though.
When I believe it, then it becomes true.

♥...blue eyes...♥

April 16 2008
this is pretty freakin good