Cari Jennings

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Relationship Status

Single

Highschool

Oakland High School

So what i get from my reflection isn't what i thought i'd see...

June 05 2006

so, i'm feeling much better today. God's given me a real peace about it. i dunno what that means, but i'm sure it's good.


in other news, do me this one favor:


if you've ever liked me at all, tell me at some point soon. i'd just like to know. maybe i liked you too...haha.


so nayways, some people kinda stir my apples lately...oh well. i'll live. secondly, others make me smile. you've just gotta wonder what's going on when you find someone whom you have just about everything in common with and can talk to forever...and then they have to move away...what is this? who knows...but i know i'll make it. it's just no fun when it seems like things are dangled in front of you, only to be taken away. but i've got to keep reminding myself that God is not like that, and he doesn't want to harm me. i realize how narrow my vision is in the grand scheme of things, so i just need to shut up and let him do what he does best, which is everything. i think that i am going to make a committment not to date at all in high school. not because i'm sad and lonely, or because i think guys are stupid, or because i am trying to get something out of God, but because i think maybe He's calling me to do that. also, be praying for me about whether or not i'm going to go on the New Jersey Mission Trip on July 8th-16th...i feel like, thru my quiet times and prayer that God is wanting me to go, but He's gonna hafta provide those means, especially financially. so yeah. we'll see. nayways, much love to you all! ----Cari

Sarah Vermillion

June 06 2006
"Stir my apples" is one of the best phrases of all time, by the way.