sounds like you need a bear hug. thats not just any normal hug.

I know how you feel. I need a hug too. I will hug you next time I see you!

im sorry about the post but at the time i was upset that you had done it so i did it back. i don't mean to hurt it's just hard when you have no one to talk to about the whole mess. i don't want to get megan involved because i don't want her going between us and knowing she would side with you anyways cuz i am such an evil person. you know today i did wait you after class and you where the one who blew me off this time. and i didn't blow you and christi off the other day at work...you guys came in and we kinda talked and then you started to text whom ever it was so yeah. im not mad upset about any of that i just thought you should know and i had to leave when ya'll got there. you know i hope you read the note i gave to christi to give to you i hoped that it would explain somethings. i know i keep talking about hanging out with old friends but that doesn't mean that i have to forget about my current and best friends. i deleted my post as well. i hope to talk to you soon....but i don't know if i'll get a chance cuz you are always with him....

awww, that's actually really true!! *big hug* :-) i could use one too....

i love our friendship and love you so much. you are so awesome and you are a big reason why i am still sane today. i would never want to loose our friendship and i would never really dream of it. we do need to talk more and really need to hang out more. don't blame all the change on Ben i have alot to with that to i guess. i have been so stressed and i just have so many people stabing me in the back now days i just don't know what to do anymore. i love you so much and i never want to loose you as a friend expectually since you are my best friend. im soooo sorry for everything.