HEY!!!

hows it going? i never get on here anymore. Well i'm going through my ups and downs, its been really good lately actually. I'm trying to stay strong for a few people i really care about but its freakishly hard for me with one of them. Ha its like watching a sad lovestroy. No lie you could trun my life into a sad lovestroy. Its kinda funny. BUT at the moment i'm SO SO SO SO happy with where i am, i have some friends, someone that makes me smile, i'm getting closer to Christ, and laughing! so its good AT THE MOMENT. Well whats new with you guys?

guilty: you do
innocent: you don't

Singing in the shower?: Guilty

Left the stove on?: Guilty

Ate Stale food?: Guilty

Spit in someone's Drink?: Innocent (that would be rather nasty)

Stole Something from a friend?: Not so much stoll but i'll take a T-Shirt and forget i have it :P

Played with Barbies?: Innocent

Kissed your posters of your favorite stars?: Innocent

Listened to stupid music and said you like it?: Guilty

Made someone cry?: Guilty

Opened your Christmas presents early? Innocent

Found money, and didn't turn it in?: Guilty

Gave money to a homeless person?: Innocent..i never have money to give.

Thought "Star Wars" was cool?: Guilty..haha

Had a super-hero costume?: Ha Ha Guilty! Ha Ha

Lied to protect a friend?: Guilty, i'm not happy i did but i have in the past

Broken a bone?: innocent, Pooch E. A and i were talking about that the other day :P

Seen "The Goonies" more than 10 times?: Innocent..i have no idea what "The Goonies" is...

Played a Computer game for more than 5 hours?: innocent

Dyed your hair a color from the rainbow?:innocent but that would be fun :P


Hugged your mom in the past 24 hours?: Innocent

...Have you Ever...

Ran through the sprinklers?: Guilty! its oh so much fun

Ran through the sprinklers naked?: not that fun! lol innocent

Went outside naked?: who would do that?  innocent

Flashed somebody?: innocent but i have been flashed

Mooned somebody?: innocent yet again i have been mooned

Been on stage?: Guilty

been on stage naked or close to it?: ha who makes up these questions??

innocent

Been in a parade?: Guilty

Been in a school play?: Innocent

Drank beer?: Innocent

Went to work/school with a hangover?: oh you know me partying it up :P

Innocent 

Gotten detention?: innocent ha i'm homeschooled:P

Gotten expelled?: innocent again i say i'm homeschooed

Been on a plane?: Innocent

Been on a cruise?: Innocent, i'm so hot on big bodies of water

Traveled out of the country?: Innocent

Liked somebody you could never have?: Guilty :(

Liked a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend?: Innocent

Cheated on a test?: Innocent

Broken into a house?: Innocent

Stolen from your own family?: innocent

Flipped somebody off?: not to their face persay but yeah i'm Guilty

Ate spoiled food by accident?: Innocent

Ate spoiled food on purpose?: Innocent

Ate food you dropped on the floor?: :P Guilty

Laughed at a funeral?: when they said something funny.  Guilty

Watched somebody's death?: i guess you could say i did with both my grandparents slowly dieing infront of me so i suppose i'm Guilty

Killed somebody?: Innocent

 

Gotten a tattoo?: So far Innocent.

Gotten piercings?: Innocent.

Fired a gun?: Guilty

 

Gotten into a fist fight?: ..so far..lol innocent.

Gotten into a shouting match?: :P Guilty

Swallowed sea/pool water?: nasty but Guilty

i didn't mean to!!!

Swallowed sea/pool water on purpose?:Innocent

Spun yourself in circles to get dizzy on purpose?: Guilty

Laughed so hard it hurt?: Guilty

Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: innocent

Seen a live birth?: Innocent

Delivered a baby/animal?: INNOCENT

Had an imaginary friend?: Guilty :P

Fell down a whole flight of stairs?: Innocent

Tripped on stairs?: Guilty

Tripped on your own feet?: Guilty ;)

Cried yourself to sleep?: Guilty

Cried in public?: Guilty

Thrown up in public?: innocent

Lied to your parents?: Guilty

Skipped school?: innocent

Hit an animal with your vehicle?: i've been in a car when it happened but it wasn't my vehicle. innocent/Guilty

cheated on someone?:Innocent

 

Been cheated on: not sure...

 

Been one who helped another cheat?: innocent

Cried so hard you threw up?: innocent

Given a wet willy to someone?: Innocent

Gotten a wet willy?: Nasty but Guilty

okay so i'm always telling you what makes ME smile..but now its YOUR turn!!! So my question today is..WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE?*If you take the time to read this..PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE answer it!!! Thank you*

HAPPY

 

 

 

:)

 

 

 

Ha life is so funny. I mean really, sit back and look at your life.......now that you've done this, did you think you would end up where you are? I sure as heck didn't think i would be where i am. Where am i? you ask...(if you didn't ask..to bad your gonna find out :P) I am sitting in a chair at the computer..rather cold but deeper then that i'm slipping and moving forward at the same time. Its rather weird..i mean everytime i hear or read something about my EXBestFriend / EXboyfriend life is the one thing i dont want, no lie i stop breathing and die a little more. But when i'm with anyone else or at church i'm a whole other person. I laugh and smile and really mean it. At times i'm moving forward in Christ, i finally found where i need to be and i have an idea where i need to be and people NEED me. It always feels good to be NEEDED. And yet again i'm crushed b/c someone that makes me smile...has let me down...and my mom is always on my case for not being who she wants me to be. You know what i need...you guessed it..a girls night with FLINT! :P Face paint...laughing..randomness! sounds like a party! :P hahaWell yeah now that this is overly long and no one will read all this so i better just close it off and say sorry for not making you smile today..i'll try better next time.

Are you happy that you met the person who posted this before you?
yeah

Do you like orange juice?
Its okay

Reason behind the last time you threw up?
I don't remember the last time. I was probably really sick.

Do you have unlimited texting?
i WISH

Has anyone lied to you today?

How would i know. The only people i talked to were Seth,Sam, and Scooter

What kind of shampoo do you use?
Dove, i think

How many myspace friends do you have?
like 47 i think

Isn't it a little late for you to be up?
its like 5:30...lol

What song made you cry last?
uhmmm none 

Sex?
Female.

Who was the last person to abuse your trust?
Thats easy Tyler

How many times a day do you brush your teeth?
3times..or more:P

Do you like ring pops?
sometimes

What do you think when you look in the mirror?
wow there are two of me. lol j/k i dont know what i think

What does your hair look like right now?
horrible lol

What's your favorite brand of crackers?
i have not a clue.

Last time you snuck out?
never

What's the reason behind why you last cried?
I dont feel the need to tell you but thanks for asking anyway

Ever dated anyone in your top 4?
not my top 4...but go a little farther down and you might find someone......

Do you like bananas?
they are good

Do you try in school?
Yes

 

lol fun times :P

lol wow we are so amaZingly weird :P

Okay so i am going to be happy! Yaaaa all smiles here! How are my people? No one is ever on PhuseBox other then my girl Flint. Well tomorrow i have to wake up super early, like an unGodly hour so i can go somewhere with Flint. I dont even know where i'm going...all i know is it has to do with Cars and i have a feeling i'll be taking alot of pictures like always. Well even though life sucks BIG TIME i'm gona smile and try to make other people happy. B/c making other people smile or laugh makes me WAY happy so i think i shall smile more and look down less! I should keep my head held high, i've done nothing wrong or anything to mess anything up, so i should be oh so happy! yeah...right....Well thanks for reading my oh so boring and meaningless "thought" leave me stuff if you feel the need to be nice and make my day :P(oh and Flint i dont feel like messaging you but i was thinking about when we went to Main-Street..and i just so happened to be doing that just at that time when we came out of the oh so amaZing pink store were i said the word Giggly is so much fun to say and the lady looked at me funny :P lol fun times!)

well i just have a second and no one really reads these so i dont really know why i even put anything up. But i might was well.

 

Uhmm yeah so life is rather crappy. I never get to see my friends and the one night i get to see *someone* my brother was watching me like i was a new TV show. It was so sad..so i didn't get to TALK to *someone* and that made me rather sad.

well my times up.

G2G

 

LoL It isn't as good as the other one but Flint is rather funny in this one :) lol have fun watching us..being us :)

LoL Just laugh and have fun while watching this...we were way tired and had nothing better to do.and thats when all the fun starts right??? :) lol

Hey,

Okay so i'm not sure whats going on. I can be so happy then get this horrible sick hurt feeling that is the worst feeling ever.

But that horrible feeling goes away as soon as one of my close friends looks me in the eyes..i feel....the way i did with one of my other friends. But when that horrible feeling goes away i feel werid b/c the only person that used to be able to do that, crushed me..and now i'm scared this person is gona do that to me. This person isn't the kinda kid i would usually get close too....so i'm rather confused and scared.....but then again i'm so so happy.

Why is it so hard to figure things out?????!!!!????

Take this quiz and find out how girly you are. (GUYS TOO) Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!! erase x's from other people when you are filling it out


[] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[] my favorite toys as a child were barbies, Bratz, etc.
[] my favorite color is pink or purple
[x] I did Gymnastics
[] I love skirts
[x] Hollister and/or American Eagle are my favorite places to shop
[] tight jeans are the only jeans i will wear
[] I own Victoria's Secret PINK pants
[] i did ballet as a little girl
Total: 3


[] my hair is almost always straightened
[] I own a purse from Coach or Prada
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings
[] In the summer i have to have a tan
[] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[] I love reality shows
[x] Bobby pins are my best friend
[] I wear a shower cap
TOTAL: 5


[x] I don't shop at Hot Topic
[X] my cell phone or ipod might as well become a part of me
[] I wear mascara everyday
[] bathing suits are adorable
[] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[] big sunglasses are hott
[] I have gotten my nails done before
[] I own over 10 purses
[] MTV is one of my favorite channels
TOTAL: 7


[] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys -
[] I love people doing my hair
[] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x(just spiders)] I hate bugs, especially spiders
[x] carnivals are so fun
[] Summer is THE greatest thing ever
[] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[x] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[] musicians are so hot
TOTAL: 10

[x] i am self-conscious
[] I cry often
[] i pick out shampoo and conditioner strictly based on smell
[] I don't like sports
[] I HATE to run
[] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[] i eat fruit as a snack
[]I love romance novels
[] Drew Barrymore is so cute
TOTAL: 11


[x] I dance a lot.
[] I only have 5 billion hair products
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[] every part of my outfit needs to match
[] I talk on the phone at least once a day
[x] I would love to have a photo shoot
[] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[] I wish I looked like a model
TOTAL: 14


[] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[] I wanted a bra way before i ever needed one
[] i own Birkenstock's
[X] i love music
[] I pop my colla(r)
[] I like to be the center of attention
[] guys with mohawks are weird
[x] u gotta love rainbows
[x] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] KITTIES are adorable
TOTAL: 18

[] I write my own music
[NOOOOOOO] I'd love to visit Hawaii
[NOOOOOOO] Valentine's day is cute
[x] I would not be caught in all black
[] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[] I like to read magazines
TOTAL: 19

[X] I love to talk
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[] I love Celine Dion
[x] I have or still do plan ahead for my wedding
[] My friends and I are in a strict group.
[x] I like little kids
[] soda rules
[] I am or at one point was a vegetarian
[x] love chocolate!
TOTAL: 24

[X] check my myspace/email everyday.
[x] I love life
[] i have a lot of jewelry
[] I have to shop
[] i show my legs almost every day
[] I have a friend named maddie
[x] i would never want to be the other sex
[x] Its not what they said it's the way they said it
[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
TOTAL: 29

1. Was your last kiss a mistake?
seeing there was no "last kiss" i couldn't say

2. When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
Wednesday the 13th of February

3. If the world was to end tomorrow, what would you be doing right now?
I dont know lol what kinda question is that

4. What was the last thing you heard?
Shawn saying something to Sam

5. What is bothering you right now?
My family

6. Do you think slavery was wrong?
Yes

7. Have you ever seen somebody get shot?
Nope, and i would like to keep it that way

8. When was the last time you got into a physical fight?
I cant remember, i try not to get in fights

9. Who do you tell everything to?
Jesus..no one else can be trusted..at lest thats what i think

10. Have you ever taken a picture in a bathroom?
yes.

11. Do you use big words?
Ha if i know what they mean...but most of the time, that would be a big fat no

12. Have you ever been called a 'slut' or 'manwhore'?
slut. they were just kidding though :P

13. Where are you?
In My kitchen..wishing i was somewhere else

14. Does your head hurt?
Not at the moment no

15. Favorite number?
45

16. Have you ever rented out a hotel room?
i haven't but my parents have.

17. Have you ever injected a drug?
No personally i think its rather stupid

18. When was the last time you saw your Father?
a year now..maybe longer

19. Name a lyric from the song you're listening to?
I Will Not Be Moved.

20. Do you use your friends?
No thats horrible

22. Do you fight with your parents often?
I try not to but....

23. Where is the shirt you're wearing from?
the camp i went to last year (86hours)

25. Have you ever been in a car accident?
no and i would like to keep it that way! I already hate riding in cars..so getting in an accident would not help that!

26. Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
parent-yeah..my dad would let me do whatever i wanted..he doesn't care about anything

27. The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering you?
yeah..lol why would it go away in a matter of minutes...

28. How often do you shower?
every day. And i hope you do too!

29. Do you know anyone with cancer?
I did, but they passed

30. Do you have any picture frames in your room?
Like one..i think

31. Where did you spend Christmas?
My house and with my moms family

32. Ever smoked a cigarette?
That would be a big no. I'm not into that kinda stuff

33. Do you think the whole day is better if you smoke pot?
Ha no. I think i pretty much just told you i'm not into that kinda stuff

34. Has anyone ever saved your life?
Not really

36. Do you get good grades?
i strive to..but not always

37. Have you ever been intoxicated twice in one week?
No gosh you people should get the picture by now!

38. Do you know a secret about anybody?
Thats creppy :P

39. Who cooks dinner in your home?
Anyone who feels the need to

40. Did you ever go to a special learning center?
no


41. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
nope

42. Does a kiss make you feel better?
wouldn't know

43.Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
Thats random, and no

44. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before. and who comes up with these random and rather creppy questions! lol

45. What did you do today?
watched kids at church, school, got on myspace and talked to friends over texts

46. Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
no, again random question

47. Have you ever thought about your death?
Creppy but yes

49. Have you ever had stitches?
nope

50. How long ago did you hug someone?
Its been since new years

51. Do you like the Red Sox or Yankees?
Dont really care...

52. What are you doing this weekend?
Not a clue..Anyone want to go to the movies?? :)

53. Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
yeah

okay so last night was AmaZZZzzzZZZzing!
BUT (carmen) its not turning out so hot, Seth has a problem like i said he would!!! :( but HoBo said it will work out so i'm happy :) lol
HAVE A NICE DAY!!! :)

I Want To Be The Girl He Points

 

To And Says

 

 

"THATS HER!!!!!"

Okay so tonight i had SO much fun! First i got to hang out with LILLY! Then i went to church and learned ALOT! THEN i got to talk to someone that makes me laugh and something about them makes me smile inside and out. CraZy i know but oh so true. And i felt pretty for once. All you know i hate people looking at me or being in the spot light of anything but today it was kinda nice for people to notice me for once. It wont happen again b.c i will most likely never wear a dress to Wal*Mart (maybe again to main street) but anyway today was really good for me, i really needed it!

 

 

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes Y-O-U! And I HOPE You Have An AmaZZZing Rest Of The Day!

Again a LITTLE of the most AMAZZZZING movie EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!