Yeah i need a life :P

November 26 2007

1. Is someone in love with you?
I dont know, you would have to ask them


2. Do you know anyone named Dave?
Yeah


3. What color is your couch?
its got a lot of colors... its got Greens, Blues, Reds... lots of color :)


4. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
LoL Seth calls me Sam all the time

5. Have you ever tried Propel Water?
Nope

6. What color are the walls of your bedroom?
Tan

7. Do you think that hair extensions look skanky?
Sometimes.

8. Are you named after a grandparent?
I dont think so....


9. What did u do yesterday?
I went to Church, hang out around the house... yeah thats about it


10. What is your greatest fear?
being forgotten

11. Are you taller than 5'6"?
no :( i like being short though :)


12. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
Nope...well not at the moment that is

13. Ever seen a dead body?
Yeah.

14. Do you like the color green?
Sure do.

15. One of your favorite things?
riding horses :)


16. How old are you?
the fun age of 14

17. Who was the last person to send you a text message??
i think it was my mom..its been a while though


18. Ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs?
haha....no :P haha

19. Last restaurant you went to?
IDK...


20. Whats the weather like today?
Cold and rainy.

21. Last voice mail you received?
it was from Carmen i know that...but i dont remeber what it was about...


22. What did you do today?
went Christmas shopping with my sister and the Twins


23. What's the first thing you would do with five million pounds?
What is that, 10 million dollars? Wow.

24. How much did you sleep last night?
Um...fell asleep around 1is and woke up at like 8ish, you do the math


25. Any upcoming concerts you want to attend?
WANT is the key word


26. Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?
lol idk


27. Have you ever been on your school's track team?
ha that would be a BIG no

28. What jewelry are you wearing?
a ring and thats it

29. What's your middle name?
Grace

30. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
HECK YES


31. Whats your favorite drink?
Coffee, Water

32. Do you swear at your parents?
NO

33. Is your phone right beside you?
no, i dont know where it is..lol i should find that :P

34. Ever been in a car wreck, while you were driving? i cant drive yet..so that would be a no


35. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Well there are billions of people on the planet, so its possible.

36. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
No.

37. Whats the color of your bedsheets?
they are BLUE


38. Have you ever crawled through a window?
ha no

39. Are you photogenic?
Sometimes.

41. Where do you spend most of your money?
i try not to spend money...

42. What was the last thing you did?
watched Twins


43. Do you have a tattoo?
Nope.

44. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
Nope.

45. Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends?
Yes.

46. Have you ever told someone you loved them, but didn't mean it?
no


47. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
Its been a while, but yes i have


48. What are you doing in 2008?
i'm living life


49. What is your ringtone?
some random sound :P

50. What were you doing at 2am last night?
sleeping :)

:)

November 25 2007

EIGHT Last's:
1. Last drink: Water

3. Last phone call: I think it was my mom
4. Last text message: I'm pretty sure it was Tyler..but that was a LONG time ago
5. Last CD played: A mix.
6. Last bubble bath: A LONG time ago

7. Last time you cried: a few weeks ago

8. Last meal: 2 minutes ago

SEVEN Have You’s:
1. Have you ever dated someone twice? Nope
2. Have you ever been cheated on? I Dont THINK So
4. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? Nope
5. Have you ever lost someone? You could say that
6. Have you ever been depressed? Yeah
7. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? lol NO


Name SIX things you did in the past three days:
1. Rode Kate
2. Got On MySpace

3. Talked To Friends 

5. Went To Church
6. Laughed


List FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to
1. Tyler
2. Carmen

3. Lilly
4. Seth
5. Tamara

List THREE favorite colors
1. Blue.
2. Green.
3. Gray.


List TWO things you want to do before you die
1. Backpack europe.
2. Ride horses for 24 hours

SO FAR IN 07…
Been to school - Yes :(
Made a new friend - Yeah
Fallen out of love - Kinda...in a way

Done something you swore never to do- no

Laughed until you cried - no

Went behind your friends back - I hope not.
Met someone who changed your life - Yeah.
Gotten close to someone - Sure
Found out who your true friends are- Yes.

5. Do you have a crush? i dont like curches!


6. Who is the best hugger that you know? I'm not sure

7. Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope

8. Is there something you want to tell someone? Not really 

9. What brand of shirt are you wearing? I have not a clue..and i dont care


10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? yeah


11. Do you have “A thing” for anyone on your top friends? haha


12. How many people on your top friends? 12

13. How many kids do you want to have? We'll see.

14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? no

15. Do you wanna change your name? lol naa its an ok name


16. What did you do for your last birthday? went Ice-Skating

17. What time did you wake up today? 8:00


18. What were you doing at midnight last night? watching a movie

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: DRIVE

20. Last time you saw your dad?...Months and months ago


21. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? nothing, i'm cool with myself

22. Which hand do you like better? haha i've never really thought about it


23. What are you listening to right now? an Odyssey


24. Have you ever talked to Tom? Nope

25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? Yeah

26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? Sadly yes

27. Least favorite month? I don't know.

28. What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? i have not a clue

29. Who’s getting on your nerves right now? ... i'm not gona say names...

30. Most visited webpage? myspace

31. Would you help one of your best friends fight if he/she was losing? heck yes


32. Coke or Pepsi? Neither.

33. What’s the worst day of your life? Ha, I'm not telling you.

34. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? Nope.

35. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? i suppose


36. Do you think there’s some models/people out there, that should lose a few pounds? I don't care.

Randomness

November 24 2007

Girls - pick the first guy on your top friends.
Unless their family than pick the next one.
Guys - do the same, but the first girl .
- Don't change it
- Enter their name
- Be honest


1. Who is it?
Since there aren't "Top Friends" on here i'm gona go with..Tyler just b/c i know the most about him :P ha i'm so cool i know

2. How did you meet?
At BHSE


3. If you were crying would this person cheer you up?
haha he has many times


4. Where is this person?
i don't stalk him. lol

5. Have you ever spent the night with this person?
NO 

6. Will this person repost this?
lol i would have to say...i'm not thinkn so

7. Is this person family?
Nope 

8. Do you trust this person?
Yes


9. If you could change something about this person would you?
No, i dont like changing people!

10. How much does this person know about you?
I dont know ask him..gosh (lol) 

11. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with this person?
Say random things..thats always fun :P 

12. do you argue with this person?
SOMETIMES


14. Is this person nice to you?
pretty much yes

15. Has this person ever kissed you?
haha no


16. Do you tell this person secrets?
what you talkn about...i dont have "Secrets" lol yeah i have


17. Older or Younger?
Older..by a few months


18. Does this person make you smile?
YEP

19. Is this person your boyfriend or girlfriend?
haha funny you ask that.
But no

 

Random

November 24 2007

Click here to create your own painting.
lol mine is a little random :P kinda happy though

Oh yeah fun in the sun

November 23 2007

1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? Seeing i dont have a CAR there would be no "back seat" which would mean there is nothing on my back seat!

 

2. When was the last time you threw up?  I dont know, why would i keep up with that kinda stuff

 

3. What's your favorite curse word? I prefer not to use them :)

 

4. Name 3 people who made you smile today? I would have to say no one (i'm not doing so hot....but i'm sure i'll smile sometime today!)

 

5. What were you doing at 8AM this morning? Sleeping (it was a long night :P)

 

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Feeding my brothers dog (yeah i know i'm a nice sister :P)

 

8. Have you ever been to a strip club? NO

 

9. What is the last thing you said out loud? "There aren't any...i got them all yesterday for you"

 

10. What is the best ice cream flavor? Death by Chocolate :) Yumm so good

 

11. What was the last thing you had to drink? 1/2 Coffee 1/2 Hot Chocolate

 

12. What are you wearing right now?  my "Caution: Burning Substance" shirt and some comfy gray pants.

 

13. What was the last thing you ate? ThanksGiving Dinner YUMMMMMMM

 

14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? I have this much money in my bank $0.00 do you think i bought anything :P lol

 

15. When was the last time you ran? Wednesday night! I was running through the rain! OH SO MUCH FUN! ... but i was trying to get to a car, not just playing in the rain :) haha

 

16. What's the last sporting event you watched?FOOTBALL! thats like all i watch that has to do with sports :)

 

18. Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace? Jake

 

19. Ever go camping? YES!

 

24. Do you drink your soda from a straw? I personally dont like "Sodas" BUT when i do drink them i do not use a straw

 

25. What did your last text message say? its been a while..but i think it was from Tyler

 

26. Are you someone's best friend? I suppose

 

27. What are you doing tomorrow? Hanging out....maybe go riding

 

28. Where is your mom right now? cleaning the house

 

29. Look to your left, what do you see? a red wall

 

30. What color is your watch? i dont have a watch

 

31. What do you think of when you think of Australia? AMAZING

Accents

 

32. Ever ridden on a roller coaster? Yep, i didn't like it all the much though

 

33. What is your birthstone? polka dot...lol no i dont know how to say it :P but its the color of my fantastic ring :)

 

34. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive through? Whoever is driving always says what i do... :P

 

35. What is your favorite number? 45

 

36. Do you have a dog? Well my brother does but it take care of him most of the time so yeah

 

37. who was the last person that you talked to on the phone? my mom or Tyler i can't remember

 

38. Have you met anyone famous? Craig Morgan

 

39. Any plans today? to live

 

40. How many states have you lived in? 1

 

41. Ever go to college? I WILL BE :)

 

42. Where are you right now? In my Kitchen

 

43. Biggest annoyance in your life right now? i have become numb to all annoyances!


44. Last song listened to? Dont Worry Now

 

46. Are you allergic to anything? Nope

 

47. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? they aren't Shoes they are BOOTS! Get it right..lol

 

49. Are you jealous of anyone? No

 

50. Is anyone jealous of you? Not that i know of no

 

51. Do you love anyone? Yeah

 

52. Do any of your friends have children? Lol i would hope not they are all under the age of 18 :P

 

53. Do you eat healthy? IS Cake called "healthy"?? If so YES!! haha no the answer to this question is, not as much as i should

 

54. What do you usually do during the day? school

 

55. Do you hate anyone right now? Not hate, a little upset yes but no not hate

 

56. Do you use the word 'hello' daily? No

 

58. How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 15!!! PARTY!! :P 

59. Have you ever been to Six Flags? Nope :(

 

60. How did you get one of your scars? most of them are from riding horses :P

:)

November 22 2007

I officially announce (with all my power as an American citizen) this to be CARMEN’S DAY!

Yes November 22 is Carmen’s Day *and I know another holiday falls on this day but thats ok! There can be 2 holidays on one fantastic day :)*

WHOS BIRTHDAY IS IT??????

November 22 2007

ITS CARMEN POOCH E.A'S BIRTHDAY!!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE YOU KID :)

Tight Song :)

November 22 2007

pretty nifty

November 21 2007

Happiness keeps you sweet,


Trials keep you strong,

Sorrows keep you human,

Failures keep you humble,

Success keeps you glowing,

but only God keeps you going.

funny

November 20 2007
lol

Yep Yep

November 20 2007

OK so last night i figured it out! oh yeah i'm so smart :PWhat is it that i figured out you might be asking yourself, well thats a good question and i'm about to answer it. You see i was talking to my friends last night and it was going quite swell, then it kinda went down hill. So i didn't feel so hot when i went to bed last night, but instead of going to bed feeling all BLAH i turned on the radio to a Christian station. And then it hit me. I was going to bed feeling, i suppose you would call it sick to my stomach, b/c of guyS (and i ment that to be

plural) And i got to thinking..... this is when i really figured it out. WHY worry about guys or things that you cant control and let it mess up your life. I mean i had been letting people pretty much

determine my every move, and thats not cool. I got to be me no matter what people say or do!
AND i ALSO figured out why i haven't been truly happy!!!! I knew it all along but never put it into actuation. I found that the only way i will truly be happy is if i give EVERYTHING to GOD! I mean i had been trying to do so much here and there and only giving 40% to God...and thats wrong. SO yeah i figured it all out! yaaaa me!!!
So i am going to be ME and give 100% of who i am to GOD!

oh yeah i'm cool

November 19 2007

WITH 2007 COMING TO AN END...

1. Have you had any relationships this year?
Not really no


2. Have you had your birthday yet?
Yep Yep


3. Kissed two people in the same night?
haha no

4. Been on a diet?
Do you know me.... i never go on diets :) I like food :)

 

5. Pulled an all nighter?
Not for a while

 

6. Drank Starbucks?
sadly no

 

7. Went Camping?
YES! i love camping! oh so much fun

 

8. Bought something(s)?
a few things but i dont like spending money!

 

9. Met someone special?
I met some new friends..but not "anyone special"

 

10. Been out of state?
I cant remeber


11.Skinny Dipping?
haha no

12. What are you thinking about?
life..yeah thats pretty much whats on my mind


HAVE YOU:
1.) Hugged someone?
yes


2.) Slept in someone elses bed?
nope


3.) Got a job?
i have been baby-sitting if thats a job then yes


4.) Loaned out money?
Yes

5.) Gotten in a car accident?
NO!!!

 

6.) Gone over your mobile phone bill?
nope

8.) Done something you regret?
probably i just cant remember them at the moment


LASTS:
Last Person you hugged?
Mrs. Shawn Davis

Last Person to call you?
I think it was my mom

When was the last time you felt stupid?
ha thats an every day event

 

Who did you last yell at?
no one..i dont like yelling


What did you do today?
nothing i had the day off :)


TEN FACTS :
01. im gay:NOT

02. im not: very smart

03. Initials? SGB

04. Hair style? uhmmm i'm not sure

05. Eye color? BLUE
06. Height: i have not a clue..i know i'm short if that helps

07. Pets: 4

08. Mood: tired

09. Where would you rather be: riding horses or hanging out with friends

10. What was the last thing you drank? water

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
01. Have you ever been in love: yes

02. Do you believe in love? well the answer to the first question answered the second one!

03. Why did your LAST relationship fail? it didn't fail

04. Have you ever been heartbroken? Y-E-S

05. Have you ever broken someone's heart?: not sure 
06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend? haha no

07. Have you ever loved someone but never told them? i've only loved one person, so no

08. Are you afraid of commitment? no

09.Do you want to be in a relationship? i want to but i know i'm not read to

10. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life? uhmm i'm only 14 so that would be a BIG NO

EMOTIONS:
01. Are you missing someone right now?YES

02. Are you happy? at the moment..yes

03. Are you eating anything?i wish i was eating some cake :)

04. Are you mad at anyone? not really

i love this

November 19 2007
When she walks away from you mad

[ Follow her ]


When she stare's at your mouth

[ Kiss her ]


When she pushes you or hit's you

[ Grab her and dont let go ]


When she start's cursing at you

[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]


When she's quiet

[ Ask her whats wrong ]


When she ignore's you

[ Give her your attention ]


When she pull's away

[ Pull her back ]


When you see her at her worst

[ Tell her she's beautiful ]


When you see her start crying

[ Just hold her and dont say a word ]


When you see her walking

[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]


When she's scared

[ Protect her ]


When she lay's her head on your shoulder

[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]


When she steal's your favorite hat

[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]


When she tease's you

[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]


When she doesnt answer for a long time

[ reassure her that everything is okay ]


When she look's at you with doubt

[ Back yourself up ]


When she say's that she like's you

[ she really does more than you could understand ]


When she grab's at your hands

[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]


When she bump's into you

[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]


When she tell's you a secret

[ keep it safe and untold ]


When she looks at you in your eyes

[ dont look away until she does ]


When she misses you

[ she's hurting inside ]


When you break her heart

[ the pain never really goes away ]


When she says its over

[ she still wants you to be hers ]


When she repost this bulletin

[ she wants you to read it ]





- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.


- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go


- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you


- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her


- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up


- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.


- Tease her and let her tease you back.


- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.


- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.


- Give her the world.


- Let her wear your clothes.


- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.


- Let her know she's important.


- Kiss her in the pouring rain.


- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's butt am I kicking baby?"

haha

November 18 2007

"What do you suggest for our current predicament?"

"I don’t know, if I knew our current predicament I could suggest a good suggestion"

 

HAHA i have had a lot of coffee and everytime i say this..it makes me laugh out loud!

hahaha

 :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

lol

November 18 2007
it messed up at the end..i dont know why! And its sideways..haha so you got to turn your head to see it..but it makes me laugh!! haha i'll put the other one on here when i get home but this should brighten up your day :)

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November 18 2007

Hey my people, hows it going.

I'm doing much better from the last time i updated you fantastic people. Although there still is a lot of Drama going on that i would prefer not to take part in...but life is good for the most part. I'm about to just go hang out with my fantastic friend LILLY! So thats good, i haven't done that in a while.

And i know what i'm about to say might scare you all but its ever so much true, i miss my second oldest fantastic brother (his name for all you who have not a clue who i'm talking about is SETH!) lol he has been gone this weeked at a Youth Convention *THAT I REALLY WANTED TO GO TO* for the past few days. Oh so sad for me i know..haha but my sister thought i was craZy when i said i missed him. haha

Well nothing much to say right now, i'll probably be on later and in the mood to write so you'll get more of my meaningless thoughts later

.Life.

November 16 2007

You know what I used to see when I looked into my reflection in the glass... I used to see a girl who was on fire for an almighty God, a girl who was happy to wake up at 6 to see the sun rise, a girl who smiled at people just to cheer their day up, a girl who’s eyes used to sparkle when she was happy, a girls laughter that would make everyone worm inside, a girl who jumped at the chance to help someone.

But now, I see broken glass, and a girls tattered face looking back at me, with eyes that are dim and haven’t sparkled in a long time, a girl who only smiles for a minute and then it fades back into her every day determined to get through the day look, a girls laughter that anyone who knows her knows its fake and cold, a girl who tries to sleep as long as she can because that means one less minute she has to be awake, a girl who doesn’t really want to help anymore but is pushed and expected to because that’s what she has done in the past.

No I’m not going Emo and I know I’m not going to do something stupid. But I’ve lost everything in my eyes that matters, to you or your friends it may not mean a thing, but to me..to me it means the world. It seems like when I gain something, I just have to lose 3 other things. It seems like I always end up helping someone, and by the time I’m done helping someone else get through their problems, I just want to cry when I face my own problems.

I know I sound really stupid, and in a few days when I read this I’ll probably laugh at myself (with that cold fake laugh) but that’s how I feel RIGHT NOW..in THIS MOMENT.

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November 16 2007
Hey guys, i haven't been on here for a while.... uhmm just thought i would ask you guys to please be praying for me. I'm not doing so hot and really need some prayers!!!! i mean "i need LOTS and LOTS of prayers"!!!!!
Thanks

HEY You Guys

November 03 2007

Hey guys, I haven't put a thought on here in a LONG time! WOW... So hows it going? A lot is going on with me, but i prefer not to put it all on here. Lets just say,

I'm Happy (at times)
I'm HURT (Big time)

I'm Lost 

I'm Liked (and my mom seems to be FREAKING out about it)

I'm Pushing through (But its hard)
I'm Smiling (B/c it makes me feel better)
Yeah thats how i am.

How are you peoples

:)

October 25 2007

MOOD: HAPPY :)


Life has taken a way different course then I thought it would. Ha its kinda craZy to think about it, everything I thought would happen has changed. (And I think it might be for the better) I’m still trying to figure it all out and when this whole 3 month thing is up, a LOT will be different.

I’m happy for once. Its not like a happiness for a few minutes...or a day...I’ve been happy pretty much all week. Yeah I’ve had my ups and downs (who doesn’t?) But things seem to be looking up for once. I might not have many friends (other then you peoples that I talk to on the computer) and my life might be falling apart slowly. But I have found some new peoples I like hanging out with at youth (they might be Seth’s friends but they hang out with me and they seem to like me..they make me laugh so that’s all that matters) I’ve learned to wake up with a smile and forgive and forget. Its something I have wanted for so long....and now that I have it, it seems unreal.

~Ace~