thought life was going great

but then i realized it throws stuff at you that youd never expect

you lose friends... you gain them.. but the difference is i still love them with every beat of my heart.. every friend ive lost.. i still love.. and the 2 that are drifting away are pretty much my life.. and i will be lost without them.. so yeah

what do you do in a situation like this?

when you dont realize what your doing wrong.. you dont see it.. and you stand your ground because you think your right? but the cost of standing your ground is losing 2 of the greatest friends you have ever had? what would you do?

so now i sit here wondering.. what if i did lose them? what woudl become of me? i would actually probably be nothing..

but now one of my main goals is to strive to prove them wrong.. i will succeed in writing and singing music.. im more mindset on that now that they said i couldnt.. i all the sudden feel over my stagefright.. and im gonna make it.. you watch and see...

i love you 2 with every thing in me.. but i really dont think i deserved it at all. I would give my life for both of you.. and you dont even realize it

love you forever

jessica