Grown Up?

November 07 2007

Is it just me, or is life going by way too fast?

 

I mean, I feel I've spent a large part of my life wishing I was older, mainly wishing I was college age. Now I'm here and it's half over. And half of the time I don't even enjoy it because I'm so stressed. 

 

And I'm suddenly realizing... I am twenty-one years old, I am grown up, I am an adult.

 

My friends are talking about getting jobs and getting married and all this... and I feel so overwhelmed by it all. I don't feel ready for all this.

 

When did this happen?

 

And why can't I just stay here for a while?

 

 

I wonder if the "Chasing Cars" lyrcisit felt the same way when he penned these words... 

 

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own


We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
 

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Patrick

November 07 2007
i was thinking the other day while i was in the library, i do alot of thinking there, haha. that i'm not ready to graduate. thats next year. this semester is almost over. what in the world. i'm not ready for this at all. this is too much. i dont really even know what i wanna do with life. i just dont even know anymore. i just havent prepared enough i feel like.