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March 20 2006
Have you ever wondered how you could make life better or yourself for that matter................I have been trying for the last 3 years to make myself better or just to feel better.I can't seem to find the person i want to be............I'm just lost in a dream that can't happen because thats not who i am. I want people to see me for me and no one does that i don't want to have to hide me past because i'm afraid that people will judge me for it. I guess i'm just tired of being me and not being able to be free.I could never be good enough i'm not that strong i'm not good enough for god or anyone.I have no one to trust anymore everyone has left me i can't talk about my pain because i'm supposed to be strong,strong for me and everyone else..............I just don't know what to do anymore i'm lost in a place that has it grip tight around me.and it seems i will never be free not even god can help me.......right?

Ashley who?

March 20 2006
wwwwwhhhhatttttttt?!?!?

Carol Nixon

March 20 2006
brandee stop it. you know very well that if no one else is there for you that me and kale are. you can run and talk to me about anything. and although it doesnt always feel like it god is always there with us.

brigette adkins

March 20 2006
y' know brandi.... if you keepy talkin like this... im going to make you wathc the movie we just watched in Mrs. Sides Psychology class... its called PERSONA... and whoa man will it give you something to talk & think about!!! (:

Carol Nixon

March 21 2006
remember your promise...